Lombardi’s Take on How Students Shape Cornell’s Campus

Cornell’s students have a lot of influence on shaping and changing the campus, but that influence is also limited. Students can feel like they can not actually create change due to corruption. It seems that the school will listen to people who have money or provide the school with money. These people will have strong opinions on how the school handles certain situations. For instance, in greek like on campus, many fraternities and sororities have powerful and wealthy alumni that will not allow for the greek organization that they were a part of be negatively portrayed or be taken off of campus. It is known that fraternities that are higher ranked are allowed to do anything they want and no action will be taken against them. Due to this, it can be hard to feel like students have the power to change anything on campus. We can change something that may not have an actual influence on campus. We do understand that the school may listen to what students have to say, but sometimes it may seem that they will still do whatever they believe best even if it goes against what students requested.

How polarization has progressed in American Democracy?

As someone who didn’t have much understanding about how the polarization between the two political parties occurred, I found this rose cafe seminar to be very helpful and informative. I found it shocking that the polarization of the two parties really emerged after the civil right act when people believed that there had to be a greater divide between the two parties. They had to better represent the beliefs of the American people. Also, I found it shocking that both the democratic and republican parties found themselves more to the far right and the far left when compared to other parties around the world. The polarization continues to progress with our current president and other political campaigns dividing the two parties more and more. I found it really fascinating that we are currently in a very detrimental political climate, but yet it seems like when I am with my friends we very rarely bring up conversations about politics. I always wondered as to what the reason for this was. I didn’t know if it was because everyone understands that political decisions just end up becoming very heated and since we all have to deal with stressful academic life, we don’t want to add more stress onto that with decisions on politics.

Who knew you could make a nightlight from a gourd?

I have to admit I never heard of sculpting using gourds, but I was pleasantly surprised when I attended the event. I have always loved anything created to arts. As a child, my favorite pass time was arts and crafts. I have multiple of my various artworks just hanging in awkward locations around my house and I am glad I was able to gain another artwork to add to the collection. I found this event to be very relaxing. I was very stressed the whole week due to academics and really needed something where I could channel that stress. The gourds really allowed me to get rid of any tension that I had and I found to be overall more relaxed after the event was over. This event inspired me to take more time during the day for myself and to do activities that allow me to destress. I even bought myself a coloring book that I could use to continue expressing my creative side and have a helpful, artistic way of de-stressing. This event really showed me the importance of taking the time to care for your mental wellbeing and to reconnect with my artistic side that I have forgotten due to focusing on school.

Gained A New Skill: Sewing

I attended the Learn How to Sew Rose Scholar event. I had some experience sewing prior to the event from my mom, but I have long forgotten what she taught me. I feel like now that I am living away from home, it is important to improve on these skills because you never really know when it is going to come in handy. It actually turned out that I bought a skirt that was too big for me, but I had no time to get a smaller size since the event was going to be soon. This event gave me the skills that I needed to successfully sew my skirt. Also, I was really happy to get a free mini sewing kit as well. This came in very handy because I actually needed to use the skills that I learned from the event at the kit multiple times following the event.

50/50 – an emotional rollercoaster

I could not fathom to think how I would react if I was told that a malignant tumor was found along my spine and I only had a 50/50 chance of survival. The same probability as a flip of a coin. I can only hope that I wouldn’t be defeated, that I would remain strong. But truly, I don’t know. I believe you can only know your true strength when you experience your toughest moments. I believe that we all have the capability of surprising ourselves and don’t realize our true values until those moments. 50/50 for me was an emotional rollercoaster and I recommend watching it!

Black panther – greatest marvel film?

It appears that I could never get tired of watching black panther, so when I heard this was the movie that was chosen to be played at rose dining hall, I was thrilled. It seems that I continue to get excited, laugh, cry at the same parts that I did when I watched the movie for the first time. Other than the most recent avengers movie, endgame, this has to be one of my top marvel movies for the reason that it continues to elicit so many emotions every single time that I watch it.

Let’s Party Like The Greeks

I go out and party every weekend. I am constantly trying to avoid real life running away to the closest frat party or kickback (a small get together with friends). Every weekend I overindulge with drinking often doing way more than I need to because I like the feeling of not being in control. Growing up partying was something only the white kids did and I was always jealous of the freedom they had. I grew up with very strict parents and had to hide everything. So when I came to college I fully got into the partying culture because it was version of freedom. The loud beats, the dark room,  and strangers all give me a sense of freedom that I didn’t have as a kid. Drinking is very much a weird part of college it’s something we do but never really think about till it get’s bad. 

Frozen Water

I am not a fan of anything that has to do with water, even frozen water but with the help of my friends I was able to get on the ice and skate (or at least try). I would personally not try to skate again but if my friends are there with me I know I would be more willing to throw on skates. I am happy that this was an option for me because even though I was scared I am happy I went on the ice and even got to complete the whole rink.

Sunset Blvd

On Friday, I joined the Rose Scholars and watched Sunset Boulevard, which I really enjoyed. I liked how the gender roles of the time were challenged in a sense. At first, when Joe Gillis, a young screenwriter looking for work, is trying to get his screen play turned into a film, a young woman is asked to review it, and she critiques it, calling it tired and boring, that it had no message. Gillis obviously challenged this, but her opinion obviously meant a lot to the opinion of the producer, who turned down the screenplay.

Later on in the film, Gillis attempts to manipulate a washed up starlet who hires him to write a screenplay. She refuses to allow the new Hollywood age her out, and holds on to her stardom fiercely. She reflects a strong woman figure who not only refuses to be forgotten, but also refuses to be manipulated. Gillis finds out that it is more difficult than he originally thought to control a powerful woman. I thought this concept was very interesting for the 1950s.

Mainstream Media

The journalist ethics code is something that was introduced to me in this table talk with my peers.

Journalism is something that is being attacked by many people for issues that are unethical. The issue of fake news in our election in 2016, the large amount of clickbait being spread online, and the very nature of journalism changing to suit the times are all things that were discussed.

Journalism over the years has changed, and the change that it is going through right now with the internet is definitely a bridge that needs to be crossed. The way people get their information online is rapidly changing, with apps that work as news aggregators, publications going online (i.e NYT), or something that is growing larger and larger, news from social media. I myself get my news from social media, which I believe is dangerous. I don’t read the articles, I just read the titles that either the publisher or user posting the link wrote. Sometimes the titles are misleading or don’t show the entire message, but it doesn’t matter because I read the title and moved on. And if I want to learn more, I read the comments that explain the article (or to just watch people who didn’t read the article argue about it). And if I want to learn more, I then read the article. Reading the article is the LAST thing I do for some reason and it confuses me.

And even more alarming is that reading my news off social media means that my peers and I choose what is shown to people first. If I or somebody else don’t like the news or something, I just downvote it. With enough people, the post hides to obscurity. And if the title is plain boring, nobody upvotes it, leaving it hidden again. What do we do about this? I have no idea honestly, but its better to be aware than unaware

Predator vs Prey

Happily taking the chance to rewatch Zootopia, I was able to glean a little more into what I see as the underlying message of the setting.

 

Judy the Rabbit wants to be a police officer and becomes the valedictorian of her class, yet is delegated to doing parking duty (tickets and stuff). Why is she not made a police officer when she believes she is capable of it? It is because she is just a small little rabbit and they think she can’t handle it against a big bad predator.

With some predators having gone back feral, the city is at risk of chaos and the balance between predator and prey is threatened to break.

 

To not drag on the message too long, Judy gets assigned to this case and her partner in crime Nick tags along with her. It turns out that after a very fulfilling adventure/investigation (I really like procedural dramas), the whole scheme is exposed to be a plot to demonize predators as dangerous. This gets resolved and the savage predators are cured (them being imprisoned for being thought as dangerous is part of the message as well)

 

The message I gleaned from this was the idea of our prejudices and overcoming this. A lot of the issues in the United States stem from our prejudices that we assume to be true. Most of the time, these prejudices disappear with interaction with the other side, but starting these interactions is often difficult. The irrational fear of predators by the prey can be reshaped in many ways to fit current events. Zootopia illustrates a very nice social message that I think was constructive and properly distributed.

Harry Potter and the Distressed 4th Grader

After such a wonderful collection of visits, I anticipated my last visit to BJM to be a lot like my previous ones. However, to my surprise, this last time was very different…and very important.

I walked in a little late, due to transportation troubles, and found myself being greeted, not by the Director as usual, but by a crying little girl who I had met the previous week. I quickly made my way over to the corner she had sat in, sitting close enough to show concern, but far enough to give her space. I had only met her once and had never dealt with her in this type of situation, so it was important that I kept my distance and was cautious in my approach as not to frighten or exasperate her more. She was sobbing uncontrollably, clutching her Harry Potter book tightly to her chest, her small hands shaking slightly, and her cheeks bright red. I softly asked her what was wrong and seemingly at ease with my presence, she turned her face to look at me and through heavy breaths and some blubbering, she recounted her misfortune with only a few tumble of words. It seems that she had found herself cornered in a gym game and had gotten out, something that she had thought was unfair because of a miscommunication of rules. However, it seemed that most of her frustration lied in the fact that she had felt ignored when she had tried explaining herself to the other kids and to the adults.

I realized then that what would comfort her most was that someone would simply listen to her and let her express herself. All I did was listen to her, telling her to steady her breaths and that she would be alright. Since I didn’t actually know what had happened, I couldn’t tell her that she was in the right or explain that she might be in the wrong, so I resorted to telling her that I was truly sorry that she had felt picked on and ignored, encouraging her to speak with the teachers and the other kids when she had calmed down. This seem to partially do the trick. So I tried to distract her just a bit, asking her to tell me a bit about the current Harry Potter book and chapter she was on (we had bonded over the series the week before). That certainly did the trick as she forgot all about her troubles, her tears quickly drying on her cheeks and a smile returning to her sweet face. Much more comfortable with me, she scooted closer and told me all about her favorite characters and scenes, soon asking me to read a chapter with her. We happily read together, imitating voices and laughing at certain moments, all the way up until the moment her mom arrived and took her home.

