Table Talk: Masculinity and Men’s Mental Health

I really enjoyed this table talk about masculinity. I find that a lot of times in different male friend groups it’s easy for masculinity to get toxic and have group polarization It was nice to discuss this topic with peers and see what their experiences and opinions on the topic were. I believe that we need to have more discussion like this about other issues in order to shift the different societal norms that can lead to toxic enviroenments.

Chess and Pills

Before watching this show, I didn’t know anything about chess and after watching the first episode, I can confidently say that I still know nothing about chess except that there is a strategy called “The Queen’s Gambit.” I do know, however, that this was a super interesting episode. I didn’t know much about the show before watching it and I was surprised to find out about the varying hardships Beth went through as a child, from losing her parents, ending up in an orphanage, and developing a pill addiction as a child in a place that is supposed to care for her, the first episode was darker than I expected. Although Beth was going through a lot of troubles at the time, when she first started playing chess, she picked it up very quickly and it became a source of joy and clarity for her. It was interesting to see how her chess abilities and addiction grew throughout the episode. She was able to easily beat experienced chess players and her skill grew rapidly, but at the same time, she was abusing the pills given to her and even went to the point to steal the pills once she wasn’t given them anymore. I think there was also a correlation between how the pills helped her visualize the game and play better and how she wanted to keep that up, which drew her back to the pills because those both served as an escape for her from the sadness of her life. Overall, it was a good episode and maybe I’ll give chess a go.

Thursday Seminar: Let’s Talk Love: Health, Safety, and Relationships. Confirmation

I really enjoyed this talk about health, safety, and relationships. I feel that in college these topics are extremely important in order to maintain healthy relationships with significant others and even friends. I find that it’s easy for relationships to get intense and unhealthy fast it’s important to notice the signs and end relationships before they get toxic.

My Piecewise Poem!

O thou, my lovely boy, who in thy pow’r
Dost hold time’s fickle glass his sickle hour,
Who hast by waning grown, and therein show’st
Thy lovers withering, as thy sweet self grow’st—
In nature, sovereign mistress over wrack,
As thou goest onwards still will pluck thee back,
She keeps thee to this purpose, that her skill
May time disgrace, and wretched minute kill.
Yet fear her, O thou minion of her pleasure;
She may detain but not still keep her treasure.
   Her audit, though delayed, answered must be,
   And her quietus is to render thee.

Creating personal mission statements

Initially, I was unsure about this seminar because I don’t often do self reflective activities like drafting personal mission statements. However, when we got in to it, this ended up being one of my favorite events this semester. We started small by thinking about some of our past accomplishments and then finding themes among those. Then we identified values that we held after reflecting on what we valued in our past accomplishments. From this, we were able to discuss and think more about what our personal goals were and what our mission was as we moved through school and life. I thought this was a super effective approach, taking things one step at a time and it helped me really reflect on what values I truly hold and how this shaped my future goals. The small group discussion was also helpful in working through my own thoughts and hearing other peoples values and perspectives. This did help me realign my goals and motivation for what I am doing right now and I think I will use this method again in the future when I feel I have lost my way or I can’t remember what I am working towards.

Helpful Hike!

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The crisp spring air was a nice change of pace. I really enjoyed our Saturday walk, as the sky was a beautiful shade of blue, and the clouds blended into the sky as if an artist intended them to be there. The start of spring gave me hope for warmer days ahead. I could hear some birds chirping, not many, but I knew more were to come. I linked one of my favorite photos from that hike below. You can see the leafless trees and the lovely horizon in the distance. Going on this walk, making new friends, and enjoying the scenery made for a peaceful Saturday afternoon.

Are Chick Flicks Feminist?

In this Table Talk, we discussed “chick flicks” also known as romantic comedies. This is one of my favorite movie genres and includes most of the movies I watched growing. The media we consume has a big effect on our personality and world views, so reflecting on how I watched mostly this genre of movies growing up, I hope they would demonstrate good messages for girls to learn from. When we talked about this as a group, I don’t think we ever came to a consensus on whether chick flicks are actually feminist. They often center around female characters, but often, these characters are unsure of themselves of have character flaws that aren’t solved until a man come along to fix their issues. Most older movies in the genre are like this, which isn’t exactly feminist or setting a great example. However, a lot of newer movies in this genre break these clichés, displaying stronger and more exemplary main characters, more realistic relationships, and different types of love, like the movie Love Simon which is one of the first rom coms to feature a gay couple. Though many of the older chick flicks were great examples for feminist women, they are definitely still super entertaining and fun watches and I think I had enough good influences in my childhood that I didn’t turn out like a useless female lead waiting for a man to solve y problems anyways.

Puppy Love <3

I cried! This movie tore at my heartstrings. Seeing Patriot, Phil, Poppet, Potomac, and Primrose grow up and begin their journey as potential guide dogs were beautiful. In the end, only Poppet and Phil became guide dogs. Despite wanting all these puppies to be successful, I was happy with how their lives turned out. They all significantly made an impact in people’s lives, whether it be as a pet, or a breeder.

Although I loved all of their stories, I grew a strong connection to Patriot. He was a great dog in training. He may have struggled with his interactions with other dogs, as well as his stubbornness at times, but he became of such value to Adam, an Iraq veteran, and trainer. When Adam mentioned that Patriot was meant for him, I teared up. Adam found his forever friend, and having them together was beautiful.

Let Loose, Produce a Scarf!

I really enjoyed crocheting! It was really fun to do something with my hands and distract myself from schoolwork. Ferra really helped all of us get the hang of the basics. Although I did not yet create a final product, I hope to do so over the summer. Seeing everyone’s progress from the first session was amazing and eye-opening. It has reminded me that it is possible to pick up new hobbies quite easily! This is important to remind myself, as I love trying new things but fear never actually picking them up. Sometimes you just have to let loose and see where this new hobby brings you! Maybe one day it’ll produce you a new scarf 🙂

My New Family-Favorite Movie!

I’ve been meaning to watch Kiki’s Delivery Service ever since my friend recommended it to me. I know that her recommendations never disappoint, and this position held after the Friday Film. I really appreciate the film for its wholesome plot and theme of overcoming self-doubt. Although Kiki starts to lose her powers at the end of the film, she was determined to save her friend Tombo from hanging precariously from a blimp’s drifting vessel. She uses a borrowed broom to catch him midair. Seeing Kiki gain her confidence back was heartwarming, and something I will not forget. This is now one of my favorite movies. I cannot wait to watch it with my nine-year-old sister when I see her again! I know she’ll appreciate it.

One Health Discussion

The Table Talk about One Health and Zoonotic diseases was super interesting and informative, especially in the present time. I did not know about One Health before this discussion, but I learned that it is an approach to health that considers the interconnection between humans, animals, and the environment as how these affect each other, and how each aspects’ health depends on this interconnection. This was very interesting to learn about especially during a pandemic. Now, I feel that everyone is becoming more conscious of our health and also the interconnection between people and the environment as being an important aspect in health.  Especially as the climate is changing and the world is becoming more and more industrialized, many new illnesses have spread from animals to humans, humans to animals, and this also affects the environment. We need to consider these interactions when attempting to take a wholistic approach to healthcare. If we want a healthy society and healthy globe, we need to understand the connections between these different aspects. We talked about zoonotic diseases, which are diseases that can be spread from animals to people, like salmonella. There are many examples of these diseases that have spread to humans. Instead of waiting to cure the disease, we should address how to prevent this by keeping our animals and globe healthy in the first place and keeping human resources separate from potential disease birthplaces.

Open Discussion on Health, Safety, and Relationship Resources

I found this discussion of health, safety, and relationships very helpful. Greta Kenney and Naomi Barry did an amazing job answering our questions and providing us an overview of the services offered at Cornell Women’s Resource Center and the Tompkins Advocacy Center. As a transfer student during a pandemic, I have had a lot of difficulties finding all these resources. It is great to know that I can receive support when needed. These conversations can be quite difficult, and not everyone knows how to best help stay safe while dating. I am grateful to know that my peers are also in the same boat, have similar questions and experiences and that there is a place for these discussions.

Modern Day Old-Time Radio

I really enjoyed this explore series about DIY Old-Time Radio. Nick did a great job inspiring us to listen to/ create podcasts, as they are both great ways to destress. We got to brainstorm potential podcasts and passions. I would really enjoy producing a video series of me reading science fiction novels in a tiny house! Other than talking about the importance of a creative outlet, Nick showed us some of his podcasts, his favorite cooking channel, and astrology channel. Also if you do want to try to listen to some old-time radio drama, Nick suggested “Johnny Dollar,” “Candy Matson,” “Suspense” and “The Great Gildersleeve.” I plan on listening to some of these dramas on a long car ride, and hope to create my own podcasts quite soon!

Exploring Outlets

The Queen’s Gambit is one of my favorite television series. I am fortunate to have been introduced to it during the Rose Scholars Program. After watching the second episode, we were able to discuss what chess means to Beth and what playing chess symbolizes for the writers in the show. Beth clearly uses chess as a form of escape, a way to distract herself from the uncertainties in her life. She also uses chess as a form of control. Beth can control her actions in a game, as everything is familiar. This is unlike her real life, where she cannot control dead and change.

I relate to Beth by wanting to control aspects of my life. I wish I had a grounding mechanism like she does, as I have recently gone through a lot of changes academically and personally. This episode made me more aware of healthy outlets in my life.

Bridgerton Discussion

I attended the table talk “Breaking Down Bridgerton” to have a discussion with my peers about the show after binging it over the winter. It was interesting to hear others’ thoughts on the show in its unique approach to the period drama. Some of the most interesting things to me were about how they portrayed race and sexuality in the show. We talked a bit about the seemingly colorblind casting, but others, similar to myself, took issue with the cheap way the show tried to explain this casting to the audience. It was also interesting how they portrayed sexuality for women in the show as compared to other period dramas like Downton Abbey and Pride and Prejudice. We talked about whether this portrayal was realistic and how modern influence played into its portrayal in the show. Many thought it seemed accurate as to how this would have been in real life in that time period. I’m not sure if it was entirely accurate but I also don’t know much about that time period. Overall, the show was very entertaining and it was nice to talk about with other people who also binged the show over the break.

Cool Creative Outlet!

I really enjoyed my calligraphy experience. Learning the difference between upstrokes and downstrokes was a great way to relax and destress. Although I did not have an official calligraphy pen at the time of the workshop, the video mentioned how to achieve this look with a regular pencil. I added the image below to my sketchbook. I’m hoping that this summer I have more time to get a calligraphy pen and continue practicing! I hope to maybe send friends and family a letter using these skills too.

Power in Beautiful Simplicity

Kiki’s Delivery Service is a wonderfully beautiful film that showcases many of the struggles of being a teenager. The film has a relatively straightforward, linear plot, but this benefits the film by allowing the viewer to focus more on the characters and challenges that pop up throughout the film, instead of having to keep track of a convoluted plot. Many of the challenges that Kiki faces in the film revolve around newfound independence.

From having to leave home, to accidentally losing a delivery, to forgetting how to ride her broom, Kiki is faced with a multitude of problems that she, for the most part, has to figure out on her own. While she certainly has people who help her, the problems primarily rest on her shoulders. By the end of the film, Kiki manages to solve all of the challenges. This shows to the viewer, that even if you have to navigate new surroundings and are faced with unique challenges, with some resilience, and a little help from some friends, you can solve any problem that comes your way.

When wrapped in a beautifully animated film, with an amazing soundtrack, this makes the message even more accessible for the younger audience that it is aimed at.