Ms. Stacy later approached me after to ask about the situation as she had walked by and saw the little girl crying, but had apparently decided to not get involved, even when one of the teachers came up to make sure she was okay, because she had thought that I had the situation quite under control. I was extremely flattered by this…it means a lot when someone who works with children so much thinks that you’re handling a difficult situation well enough to not intervene. I told her what had happened and why I comforted her the way I did, expressing that I had dealt with similar situations before and knew that this was often the only thing that worked. She gave me the biggest smile and assured me that I had done an excellent job and that she was very grateful for my help. Once again, BJM showed me how much I love working with kids and just how important it is to listen to them and share interest in their likes and hobbies.

The Future of Journalism

This table talk with GRF Sam covered different aspects of journalism including what constitutes “good” journalism, current journalism vs. past journalism and how/what ethical journalism is. We all seemed to come to the consensus that journalism now is so accessible and publicized because of increased prevalence of social media, news outlets, etc. The problem that we identified was the increasingly more political journalism is becoming which seems to defy the roots of journalism which is to tell the story as it is for the people/audience to interpret. This is an interesting problem because it doesn’t seem like there is an easy fix for it. This makes me wonder if in the future, there is ever going to be “honest” journalism that truly allows the audience to come to their own conclusions.

The Rise and Fall of the Roman Empire

Michael Fontaine gave a riveting talk about how the Roman Empire came to be as well as how the Roman Empire fell. The last time that I had discussed the Roman Empire in depth was in 7th grade history but it was a topic that I enjoyed then so I figured that I would probably enjoy it now. I was glad that he presented the material in such a way that was engaging and very “story-like” as opposed to a boring documentary. The republic of Rome had some parallels in terms of how the U.S. is governed in that representatives from each city-state/district represent their population and come together collectively to make decisions. This is similar to how the U.S. is governed in that we have representatives by state that advocate for different laws, etc.

The only problem with this talk was that I felt that he didn’t tie in the Rise and Fall of the Roman Republic to a bigger, overarching theme. It seemed like it was just an informative lecture.

Thank You’s and Paper Snowflakes

By my third week at BJM, I realized how grateful I was for my visits. I’ve enjoyed every afternoon and have returned to campus refreshed and heartened. I know that our volunteering means a lot to the kids, by the looks on their faces when we arrive, but I can honestly say that it might just mean a little more to me. After a stressful week of classes and studying, it’s always nice to step out and do something else. Being surrounded by the positive and eager energy at BJM only makes my hour away all the more special. And the kids, oh the kids, they never fail to surprise me or bring a smile to my face. They are all so intelligent and talented in their own ways.

This third visit was particularly memorable as I spent the hour drawing and cutting paper in Crafts, surrounded by talkative girls and energetic boys. I had sat down to draw with the girls, but found myself without any markers. I then opted for creating paper snowflakes since it was so close to Christmas. I couldn’t contain my amusement when every single girl at the table slyly followed suit, looking as if they didn’t want me to know that they were also making snowflakes. However, the quiet and shyness only lasted for a moment before they began comparing snowflakes and giving each other tips. All of the sudden, the little girl sitting next to me, who had been closely watching me cut, shook her head and told me I was doing it wrong. I tilted my head and asked for her suggestions. “Here,” she said, taking my snowflake, refolding it and cutting the corners. “There,” she grinned proudly, handing it back to me, “You were doing it all wrong, you know. It wouldn’t have made a very sturdy snowflake.” What a clever girl.

They all loved their snowflakes, smiling widely and thanking me on their way out. Really, I should be thanking them. Not only for helping me make a proper snowflake, but for bringing so much joy into my weeks.

The Present And Future of Health

As a tentative pre-med student, I decided to take Sean Nicholson’s “The U.S. Health Care System” course in order to familiarize myself with how the U.S. health care system works in relation to other countries. So when I heard that he would be presenting at the Rose Cafe, I thought it would be interesting to hear more about some of the topics he has discussed in our class.

From the perspective of someone who, leading up to this moment, did not know much about the U.S. health care system and how it works/is run, it’s very eye-opening to see all the different components of healthcare and how they all fit in together with other elements of healthcare and elements of society that aren’t even directly correlated to healthcare. For example, Professor Nicholson brought up the fact that Amazon may be able to start delivering our pharmaceutical goods in the near future. It seemed that he really emphasized pharmaceuticals and pharma firms which seem to be the sectors of healthcare that common citizens are most interested in (probably as a result of lots of direct-to-consumer advertising). In terms of the future of healthcare in the U.S., after this talk, it seems to me like there will continue to be expensive healthcare here in the U.S. in comparison to other high-income countries.

Innocent Until Proven Guilty

This Rose Cafe hosted Judge Scott Miller: a very charismatic and engaging individual. He spoke about his experience as a lawyer defending guilty parties as well as his experience as a judge. He even shared some insight into his more interesting cases that he has encountered during his lifetime. The thing that jumped out to me the most during his talk was when he prompted us to assess criminals differently than how society encourages. It seemed that he was asking us, his audience, to instead of only looking at the negative things criminals may have done, look at who they were/are and think about the people in their lives that they are important to. I think that this was a refreshing thing to say because I feel that our society judges books by its covers way too much which damns people’s reputations and livelihoods sometimes over crimes they did not even commit.

Realizations about WALL-E

Prior to this experience, I never really liked the movie Wall-E. I didn’t like how little dialogue there was for much of the movie but watching it again, I was able to see the beauty in the silence of the movie. I feel like the writers and directors decided to eliminate much of the dialogue for the movie to be representative of the “hiatus” that the Earth needs from humans’ everyday activities and overall nature. Another relevant theme explored in this movie was capitalism’s effects and what it is doing/has done to the Earth. This is especially relevant in this time because climate change is a heavily debated topic in politics with one side denying climate change as a problem and the other disputing the opposite. Regardless of one’s views, it’s crucial that we are mindful of what we are doing to the Earth.

Zootopia: Strength in the Face of Adversity

Zootopia is one of my favorite movies and when I saw that it was going to be shown as a Friday Film, I had to attend! Zootopia is a movie that has quite a bit of real-world relevance with the most relevant topic being discrimination, in my opinion. This movie is about a bunny named Judy that wants to be a police officer, an uncommon profession for an animal as small and unassuming as a bunny. The movie follows Judy’s journey in pursuing her dream job and solving a large scale crime with the help of someone that should be her natural enemy.

We were asked to look at different forces that were working against Judy during the movie and the thing that stuck out to me the most was the fact that at her workplace, once she became a cop, her workplace was not suitable for an animal her size. For example, her chair was too small and she couldn’t even see above the table. Additionally, once she received her first assignment, which was being a meter maid, she all of a sudden had accommodations that were appropriate (ex. correct size car, etc.). This, to me, was demonstrative of the institutionalized discrimination that we can see in our world which can be deterring to people trying to do more than those before them.

The Nightmare Before Christmas’ Legacy

The Nightmare Before Christmas has been a movie that I grew up with and loved immediately! This is a movie that, at first glance, seems to just be a kids’ movie about a guy that is tired of the monotony of Halloweentown and desires to try something new. But looking deeper, this is a movie about breaking boundaries even when the odds seem stacked against you. In the movie, Jack Skellington experiences quite a bit of adversity when it came to constructing his perfect Christmastown but he never gave up or even looked at the experience as a bad one when it turned out terrible; this is a good lesson to not only kids but adults that even when you have a “bad” experience, there is something to to be taken from it that makes you a stronger, more well-seasoned individual. We were asked to also consider what elements of the movie have led to it being such a “cult classic” and I think that this movie has had such success because of the fact that it intersects “scary” with “jolly/cute” which can satisfy multiple audiences at once.

The Journalistic Responsibility of Readers

The talk about ethical journalism with GRF Sam was very interesting, especially considering that we had information literally at the tips of our fingertips. A large part of journalism is the efficacy of the readers. They need to acknowledge that complete impartiality is impossible, and that to responsibly consume news is to take it with a grain of salt. Bias falls on the author and the news provider. It is well know that Fox News and CNN and BBC all carry different political weight.

As someone who is very interested in publishing and was involved with multiple publications in high school as well as here at Cornell, ethical writing is a source of contention. What is ethical writing? And how does it fluctuate depending on the type of publishing one is doing? I left current events journalism in high school for a more personal writing process in college, and the two are very different. I hope that readers know that publishing and journalism are two very different areas.

The Parallels Between The US and Nazi Germany

Watching the Pianist was very emotional. I had never seen the film before, and although I knew it was about the Holocaust, I was not expecting to be so sad at the end. And this is despite the ‘happy’ ending in which the protagonist survives. The experiences he had to face, especially being separated from his family, made the ending very bittersweet. He had his life, but nothing else.

The talk with GRF Magdala afterwards was also very intimate. We discussed how Nazi Germany was able to reach the state it was at during the Holocaust, and how people who helped Jewish citizens were going against the law. Much life the Rose Cafe with Angela Cornell, we discussed how morality and legality seldom match. Although Magdala did not explicitly draw parallels between Hitler and Trump, it was hard not to infer from the talk. The bigotry that Trump incited is similar to how Hitler enabled nazis (white nationalists) in their hatred. I left the talk teary-eyed and even more distraught for the future. But it was a great movie nonetheless, and I do not regret my attendance.

The Foundation of a Movement

Watching Hidden Figures for the Friday FIlm was super cool because I had never seen the movie before. I am currently taking an astronomy class about space exploration, and the first part of the semester we talked about the lunar expeditions and how the United states got there. It was great to be able to connect the Rose Scholars Program with another academic class I am taking. Also, seeing the black women of NASA get the recognition they deserved, even though long overdue, was great. It made me very emotional because there are so many fields that experience the same issues. Underrepresented people come into different fields and introduce new ways of thinking that deviate from the majority, enabling people to make these great breakthroughs. However, they work under people who do not look like them, and the recognition goes unawarded.

It was also a very heartening story; it had a feel-good ending that made me happy I attended. Ad the actual photos at the end that depicted the women who helped take America to space really grounded the film and reminded me that this is reality.

Bridging the festivities of Halloween and Christmas

As someone who gets very busy during the semester, the Friday fIlms offer me and my friends a space to relax for a couple of hours. My friend Sarah and I are both Rose Scholars for the second year, and last year we were roommates. We often times had movie night together, watching films that went with the seasons. However, this year we both live in singles in Rose main. We do not nearly have as much time to watch movies and hang out as we used to. So the Nightmare Before Christmas showing was perfect for us to sit and watch a movie we loved together.

I also really like the Friday FIlms because it lets us participate in an event while also being able to do something else at the same time. I had an essay due at midnight that night, and it was really nice to be able to sit and watch the movie inbetween edits. The Nightmare Before Christmas got me into the Halloween spirit with my friend, but it also let me make sure I got all my work done on time.

Rome and Its Downfall

Professor Michael Fontaine explained how Rome grew to be the dominant force of Europe, and its fall that was just a great. As a Classical Professor at Cornell, I would imagine Professor Fontain has to often explain the history of Greece and Rome. I recalled a majority of the information he gave us from world history in high school, but Fontaine went much more in depth with the history of Roman politics, not just as a republic, but as an empire.

However, Professor Fontaine did not connect his lesson to contemporary politics I would have loved to hear the rest of his presentation. He flipped through multiple slides with pictures of Hillary Clinton and Donald Trump on them, ann while it was interesting to relearn the history of roman politics, I wished to know more about how it affects our society today.  How does having a republic versus a democracy affect the scope of United States politics? How can we relate Julius Caesar’s reign to Trump? And they tangential in any way? I would be very interested in a follow up Rose Cafe that explores this avenue of thought.

Kaepernick and the Legality of his Protests

The talk with Angela Cornell was very intriguing. It sparked a discussion regarding the legality of protest when one acts as an agent of their employer. The core of the discussion was legality versus morality, which is seems to be a recurring theme in a number of my classes. Is it right for someone to remain complacent in the face of adversity because that is what legally is right? Or is it better to compromise their social and financial position to ethically go against what a government entity has deemed deviant? It was great to get the perspective of a law professor.

The best part of the talk was the engagement Professor Cornell encouraged from the students in attendance. We all got an equal opportunity to express our ideas and opinions, and through discussion, PRofessor COrnell brought us to the current state of the law. We logically forged a path that led to what we thought should be the law, and then she made us cognizant of the downfall of such restrictions. It was very eye-opening. I would definitely attend a talk by her again if available.

Healthcare and its Real-life Effects

I really enjoyed the talk with Sean Nicholson. As someone who has never been too well-versed in healthcare nor has had to worry about my own status as a healthcare recipient, hearing various perspectives from those in attendance enlightened me to the struggles of both people who necessitate healthcare and those who provide it. I really respected the people who were comfortable talking about their own experiences with the troubles of finding reliable healthcare and how their struggles have affected their lives. One man described how he and his partner struggled with various life-long illnesses, and they have had to fight for access to care.

By the end of the talk, I felt even stronger that healthcare should be provided for by the federal government. This talk also reminded me of a talk with Elisabeth Rosenthal I attended last year. She described how other countries ran their healthcare system and the downfalls of American healthcare. The debate between public versus privatized sectors again persists; and while I have no solution for such a daunting question, I do err on the side of the left.

How Ithaca Came to Be

The Rose Cafe with Todd Bittner was very interesting. He explained how Ithaca had formed into what we see today, and how Cornell had helped shape the environment. As someone who has no experience in geology or geography, I felt very detached from the talk. However, Bittner made a huge effort to include everyone. He was very open to answering questions, and he passed around photo for us to see different time periods of the same area. This helped the audience visualize the space we occupy.

I was just a bit confused on the relevancy of the talk. I would have liked to see Todd Bittner connect the ever-changing environment to a larger global community, maybe something like climate change or human effects of wildlife. He did skim over things like deer population, but I wanted to take away more from the talk. Overall,, he was a very nice dude who made sure to make his field available to novices such as I, but the talk seemed shallow.

Political Efficacy and the Future

This is the third talk I’ve attended with Judge Scott Miller, and it again did not disappoint. He took the time to get everyone’s name, and then dived directly into his experiences with the law and his judgeship. At the conclusion of the event, he asked us if any of us had read the opinion editorial of the New York Times that day. An anonymous agent in the Trump Administration wrote an op-ed that explained how multiple people of the Executive Branch were working to correct the damage Trump had done, both to the country and to the promises of the Republican party.

I had read the editorial that morning. My initial thoughts were that it is far too late to release a statement as powerful as that. President Trump’s power to effect federal change is limited. The most dangerous thing he has done is use rhetoric to skew the social climate of the United states. No impeachment or damage control can reverse the resulting hatred and bigotry that was conjured when Trump made it socially acceptable to hate rapist immigrants and shun Muslim people from the country. His lack of grace while in office has wreaked havoc that has resulted in actual lives. People have died. People have lost their children. People have lost their parents. The damage is irreversible. And while I respect the valiance of the person writing the op-ed, their sympathy is past due and their activism is self-interested.

Following the talk with Judge Miller, I did feel a bit more optimistic. The way Judge Miller speaks instills peace and hope into his audience. He reminded us that there are people fighting for our country, even if it does not feel like it. As a judge himself, his words carry much more weight than the voice inside my head, and although I wanted to cry at the end, I feel like it was a well-timed talk.

Many Paths

The mini-seminar “How Not to Choose a Career” was very nice because we were able to have a sit-down with a professor in the sociology department about the different paths that can be taken throughout a career. As a DSOC major many of the concerns that were brought up, such as parental concerns and monetary concerns were ones that were familiar to me in many ways. This seminar gave a sort of reassurance that no matter how concrete a decision may seem, there are always many opportunities to find something else that intrigues you even more. Change is always constant and if you enjoy what you do, then there is always something positive in the choices that you make in your career.

A Walkathon to Remember

Having only participated in one other walk for a cause kind of event, I thought that the Cancer Research Center’s walkathon would be a great way to try to support the center. I had never heard of the walkathon before this year, so it was surprising to see the magnitude of people that were at the event. The community that was at the event showed the support that the Ithaca community had for people whose lives have been affected by cancer. I learned more about the research center just during this walk, and I also was exposed to more of the people that are involved with it in a course that I took this fall. I believe that this cemented the presence and impact that the CRC has on the Ithaca community as well as those who have and continue to be affected by cancer.

Accessibility

Every single time I have watched WALL-E in the past I have thought of it as a cute family movie, which it is, but this time around there were so many more aspects that stood out for me. While the environmental issue in WALL-E has always been at the forefront for discussion, I found myself relating to the humans that had been in space waiting for Earth to become inhabitable again. The commodity of accessibility and effortless attainability of goods is seen everywhere today. Through Amazon, online shopping, and technology in general, there is an entire world at our fingertips that we have to put little to no effort in obtaining. We don’t have to go to stores, banks, or even restaurants to get the things that we want because they can be delivered to our front doorstep. Over time, this accessibility becomes second nature and we do not realize that many of these things didn’t even exist 15 years ago. We become unaware of our dependency and expectations of it, just in the case of the humans on the ship. Although WALL-E is a great movie to watch with a family and young children, it brings us to think about our need for easy access.

Space and Race

In a time of renewed racial tension and cultural divisiveness, “Hidden Figures” is a story that serves to unite and foment pride in our country’s progress. What made the message of the movie so potent was the coupling of racial desegregation with spaceflight: uniting both in the same resplendent light of achievement and onward movement. The positive associations we have for NASA and the initial push to get American astronauts into space were made in conjunction with these character’s fight for equality. Just as we were cheering on NASA we cheered them on so that they may have a just work environment to achieve those incredible missions. Reflecting, our nation has come a long way, technologically and racially, from even just 50 years ago. This movie was a nice reminder of our progress thus far and what work is still yet to be done to have a more equitable and fair world.

 

A Look into WW2

I remember watching this movie years ago in high school and thinking how sad but real it was. Re-watching it years later brings similar feelings. Looking back, it’s very shocking the way the Holocaust took place and how many people died. One of the reasons why I enjoy seeing these kinds of movies and learning about history is because it allows us to take a look into the past and learn from those mistakes.

I do think it’s important to watch these films due to the impact they had and the truth they hold till this day. Another aspect I found interesting is how the main character’s love for music and piano really kept him alive. The movie perhaps also tries to make an interesting point about how a couple of Nazis did not really want to be in that position and perhaps were just following orders and the mass. However, I still think it’s important to hold them accountable due to all the terror and deaths they caused.

The Haunting Power of The Pianist

The Pianist depicts the traumatic experience of Wladyslaw Szpilman, a Polish Jewish pianist who lived in Warsaw during World War II. The film follows him through the worsening phases of the Holocaust to relay a devastating period of unfathomable suffering. While Szpilman’s story is impossibly powerful in its own merit, the director masterfully conveys such haunting experience in a way that unfailingly affects the viewer. The most notable cinematic technique was the recurring juxtaposition of beauty and horror. This was particularly present in the film’s audio, which layered dulcet, melodious orchestral arrangements over scenes of barren ghettos and human suffering. Such striking contrasts further emphasized the emotional weight of already jarring scenes of cruelty and destruction. The flowing, emotive piano accompaniment demonstrates the peak of man’s enlightenment, such talent being the result of tireless dedication and civilized expression. This exhibition of beauty and craft breaks only for stark silence and the sounds of war. The visuals of war and poverty-stricken Jewish ghettos, on the other hand, demonstrate man’s most depraved side. Graceful melodies accompany scenes of Szpilman at the brink of survival, facing an unimaginable weight of human suffering and loss. In a particularly powerful scene, Szpilman sits down in front of a piano in his current hideout, but only moves his fingers over the keys in order to avoid drawing attention to himself. Nonetheless, sweeping piano music accompanies the scene. Szpilman has been stripped of his family, his property, and his passion. Moreover, he has been reduced to a shell of his previous self through hard labor, starvation, and unremitting fear. Against the barren, dimly-lit apartment and nearby sounds of war, the music emphasizes just how grim Szpilman’s surroundings have become. While the music is rich with warmth, emotion, and individuality, Szpilman’s life is devoid of any such comfort, freedom, or sense of self. The stark contrast between the visuals and audio of such a scene highlights the extent of the Nazi’s inhumanity, while reminding viewers of the remaining humanity left in Szpilman and the other remaining victims. 

Birds of Prey

On a Saturday morning, we had the Cornell raptor program tell us about some raptors (such as owls, falcons) and we got to see some of their birds displayed to us. It was a small event but very nice and I felt it was a good use of our common room. The animals were all injured and need to be cared for by the program rather than released back into the wild. I especially like the owl, she was really beautiful. It was the first time I had seen one in real life.