 

The Consequences Start Now

The Human Element did a fantastic job at illustrating the current human cost of climate change. Whenever I think about the dangerous consequences of climate change, the first thing that comes to mind is always the rising sea levels from all of the glaciers and polar ice melting. Images of cities like Manhattan, Miami, and Houston all submerged several feet underwater come to mind. But when I think about this, I also picture this happening 100+ years in the future, not now. Although there certainly are effects that can be seen today, I primarily think of the long-term effects of climate rather than the immediate short-term ones.

This is the governing motivation behind this film. It clearly showcases the immediate costs of climate change that we are already paying for. From the people living directly on the Virginia coast to the firefighters who are already having to work overtime, to the coal workers who are rapidly losing their jobs, individual people are already bearing the consequences of climate change.

Films and other media like this are extremely important because we desperately need to sound the climate change alarm bells even louder than they already are.

Drawing a new perspective

Drawing is a form of communication, just like writing, speaking, or dancing. I loved creating fun and memorable sketches during the Pictionary event with URF Maggie. Even though most of our drawings weren’t award-winning masterpieces, the time crunch makes it more fun as each player tries to guess what you are drawing while the clock ticks down. I also found it really interesting to see the different associations people make with each word. Sometimes, the drawings other students made were exactly what I would have drawn, and other times I never would have thought to take the perspective they did. I love the diversity of thoughts, experiences, and perspectives that shape the way each of us views the world. Pictionary is just one fun way to learn about some of those perspectives!

Loop-de-loop

Taking a break to exercise the creative side of my brain is always a nice change during the school year. I really enjoyed learning to crochet with other Rose Scholars during this fun and relaxing event. Such crafts are not only a way to express your personality and creativity, but also are a measure of persistence and hard work. I am curious as to how many loops and knots it takes to crochet an entire scarf! No matter what the exact number is, it certainly takes hours and persistence to make something large and soft from simply a ball of yarn. These are skills (and scarfs!) we can take with us to other aspects of our lives.

COVID’s Impact on Campus Support for Students

There is so much comfort I have in knowing that there are adults at Cornell whose jobs and passions are to support students’ well-being and future plans. Laura Weiss (Sexual Violence Prevention Program Coordinator and Victim Advocate) and Christa Downey (Director of the Cornell Engineering Career Center) are two of these student advocates who genuinely love to support and care for students like you and me. One important question that came up during the Fellow Interview with these two asked how their work on campus has shifted now that COVID has changed pretty much everything about how they interact with students. And, to my surprise, I realized that COVID’s impact can really go both ways.

For Ms. Weiss, COVID has restricted her ability to contact students physically and has made it difficult to manage work and life now that she is home all the time. It’s hard enough being a working mother alone, but with COVID merging work with home, Ms. Weiss has had to bear the challenges of managing time effectively (as I’m sure many can relate to, even if not a working mother!). But at the same time, Ms. Weiss has found that students are still open to using the Women’s Resource Center as a safe-place (though virtual) to reach out for help when they need it– in fact, it seems like students are even more encouraged to reach out now that Zoom is an option. It’s convenient and sometimes less intimidating than meeting in person, which means more people can receive the help they need as soon as they need it. And that is amazing! Ms. Weiss’s sacrifices have allowed students to continue receiving the support they need even amidst a pandemic– I am thankful for her hard work!

In a similar manner, Ms. Downey has experienced both the highs and lows of COVID at the Cornell Engineering Career Center side of campus. The one-on-one conversations that are vital to giving effective training for interviews, resume building, and networking may have been moved to virtual settings, but this convenience has made it super easy for students to get in contact with career advisers. We now have access to advice and support pretty much on the spot! How convenient! But at the same time, the Career Center’s hands-on and community-oriented workshops have been put on hold. These great spaces for learning and training with career coaches just can’t be replicated on Zoom, and has thus been hard to lose according to Ms. Downey. Regardless, I myself am grateful for the work Ms. Downey and the Career Center has put into preparing students for their post-grad plans, despite the challenges COVID has issued!

Let Us All be Influencers

My first ever Rose Scholars table talk was one to remember– it was a small group call on Zoom with GRF Karina, and we discussed the tough question of whether entertainers really have a say in activism. I think we were all in agreement that social media almost forces entertainers/influencers to be activists because there is always pressure on them to “use their platform” to uplift those who are oppressed. And yes– they should! But at this point, it’s hard to know if the motive behind influencers being active on social media is to truly spread awareness and show support or to simply earn more people’s approval. With that said, who are we to try to make that judgment for ourselves? Let influencers influence! Let them do it in their own ways! If we want to see change, we should be the change– let us not put down celebrities for things that we ourselves may lack. I know I could be a much stronger advocate for my hurting brothers and sisters, so I think I would rather put my energy into supporting change than criticizing those who don’t. While we, insignificant students are Cornell, may not have the same platforms as people like Jeremy Lin, Demi Lovato, or BTS, we ought to do our best to make use of our own connections, our own privileges to make changes (little as they may seem) that brighten this world.

Prettiness in Calligraphy

Like many people, I like looking at pretty things. Pretty flowers, pretty paintings, pretty buildings, pretty birds. So many things in life have been carefully crafted to showcase beauty. I didn’t come to appreciate that this could extend even to the most boring things in life, like handwriting, until I started learning cursive in elementary school and saw the potential of turning plain letters into something more.

Since starting college, I’ve gotten more used to using cursive while jotting down notes and solving problems sets– not because it looks better, but because it’s just time-saving. (Picking up a pencil to start a new letter is a lot of work and takes a lot of time, I know.) But how should cursive be used to show more than the answer to a gear ratio problem or notes on how likely it is that Johnny consumes 50 apples in one day? The answer lies in calligraphy– the visual art of writing!

Attending the Calligraphy Workshop reminded me of the reason I was first drawn to cursive– because it makes simple words look pretty. While I still am far from mastering the calligraphy techniques that accomplish this, I now have a stronger foundation in transforming notes, cards, labels, etc. into a visual adventure that will draw people deeper into the content and effort that goes behind the things I write. Calligraphy truly is the art of beautifying words. It is a skill I hope more people will learn and take advantage of– calligraphy can make anything pretty!

(M)VP Lombardi

I’m sure you all heard about Sean Evan’s Hot Ones interview with our very own VP Ryan Lombardi. I did indeed attend because it was an opportunity I knew I couldn’t miss. When I was watching the interview, I recalled the many things I had learned about VP Lombardi at a Fellow Interview a while before and came to appreciate just how much he does for his students. Although he wanted to become a high school band director, his passion for seeing college students excel in life made him realize he could educate students in other ways than music. Now, as our VP for Student and Campus Life, he does just that: engaging with students one-on-one to have conversations about our concerns, celebrate with us in our victories, and encourage us when we feel defeated. He truly loves his students and job, even when that includes public humiliation in the form of dying from spicy hot wings. Thank you VP Lombardi for how much you care about your students and are willing to go out of your comfort zone to make our college lives memorable and sweet!

Passion

In podcast 10.28 (Fellow Interview: Rose Buzz with Julia Felippe and Andre Kessler 3/24/2021) I  strongly resonated with the idea that it is important for women to get involved in tech because during my internships I noticed that having people from different backgrounds contributes to a variety of perspectives helping us develop a better and more efficient solution to any problem for a wider audience. People from different cultures always makes the product better for everyone. Additionally, I strongly agree with Andre Kessler who recommended choosing what your are passionate about to study because you will always be good enough to make money and your passion will lead you through bad times always keeping you happy.  This is very good advice as many of my classes I have picked were out of interest and passion. In fact, these classes have actually become the fields I ended up getting internships in!

The other speaker,  Julia Felippe said you will question what you are doing but always remember you have plenty of time to do what you want so reflect and think about opportunities and talk to others about it. This is something I resonate with because a while back I decided to do some research experience with my major department. This is because solving problems that have never been solved before is a very motivating experience for me and after talking to my Professors about it they said it is not late to start on the track of research and even start getting prepared to apply for PhD next fall! Hence, it is never late to start!

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Cultural Intelligence

The Cornell Johnson Museum event showed us a lot of treasures. One that stood out to me was the photo of the walking man sculpture. It shows a person with a very slim body unable to walk properly. It reflects the holocaust and the atomic bombs that damaged people a lot physically. It also showed me the power museums have in maintaining history and amplifying civil discourse. In fact just this past year I went to a museum to learn about the culture in Middle East and I was amazed by how they had carefully maintained old artifacts as that gave me a much better and stronger education than just reading about it in a textbook. This is another reason why I believe that for anyone studying history museums contain a wealth of knowledge.

Pattern recognition

I decided to sign up for the chess meet because I was inspired by Beth’s story in Queen’s Gambit. However, watching chess is very different than playing it. When it was time for me to play chess games I realized that the people who did very well and constantly won had great pattern recognition skills. For example in one of my games my opponent actually told me he had planned out all my possible moves and counter attacks against them in one of the plays! Well, he was a chess geek so I wasn’t surprised. But from this experience I have learnt that playing chess can improve my abstract thinking that can help me in more mathematical based classes as identifying patterns is always important.

Learning Made Fun

Using Skribbl.io as a platform for the game was very fun! At first when my round came I didn’t even know what certain terms meant yikes! But slowly I learnt that the simpler and more concise the drawing the faster people seem to catch on. In fact, I think this game would be a great way to visual concepts being learnt in a class. For example I recently tried it in one of my theory classes by drawing diagrams out and now whenever I see the term appear anywhere I instantly recall the visualisation and can remember all the details very well!

Talent doesn’t discriminate

After seeing episode 2 of Queen’s Gambit I learnt that women never had it easy back then. First Beth did not have the money to enter the tournament and was told only “coloured” girls get jobs. This was shocking to me as it made me reflect on how prominent racism was back then. Even when she enters the tournament she is told there is no women’s section again showing the sexist nature of chess back then. In fact this episode made me reflect on the learnings in one of my social studies classes where we learnt how hard it was for coloured people and women to achieve success in the US.

Learning with Kahoot!

The trivia on Saturday taught me a lot of facts about Cornell I didn’t know. For example the first building built in Cornell was Cascadilla Hall! More importantly this fun session made me reflect on how well a social platform like Kahoot can promote a more positive learning environment. For example, in high school, for my foreign language class like Spanish we would often use Kahoot to promote healthy competition among students as to who knew the Spanish vocabulary the best. Now looking back I still vividly remember the words I got wrong and got right as kahoot events were so prominent due to the competition. Hence, I feel that such trivia events should be incorporated in lectures as well!

The power of listening

In the DIY Old Time Radio session learning about how radio is so powerful that it can reach a huge audience much more quickly than other formats really stood out to me. In fact, reflecting on this, since I travel by car pretty often I hear the radio frequently. Usually it is music whilst in other cases it is podcasts, etc. Listening to radio I realized that I learn a lot by just hearing the lyrics or what the people at the other end of the radio have to say even if I am not actively paying attention. In fact like discussed during the session our ears can foster our imagination much better than our eyes which I strongly agree with because even in today’s virtual environment listening to lectures rather than reading a textbook helps me understand the course material much better!

Demons & Angels

In the final two episodes of The Queen’s Gambit Beth faces both all of her worst demons and meets all of the angels present in her life. In the penultimate episode, she prepares with Benny for the competition in Paris, but while there she has a few too many drinks with Cleo. This results in her being late and unprepared in her match against Borgov the next morning. This defeat sends Beth into a downward spiral, which she had already been on the brink of the past few episodes. Eventually, after a few of her friends trying to reach out, and walking away from a local tournament, Beth gets an unexpected surprise: Jolene shows up at her house. Jolene is exactly what Beth needed. Beth has been consumed by her new life, and Jolene is the perfect reminder of her youth before all of this started.