Zootopia as a Model for Children’s Entertainment

Zootopia presents the heartwarming story of an impassioned rabbit, trying to positively impact the diverse animal metropolis, Zootopia, as a police officer. While the animated film is full of impressive animation, witty dialogue, and entertaining characters, the storyline goes far beyond that which is often expected of children’s entertainment. The film addresses significant contemporary issues regarding discrimination, bias, drug use, and government corruption, while still maintaining the youthful entertainment value needed for a children’s movie. The main character, a small, female rabbit is just one of the many characters who face prejudice in a city that is supposedly a haven for species diversity and animal acceptance. Her species, size, and gender lead many to disregard her as incompetent, despite countless demonstrations of her ability, both mentally and physically. Reflecting a bias that exists for underrepresented groups in practically any field, this central character arc represents a powerful story for the film’s young target audience. It impresses the unequal expectations and penalties faced by those that fall outside of the majority and emphasizes the mutual strength that results from accepting and appreciating others for their oftentimes unique experience and qualifications. The film addresses similarly weighted issues through the storyline of city officials working to turn Zootopia against the minority group of historically predatory species. Using a highly potent drug to turn civilized animals into their savage equivalent, the city manipulates public opinion to ostracize these perfectly valid citizens. Reminiscent of countless examples, both historical and current, of marginalization of minority groups in society, the film effectively conveys the cruel, senseless reality of such bias. By relaying such experiences through a society of animals, the film expertly captures the sentiment of race, gender, and sexuality-based discrimination, while remaining apolitical and outwardly lightweight. Zootopia expertly balances the liveliness and fun of children’s entertainment with the social responsibility of being a widely-distributed, far-reaching film. The film masterfully uses its platform to introduce younger audiences to highly important social commentaries. It encourages audiences to confront bias, address societal injustice, and be self-motivated. In an age of seemingly endless amounts of content, much of it of little value or significance, the film serves as a model for effective and responsible children’s entertainment.

Chinese Checkers Night

I believe that the game night held at Rose was a great idea to take a break from the end-of-semester atmosphere. It provided a space where some oldies but goodies could be played and brought back up again. I have not played Chinese checkers in a very long time and I was able to play and introduce it to a friend who had never played it before. As someone that grew up with large family game nights that included aunts, uncles and cousins, I have become competitive even in the smallest and less extreme board games, such as Chinese checkers. This was a great break and a way to have fun while also being reminiscent of the game nights that I’ve had in the past. Chinese checkers is one of the games that I have not even thought about for the longest time, and it was great having the opportunity to play it again.

Lessons to be Learned from a Tale with Many Tails

Zootopia is one of the few movies I’ve actually started before, but never got around to finishing. It’s a funny, inspiring tale about characters who are anthropomorphic animals, living in the city of Zootopia, known as the place where anyone could be anything. Judy Hopps, first bunny police officer, achieves her childhood dream and sets out to prove those who doubt her abilities wrong. In her journey to defeat the stereotypes about bunnies, the issues of racial profiling and stereotyping are perpetuated by different characters. While Judy, despite being the valedictorian of her class, suffers from stereotyping that affects her career, our hero has her own faults as well. During her first meeting with Nick Wilde, she immediately reaches for her “fox spray” when seeing his argument with the shop owner, having flashbacks to childhood experiences of bullying. Judy feels guilty for stereotyping Nick after she realizes he’s trying to get ice cream for his kid, but as soon as she finds out she was conned, she falls back on the old stereotyping of fox as criminals, thinking she “knew it all along”. A huge rift in their friendship is caused after she suggests the changes are caused by natural savage tendencies in predators, and Nick is deeply hurt after she instinctively reaches for “fox spray” when he growls at her.

As a “prey” police officer, Judy suffers from being stereotyped as weak and incapable, but also unconsciously imposes the same type of stereotypes on predators. Despite being the hero of the movie, she too is at fault, which shows that even the victims of stereotypes can become offenders as well. I appreciate that in this movie, there is a hero who saves the day, but said hero is a human (animal?) as well and is not perfect either. All of us have most likely been guilty of stereotyping others one way or another, and it’s important to have awareness about what judgement we make about other people without knowing anything.

History of the Roman Empire

On this week, we had Professor Fontaine join us to tell us about the Roman empire. We used the nice TV that was in Dr. Avery’s apartment. My background is in the hard sciences, so this was a very interesting lecture about a topic outside of my usual studies that had always interested me. He told us about events in mostly chronological order, and the social and military changes that occurred within the empire and how they affected its growth and success. The most interesting part was that ancient Rome had a system of government very similar to that currently used in many countries in the world today. They had a representation-by-population system, which meant that one representative was chosen from each district, and collectively they made decisions about the state. They even had their own voting system. The empire expanded because of one single ruler seizing power (Julius Caesar), but this falls apart if power is abused or the people are dissatisfied and start a revolt. Overall, extremely fascinating and it felt like Dr. Fontaine was telling us an engaging story rather than giving an academic lecture.

Culture and Values in “The Nightmare Before Christmas”

It’s always nice to see an old classic. While I have seen “The Nightmare Before Christmas” a couple times before, like most movies or media, I always seem to find a new reading, analysis, or detail I missed the last time. On this viewing, I reflected on the importance of tradition and history in establishing cultural values and norms in western society. Both holidays of Halloween and Christmas carry with them festivity, celebration, and the importance of being a good person (for fear of getting a trick in the former or a lump of coal in the latter). Yet, what the movie does so well is combine conflicting themes and values of each holiday into one mesh, showing the mess that results. It is interesting to think about the very different messages and origins which both these holidays carry and the importance given to perhaps otherwise arbitrary dates.

 

 

 

What’s This?

I had only watched “The Nightmare Before Christmas” once before watching it for the Friday Film. Having grown up in a household that preferred the “nicer” Disney movies, it was never one that had really been on my radar. Upon watching it the first time last year, I found the movie itself entertaining, and this last time, I found several aspects of it interesting. As a popular holiday film, it receives a lot of attention around either Halloween or Christmastime because of the mesh it is between the two. I found it interesting because of this fusion, since Christmas decorations come up very soon after Halloween and very often before Thanksgiving. This portrayal in the film shows the large contradiction between the two holidays and how they are different in almost every way. In the sense that many long for the winter holiday season and others believe that it shouldn’t start until it is actually after Thanksgiving or in December, the film provides both angles- those that wish for Christmas and the almost indescribable atmosphere it brings along for some people, and those that enjoy each holiday as their own.

A Much-Needed Dialogue on Stress

This Table Talk provided a valuable setting in which to discuss stress and how to manage it. While stress affects everyone at certain points in their life, it felt particularly important to discuss it amongst students in an environment where stress often seems to be far more of the exception than the norm. Moreover, at a school that encourages challenge and rewards rigor, it is easy to develop an unhealthy relationship with stress, either by completely normalizing it or by shrinking away from it. While such a culture can push individuals to challenge themselves and grow, it undoubtedly has the potential to negatively impact mental health. Since stress is typically felt on an individual basis, it was particularly valuable to engage on such a topic with other students. This exchange initialized a much-needed dialogue on Cornell’s stress culture and ways we have each learned to combat it. The discussion with therapist Ineke Demuynck was also enlightening. I particularly appreciated that Demuynck approached stress from two sides, discussing what triggers it and how to actively confront it. It was interesting to gain a better understanding of the neurological processes that lead to stress responses. Having such a scientific, objective explanation of stress helped shape it as a logical human experience, rather than an uncontrollable, random phenomenon. Countering this explanation with more intuitive, approachable coping mechanisms, Demuynck’s conversation helped shape my notion of stress as something that can be actively managed. Even with simple responses like positive visualizations and mantras, stress is something that can be faced in a healthy, growth-oriented way. In an environment where it is easy to feel powerless in the face of unrelenting stress, this discussion emphasized the active role we can play in our own mental health and the value of openly taking about such issues.

Paper dolls

This week at Rose scholars there was a different group of kids I was not familiar with. One of the girls seemed to have some issues getting along with the others. She was getting yelled at by the teacher for her reckless behavior, but I felt like all she wanted was someone to play with. I proceeded to invite her to draw with me, and I drew a few paper dolls of me, her, and the couple of other girls sharing the table. She loved it so much, looking in awe at her “twin”. It was not a fantastic drawing, but she loved it. She warmed up and settled down, proceeding to play with my hair and give me braids like her mom does to her hair. It was a situation that resolved with some patience and care.

Sam Quinones

For this Rose Cafe, we attended a lecture at Call Auditorium by journalist and author Sam Quinones. He discussed the American opiate crises and its development and how it changed the way people in the country live their lives. I found this very fascinating as in Canada, where I am from, we have our own issues with opiate drugs, particularly the large number of deaths due to overdoses of drugs such as morphine and fentanyl, a number which is sadly rising. One thing that really struck me was how Mr. Quinones talked about how these drugs changed communities to be less social. He said that these drugs promote social isolation, and changed the way that people interact with others. One other really fascinating part of the talk was on policy: which drugs should be allowed and which should not? For instance, marijuana and tobacco are legal, but what about more concentrated forms of these drugs. Is it potency that matters, or should other factors be considered? I recall that I had a topic in a British Parliamentary debate round on this issue, and it proved to be immensely complex.

A game of CandyLand

Candy Land was a game I wouldn’t have particularly wanted to play, but that’s what the girls wanted! Three little girls and I sat around a table, playing the game. One thing I learned was that I seemed to have very poor luck, moving one or two color spaces at a time. Another thing I learned was that young innocent children can be really good cheaters at board games. To my surprise, two of the three girls cheated consistently during the game! When I would teasingly call them out on their cheating, they could giggle in a mischievous little laugh. To say the least, I lost miserably without cheating. The winner though, to show good karma is a true thing, was the youngest girl named Paloma, maybe 5 years old. It seemed to be a symbolic message from the universe saying that slow and steady does win the race.

A Lovely Chat

Having the opportunity to chat with VP Lombardi was simply an excellent time. I loved hearing about his own formative experiences and the responsibilities he holds as a high-ranking Cornell administrator — finally meeting the man behind the emails! Frankly, it was so interesting to hear things from the side of the administration, especially which thoughts and considerations that must be put into every decision made. Also, its simply a delight to talk to VP Lombardi; his cheerful manner and care he has for the students is always refreshing and instills a sense of pride in me that I go to an institution that has such care for the individuals it serves.