Jolene’s impact extends much further into the final episode. Although she brings sour news that Mr. Shaibel has died, going back to the orphanage and seeing that he had been keeping news clippings of her winnings showed Beth that she actually had a lot of people who cared about her and her achievements. This push, with the help of Jolene, is exactly what Beth needed to get back on her feet and prepare for the competition in Russia. In the final tournament, after several days of play, she runs into Townes who really helped give her the support and confidence going into her last match against Borgov. She also receives a call that morning from Benny, Henry, and others that are all in New York trying to help her. This show of support from all of her friends is exactly what Beth needed in order to win her match against Borgov. She felt supported, realized that she did need the help, and wasn’t reliant on the pills in order to win, thus completing many of the major themes present throughout the series.

The weight of a cloud

Do you know how much the average cloud weighs? I had no idea, and had never even thought about it, until the fun trivia event on Saturday. It was fascinating to learn that clouds are much heavier than I thought, and this led to fun discussions with my suitemates and family about how this figure must have been measured. I love wondering about the natural world and it is handy to know fun facts as well. Trivia is so fun, as it inspires the same curiosity and love of learning that has brought us all to Cornell. I love learning new things and it is so fun to do so with others who share the same curiosity!

Writing with flair

Swirling, looping, finishing with a flourish. I loved creating artistic shapes and smooth swaths of color on my paper as I participated in the calligraphy workshop. I had never tried calligraphy before and always thought it looked beautiful, so I was super excited. I really enjoyed the calming nature and wonderful end product. The video made it look so easy, and yet it took lots of focus and concentration! Similar to most things in life, it takes practice, persistence, and muscle memory to make your letters look effortless and consistent. After almost an hour of practicing individual letters, I experimented with writing whole words. I was able to write a few names of friends and family with connected letters. What a beautiful and relaxing break.

Ancient laughter

I was surprised and interested to learn that there is much we can learn from the humor of the ancient world. Listening to Professor Fontaine’s talk about how the clever lines of speakers in ancient Rome are still applicable taught me a lot about a field I hadn’t ever thought much about. It was fascinating to see that many of the same jokes are still funny today when they made people laugh thousands of years ago. I also appreciated Professor Fontaine’s real-life tips, such as how puns are not the best type of joke to use in a workplace – situational humor is much better. I personally find puns funny, though I know others are even more into them than I, and I know still others can’t stand the sound. I’ll think again now about using situational humor instead to make some moments more universally funny!

Connecting important issues

Climate (In)Justice: The Quest for Equity in a Changing Climate was an inspiring presentation to hear. First, I was inspired by the research and work of the panelists, as they have connected two of the most important issues of our time, including providing justice to each and every person regardless of background, as well as slowing climate change. For example, I hadn’t realized that low-income neighborhoods have on average higher temperatures than wealthy neighborhoods, because of having fewer trees and more asphalt that retains heat. Listening to them and their thoughts on the relation between inequality and climate change made me want to do something about these important issues. I think everyone needs to hear what these panelists had to say. I think it is unjust that people who have contributed very little to climate change are being affected in the most detrimental ways. Furthermore, those same people are more likely to have fewer resources to combat those effects. I wonder how we can possibly solve these challenges, and it was inspiring to listen to the thoughts of those who are experts in these fields. In addition, I was astounded by some of the facts that the panelists relayed about climate change. Dean Houlton informed us that a difference of 0.5 degrees Celsius in the amount that the global temperature rises could raise the percentage of people exposed to extreme heat from 14% to 30%! At 1.5 degrees of Celsius change, 75% of the coral reefs in the world will have died, and after two degrees of change, all of the coral reefs in the world will have disappeared. I believe it is up to our generation to work on solving these issues.

The people who make it all happen

I love hearing about the workings behind the scenes of the services that help so many undergraduate students every day. At Cornell, I have taken advantage of the wonderful career centers for their tips, resources, and group sessions to help us plan out our futures. It was really interesting to hear Christa Downey’s perspective, as she has spent many years running the Arts and Science career center and more recently the Engineering career center. I found it interesting that she noted the Arts and Sciences career center has a more exploratory nature than engineering, where many students are more narrowly focused on specific career goals. I think it is important to share their exploratory feeling and be open to people and experiences while we are in college. I also really resonated with her emphasis on helping to encourage women in stem fields! In addition, I loved hearing from Laura about her experiences at the Sexual Violence Prevention Center. She is so committed to helping others through everything she does, and I found that inspiring.

Inspiring paths

Listening to Mr. Hungerford talk about his volunteer work was heartwarming and inspiring. He spoke about how his volunteer work and outside-of-work activities have been more meaningful to him throughout his life than his day job, and I was inspired by his kind demeanor and dedication to helping others in the world around him. He has started an LGBTQ+ advocacy group and currently serves as president of the Cancer Resource Center, which are impressive accomplishments. I also found it wonderful to hear about Professor Nicholson’s career advice. He placed emphasis on the spontaneity in his career and the importance of not needing to plan out everything as an undergrad. I also found it really interesting to hear Professor Nicholson’s comparison between industry and academic work. He shared that while working in industry, you have a more definite impact on a smaller company or region. In contrast, when researching in academia, there is a much smaller probability of having a policy being directly implemented, but if it does, your impact can be amazingly widespread. As I toy with these two paths in my own career, I really appreciated the perspective he shared.

Fall Down 7 Times, Get Up 8

Episode 5 of The Queen’s Gambit is all about how Beth deals with and comes back from her defeat against Borgov. The episode opens with a flashback to when she was a young child with her biological mother, and it serves to show us how far she has come and that she has continued to push forward in other parts of her life outside of chess, something we could all use a reminder of from time to time.

Much of the episode is spent with Beth learning and improving with help from her friends. Harry Beltik spends several days helping to train her before eventually insisting he is no longer able to help her. Then Benny humiliates Beth in a number of rounds of speed chess before later losing to her in the tournament. Beth’s repeated losses against Benny is really important because it drives home the point that she can lose when she so often talks as if she can’t. Though it is a tough pill for her to swallow, it is crucial if she wants to defeat Borgov. This is also a great lesson for anyone: if you’re overconfident about something, the only way to improve is for someone to show you you’re wrong first.

Changing Industries

In watching this documentary, I was most struck by the stories of the coal miners at the end. I think we’re currently undergoing a similar crisis in other industries in America. As technology has advanced, the types of jobs being created are not the ones that most people can just work in without proper training. This is different from the past where labor jobs were enough for people to live on. I think because of this trend, there needs to be a change made in the jobs or some kind of emphasis placed on creating jobs that are actually feasible for people to apply to. Even in the tech industry, most job descriptions require at least five years of experience with technology that’s only been applicable for five years. If some change isn’t made, there will probably be some kind of employment crisis especially because the pandemic has made the job shortages even more severe. Hopefully as we leave the pandemic, companies will be thinking of more equitable ways of hiring employees.

Complexities of Guide Dogs

In this documentary we learned more about the process of how puppies eventually become guide dogs. I really enjoyed this film because it allowed me to realize how complex it is for dogs to be chosen as guide dogs. I had the misconception that any lab can become a guide dog, but I’ve now realized how wrong I was. The guide dogs that we see in the media and on the street have been carefully vetted, trained, and socialized for their job. I think it’s amazing how we’ve learned to teach dogs in this way. Moreover, I find it so fascinating that each breed can have their own characteristics that determine which jobs they’re most suited for. For example, huskies would definitely make bad guide dogs since they are so independent. It makes me wonder which breeds will evolve as our needs in society change. Perhaps more puppies who are able to work with technology or open doors will be selected for this purpose. I think it’s interesting to see how breed dynamics will change in the future.

Ethical Dilemmas in the Workforce

Discussing ethical dilemmas especially regarding dynamics in the work force was incredibly interesting for me to do. As a college student, I haven’t experienced what full-time workplace dynamics are like. I’ve experienced them in my part-time jobs, but I’ve never had to consider the effects my decisions may have on others. I think this is one aspect that college never teaches you. Although in group projects you might experience working with others, I don’t think it compares to the complexity in the workplace. I’ve heard from my older cousins that you should never treat your coworkers as anything more than your coworkers. I think I’ve realized through that conversation how much college relationships and work relationships differ. Although everyone hopes for a workplace where everyone can work together perfectly, it’s not always possible. I wonder if there is a way for colleges to better prepare college students for these kinds of dilemmas before we enter the workforce. I think they could potentially have a very positive impact on our work lives going forward.

Housing Crisis

This documentary discusses the failure of the Pruitt-Igoe public housing complex. In this documentary, the film touches on the factors that lead to its failure. This film reminded me of the novel, Evicted: Poverty and Profit in the American City. I think after watching the documentary and reading the novel, I realized the complex factors that are involved in public housing. Moreover, I’ve realized how much housing affects our day to day lives. I think when we’re younger and we have housing, we can take it for granted. Housing controls so many factors in life. I think because of its importance, doing public housing correctly is next to impossible. And I think because of failures like Pruitt-Igoe, it’s made it even more difficult for low-income families to find housing which I found to be true in Evicted. Although I, myself, cannot provide a direct solution for this problem, I want to learn more about what’s being done and how I can help in the future.

Alcoholism in the 60s

In this week, we watched Beth move in with Harry, and also break up with him due to her obsession with chess. In this episode, I realized how often alcoholism is portrayed in the 60s. I didn’t watch Mad Men, but I’ve seen clips of the show. In Made Men, almost every episode is accompanied by some discussion of drinking scotch and smoking cigarettes. I’ve noticed a similar trend in Queen’s Gambit. In every episode, there is at least one character shown drinking to the point of alcoholism. It’s interesting to me because most modern day shows don’t portray alcohol consumption in the same way. It almost seems like alcohol was a part of the 60s. Even shows like Stranger Things, set in the 80s, don’t show alcohol in quite the same way. It could be argued that it’s because Beth is mature, but I’d say it actually points to an evolution in the American culture. I think people are a lot more careful in how and when they drink. It’s almost like after that period of time, drinking became more of a shameful activity in certain circles.

Childhood Nostalgia

This week we watched Kiki’s Delivery Service. When I heard that there would be an option to watch the film this week, I was so excited. I’ve loved Studio Ghibli’s films ever since I was a child. I can still remember spending summers watching My Neighbor Totoro over and over again. The film has always been one of my comforts whenever I’m feeling stressed. There’s a certain whimsy and wholesomeness that Miyazaki imbues in his films that can’t be found in western animation. Moreover, I love the sometimes dark material that he delves into in his films. In Tororo, he describes the mother’s illness in a very interesting way. We, as the audience, know that it’s sad, but the loving relationship between the sisters and the father makes us believe that they can make it through. I think there’s a similar sense of sadness in Kiki as well when she finds herself unable to speak with Jiji. Although Western animation does delve into these subjects sometimes, it’s always very hard-hitting. Pixar movies are known for making audiences cry. On the other hand, I would argue that Miyazaki’s films can be just as sad but audiences don’t cry, they laugh. I think the dynamic between western and asian animation is worth looking further into.

A Shocking Loss

In this episode,  Beth not only loses a game but loses her mother as well. I was very shocked when Beth found Alma this episode. At this point in the story, their relationship had evolved so much, and I was excited for Alma to continue supporting Beth as she climbed the ranks. I think the shock of Alma’s death was even more hard-hitting because the car crash that killed Beth’s birth mother is the opening of the series. Although this is a real person’s life story, I couldn’t help but be reminded of Harry Potter and Sirius Black’s death in the series. From the beginning of the Harry Potter series, we know the circumstances of Harry’s parents’ deaths. However, when we meet Sirius, we have hope that Harry can finally be happy. I think this is what made both Sirius and Alma’s deaths so hard hitting. I think through this episode I realized that tragedies are always strong when there was added hope in the beginning.

Transformations in Media

In this episode, Beth wins the tournament in Cincinnati and goes on to win even more tournaments. In the show, Beth learns how to dress stylishly and is able to do so as a result of her winnings. I think it’s interesting how transformations of the underdog is such a huge recurring theme in many movies and shows. For example, one of the pinnacle moments of the Princess Diaries or Hairspray is the main character’s transformation. That being said, I think the actual importance of the transformation is its effect on the main character’s confidence. For Beth, Mia, and Tracey, their transformations gave them a sense of confidence that they never felt before. And for all three characters, they also experienced a falling action in the third act that complicated this confidence that they originally felt. I think this is reflective of real life. When we find ourselves feeling especially confident, we normally have to then face situations that make us question ourselves. I think that’s why we like stories that have these elements. They remind us that these moments are normal, and that we have what we need to get through our challenges.

Russian into Trouble

The primary focus of this episode was “Russian.” The episode opens with Beth attending a college class to learn to speak Russian. Most of the episode also revolves around Beth preparing to play against Borgov, the Russian champion (and the only player who she’s afraid of). Also, in the middle of the episode, Beth plays Georgi, a (very) young Russian boy. After playing for several hours, they decide to continue the game the following day.

They briefly chat about American drive-in movies, which really helps to humanize Georgi since he is so young. This is also important in showing that the Russians have a human side, and aren’t complete robots like Borgov has been described up until this point. The next day, although Beth did end up winning, she also admits that he is the best player she has ever played, continuing the theme that the Russians are her biggest threat.

Beth does finally play Borgov but is forced to resign to him finally showing the audience what Beth had been afraid of the whole time: Borgov is better.

I think the most important thing to gather from this is not that Beth was right, and Borgov could beat her, but seeing the different sides of your opponent. Up until this episode the Russians had more or less been described as being extraordinary and a threat to Beth if she plays them, but this episode really helped to show that there are other sides to her opponent. Using a young kid also helped bring out these other sides, in particular empathy, so as not to continue to frame the Russians as the ultimate threat, but show they are also human and do make mistakes.

The Rising (But Human) Star

This episode really showcased Beth’s abilities as she quickly shot up through the ranks. From regional matches, all the way to the tournament in Las Vegas it initially appears as though Beth is unstoppable. She wins all of her games, many of them with a laughable amount of ease. She also develops a much stronger relationship with Townes in this episode. In a particular moment, it teeters on becoming something more romantic but is interrupted and then quickly devolves back into being focused on the business at hand: chess.

While everything up until this point has been easy sailing, the latter half of the episode really showcased that Beth is still vulnerable, both romantically and in chess. There are three main events that slowly revealed that she wasn’t the perfect chess player. 1) Admitting she is afraid of Borgov 2) Benny catching a mistake 3) Losing the game to Benny. Each one progressively reveals more, like ripping a bandaid off.

This episode played a really important role in helping to humanize Beth. It showed more of her personal/romantic life, while also showing that she still has much to learn in chess despite most of her games up until now being a piece of cake.

A New Beginning, This Time With Chess

In episode 2 of The Queens Gambit, we see Beth get adopted from the orphanage and meet her new parents. While I’m sure it’s never easy to get a new family and move into a new house with people you barely know, it was particularly difficult for Beth. Her parents only seemed vaguely interested in her, with the father seeming downright annoyed at her presence, and the mother, while not seeming annoyed, wasn’t entirely enthusiastic either. This episode also continued to show Beth’s resilience though. She was able to deal with whatever came her way, whether it be a new family, starting at a new school, or trying to play chess despite the strict lack of support for it. Her determination though proved itself. After successfully entering, and winning, the tournament with a cash prize, her mother’s attitude quickly changed. Although it was unclear whether she was simply interested in the money, or because she was genuinely impressed with Beth’s talent is yet to be seen though. Either way, Beth’s determination allowed her to gain support for her chess ambitions.

The Power of Art

This seminar made me realize just how powerful art could be in changing people and society. I think the part of the seminar that stood out to me the most was the demonstration on how murals were used in the NYC climate change protest, and many other kinds of protests as well. If I imagine a protest without a mural or any artwork, all the power of the protest comes from the sheer number of people attending the protest as well as how loudly the people are screaming, but it is hard to prove a point or actually make change with that since people are not very likely to feel any emotion from that, just statistics. However, if I image the same protest with murals and many works of art visualizing what the people are fighting for, it definitely resonates with me a lot better, and I think it would most definitely resonate with many others as well. Seeing a depiction of the world burning or people dying created by an artist can be much more powerful than mere words and numbers, so this made me change my mind on the importance of art when trying to make a change. I originally thought that adding art to a protest was no different than just writing words on a sign, but I realize now that actual art with hours of effort put into them is much more effective in striking people in their hearts and bringing about change.

The Complexity of Ethical Dilemmas

In this week’s seminar, we discussed many different kinds of ethical dilemmas, and this discussion helped give me a new perspective on how different people think about the world, as well as how certain people think about situations differently depending on the context of the situation and the background of the person. For example, a dilemma that was raised during the discussion was “If you find $20 on the bus, would you take it or ask around for the owner?” While some people said they would take it and some people said they would ask around, there was another option that I did not really expect: they would just ignore it and let someone else handle it. This made me realize that not all ethical dilemmas are black and white, and that some had many options to choose from. In the case of the third option, the person being asked this question is conveniently avoiding it by passing the dilemma onto someone else entirely without actually saying it, which is something I had never thought of. This third option could have also arisen from the fact that some people have social anxiety, and would much rather just not talk to anyone than receive or give $20, so the answer to the dilemma depends on the background of the person. It also depends on the context, because if the amount of money found had been something like $500, the answer would definitely have been different with the consequences of both decisions becoming more severe. Another question I liked was “if your dentist is fully booked, do you get an appointment with someone else?” This one also depends on the context, because if you’ve only met this dentist once, changing dentists wouldn’t be that big of a deal, but if you’ve been visiting this dentist for decades, then some might consider changing to be rude, while others might think that the dedication would nullify the effects of rudeness that might come from temporarily changing dentists.

The significance of “forking”

For this week’s discussion on episode 5 of “The Queen’s Gambit”, we discussed what the significance of the word “fork,” which was the title of the episode. One thing that was revealed to me was that the word can mean many things depending on the context. first, the word “fork” in terms of chess, means to attack two pieces at the same time, meaning one can be saved but the other cannot. In terms of life, a fork can mean two different life choices, as in a “fork in the road” which can be both literal and figurative. In the episode, both forms of the word “fork” were used. When Beth was playing speed chess, a fork was played in one of the matches, and she was also presented with two different forks in her life. First, she had to choose between two men. It was shown that she was attracted to two different men in the episode, so she had to choose wo to be with. The other fork was that she had to choose between a normal life and a life of chess. The episode focuses around Beth’s obsession with chess, and reveals that she is so obsessed with it that she pushes everyone around her away in an effort to keep learning, so she can’t make any meaningful connections. She must choose for herself whether she wants to pursue this career in chess and have her entire life dedicated to chess, or to have some fun while doing it.

Social media and activism

Two of my main topics of conversation and media consumption are entertainment and politics. In this Table Talk, I was able to easily combine both interests and engage in fun and insightful conversations involving the two of them. One of the most important discussion points established during the session was the difference between performative activism and real activism. In the age of social media, political commentary and information has been made much more accessible to the general public in ways never seen before. However, there are dangers to people claiming themselves as activists by simply sharing an Instagram story, or even requesting their favorite (non-political) celebrities to take public stances on certain topics. While celebrities discussing essential political issues with large platforms can be extremely informative, it can also be very dangerous if misinformation is spread instead. Looking on the bright side of things, platforms like Tiktok have made socio-political and cultural education more available to the masses, making it something much bigger than just an entertainment platform. For this reason, I would not advise people to stay away from social media, but rather to always fact check all the information they read and/or share with credible sources first.

Independence and Loneliness

This week’s episode of the Queen’s Gambit can be viewed as an extension of the plot twist established at the end of the previous one. Dealing with her adoptive mother’s death was no easy feat for Beth. Throughout the episode, we were able to observe her different coping strategies as well as contrast the version of herself that she shows to the public vs her actual emotional state. One of the discussion questions presented at the session was about Beth taking Alice’s advice about being alone and how she copes with her own loneliness. I believe her reliance on substances and other people throughout the whole episode depicts the fact that she is strongly fighting or even ignoring this loneliness as much as she can. The main takeaways from this episode, in my opinion, were the fine line between the definitions of independence and loneliness. In some ways, Beth was independent in the sense that she owned her own home and did not have to economically rely on other people (husband or family). However, her invisible ties to those around her were strengthening even more throughout the episode.

Discussing royalty

For several days before this Rose Scholars event, I had come across several clips from the Oprah interview involving Prince Harry and Meghan Markle all over social media. The Duke and Duchess of Sussex had come clean to the public about their departure from the British royal family as well as their treatment over the last two years. I had not watched the actual interview before the event so it consisted mostly of me listening to other people’s perspectives about it. We talked about the importance of this for the American public as well as how it could impact the British public. One of the most important points of conversation, in my opinion, was Meghan Markle’s treatment throughout her presence in the royal family. I personally believe that most of her mistreatment stemmed from blatant racism and sexism, especially when it came to comparing her to Kate Middleton. This also relates to a discussion we had about the role of journalism and the media in situations like these and how uninformed reports can tarnish someone’s reputation. After this event, I watched the actual interview and was able to thoroughly enjoy it after our thoughtful discussions.

Forced to grow up

After watching the first episode of The Queen’s Gambit some weeks before this event, it was very interesting to pick up the show at a point where the plot had already been established and developed. This episode was action-filled and entertaining overall. There was an unexpected plot twist at the end dealing with Alma’s passing (Beth’s adoptive mother). Some important life lessons were offered by showing how Beth deals with loss and the idea that not everyone copes with death in the same way. At the end of the session, our breakout room had very insightful discussions about one specific scene of the show where Beth plays a chess match with a younger player. I personally disliked this scene the first time I watched the show because it showed Beth’s immature and dishonest behavior. However, after the group discussion, I was able to comprehend the reasoning behind her attitude, which was the fact that she was no longer the only child prodigy. For this reason, she let her younger and immature side take over by playing tactics that she never used before to distract the younger player. This point of the show could then be contrasted with how Beth deals with Alma’s death at the end of the episode and is basically forced to grow up. This Rose Scholars event reminded me of how entertaining and how perceptive it is to rewatch shows and movies, given that you are able to pay much more attention to detail and engage in deeper reflections about the plot.

One Health for One World

This week’s Rose Scholars event was very informative overall. It dealt with topics surrounding One Health, an organization I was not familiar with. As defined by the CDC, One Health is a “collaborative, multisectoral, and transdisciplinary approach—working at the local, regional, national, and global levels—with the goal of achieving optimal health outcomes recognizing the interconnection between people, animals, plants, and their shared environment.” It was very interesting to learn about zoonotic diseases or diseases that can be transmitted from animals to humans and the impacts that they can have on different aspects of our lives, ranging from health to the economy. The most insightful and engaging part of the experience was when we were sent into breakout rooms and asked to design a scenario dealing with one of these diseases; in our case, the group decided to work on salmonella. The main takeaway from this event was the importance of the overlap between disease transmission and environmental and socioeconomic factors, especially in the midst of the coronavirus pandemic.