 

The Dystopian World of Wall-E, 10 Years Later

Wall-E depicts a dystopian world in which humans have abandoned an environmentally degraded Earth for a life of abundant leisure in space. While the space-bound lifestyle was originally intended as a temporary solution while the Earth was being resorted, the human race finds itself still living extraterrestrially several generations later. Entirely detached from the the Earth-bound experience of generations past, people live entirely out of chairs, staring at screens, being catered to by an extensive fleet of robots. Wall-E is a robot left of Earth for the now-forgotten cleanup job. He finds love with another robot, Eve, who comes to Earth to search for signs of biological life. Together, the two robots bring about a mass-awakening of the humans aboard the ship, leading a triumphant return back to Earth. The film stands out for its powerful commentary on the human condition and our consistent disregard for the environment. While it is undoubtedly a well-animated, entertaining children’s film, it does not shy away from its direct criticism of modern society, our hedonistic ways, and our blatant willingness to accept permanent environmental destruction for temporary comfort. The film’s portrayal of humans as obese, unaware, and over-indulgent easily draws from contemporary culture. While such representations rang true at the time of the film’s 2008 release, they are undoubtedly even more evident ten years later. In a society ever-driven by consumerism, self-gratification, comfort, and content, these seemingly comical representations of human life become an unavoidably dark warning of what is to come. That these themes have only intensified in the decade since its initial release speaks to the film’s veracity and man’s unnerving indifference. Despite being an animated children’s movie, Wall-E arguably falls in the class of disturbing dystopian works like 1984 and Brave New World, each of which finds greater significance as time passes. Despite countless demonstrations of environmental ruin via human activities and physical and psychological degradation via increased screen time, we remain utterly complacent in our progression towards a dystopian future. While the storyline of Wall-E is still far from our reality, its social commentary is more valuable than ever before. It is important that we recognize such parallels with our own world and use films such as these to engage in active discussion and action.

Learning about Desmond Doss

Hacksaw Ridge is a film dedicated to telling the story of Desmond Doss, a conscientious objector in the Battle of Okinawa. A Virginian Seventh Day Adventist, Doss felt the need to serve in the military, but refused to pick up arms throughout his training and during battle. Facing criticism on many sides, Doss continued to stand by his beliefs and was able to save the lives of 75 men without ever taking up arms.

Having never heard of Desmond Doss, I was completely astounded by his story. Considering the pressure that people are put under during a war and the additional pressure Doss faced for being a conscientious objector, I also found it inspiring that Doss was able to stand by his beliefs. As a Virginian myself, I’m surprised that I have not heard about his story and the way that he had an impact on the lives that he saved on Hacksaw Ridge. While the religious take on the film may not be to everyone’s taste as was mentioned in the discussion after the film, I think that most people can agree that there is courage in not falling under pressure and standing by your beliefs, whether it be religious or not.

Helping homework

Recently at BMJ, I was in the creators corner like usual, when a little girl named Charlene approached me. “Can you help me with my homework?” This was the first time I was approved for homework. I assisted her in her homework: a page of addition problems. I helped her carry the 1, figure out the units, and count on her fingers. She was ashamed that she wasn’t “that good” at math.  By the end of he homework, she understood the process easier, and was in a bright mood ready to play some games. This was a nice touch, making me feel as if my help on homework, that maybe I once found difficult too, helped save this little girl some stress.

Rose Cafe: Ryan Lombardi

The first Rose cafe I attended was with guest speaker Mr. Ryan Lombardi, the VP of student life here at Cornell, and a house fellow of Rose. The central topic of discussion was the student experience on campus and stress and mental health. For instance, in many courses a standardized curve is used to compare student scores and assign grades, and we discussed whether this causes competition and unnecessary anxiety. I feel that while most students in classes in my major are fairly open to collaboration, the curve does cause stress and causes students to compare themselves to others even at times when they are simply trying to do the best they can do.

Further, I felt we also touched upon the importance of an education at Cornell meaning more than just self-development and helping us on our way to obtain a job or graduate or professional degree. One of the purposes of an education at a leading institution of higher education is to foster an awareness of how one can help others in the community and globally with their education. This aspect of the college experience, says Mr. Lombardi, is something we need to think more about.

I also very much enjoyed Dr. Avery’s apartment, which was very cozy and well-designed.

A Valuable Take on the Midterm Election

The Midterms Talk with Professor Glenn Altsculer was a valuable opportunity to engage with the midterm elections and gain a better understanding of U.S. politics overall. This year marked my first opportunity to vote in a midterm election, and, frankly, I had a considerably limited understanding of their role in the overall state of American politics. While I understood the importance of voting in general, my appreciation for the significance of the midterms seemed more based on the vague notion of their being pivotal for the nation, rather than actual substance. Professor Altschuler’s talk clarified the purpose and importance of midterm elections in general, and these ones in particular. I was most struck by the concreteness of it all. Through the polarized, reactionary politics presented on the news and social media today, so much of politics seems fueled by emotions and complex, deep-rooted power dynamics. While this representation draws countless views and engagement, it also makes politics seem far more unapproachable, leading voters, myself included, to feel like powerless spectators. In contrast, Professor Altschuler’s representation was far more algorithmic than it was theatrical. Starting from a high level, he explained the basic power dynamics of the parties within the two houses, then proceeded to discuss individual elections. Working through the particulars of several critical races, he was able to explain how outcomes are decided, which voter groups are important where, how certain races were similar/different to others, and how the results actually impact legislative control. He powerfully laid out an otherwise convoluted, emotional political system in terms of critical figures and statistics. Most notable was that his explanation was largely objective. His talk encouraged voter understanding and voter engagement without promoting or deriding one party, one candidate, or one position. In an otherwise nontransparent political landscape, it was refreshing to have a political conversation with the sole goal of promoting understanding and active engagement. Especially as a new voter, it was valuable to understand the role of midterm elections in the general political cycle, rather than understand them only with regard to this particular election cycle. This talk encouraged the type of informed voting that I hope to both observe and participate in in upcoming elections.

Breaking Barriers

“God’s Own Country” can be summed up as unexpected; Unexpected in subject matter, unexpected in the complex characterization of the protagonists, and unexpected in the feelings of empathy and understanding on feels for those characters. The movie is truly valuable in that it works, intentionally or unintentionally, to break the negative social connotations associated with homosexuality and characterize those who identify as homosexual as true three-three-dimensional people. This is well executed through the creation of multifaceted natures of both Johnny Saxby and Gheorghe Ionescu with struggles and desires of their own instead of merely treating their characters as simple, one-dimensional portrayals. The intersection of unorthodox social behavior, homophobia, and xenophobia makes this movie an interesting and sobering account of the lives of minority populations.

 

Full Circle

I’ve always liked painting and drawing, but it’s been long time since I’ve had the chance to paint anything. So, I was very excited to participate in this event!

I was debating between painting on a picture frame or a small canvass when I remembered my sculpture from the clay event at the Johnson Museum. I had wanted to paint it, and this was the perfect opportunity. I quickly returned with my whale-shaped mug and picked out a bunch of blue paint.

I painted the outside dark blue, and on the inside, I painted swirls in different shades of blue and purple. It was very fun and very relaxing! I didn’t want to finish, so I just kept painting a new design over each previous one.

After the mug dried, I filled it with seashells and put it on the windowsill.

 

 

Making New Traditions

I was so excited to see this pumpkin carving event! I love pumpkin carving. I did it every year with my sister at home, and I’ve really missed it these past few Halloweens, along with all of the decorating. There are a lot of little traditions that I miss out on now, so it was nice to reclaim this one in a small way.

It was perfectly timed too – I had a prelim that got out at nine, so I came straight from my test. Scooping out pumpkin guts was the perfect stress reliever, and, after finally deciding what to actually carve, I really started to feel the holiday spirit. Overall, carving my pumpkin was very fun, and I had a great time!

Our Republic Has Fallen??

For an empire that started off about the same size as Ithaca, the fact that we base our governmental system on this Roman republic is extremely remarkable. What’s interesting to note is how developed the republic was for its time period. The gave many civil liberties to people that other republics and civilizations would deny in future years. In a sense, the liberties that we are able to enjoy today are derived from these liberties and those who are still denied these liberties even seem to have been denied them back in Rome. Does this mean that the United States should get their act together an improve on this foundation that was established thousands of years ago? Most definitely. Yet the thousands of years of history has not improved the civil liberties that certain people enjoy today. There is still rampant discrimination based on gender, sex, and race and while advancements have definitely been made for some, within the thousands of years between these two countries, one would expect that everyone would be able to enjoy the same civil liberties as one another. Instead, we must do more and be active in trying to achieve civil liberties for all so that all people will have the same advantages and not be put at a disadvantage over things that they have no control over.

Keeping it light

I loved this event! Especially because nightlights made out of dried gourds is something that I’ve never seen before! I had so much fun working on mine that I completely lost track of time. It was such a unique experience, I’ve never done anything like it. I would love to do this again. I hope that I can visit Gourdlandia sometime in the future and try another craft or another light. There are so many exciting directions to go in with these alone.

I also enjoyed meeting Graham Ottoson and looking at the beautiful creations that she had made. She was a kind and patient teacher.

The Staying Power of The Nightmare Before Christmas

The Nightmare Before Christmas tells the story of Jack Skellington, the king of Halloween Town. Unsatisfied by a life dominated by Halloween and scaring people, Jack finds himself enamored with Christmas and Christmas Town. Fascinated by the lights, the presents, and Santa Claus, Jack attempts to steal Christmas and recreate it for himself and his town. Released in 1993, the film has become a cult classic, a yearly tradition for audiences of all ages. In the face of ever-improving animated films from major studios, the staying power of The Nightmare Before Christmas may at first seem surprising. However, within the first musical number, the magic of this film becomes evident. Through its 90s style stop-motion animation, beautifully haunting visuals, and curiously catchy songs, the film is notably unique. It lacks the polish, perfection, and production value of today’s major animated films, but does so in a way that only elevates its fascinating eeriness. Despite grim depictions fo Halloween Town and its many spooky characters, there is an unavoidable sense of warmth and nostalgia. The town prepares eagerly for their version of Christmas, wrapping horrifying presents in excitement and kidnapping Santa in order to experience the thrill of his Christmas Eve sleigh ride. Even Jack, a lanky skeleton, becomes a surprisingly likable character as he struggles with the highly-human experiences of self-doubt, questioning, and desire. He embodies the relatable archetype of a misunderstood dreamer, dissatisfied with his reality and searching for more. Even his romance with Sally, the human-like product of Dr.Frankenstein’s experiments, is full of passion and longing. The audience easily finds themselves enthralled by the emotional storylines of such seemingly gruesome creatures. Despite the eerie characters and grim setting, the film is surprisingly heartwarming, justifying its role as a strange, yet entirely merited holiday classic. 