Remember your Roots

I was sad but also very interested in what would happen on the last episode of Queen’s Gambit as it seems that Beth has not really made any big character development in the previous two episodes that I have seen. As expected, Beth seems to fall in the same trap of some characters successfully being able to distract her from her chess competitions (in this case, alcohol). However, I am really glad to see that by the last episode, Beth is able to finally realize her chess playing skills and capabilities without the use of tranquilizers as she was still able to successfully visualize the game and successfully win. I think making the park scene in the end was really fitting in that it gave me, personally, the impression that it is so important to remember your roots because it is through your roots and the struggles you have overcome that shape the person you are today.

Slow Pace Works for Me

As someone who has seen my older sister knit an infinity scarf back in middle school, I knew I wanted to try something hands on and arts and crafts related as well. This event provided me the perfect opportunity to try something similar to knitting – crocheting! As I watched the video and tried to follow, I found myself getting frustrated in having to simultaneously make sure I had followed each step correctly but to also make sure that I did not miss a step as the video was playing. Not surprisingly, I found the people in the video to make the task look so easy but once I try, the task becomes 1000x harder. To ensure that I was comfortable with the first few steps, I played around/experimented with how tight or loose I should wrap the yarn around the needle so that I can figure out what works best for me. The lesson I got out of this event is that it is okay to go slower than others as it is important to go at whatever pace works best for you and would make you the most comfortable.

Losing Close Ones One by One

I was super excited to watch episode 5 of Queen’s Gambit as I really enjoyed watching the fourth episode a couple of week ago. For this episode, I think the theme of this week’s episode is related to relationships. More specifically, we see that Beth reconnects with old classmates and, even at some point, both were in a relationship. I think Beth is particularly upset in that it seems as if for those who she cares about, they seem to turn their backs/leave her. For example, Benny, to a certain degree, gave Beth an ultimatum in that Beth’s passion and competitive drive in being a great chess player will always come first before him. For this reason, Benny decides to leave her although his opinion seems to be one-side and he did not seem to care about her reaction to their breakup. Overall, I hope Beth becomes comfortable with who she and surrounds herself by people who love her back by the end of the series.

Overcoming a Slump Hurdle

It was my first time in a long time watching any anime-related work as I used to feel physically nauseous for some reason whenever I watched along some anime with my cousins when I was younger. I have also heard about how this film is a classic in anime and many people have recommended me to watch it if I ever got the chance. I think there are some really important themes in this film that resonate with my life. For example, when Kiki had lost confident (in both her work life, as she could not continue delivering because of her lack of flying abilities, and personal life, since Jiji has left to spend more time with a pretty, white cat) and was in a slump, she had to remind herself to pick herself up together and soon was able to regain her confidence. I can relate to Kiki in that once something goes wrong, it is easy to conclude that nothing is going right but, in reality, only a small portion of my day was not going the way I had intended to. I also empathize with Kiki in that it can be hard at times to pick yourself up once you fall into a slump.

Tactics to Mask Lack of Self Confidence — Queen’s Gambit Ep. 4

As this was my first time joining this event, I was really looking forward to finally watch Queen’s Gambit as many of my friends last semester raved about how good this miniseries is. Although I did not personally get the chance to watch the first three episodes, one of my close friends was kind enough to fill in the details for those three episodes. While watching the episode, I could not help but be amazed by Beth’s chess playing skills and the intense atmosphere the miniseries was able to exemplify during the tournaments. In this particular episode, I could sense that Vasily Borgov and Beth show their lack of self-confidence in their skills. For Vasily Borgov, the fact that he is trying to find Beth’s weakness to distract her so that he could win the competition reflects how he feels the need to use these low tactics in order to win Beth (as he does not think his skills are enough). As for Beth, I think her belief of how she needs to take tranquilizers in order to win is a placebo effect and reflects how she also lacks confidence in being able to win a match through her skills rather than relying on the drug.

Improvement in Calligraphy Skills

I was fortunate enough to participate the second calligraphy event. I was really looking forward to attending this event as I had a great experience in the first part of the same event that was held a few weeks ago. I am proud to say that I can see the progress I have made since the last session. More specifically, compared to the previous session, I could feel that I had more control in as I was holding my brush when writing my name in cursive with varying thickness of strokes. I also noticed that I was able to connect from letter to letter more smoothly. One thing I know I can continue practicing on is to try and make my lettering size more proportionate looking as the first letter (which tends to be capital) is usually a lot bigger than the remaining lower-cased letters. Another thing I can work on is writing in a straight line as I tend to write my words at an upward tilted angle.

An ‘introduction’ to effective writing

This week’s Rose Scholars event was probably the most helpful session of the semester so far. As a STEM major, it is not often that I come across required writing courses, which leads me to sometimes struggle with the process of planning/developing writing pieces. As many other students who attended this seminar pointed out, the most difficult part of an essay for me is the introduction. It has the essential role of captivating your readers’ attention as well as clearly defining your thesis and topics to discuss. The body of an essay is usually the easiest portion for me, given that I just get to communicate all the information that I had gathered as well as analysis points in an organized manner. A piece of advice that the instructor provided during this session was to break down the most intimidating parts of an essay into smaller manageable pieces, in order to just focus on one task at a time. I actually used this recommendation in one of my recent essays and it allowed the overall writing process to flow much more smoothly. Another specific recommendation provided for essay introductions was to use the “three Ts trick,” in which you have to check for an effective title, a thesis statement that expresses the main claim, as well as a smooth transition into the body of the paragraph. I will definitely be using all the advice that I received in this session in my future writing endeavors, especially grad school applications in the upcoming future.

Racism in the time of COVID

This was a really interesting topic, one that I was glad to see being covered in an event. Oftentimes, attention is only called to racism when it captures the interest of white populations; during COVID, people are interested in seeing the ways society is changing as a consequence to the pandemic. This has prompted new discussions about racism, which cover slightly different topics than ever before. In this case, the topic was a surge in hate crimes for Asian populations around the world.

Hate crimes are an easy way for white populations to identify racism, which was one point brought up during the talk. The reality is that racism comes in many forms, including generational trauma, displacement, and environmental racism, but these are often less obvious for those who have never needed to recognize it. Populations with high concentrations of people of color are oftentimes sidelined when it comes to resource allocation, voting, and safety: we saw this with Flint, Michigan, and numerous other communities which have experienced poisonous conditions that may still remain undetected. Due to the complex nature of centuries old acts of racism, one more noticeable way to measure racism in media tends to be the measure of hate crimes.

Finale for Queen’s Gambit

This was the finale for Queen’s Gambit, a Netflix original I’d heard a lot about before seeing being aired at Rose House. I’d heard of this series before, namely because of its principal actor; Anya Taylor-Joy, an Argentinian actor, was recommended to me as someone to look out for after she spoke out about topics related to the politics of Latin-American background.

As someone of Latin-American descent myself, I was interested to hear what Anya Taylor-Joy had addressed, because she herself was of a British background while also being Argentinian. Multiethnic identity is heavily politicized in many circles, particularly when it comes to Latin America, because of the mixed nature of many of the populations. Taylor-Joy used her platform as the star of Queen’s Gambit to provide some background on how, and why, many of these populations can identify both as British and Argentinian. I really appreciated that, because of the amount of people she was able to reach with her words. For this reason, I wanted to give her show a watch, and understand a bit of how she came to have such an incredible platform.

Different Artstyles

This was an outdoor painting event, that I was happy to attend with some friends from within the House. We all sat outside on a bench, and pulled from GRF Maggie’s collection of art supplies: pens, pencils, brushes, bowls, canvases, pieces of paper, and loads of acrylic paint were included on one of the picnic tables for our group to select from.

During the course of the event, my group and I were all able to produce extremely varied pieces of wildly different art styles. This semester, I’m taking a game design course, for which I’m producing art; on my canvas, I replicated the game’s protagonist character over our game’s color scheme. One of my friends drew a large tree in the foreground of her piece, to replicate nature. Another one drew a realistic rendition of one of West Campus’ buildings. After looking at all of our pieces separately, I realized how different all our pieces were, and how appreciative it made me of our own respective methods of creativity.

Learning to Crochet!

When I didn’t manage to reserve a spot in the first crochet workshop, I was really disappointed; when the second workshop was announced in the weekly email, I jumped at the chance to re-enroll. I managed to reserve a spot, which I’m very grateful for. Following my confirmation email, I received supplies in my mailbox: a crochet needle, a ball of yarn, some sewing scissors, and some plastic bits to mark my progress. These all came in a small bag, which was great news, because I had none of those supplies lying around my dorm room.

During the workshop itself, I learned some of the basics to crochet stitches. I worked for a while on how to get my piece started, which took up the first half of the workshop, because it was all so new to me. I worked for a while then on how to extend my first yarn chain, and by the end, I had gotten a solid start to a crochet piece!

A walk through Cornell’s Botanical Gardens

For this week, I signed up for a walk through Cornell’s gardens. I ran into some friends from Rose House, and was glad to walk with them across campus into the gardens! From there, we looped around, and saw the gorgeous plant life that was beginning to emerge from the snow.

My favorite part of this walk was seeing my friends, and walking with them through the nature. We were able to see a part of Cornell that we wouldn’t have encountered otherwise, because it’s so out of the way of all our classes. I learned a lot from my friend about New York’s landscapes, which was new to me, having come from California. We don’t have snow where I’m from, so I was really eager to hear how the environment deals with harsh conditions that occur cyclically. An added benefit was seeing these plants and animals in person, over the course of the walk.

Individual Matches in Chess

This was an interesting event, one that I hadn’t seen offered before: a chess meet! It had individual chess matches between members of the Zoom call, hosted on a website online. There was a logistical preamble to matching up students, and then we were set off to complete the matches with the specific restraints.

For the matches, we had time constraints, so each side had to battle within limits. Myself, I’m very new to chess, so I had some trial and error before I realized some key aspects of the game. Using a pawn to reach the other side creates a new piece, one that is much more powerful: the app allowed me to choose, so I usually chose to add another queen to the board.

Knowing this, my strategy quickly became to just launch my players across the board as quickly as possible. This didn’t work out for me in most matches, because when the time ran out, I was usually way behind in terms of points. I was able to win a match toward the end, though, which felt great!

Calligraphy, Intermediate

This was the second calligraphy workshop as part of the series. After having attended the first one, I knew I wanted to get further instruction on how to write. By this point, I could write my name, but was unfamiliar with the letters outside of my own name. For this reason I was really glad to see a continuation of the first workshop.

For this workshop, I was able to really refine my technique. At this point I knew that the brushes I had wouldn’t hold me back from creating really beautiful letter strokes; if anything, varied types of paper could produce more of the varied appearances I was looking for. I spent more time working, with a new set of pens and paper from GRF Seema. And at the end of the session, I was really proud of my progress!

Beginning Calligraphy

As soon as I saw the email for a calligraphy workshop, I made sure to sign up. This is the first calligraphy workshop of a series, and I was glad to be able to attend! GRF Seema made sure to deliver supplies directly into my mailbox, which was a really great way to help me get started. In the packet there were worksheets, blank pieces of paper, and a calligraphy pen in a beautiful red color primed and ready to go.

During the event, Seema made a brief introduction before getting started with an explanatory video. In the video, the author gave some brief examples of beginner’s strokes. We worked independently for a while, and by the end, we were able to write our own names in strokes. I was really proud of my work, and glad to have gotten started learning this skill! I have my name displayed outside of my dorm room now, written in calligraphy.

Rose Buzz Podcast with Lombardi and Roberts

This morning, I listened to the Rose Buzz podcast featuring Ryan Lombardi and Ken Roberts.  This was originally a fellow interview that occurred on April 14th, which I was unfortunately unable to attend.  While all of the discussions, especially regarding student activism, were very interesting, my favorite part was when the two fellows discussed their childhoods and how they ended up in their current careers.  Having some insight into the previous experiences of these two individuals who are deeply connected to Cornell gives some additional perspective on how things work here.  For example, Mr. Lombardi discussed how his passion in music as a high schooler helped him develop confidence, but it was really engaging in extracurriculars in college that helped shape his identity; as such, he does his best to develop similar opportunities for current Cornell students to find their passion as well.  Additionally, I thought it was super interesting that Mr. Lombardi is the only one who responds to his own email.  It really shows that Cornell is a one-of-a-kind place if the members of its administration are so easily accessible!

Learning More about the Impact of Climate Change

Last weekend, I attended the showing of Sun Come Up, a short film about the impacts of climate change on a small community living on an island.  They are forced to abandoned their homeland of many years in search of a new place to live as rising sea levels threaten their livelihood.  It was striking to me that we have already reached a point where people are forced to relocate as refugees due to the harsh environmental impacts of climate change.  This relocation, however, is not only stressful from a perspective of uncertainty but also due to the trauma from the civil war; the villagers are unsure if these new places will accept them.  As such, it is clear to see that climate change is not only making physical impacts on the world around us but also forcing many humans around the world into stressful situations that they would otherwise not be in.

Human Impact on Climate Change

This Friday, I attended the movie showing of The Human Element, a film about environmental change occurring at a rapidly increasing rate.  Unlike most climate change awareness documentaries, however, this film took a more interesting and personal approach (in my opinion) that resulted in a more impactful message.  It highlighted both the current and future impacts that climate change is having and will have, respectively, on everyday, working humans.  For example, the film features a small fishing community that faces the harsh reality of a future sea level rise threatening their business and livelihood.  It also focuses on the victims — in addition to those fighting against — the blazing wildfires that have been wracking California for the last decades.  However, the film isn’t all negative; the final message of the movie is about how the human element, which has been throwing the other elements out of whack, could be the key to bringing all the other elements back into balance if it works to change its habits.

(Originally posted 5/3/21 on the Fall 2020 blog)

Pick of the Litter: Training Service Dogs!

This Friday, I watched Pick of the Litter with GRF Maggie.  This documentary was all about how the dogs in the Guide Dogs for the Blind program are selected and trained to become official guide dogs for individuals who require visual assistance.  The process is a lot more rigorous than I was expecting, but it makes sense; after all, these people will be putting their full trust and even their lives in these dogs’ hands (or paws, to be more literal).  Cuts — or as the program likes to call them, career changes — occur at almost every step to ensure that only those dogs that have the mental fortitude for this job are kept.  For example, Potomac, a dog that seemed to have a calm demeanor, had a lunging problem; that is, he would go for anything on the sidewalk that distracted him.  This resulted in him getting cut from the program quite early, as that kind of behavior is a red flag since individuals who need visual assistance could not handle that kind of jerky action.  All in all, the film was awesome (even though it was sad at many parts) and gave a glimpse into a very impressive service program.

(Originally posted 4/19/21 on the Fall 2020 blog)

Queen’s Gambit, Episode 5

Last Saturday, I watched Episode 5 of the Queen’s Gambit.  To be completely honest, this was my first time attending one of the Queen’s Gambit’s showings, and jumping in halfway through, I wasn’t quite sure what to expect.  However, I was still able to understand most of what was going on, and I still found it very interesting.  Maybe it’s time for me to go catch up on the other four episodes before the showing of Episode 6, so I can enjoy it even more!

I thought the short discussion after the showing was a good idea.  It wasn’t too long to feel intrusive; it was just short enough to make sure everyone was on the same page about what was going on in that episode.  We also clarified a few concepts during that time such as what a fork in chess is, which was pretty relevant considering it was the name of the episode.  Since it appeared in both a metaphorical and a literal sense during the episode, this clarification was very helpful.

(Originally posted 4/9/21 on the Fall 2020 blog)

Another Studio Ghibli Film!

This part Friday, I had the opportunity to watch Kiki’s Delivery Service hosted by GRF Tom with about 20 others in the Rose Scholars program.  This activity was reminiscent of an event last semester where we watched My Neighbor Totoro, and I was always hoping that another Ghibli film would be shown during this program.  I was thrilled when I saw this event on the calendar and immediately signed up, since I am a huge Ghibli fan!

The story of Kiki’s Delivery Service is all about growing up.  As people (and animals, in the case of the film) mature with time, they move along at different paces.  Even the closest of friends can find that their interests no longer align so perfectly anymore as they change at different rates.  However, the movie really does its best to portray this as not a bad occurrence, instead urging the viewer to strive to apply their skills to the things they want to do rather than stay grounded in the past.

(Originally posted 3/31/21 on the Fall 2020 blog)

Weekend Chess

This past Saturday, I attended the chess meet with GRF Bassel.  To be completely honest, I had never played chess before, so knowing how each piece moves differently was the extent of my knowledge.  I had no particular idea about strategizing to achieve victory.  However, this limitation did not stop me from having fun.  I especially enjoyed watching and spectating other matches when my games were over and trying to learn from what other more experienced people were doing strategy-wise.  Hopefully, next time an event like this happens, I’ll be better and actually know what to do to win!  All in all, it was a great way to have some fun and decompress from the stress of the week.

(Originally posted 3/22/21 on the Fall 2020 blog)

More Calligraphy!

This past Sunday, I attended another calligraphy workshop with GRF Seema.  Once again, we watched some introductory calligraphy tutorial videos, specifically on lettering, and then moved into 30-45 minutes of writing on our own.  At the end, we did some reflecting on what was difficult and what was easy for each of us.

As I said in my last blog post about calligraphy, this was a really relaxing experience; it was a particularly good way to decompress before the next week, which is prelim week and thus packed full of long assignments and tests for many people.  Doing smooth hand motions over and over is certainly therapeutic and helped me relieve some of the stress that had been hanging on me.  I’m excited for a Part 3 at some point!

(Originally posted 3/17/21 on the Fall 2020 blog)

Pictionary Hour

This weekend, I attended the Pictionary event with URF Maggie, and it was an absolute blast!  I wasn’t quite sure how it was going to work, but we ended up using the Skribbl.io website, which was super fun.  Even with my unfortunate drawing skills, I was happily surprised how many people were able to understand what I was trying to draw.  This was a great activity to relax from the stress of the week because it encourages you to use your brain but is also just super funny, so I hope this is offered again in the future!  I would definitely sign up again!

(Originally posted 3/8/21 on the Fall 2020 blog)

Weekend Calligraphy

Last weekend, I attended the calligraphy workshop.  I went in expecting to not be too successful, since I don’t have much innate artistic talent, and my handwriting is pretty messy.  However, GRF Seema was super patient and kind, constantly checking in to make sure we were doing alright or if we had any questions.  In the end, I was able to get through the alphabet using the materials provided to us (although I had to do a little bit of tracing sometimes) and was able to write my name decoratively.

I really enjoyed the event, even though I was nervous going in.  The music in the background was relaxing and eased me into the activity, and the discussion afterwards was good for learning what I could work on next time I try calligraphy.  It was a great way of getting my hands busy while taking my mind off the stress of school, and I hope it is offered again in the future!

(Originally posted 2/27/21 on the Fall 2020 blog)

The evolution of New Orleans

I am not the biggest fan of documentaries but I decided to attend this Rose Scholars event because the description in the newsletter had caught my attention, a reason that many of my peers seemed to share during our initial discussion. It was very interesting to learn about the rich cultural and sociopolitical history of New Orleans. It was fascinating to see how New Orleans had the oldest black neighborhood in the United States that led a civil rights movement that changed the course of American history. In terms of sensory communication, the background music used throughout the film was phenomenal, which truly encapsulated the town’s deeply rooted connection with jazz. Despite its immensely rich history, this city has also faced heart-wrenching struggles throughout the years, including natural disasters like hurricane Katrina, in which they did not receive any support from the government (spoiler alert: this was not the first time). The images from the hurricane’s consequences were very impactful and captured the dreams of the population being lost. The portrayal of architecture and urban planning (as an arrangement of clips and more recent interviews) played a major role in this documentary given that it showed us the evolution of this city, sometimes blurring the lines between the past and present.

A greater appreciation for chess

I had the pleasure of watching The Queen’s Gambit over Thanksgiving break with my family. It was a very interesting and engaging show that seems very unique in comparison to other Netflix originals released around the same time. Watching the show definitely inspired me to pick up the hobby of playing chess, which I had not done in a very long time. Despite the entertaining and sometimes frustrating chess matches, this show deals with other important topics regarding family dynamics, gender roles, and substance abuse. Being able to rewatch this first episode during this week’s Friday Film allowed me to pay attention to the smaller details that I was not able to catch the first time around. I was also able to understand the importance of the portrayal of Beth’s childhood for the development of her character later on, especially her relationship with chess, drug consumption, and independence. 

Diving into Netflix originals

Over the past winter break, I engaged in many relaxing activities, many of which included media consumption. The British show Bridgerton was one of the TV series that I had the pleasure of watching. I am an avid fan of period pieces and this one did not disappoint. Due to the small number of episodes, I was able to finish the show over a few days, which means that, despite highly enjoying it, I did not take the time to fully appreciate and analyze the show. This Rose Scholars event allowed me to test my knowledge of the show through a very amusing Kahoot game, which proved that I still had a very clear memory of the show’s main points. However, one thing that I learned at this event was the fact that the show is based on an 8-book series, each covering a different Bridgerton sibling. Some of the most important points of discussion that came up were the portrayal of race, sex education, and class struggles within the show. In terms of race, it was very insightful to break down the concept of “forced diversity” and if this was the case in Bridgerton. All in all, I am looking forward to the next season covering the story of a different sibling.

A Troubled Introduction

In the first episode of The Queen’s Gambit, we get a look at the troubled past of the protagonist, Beth Harmon. The very beginning of the episode starts with Beth waking up late, appearing to be hungover, and rushing down to her chess match. This is not the behavior one would typically expect from a world-class chess player. The rest of the episode is the beginning of the explanation for this: her difficult childhood. After surviving a car crash and being sent to an orphanage, Beth is given pills (tranquilizers) which starts her addiction and substance abuse.

She also first learns to play chess from the janitor, Mr. Shaibel, and it quickly becomes clear that she is naturally curious and talented, insisting that he teach her more. One point that I really enjoyed in this episode was when Beth snuck out of the movie showing to steal more of the pills after they stopped giving them to her. During this scene, the music perfectly aligns with the events transpiring and it built up the suspension until she is caught and collapses from taking too many pills. This dramatic ending after also highlighting her natural abilities when first learning chess defines the talented yet chaotic character that is Beth Harmon.

A New Normal?

This conversation with VP Lombardi gave insight into the difficult role school administration played in having a success fall and spring semester. I was unaware that the so much time and careful planning went into the reactivation process for the Fall Semester. Right now, Cornell is at 61% immunity. It is incredible to see how fast the Cornell community was able to come together so that we can quickly return to normalcy. I wonder whether the next semester will be reminiscent of my freshmen fall semester (which was my only full in-person semester so far at Cornell), or we’ll be living in a “new normal”?  Spending two and a half semesters virtually, I worry that I might have some difficulty adjusting back to fully in person instruction again. I’d like the convenience of being able to join class a minute before it started. I was wondering if anyone else felt the same way?