Meaningful Meals

When I signed up for this event, I expected that we would be making sandwiches. When we arrived, I was surprised to find that that wasn’t the case. Instead, I was a part of an assembly line, scooping rice into a sealable bag and creating a nourishing meal that was destined to reach hungry children overseas. The rest of the assembly line was made up of Cornell Gymnastics members, their coach, and her daughter. It was nice to meet them, and they were fun to work with. I was impressed with the efficiency of the system. I felt like I was going through boxes of rice extremely quickly, and it was amazing to watch the boxes of finished meals pile up so fast. Everyone that I talked to was friendly, and the fun atmosphere really made time fly. I’m so glad that I had this opportunity help out with this meaningful project, and I hope that all of our work made an impact.

Clay Creation

I loved this event! I had a lot of fun sculpting my mug. Working with the clay was very peaceful and relaxing. My whale-shaped mug was inspired by the whale-themed chimes concert at the clocktower. Once it was finished, I filled it with seashells and put it on the windowsill.

 

It was also neat to learn about the details of sculpting. We looked at the following example of a unique piece. Earlier in the semester, I visited the visible storage gallery at the Johnson museum with a class and glanced over this cup. The pictures caught my eye, and the cup reminded me of wonderland. It was cool to see it again and learn a few details about the creator of the piece.

 

 

Taking Time for Fresh Air

One of the things that I love most about Cornell is the availability of nature. The gorges, the waterfalls, the lakes, the gardens – there are so many beautiful places to visit and experience. I especially love watching the trees change colors in the fall. At home, we don’t really get “fall.”

Even though I feel like I’ve been here a while, there are still so many new places to see. It’s hard to do everything though, because walking down a trail once isn’t really enough to check it off the list. Each walk changes depending on the time of year or depending on what catches your eye.

I enjoyed this morning hike a lot. It was a nice opportunity to take a step away from my usual routine and grab a breath of fresh air. I especially liked learning about how the gorges formed and about some of the campus history.

I had walked over the bridge on Stewart Avenue and admired the view before, but this tour put everything in a new light. I loved learning about the bird’s nest on the cliff and learning about which trees grew where and why.

It’s nice to have a miniature getaway so close to home. I hope that I can take advantage of it more in the future.

Ssspectacular Ssssnakes

      

What a pleasant ssssurprise! When I saw the title, “tails” automatically made my mind go to reptiles of the lizard-like kind, so when I went downstairs to meet new reptile friends, I did not expect to see snakes of all kinds draped on different people. I’ve met snakes two times before at Cornell; once I met a friendly tiny snake named Peanut at an event in Willard Straight Hall, and the second time was at the annual Hogwarts dinner at Risley, where the owners dressed up in Slytherin robes and even had Death Eater tattoos. This experience was no different, although I got the chance to get up close and personal with many more species. I learned that snakes could vomit (one actually did on the girl who was holding him and was put into timeout) and smell with their tongues, which can range in color from red to dark blue. They also have amazingly smooth skin that’s hard not to be jealous of; it can feel like tiny shells collected together or soft like tissue paper. I spent most of my evening with some very friendly and curious snakes wrapped around me and had a great time. It’s always surprising to me how diverse and friendly the organizations at Cornell are; the members of the Herpetological Society were welcoming and definitely helpful in my experience of making new snake friends.

Ethics in Journalism

We had a wonderful discussion with Sam on the ethical standards in journalism and the role and aim of journalism in general. It seemed that much of journalism as it is right now cannot please all the viewers, and regardless of how a happening is portrayed, someone will be unhappy with the way things are described. We also identified that many papers nowadays are very politically influenced and seek to only satisfy their own reader base. There is also the issue of truth, are journals held to a standard of telling the truth and only the truth? We felt that the people should hold journalism accountable for this by not only choosing which papers we read but also having an opinion about how articles are written in them. We also felt that truth and validity does not play a role in all articles, and some are more focused on the opinions of the journalist or paper rather than reporting objective facts.

Nobel Prize in Medicine

Shiv hosted this table talk on the recent Nobel prize in medicine, which uses techniques of modifying or enhancing the immune system and its components to treat cancer. This is important as cancer, unlike a number of other diseases (viruses, infections) come from cells from the body itself rather than foreign origins, and thus are harder to detect by the immune system. For instance, bacteria which are harmful have markers on their cell surfaces which tell us that they are foreign, which allows our immune cells to eliminate them. In fact, bacteria have their own systems for this, and one that has gained popularity is CRISPR, which acts at a genetic level. The bacteria can recognize phage DNA as being foreign and cleave it to render it moot. However, this is harder with cancer, as all cells in the body have the same genetic composition (at least in principle). Instead, immune cells from the body can now be isolated and removed, grown outside the body, and retrained to target a particular type of cancer, then put back into the body.

It was really interesting to meet Shiv, as the laboratory he does his graduate studies in is in the same department as my research lab. He even knows most of the graduate students in my lab!

Should America Care?

With the development of the UN, decision making has turned into a global issue rather than an issue that can be contained within a country. What one country decides to do effects almost every other country in the world therefore how one country makes decisions should be analyzed and criticized by others. One of the biggest issues at the moment that affects the entire world is global warming. With issues as big as global warming some countries have begun by taking a stand in trying to resolve or remedy this issue as soon as possible as we can see through the Paris Agreement where various countries have agreed to reduce their carbon footprint by 2020 yet one of the biggest contributors to this global epidemic failed to sign this agreement, the United States. Does it matter that President Trump refused to sign this? Potentially. The power the United States has to drive others to comply and agree with their decisions is greater than we think. Plus, the greater the number of countries that agree to reduce their carbon footprint and ensuring that the other countries within the agreement do the same, the more likely we are to decrease the effects of global warming so that Earth will not be as harmed. Although Donald Trump has made it clear that he wants the US to follow a pattern of isolationism, in today’s world where countries rely on each other for resources and goods, isolationism will not be effective and may trigger consequences that we may not be able to remedy.

Snack and Paint

At Sip & Paint, there was nothing to sip (except the water we used to clean our brushes) but plenty to snack on, and lots of paint. I was worried about spending time having fun instead of studying or working on assignments, but before I knew it, one hour turned into two and two hours turned in three. Overall, this semester has helped me really realize the importance of taking breaks and time for yourself, for the benefit of your own mental health. Using a system like the Pomodoro Method, where you work for set periods of time and take short breaks in between, have been proven to increase productivity and how well you retain information. In the past, I’ve always felt as if I was wasting time, or being inefficient by not working all the time. I’ve come to realize small reprieves, like checking up on friends, or painting with the rest of your dorm, can be the trick to helping you get out of that mental rut you’re stuck in. During this event, I painted the letters of my name, a little ornament to hang up on my wall, and part of the tree trunk I made in a previous activity. I can definitely say that I felt more refreshed afterwards and was able to work with a more clear, determined mindset.

A Well Needed Break

I think that everyone at Cornell has been known to push themselves well over their limit to get a grade that they can think deems their worth. While grades are definitely important, making sure that we take care of ourselves is something that everyone should remember during prelim and final season. Taking breaks like walks, watching an episode of your favorite Netflix series, or even painting like this event can help lower stress levels and even benefit your studying as you will feel refreshed and relaxed when you have to return to studying. As many people have pointed out, Cornell has a very weak mental health focus amongst their wellness programs. People complain about not being able to see doctors during peak seasons like prelim and finals season and Cornell has done little in response. In my opinion, while taking care of oneself is key, Cornell should do more to make sure that people have all the resources they need in these situations. If they are aware that there are peak seasons or times when more people visit and seek out these resources, they should be aware and hire more individuals for these times. In order for students to be able to reach their highest potentials, they must be given all the resources that they need so that if necessary, they have the ability to reach out for help. Being able to take part in this event and remove myself from the stress of studying really helped ground myself in knowing that while grades are important, there are some situations that we cannot control. It helped me focus on the fact that not everyone can get an A in a class and that some people are naturally better at certain things than others. I know that finals season has officially ended, but I wish everyone here a happy spring semester. Take care of yourself because you matter the most!

Food for All

I enjoyed being part of the efforts and contributions of our Rose Scholars student group helping our local Ithaca community by packing meals to avoid hunger among the needy. It was fun to work in groups to pack scoops of rice and soy, powder protein and vegetables,  as non-perishable food items at St. Catherine of Siena Parish, where the event was hosted this year. We volunteered as part of the 9th Ithaca MobilePack, held October 10-14, 2018.  It was rewarding to learn that with our small volunteering contribution we helped accomplish the following:

* 349,920 meals packed at a cost of $76,982.40 (22 cents per meal)

* 958 children fed a meal a day for a year

Let’s keep our volunteering helping others throughout this Holiday Season, no matter where we go to celebrate it, we can always reach out to those less privilege than us.

A Happy Ending to a Disturbing Possibility

WALL-E is a Pixar Studios computer-animated science fiction Disney film that won many awards including the 2008 Academy Award for best animated feature.  The film portrays the story of what may happen on earth if life ended due to a global catastrophe.  There are of two main characters, a trash compactor robot (WALL-E) living on earth and a probe (EVE) from an unmanned spaceship.  The two met on earth which has been abandoned by humans and covered in garbage.  One day, while cleaning up the garbage, WALL-E discovers a plant seedling, and soon therefore, an unmanned spaceship deploys EVE to scan the panel for plant life.  WALL-E and EVE communicate with body language and sounds, becomes friends and eventually fall in love.  When the star ship returns to earth to collect EVE, WALL-E tags along and travels to the mother ship.  Passengers are obese due to their sedentary, all automated life style (which sadly is what is happening with our youth now a days with the use of cell phone, tablets, and video games from early on while reducing physical activity and sports).  After a long struggle to protect the plant which Eve brought to the mother ship, Eve and WALL-E return to earth with the humans and robots and together restore earth again to become paradise. A happy ending, that may not be the case for our blue planet unless we all contribute to reduce pollution, climate change, and protect it to save not only humans but all other creatures on earth.