The Queen’s Gambit 5

This was an interesting episode with a lot of foreshadowing. First we see Beth become physically closer with Beltik, but then she deflects when he tries to tell his deeper feelings to her (this may possibly be a reference to a scene at the beginning and a mentality Beth holds, in which her mother warns her never to trust other people). I found it strange that Beth reads a lot of books about chess yet refuses to look at the games played by Borgov; she states that she could beat him with a little more practice, but she later admits that he easily beat her.

I like the small cut to the interview with Borgov. He stated that he plays against people half his age and that he doesn’t know how long he can continue winning for; this is a nice moment that humanizes him after Beth previously described his robotic, straight-forward chess-playing style.

The moment where Henry warns Beth not to become too passionate and out of control, and another moment when Benny comments on her heavy drinking, seem like obvious foreshadowing for the route Beth is going on. I find it ironic, not in a bad way, that Beth is extremely intelligent when she plays matches but cannot foresee her own spiraling.

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Pick of the Litter

I thought it was neat to see the process in how Guide Dogs are selected and trained, and I was surprised at how rigorous and strictly ordered their curriculum is. My friends and I thought it was funny how dramatic the dogs’ eliminations from the program were, but it just shows how much investment goes into training an animal for people with disabilities and the huge losses the program suffers as a result. Actually, my Animal Genetics Class recently had a lecture on the raising of guide dogs, specifically focusing on traits they selected for, and it was cool to not only see the points from the documentary reiterated but actually elaborated on. Even before training, the dogs need to be in top physical condition, not prone to later-life hereditary diseases, and must also have a docile and easy temperament. In the end, it was amazing to see how real peoples’ lives were affected by getting their guide dogs; the end result was definitely worth the effort to get there.

Outdoor painting experience

This was one of the most fun events I’ve gone to this spring and was a great way to end the semester! I really like painting but there’s not much of a chance to do it when I’m on campus so I thought it would be a good way to destress, especially with the mountain of work left to finish up before classes end. It was a little chilly with a looming threat of rain but I’m glad it didn’t. Painting outdoors was a new experience for me and I enjoyed the breeze, and it was really fun to chat with people while doing so.

My painting of the area seen from Founders Hall benches.

Virtual museum tour

This event was a little early on a Saturday (for me at least) but I did enjoy listening about some of the works at the Johnson Museum. I was only familiar with one of the works shown (the Walking Man sculpture), but I found the selection to be varied and interesting. Some of the history portions I felt like I didn’t have enough knowledge of to fully understand but I’m kind of proud of myself for still remembering bits and pieces of the art history that was mentioned. It made me want to revisit the museum again when it opens.

Following a guide dog’s journey

This blog post is slightly… late but please understand that it’s been a hectic month. I thought the way the documentary went into the logistics of how guide dogs are trained was super interesting. I didn’t expect them to kind of let the dogs live with people outside of the training center for a good chunk of time. I’m not sure why I had the idea that they’d be raised from birth in some sort of controlled environment but it makes sense that the dogs need to be familiar with all parts of the environment outside the testing area as well. Speaking of which, it was interesting to get a glimpse into what kinds of things the workers keep an eye out for, although it was kind of sad when some of the dogs had to graduate. The doucumentary really made me appreciate how much work went into making sure the dogs are trained up to a really high standard so that they could finally become guide dogs.

Sweetest Little Witch

Alright, I realized I may watch too much anime when I kept wondering when the action of the movie was, although I got used to it after a short time. This movie was super sweet, and I love Kiki as the positive, light-hearted young protagonist. I loved watching her learn to enjoy her new life in the town as she made lots of new friends–my favorite character was probably Ursula, who lives in the woods and draws ravens. Even though the overall tone of the film is positive, it also hits on some great themes: Kiki is upset when a young girl is disrespectful to her grandmother, who was shown to be extremely kind, and Kiki has a sort of identity crisis when her magical powers begin to fade. In the end, Ursula tells her that sometimes abilities can come and go, and you just have to wait and not force yourself to perform to your expectations immediately. In the end, Kiki regains her powers in time to save her friend.

I should also add that the animation of the film was very nice. Despite the older age of the movie, the settings feel either adventurous or homey. I would definitely love to watch more films like this.

The Queen’s Gambit Episode 4

In this episode we see Beth becoming more comfortable in her explorations of her self, including going to a party and having relations with a man for the first time. At the same time, it seems that she is spiraling into a terrible substance dependency, as she is seen drinking multiple times throughout the beginning of the episode.

I liked how this episode deepens the relationship between Beth and her mother, although it was almost cheapened by the ending. Admittedly the death of Mrs. Wheatley surprised me because I thought there was little build-up, but I do recall the earlier episodes mentioning her frequently failing health. Still, I did like seeing a genuine mother-daughter relationship on screen, as short as it was.

Beth’s match with Georgi was interesting; I am not sure how I feel about Beth using underhanded intimidation tactics to win the match against a young opponent, although she may have been trying to make a point about the mental fortitude alongside strategy and intelligence that is necessary to succeed in competitive chess. The compliment she gave him at the end I thought was sweet.

The match also provided contrast to Beth’s later loss against the Russian, whom she described as entirely predictable and bureaucratic, almost inhuman.

 

The Queen’s Gambit Episode 2

The Queen’s Gambit continues to be interesting, if not a little cliché.

At first I was annoyed at the lighting and drab colors in the beginning of the episode, although I later realized this was actually a good directorial decision. By making the orphanage bleak and dim visually and metaphorically, the contrast is more apparent when Beth goes to the new home and the walls are suddenly bright and colorful. I think it is a good indicator of her life taking a turn for the better and her mood lightening.

I was upset that Jolene is gone; she had a very fun personality and offered some diversity in the show. Although I think the show was trying to make a statement about period racism by showing her being left behind at the orphanage, the show also falls into its own trap by getting rid of an interesting black character.

I like how they demonstrate how Beth is starting to engage more with the world around her in positive and negative ways, by growing into her sexuality and being tempted to fuel her drug addiction while also becoming more serious about chess.

 

Outdoor painting session

Finally got to attend an in-person Rose Scholars event! I was really looking forward to this event as I love painting and it was a good way to relax. I had a good time and enjoyed painting and chatting with Maggie and everyone attending. I had several canvases that I bought last semester but never got a chance to paint on them, so I tried to paint some today, but I only got a base coat on those canvases before letting them dry and trying a new painting on a smaller canvas. I tried to paint water for the first time, which was pretty hard and intimidating. I couldn’t capture all the lighter blues clearly since I couldn’t see my reference photo very clearly due to being outside, but I like how it turned out after I touched it up back in my room with a white paint pen.

“The Queen’s Gambit,” Episode 5

The speed chess matches reminded me of the Rose speed chess meet. Going to that event made it make more sense why it would’ve been frustrating for Beth and why she kept losing, even though she was a great chess player and won the next day. The different approach to the game plus the pressures she was under could have made it more difficult for her. It surprised me that Beth kept asking to play again and again though. She is very insistent in wanting to keep playing despite having a match the next day and losing a lot of money. It’s possible that she just wanted to see Benny’s strategies in chess, but if she didn’t intend to lose, then it shows her persistence in wanting to prove her chess skills.

Last episodes of “The Queen’s Gambit”

These episodes were very climactic in seeing how Beth came far in her career and her life. The tournament in Russia showcased her skills as a chess player and how Beth overcame some of her personal struggles with the support of her friends. It was great to see how her friends from the previous episodes came together to help her, especially at the last match. It also felt like a strong ending because of how Beth revisited her past and found closure–for example, Jolene and Beth visited the orphanage where Beth first learned how to play chess, and Beth realized she was able to reach out to her friends and they were happy to offer advice and try to help her succeed. Overall it felt like a good close to the series as well as being an uplifting ending.

Second crochet workshop

I made more progress on my cowl that I’d been working on at the last workshop. I think it’s at a wearable length now! A lot of times, I have trouble finishing projects because I get busy, but the workshop was nice because I could dedicate some time to working on it. I think crocheting is neat because it can be practical as well as for fun. It’s exciting to be able to wear what I make. I’m hoping I’ll have time later this semester to keep up this hobby.

Hope Yet for the United Skates

Before watching United Skates, I had maybe an inkling of what the roller skating culture was, my mother talked about roller skating a lot when she was a teenager. But beyond that, I simply thought of it as something fun to do, akin to bowling, or better yet ice-skating. I had no idea how meaningful and impactful the culture really is.

While watching the film, however, I was surprised and in awe at how rich the culture surrounding roller skating was. It was both amazing to see how the Black community was able to express and enjoy themselves through roller skating, and heartbreaking to see how this culture that I was only just finding out about is also on the verge of extinction. The culture itself is a wonderful mixture, of sport and dance set to infectious music that is an inseparable part of it all. Everyone was also so incredibly dedicated to sustaining the culture, going as far as traveling hundreds (if not thousands) of miles to participate in an event.

All of this is at risk though, as more and more roller rinks are being closed across the nation. And of the ones still remaining, many of them are on the brink of closing. This film also came out in 2018, and given the pandemic, I’m sure many more have closed since then. This felt like discovering Notre-Dame for the first time when it was on fire. Let’s just hope that this culture can survive still intact after the damage it has suffered, like the church.

Crocheting is a fun hobby

I’ve had experience crocheting and really like it. I didn’t bring any of my supplies with me this semester though, unfortunately. I missed doing it, so it was great to get back into it. Usually it’s hard for me to find time to work on creative projects, but it was nice to set aside some time to work on something fun at the workshop. We were making cowls today; I haven’t made one before, so I was excited to try out a new project. It reminded me of a scarf my mom and I crocheted together a while back that was fun to make. The yarn I got for this workshop was a nice shade of pink that matches well with all the cherry blossoms outside.

Speed chess

The speed chess sessions were really fun. Having a timer made things more interesting and made the game more unexpected since I had to think quickly. It made me have to think of different strategies compared to regular chess. I think speed chess seemed more intense because of the pressure to make quick decisions and try to end the game before the timer ran out. Also, usually I play chess with my family, but meeting other people to play with made it more exciting because everyone has different styles and patterns of playing. In this event we played virtual chess, and it seems that could be a good activity when meeting up with friends in the future, especially for my friends that live far away.

More Calligraphy!

I went to both calligraphy events, so it was nice to practice some more and try out new techniques. This time I used a brush pen (I used a chiseled pen last time), so I could compare the different effects they could make. The specialized tips made it easier to write in different styles. For example, I thought that using the brush pen made it easier to vary the thickness of the letters more gradually, but the chisel was good for other styles such as with gothic style fonts. Also as a side note, I liked the playlist we listened to while we worked!

Impact of Climate Change

After watching the movie in friday’s session the impact of climate change seems scarier than ever. In different classes we have always learned about how climate change impacts nature, but we had not discussed the direct impact on specific groups of humans. It was heart breaking to see families being forced out of their homes and longing to return. This put the entire issue into perspective.

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Disproportionate effects of Climate Change

I attended the Friday Film viewing of Sun Come Up which I found added to last week’s film on climate change nicely. One aspect that I thought was well portrayed in the documentary was the disproportionate effects climate change has on varying parts of the world. The movie followed the Carteret island community attempting to seek refuge on larger nearby islands as their home island was being taken over by the ocean. For this community, the effects of climate change were not something to worry about in the future, they were current and even past events. I found the overall generosity of neighboring island communities inspiring as these communities offered assistance and land to the Carteret community. I thought this generosity was well juxtaposed with the actions of the government who merely supplied emergency rations of rice rather than providing long-lasting assistance to the people of the Carteret Islands.