They are hidden figures no more

Hidden Figures is one of the most inspiring movies I have ever seen. I also think it’s an eye-opening movie. It’s a reminder that racism pretty much still exists, as these events happened relatively not too long ago. Black women helped put the first man on the moon, and yet this is rarely discussed in history books. Even though these women faced discrimination on a daily basis, they did not care and kept working hard. That’s why they succeeded. I took a positive message at the end of the movie too, and that is when we put our differences aside, the human race can create amazing things.

I strongly believe that diversity and representation is incredibly important, so I hope we’ll get to see many more unheard stories like this on the big screen.

Volunteering at BJM Elementary School

This was my sixth hour or so,

My last chance to prove I wasn’t there for no

reason.

 

One rowdy kid was relegated to doing his homework

Because the project he alone shirked.

I took a peek at his writing exercise,

Thinking that here, finally, was a place that I could advise.

He was supposed to make sentences with words,

And seeing what he had down gave me serious concerns.

“a sweater is clos.

a shoe is clos.

a school is where kids go to Iran.”

To call myself a bard seemed now rather cocky,

Seeing that this kid had composed Jabberwocky.

(I only later managed to discern

That “Iran” was how he spelled “learn”)

 

Hartek, the Bard

The Pianist

This film directed by Roman Polanski, is based on the biographical novel by the Polish-Jewish composer Wladyslaw Szpilman, an Holocaust survivor.  The movie is definitively worth seeing as it won several international awards, including three Oscars (best Director, best Screenplay and best actor for Adrien Brody).  The film starts in September 1939, when the Nazis invade Poland, and force Jews from working, making them wear arm bands with the Start of David.  In November 1940, Szpilman and his family were moved to the Warsaw Ghetto were people were starving.  In November 1942, while Szpilman and his family were being transported to the Treblinka extermination camp, Szpilman was separated by a police officer that recognized him and helped him remain in the Ghetto, where Szpilman helped the resistance smuggle weapons.  Szpilman finally fled the Ghetto and with the help from friends hid in different locations until 1944 when a German tank hit the apartment where he was hiding so he was forced to flee.  Warsaw was in ruins, and Szpilman was looking for food when he was found by the German officer Hosenfeld.  When the officer found out that Szpilman was a pianist, he let him play Chopin’s ballade in G-minor. The officer appreciated music and art, so he let Szpilman hid in the attic of a house while providing food so that he could survive in hiding. In January 1945, the Germans were defeated and Szpilman was free again, while the German officer Hosenfeld was taken prisoner by the soviets, until he died in 1952.  After the war, Szpilman continued his career as a pianist in Poland and performed multiple times, until he died at age 88.  Remarkably, Polanski had a similar experience as his mother died at the Krakow Ghetto, while Polanski escaped hiding in a farm barn until the end of the war when he was reunited with his father.  The Pianist is a very powerful film enriched with the biographical stories of its film Director Polanski and the main character Szpilman.  It is without a doubt an important testament to the inhumanity of war, segregation, and the unthinkable cruelty of the Holocaust where 6 million Jews were exterminated or died of starvation or disease.   This film should help us understand why this dark time in history cannot happen again.

Deceptions and Murders

The movie, The Talented Mr. Ripley, based on the murder novel by Patricia Highsmith, was a great performance by Matt Damon, but an incredible story about how Tom Ripley manages to deceive and manipulate others around him, creating a facade that hides a serial killer. We were joined by Judge Miller, who gave us an insight on how criminal cases were conducted and how verdicts were made. He revealed that murder charges were based on the actions and intentions people act upon on, and asked us to determine whether Mr. Ripley would have been charged with 1st or 2nd degree murder. Mr. Ripley lacks entirely moral values but with his charm hides the exposition of his web of lies, impersonating others, and killing anyone that threatens to expose his secrets. As it is difficult to know the intentions of others, we were unsure, at the end of our discussion where to convict him in 1st or 2nd degree, yet this revealed the importance of criminal courts, and how we must trust those that we place in power to not be biased and only follow the rule of law.

The film co-stars included Jude Law as Dickie Greenleaf, Gwyneth Paltrow as Dickie’s girlfriend Marge Sherwood, Cate Blanchett as Meredith Logue, and Philip Seymour Hoffman as Freddie Miles.  Tom Ripley struggled to make a living in NY city in the 1950s, when he met the wealthy shipbuilder Herbert Greenleaf, who mistakenly believed Ripley attended Princeton with his son Dickie. Greenleaf hires Ripley to travel to Italy to convince his son Dickie to return home.  Instead, Ripley becomes infatuated with Dickie’s rich life style, impersonates him, and then kills him.  Through forgery Ripley arranges to live from Dickie’s allowance and when Dickie’s friend Freddie becomes suspicious, he kills him too. Ripley then plots by writing a suicide note to make believe the police that Dickie killed himself after he killed Freddie.  Mr. Greenfield travels to Italy and also believes the story of his son’s death, so he decides to leave Dickie’s trust fund to Ripley.  At the end, Ripley’s crimes come back hunting him, when Meredith who he met when impersonating Dickie, encounters him while traveling on a ship to Greece. To protect himself from being discovered Ripley kills his lover Peter.  Although, I am personally not a fan of murder movies or crime novels, the plot is entertaining as Ripley’s journey illustrates a man’s journey with deception and murders to improve his life.

Striving through Adversity

I enjoyed very much watching Hidden Figures, a film directed by Theodore Melfi, based in the book by Margot Lee Shetterly.  It brings us back to the unique and incredible untold story of Katherine Jonson (Taraji P. Henson), Dorothy Vaughan (Octavia Spencer) and Mary Jackson (Janelle Monae).  These three African-American women, engineers and mathematicians, worked at the newly created space agency NASA (between 1958-1963) at a time when the first human spaceflight program in the US was initiated.  It is a unique story of how these remarkable women contributed to the space program despite segregation barriers at a time when women in science were not even though off.  These three women scientists all contribute behind the launch into orbit of astronaut John Glenn, who made three orbits around earth in 1962, a stunning achievement that turned around the Space Race against the Soviet Union. This historic film is definitively worth seeing because it inspires us even today (56 yrs later) as sadly we still struggle with lack of diversity, inclusion and equity in many aspects of society including in Science Technology Engineering and Math (STEM) careers. The story of these three visionary African American women scientists who moved gender and racial barriers against all odds can definitively inspire our generation to think big and be proactive and inclusive as we need more minorities to be part of the STEM workforce to solve the challenges that we face in the 21st century.

Never Give Up

I enjoyed watching the film Zootopia from Walt Disney Studios.  It is a hilarious 3-D computer animated comedy-adventure that takes places in the metropolis of Zootopia.  Officer Judy Hopps, the first bunny on Zootopia’s police force, dreamed since childhood to become a police officer.  However, she was assigned to parking duty on her first day at work because she was a rabbit. Desperate for a chance to crack her first case, she partnered with scam-artist fox Nick Wilde to solve a mystery: a conspiracy involving the disappearance of savage predator inhabitants in the metropolis. After many ups and downs, Judy manages to resolve the mystery, which was a clever conspiracy by prey-supremacists to frame predators as dangerous and savage to have them eliminated. With the cause of the epidemic identified, the savage animals were cured, and Judy rejoined the Zootopia Police Department. Nick graduates from the Zootopia Police Academy as the city’s first fox police officer and becomes Judy’s partner.  Overall, I recommend highly this film as it is rare to find these days films that are relaxing and entertaining. By the way, the Colombian singer Shakira was part of the cast (for the voice of Gazelle), with the theme song “Try everything” which encourages Judy and her partner not to “give up… try everything” and “Don’t bit yourself up until you reach the end.”  Good motivational message for all of us with the end of the semester: no matter how tired you feel, hang in there, get some sleep, eat, and work hard to succeed in your finals.  You can make it, if you try!!!  I am sharing also 6 ways to be more resilient: 1) stay connected; 2) take care of yourself; 3) be goal-oriented; 4) learn from experience; 5) take action: and 6) look at the bright side!!!

Where is technology taking us?

An activity that I participated in allowed me to see an intriguing, science-fiction movie Ex Machina directed by Alex Garland with Domhnall Gleeson as Caleb Smith, a coder at a tech company who wins a week-long retreat at the compound of his company’s CEO, Oscar Isaac as Nathan Bateman.  Caleb’s job is to test a new artificial intelligence robot played by Alicia Vikander as Ava.  The movie won an Oscar for its unique visual effects which are quite impressive. During his short stay at the compound, Caleb un-covers with disbelieve how the humanoid robot Ava, created by Nathan to simulate human intelligence, plots to bypass Nathan’s control and kills him, while making Caleb believe that she is attracted to him and that they will be together at the end.  The movie raises ethical issues of creating artificial intelligence but also the risks that computer “robotics” learning machines have the potential to bypass humans.  Unexpectedly, Ava not only kills Nathan but betrays Caleb and locks him in the compound to go and live on her own in the human world.  Ava’s capacity for autonomous understanding makes her realize that she will soon be put to sleep like other obsolete models of artificial intelligence once Caleb completes his evaluation.  When Ava interacts with Nathan’s servant Kyoko, another robot, she realizes how to transform herself with parts from other robot female artificial intelligence models that Nathan kept once they were inactivated. Ava uses other robots’ parts to gain the full appearance of a human.  Although she is still a robot, her will to survive at all costs makes her very human like. The film ends when Ava leaves the compound, to make us reflect on what the artificial intelligence robot will do once free.

Over the last decades, technology has moved fast with innovation to develop artificial intelligence applications (e.g. self-driving cars, autopilot in planes, voice-powered personal assistants like Siri and Alexa, etc.). Since a true artificial intelligence system should be able to learn on its own to improve from past interactions to get smarter, there is a potential risk that artificial intelligence robots or machines could potentially take over humans.  However, innovation is not driven by absence of risks, so as we move forward it is important to balance those risks and reflect also about where the technology is taking us.  Let’s not forget that the best way to predict the future is to invent it!

 

Volunteering at BJM Elementary School

This was my fifth session,

But I wasn’t sure if I’d seen any progression.

Not sure I was supposed to be super nice,

Or just there to supervise.

 

I listened quietly without expression

As one kid belabored his Minecraft session.

It took my all to make sure he didn’t recognize

The oppressive boredom in my eyes.

 

This time I was brought nearly to depression,

Trying to contain all their indiscretion.