Humans and Climate change

I attended the viewing of The Human Element and was very pleased with the experience. I am currently in a class focused on climate change in the arctic and in alpine environments so this movie compounded on that course well. I thought that the film did an excellent job focusing on the effects being experienced by humans in addition to nature, particularly when focusing on the firefighters in the American West. Unfortuanly, I feel sometimes when nature documentaries focus solely on the effects of climate change on the natural world it has less impact than when focusing on humans so potentially this film will inspire more action to mitigate future effects of climate change.

Studio Ghibli: Kiki’s Delivery Service

Studio Ghibli always does a phenomenal job with its films and Kiki’s Delivery Service was brilliant. This film follows a thirteen-year-old who leaves her home with her talking cat for witch training. There were many wholesome and tear-jerking moments as Kiki, the protagonist learns about herself and grows as a person. After leaving home, she arrives at a town where starts her own flying delivery service. She struggles to run the business but continues to try her best. However, at one point, she falls into a cycle of self-doubt and insecurities, causing her to lose her magical abilities. Through this experience, Kiki learns that she must know her purpose and why she wants to have her abilities. In a moment of great urgency, Kiki regains her powers to save her friend. She realizes that she never lost her abilities; they were just within her the entire time. This film was so beautiful, as are all Ghibli films. It was really enjoyable and the animation was stunning. It was a bit slow, but I think it’s worth it to watch it. I definitely plan on watching more Ghibli movies.

Pick of the Litter

The movie, Pick of the Litter was heartwarming and followed a litter of puppies on their journey to train to become guide dogs. I never considered the training it must take to have dogs ready to be guide dogs and this film really opened my eyes. The training is very intensive and can be harsh at times. It was sad to see dogs get cut from the program or be taken from their owners. However, it warms my heart knowing that these dogs are helping people. The film was so adorable, aside from the occasional sad parts, and I learned a lot about the process and how dogs are able to assist blind people. Overall, it was a very nice movie!

The Pruitt-Igoe Myth

The Pruitt-Igoe Myth was a heartbreaking documentary that illustrated the harsh realities of living at Pruitt-Igoe. I learned so much from this film and how structural racism affects so many aspects of life. This documentary showed the perspectives of the residents, as opposed to sticking with the dominant narrative, which blamed the residents or architecture. In reality, racism and the economy played a great role. Housing was often used to segregate neighborhoods and isolate black and poor people. The problem of Pruitt-Igoe lies in structural racism, the declining St. Louis economy, and the lack of funding from the government. It was really sad to see how hopeful residents were only to have all of their hopes crushed as the living conditions slowly started to deteriorate.  As the economy declined, there were fewer jobs and the community was greatly impacted. The government denied its responsibilities and did not properly fund the project. Pruitt-Igoe was no longer maintained and conditions grew worse: there was an overflow of garbage, pipes and plumbing were failing, and the building itself was falling apart. It was heartbreaking to see how everything fell apart. It is important to learn about these historical events and understand how they have lasting effects. I highly recommend that people watch this and learn more about Pruitt-Igoe.

The Queen’s Gambit Episode 5

This episode of the Queen’s Gambit focused on Beth reacting to Alma’s death. It was really sad watching her come home to an empty house. She felt so lonely that she invited Beltik, who was very rude and dismissive when they first met, over to her home. She even asked him to stay for a while. Their relationship was really awkward in my opinion. There was no chemistry and I don’t think Beth really liked him. I think she just wanted to fill the emptiness. The relationship fell apart really quickly when Beltik realizes that Beth will always prioritize chess. However, his little speel when they broke up was uncalled for in my opinion. He could have encouraged her to get help, but he basically told her that she was doomed. I did not like Beltik at all; he was always very condescending. The episode got better when Beth is reunited with Benny at a tournament. It was really funny to see Benny challenge Beth to a series of rounds and beat her, making her run out of money. However, ultimately, Beth beats Benny in the championship and becomes the U.S. champion. The episode ends with the two of them talking and Benny noticing how much Beth drinks. I’m glad someone noticed and showed concern. He then offers to then train her for the big tournament and she agrees. I am so excited to see their relationship develop and to see Beth grow as a chess player.

The Queen’s Gambit Episode 4

Episode 4 of the Queen’s Gambit was a rollercoaster of emotions. The episode begins by further highlighting Alma’s shortcomings as a mother. It is definitely important to allow your children to have some freedom and flexibility, but Alma did not set a single boundary and allowed Beth, who is a minor, to party with college students. Not only that, Alma saw how much Beth drank and was still clueless about Beth’s growing addiction to drugs and alcohol. It was really sad to see. Not only that, but when Beth goes to a tournament in New Mexico, Alma spends the entirety of the tournament with her lover. She constantly missed Beth’s competitions and showed very little support. The interesting part of the episode was when Beth competed against the child prodigy. It was also really cool to see Beth finally meet Borgov, who she was afraid of. I expected her to lose, which she did, but I think this loss was important for her in the long run. What made it worse was that after losing, Beth finds Alma dead. This was somewhat expected since Alma drank a lot, but I did not expect it to happen so soon. Although I am very critical of Alma, she did seem to love Beth and Beth loved her. It was so sad to see Beth lose another person. The emotions and sadness she must have felt are inconceivable. Near the end of the episode, I got really angry though because of how indifferent and cruel the father was. He not only abandoned them but didn’t even respect Alma enough to give her a proper burial. And so, Beth who was still very young was forced to take upon so much responsibility. I feel really bad for her and I hope she finds happiness.

The Queen’s Gambit Episode 3

This episode of the Queen’s Gambit was really good, but I felt really bad for Beth. Throughout the episode, Alma is seen signing Beth up for countless tournaments, causing her to skip school. Beth probably believed this was Alma’s way of showing her love and encouraging her passion, but in reality, it showed Alma’s greediness and lack of responsibility. The only reason Alma showed interest in Beth’s passions was because of the profit and she was unable to set boundaries and be a proper mother to Beth. Additionally, Beth’s scene with Townes was incredibly uncomfortable. Beth was still a child and Townes was a college student. The fact that he would put her in such a situation was really gross to me. The best part of the episode was probably meeting Benny. Many of my friends told me that they love his character and I am very excited to see more of him. I will say the ending was very surprising since Beth lost for the first time. But losses are just as important as wins. I wonder how Beth will develop from this.

The Queen’s Gambit Episode 2

This episode of the Queen’s Gambit was really intriguing. It was interesting to see how Beth became accustomed to her new family and new school. It was sad to see her return to using tranquilizers and it really scares me because she’s very young. However, the progression of the tournament Beth entered was really fun to watch. I loved seeing her prove everyone wrong, especially in that final match against Beltik. He made me so angry with how dismissive he was, so I’m glad Beth crushed him. I will say the progression in terms of her family life was completely unexpected. I had initially thought it wouldn’t be the best, but I did not expect the father to abandon the mom and Beth. What was even more surprising was that the father was the one who thought to adopt Beth. The mother was a very interesting character in my opinion. She seemed neglectful and discouraged Beth’s interest in chess until she saw how much money Beth could make. I don’t really like how she showed immediate interest because of profit. I really hope that she doesn’t exploit and take advantage of Beth. Overall, this was a really good episode! I’m excited to see how the show progresses.

The Return to Normal

In the table talk with Ryan Lombardi, it was clear how passionate he was about his job and Cornell. During the entire conversation, he seemed emotional and cared a ton about Cornell and its students. Many students treat the Cornell administration as people who don’t care much or at all about their students, but it’s clear that if that is not the case for Ryan. Additionally, he mentioned that it was extremely stressful to open up Cornell, with the majority of the universities dropping out of doing in-person and being remote instead. When Cornell decided to be in person, they were risking the university’s reputation if the reopening went horribly wrong. I’m glad that they reopened Cornell though. I was struggling to study at home, and if it wasn’t the effort of Ryan and others in the Cornell administration, I’m sure I wouldn’t have been able to learn and perform as well this year. Additionally, it was good to hear from Ryan that things will for the most part be mostly normal next fall. It’s been extremely tough doing most of my classes over zoom and actually attending a class will greatly help my studies.

A new look at art

I’ve personally never had the opportunity to appreciate art and interpret it. It was interesting to see a piece of art and being able to interpret based on its history and features. For example, the walking man, who at first glance looks like a skinny man attempting to walk is actually based on the devastation caused by world war 2 specifically the holocaust. I now have a different perspective on art, I’m looking forward to understanding sculptures and art on a deeper level.

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Heart-wrenching realities in “The Human Element”

I have to start off by acknowledging that although I do understand and believe that climate change is real and damaging our world, it has never hit terribly close to home, and I’m privileged to live somewhere in the US where the effects of pollution and climate change haven’t affected me or others around me as severely as other places my friends live or the places mentioned in the film.

Watching the documentary informed me of the current effects of climate change on communities, not just those shown on the news like wildfires. It pained me to see people suffering, especially watching the part about Colorado families suffering from asthma, and kids suffering severe asthma that they have to go to the nurses 4-5 times a day. Throughout the documentary, I just kept thinking that it was unbelievable some people still think climate change isn’t real or it’s not a current problem. It’s absurd that some people don’t think that climate change is real or that it’s actually happening, and that it’s some made-up thing. It’s also upsetting to see some people don’t prioritize climate change issues, saying it’s a future problem, it’s not going to affect us now when it clearly not only affects your children/younger generations, but it is also affecting you because it’s happening around us right now. It’s a speedy process that isn’t happening under our eyes right now, so we either ignore it or don’t realize it’s a problem, but if we don’t act, climate change will have a permanent, irreversible for a long time, negative effect on the world, sooner than expected.

It’s hurting us slow, but consistently nonetheless…

By watching the human element, it really made me realize how impactful climate change has been on the world. For example, in the Chesapeake Bay, on a sunny day, parts of the mainland could flood and majorly disrupt people’s lives. A person who lives there could wake up one morning and walk outside and the entire area could be flooded any day, which is crazy. Where I live in California, we have felt climate change as well. For example, temperatures would be consistently higher and record highs would be commonly be broken during the summer. Although it used to rain a moderate amount in the past where I lived, now it rains significantly less. It used to snow where I live every few years or so, but due to climate change, it hasn’t snowed in over 50 years now. Climate change is impactful, and I wish other people to watch this video in order to see how bad climate change is, and how damaging it is not just to people’s lives, but economically. Although it might be cheaper to not save the environment now, it will cost mankind several times the amount in the near future.

The Beauty of Art

I have never really enjoyed walking around museums looking at art. I find it hard to concentrate and appreciate it. But getting to hear from the artists themselves what the inspiration was behind the pieces and what it was about made it easier to understand and appreciate it. I am not sure if I will start going to museums or not but I think that I will start to look a little closer at art.

Poem in Your Pocket Day!

Today I attended GRF Sam’s Poem in Your Pocket Day event.  This was a really fun event celebrating a really cool holiday meant to encourage people to read and talk about poetry.  I have a little bit of poetry experience through both my English classes and various campus writing-related organizations that I am part of, but I am by no means a poetry expert.  It was interesting to hear about Sam’s experience with the poetry day event.  While this event was small, it was nice to be able to talk to others about a mutual interest.  I really enjoyed hearing people share some of their favorite poems and read them aloud.  There is something really magical about hearing poetry read aloud.  While I did not have any specific short poem to share off the top of my head, it was cool hearing what others had to share.  I talked about a fascinating poetry book called “Dance Dance Revolution” which I read in my Utopian literature class.  Another thing that we did was try to do blackout poetry with one of Shakespeare’s sonnets.  If you don’t know, blackout poetry is when you take an existing poem or any type of writing and blackout a bunch of the words, leaving only some words behind that you use to make a new poem.  It was really fun to try this, even though my poem didn’t end up making much sense!  Overall, this event was a fun break from work where I got to talk about poetry with others!