Two kids wanted to make a bomb out of battery supplies,

And I knew it wouldn’t catalyze,

But then one kid started displaying aggression,

And they started fighting for possession

of their electrical enterprise.

 

I devoted a few hours after that for decompression.

 

Hartek, the Bard

Speeding Dating in the Industry

Through our round table discussion of preparing for an interview, what to say during the process, and how to follow up, I couldn’t help but think that I had heard this advice more than a fair share of times since beginning the college admissions process almost two years ago. Dress the impress, don’t stutter, know your material, don’t forget to send an email within a week, and most importantly: BE CONFIDENT! It seems like interviewing for a job seemed to have a trivial counterpart to speed dating in real life. During our discussion, I couldn’t help but connect the parallels between the two: in both situations, you have a brief and intimate encounter with someone whom you wish to impress, and within that 30 minute to an hour period, you must be able to communicate your credentials through your wardrobe, your speech, and your personal experience. Even though we’ve all heard the spiel over a dozen times in our young, developing professional career, and will continue to learn and memorize the interviewing drill, I’ve learned that perhaps that the whole process is not so scary. The interviewer sitting across the table from you is, in fact, unchangeably a human being, and all you can present to him/her is your best self. And at the end of the day if it doesn’t work, as they say with dating, there are plenty of other fish in the sea!

What is Murder?

To the naked eye, a murder may as direct as one’s causation of another’s death, but to a judge, the question becomes who was at fault, and what was the motive? As we watched The Talented Mr. Ripley, we were prompted by Judge Miller to assume the rolls of prosecution and defense attorneys, to debate who was the blame for Dickie Greenleaf’s death. It was interesting to ping-pong discussions of internal motives and secret plots of Mr. Tom Ripley and briefly assume the role of defending or accusing someone of intentional murder. To us, it was just a short span of a half hour where we debated on the fate of a fictional character, but I couldn’t help but wonder what the immense pressure and enormous responsibility an actual attorney would take on. This riveting discussion led to even more riveting questions, like how would an actual prosecutor obtain the evidence, and would the jury believe it? The plot of this movie was quite intriguing, and I left with a newfound appreciation and curiosity for the process of accessing a murder to its true justice.

Roman Civil Liberties

Rome may seem advanced society, living in architecture that would be comparable to modern structures, but the true evaluation of a society’s development is the breadth of rights and dignity given to its people. As we sat around an intriguing presentation about the various battles, victories and tragedies, or ancient Rome, I was fascinated with all the advanced developments and accomplishments that Rome had achieved so early in its development. It wasn’t until we started asking questions in the last few moments of the presentation when it struck my attention that the people of Rome still harbored on the idea of slavery. While the women of Rome were far more privileged that those of other locations, it still seemed that the idea of people of color honoring those same civil liberties was still far at hand. In my opinion, no matter how vast a land or how much wealth a nation can accumulate, it still boils down to how is justice served to those whole live and breathe the same air as us, to truly determined how advanced a civilization is become. It is true that Rome was more developed that most nations at the time, but of course there was much room for improvement. This is an interesting issue that still rests at hand to this very day, and can provide a progression of improvement of civil liberties granted to people of all backgrounds and identities, and can also remind us that we may get carried away with glam and glist, but at the very heart of human interaction is the way we treat those who are different that us.

Snakes: They’re Like People Too!

Walking into a room scattered with slithering snakes is quite daunting at first, until you have one wrapped around your arm and crawling into your sleeve for warmth. While taking a break my Sunday night problem sets, I wandered into Rose Common Room to find snakes ranging from the size of my palm to taller than myself (which is not saying much considering I’m a lofty 5 foot 3 inches tall). I entered the herpetological atmosphere with the perception that snakes were the furthest thing from a human, but instead, I found out I was quite wrong. On top of having gorgeously smooth skin, snakes are friendly, shy, don’t like being touched on their head, and can even sneeze when they get sick. In fact, they can even vomit too, when their stomachs are not settling well – which is even more than what you can say for horses! This experience was quite nicely wrapped up at the end with a live occurrence of a snake vomiting on the student (which in retrospect might not have been quite exciting for the girl holding the snake)!

Starry Morning

Pools of paint on paper plates, and dirty lakes of water lays in a coffee cup.

Artists delicately dip their brushes, and commence their masterpieces

One girl uses cardboard letters to spell out her name.

Another paints a frame,

And her friends does the same.

Everyone seems half awake, and room bustles with soft spoken chit-chat.

A blank canvas stares at me.

It waits to be sketched, erased, and colored, impatiently.

I search through my phone for a potential muse

And I find, to my delight,

My favorite painting, Starry Night.

I pick up my brush

Ready to get my sleeves dirty

I would truly stay here all day

If I didn’t have a problem set due at five thirty.

 

Facebook Stalking – For more than just your high school crush!

Today I learned two secrets to obtaining my dream internship: professional stalking and polite pestering. I’ve heard that normally you shouldn’t reveal that you’ve gone through your crush’s Instagram feed over 20 times, but from an academic perspective this might not be a bad idea. During this discussion, I felt genuinely glad, and somewhat proud, that one skill that I have honed on in since eighth grade can be put into use in an academic setting. However, instead checking what Daniel Brown’s dream car is from some Facebook photos, I should concentrate on what kind of research a professor is doing or what specific projects a company is currently in the midst of developing, so that I can demonstrate my genuine interest in the position as I’m applying. Furthermore, I discovered that following up with an application a couple weeks after an interview (or “double-texting” as we call it in the industry) is not only a great vehicle to demonstrate persistent interest in the position, but also a sly technique to check if you need to send more information to the interviewer! Overall, I’m relieved to say that some of my somewhat embarrassing stalking skills and pestering texting habits will actually come in handy to potentially land me an internship for this summer!

Art of Nothing

In high school, my English class was prompted to write an essay on whether we consider photography an art form or not. At the time, with my art connoisseur nose stuck high in the clouds, I chose not. I didn’t believe that photography was anything more than documentation of something else that was beautiful or intriguing or jaw-dropping – in other words photography was a copy of art, but not art itself. However, while watching Ms. Freyer’s film, as she elaborated on the essence of capturing the small moments of everyday, and exposing the hidden beauty within miscue details of life. Though this film, I was able to see how photographers were able to capture seemingly dull and unappreciated fragments, into not only intricate spectacles of design and composition, but also brazen and controversial narratives of the given time – which by any means would qualify as a praised piece of artwork. If I could, I would show myself this film in high school, but I am very grateful for this eye-opening perspective of photography and its voice.

Wind Symphony

I had not attended a symphony since elementary school, so I was excited to have the opportunity to attend one through Rose scholars. The symphony was more than just musical performance, it was an experience! My favorite piece was called Montuno, which the conductor said would be “especially colorful”. Initially I was confused by his use of the word “colorful” to describe music, but it became clear what he meant when the ensemble started playing. The music was upbeat and exciting, with numerous transitions that kept the listener on their toes. I felt that this piece in particular belonged in a drama or a play due to its ability to evoke exhilarating and suspenseful emotions. By the end of the symphony, I found myself regretting not taking orchestra in middle school.

Neither 100% Good nor 100% Evil

I think that my favorite part of Zootopia, other than the snarky attitude of both protagonists and the various jokes, is that the fact that none of the characters, well at least none of the main ones, are one-dimensional caricatures. Judy, despite being an overall heroic good character, has her faults and prejudices; even though she and Nick had been working together she instantly reaches for her fox spray as soon as he bares his teeth. This sort of wariness around foxes is brought about by her parents and the fact that she had been attacked by one when she was younger, but since she had been working with Nick you would think that she knew that he wasn’t like the ones she had been warned about by her loving but misguided parents. On the flipside, the villain, Bellwether, isn’t just a villain for the sake of being evil; being constantly bullied and nagged by her predator boss definitely played a role in her contempt and framing of the predator minority in Zootopia. Are her actions forgivable? No. But at least her relatable frustration gave her more dimensions than simply, “I was bad all along for absolutely no reason.”  Another interesting thing about Zootopia is how the majority (the prey) transitions from being the oppressed to the oppressors. All in all, this was a fun movie with character development and social commentary hiding just beneath the surface of the goofy character models and the irony of a slow sloth speeding in a fast car.

NASA and Engineers

During movie night, I watched a film called “Hidden Figures” which was mainly about black, female engineers working at NASA and the discrimination they faced. It was an interesting watch overall on how they were treated out NASA and what we didn’t know what was happening at the time. The main focus point I saw in the film was when people’s names weren’t being on the reports that they made. It stood out to me mainly as I never really saw a film or show that actually took something like that seriously. In like other moves or shows it was mainly a small piece of plot where the boss eventually finds out that the person who wrote the report did it. In this movie however, everyone knows she wrote the report but no one really cared. That’s a significant part of a movie and part of it connects to some arguments today. People say that work discrimination is still a thing and people argue that there is none, but this movie brings to light that 50 years ago that there was some discrimination at some of the most respected parts of the government. No matter how the argument is shown today, it can’t be argued that there wasn’t any discrimination in that period of time

The Potential of Immuno-oncology

For me, this table talk had extremely good timing, because I was just about to learn about CAR-T cells and other immunotherapies for cancer treatment in my intro to biomolecular class. Shiv’s introduction really helped me understand the mechanism of how the treatments worked when I encountered it again in class. Despite having heard of the term before, I was just as much in the dark about how this stuff worked as everyone else. s. I’m very impressed  the idea that immunotherapies can be tweaked to treat all sorts of different cancers: from leukimia to lung cancer to glioblastoma and more. Additionally, I’ve been able to see the benefits of this new technology in action; one of our very close family friends had been diagnosed with late stage lung cancer, and had tried a new experimental immunotherapy which improved his health rapidly, although the cancer has unfortunately since relapsed. I look forward to seeing what these new therapies have in store for solving the mystery behind cancer. If CAR-T, or some other immunotherapy, can be expanded to include virtually every type of cancer possible, then I think we’ve found the cure that medicine has been looking for.

Improving Volunteer Impact

Tutoring students throughout these past few weeks has allowed me to develop friendships with a few of the students. Along with this, it has allowed me to see improvement of their skills, enough that some no longer need extensive help with old concepts. I believe the age difference between myself and the students makes it easier to talk with the students and explain information in a way that works for them. While new concepts will be challenging as they come throughout the year, I think it allows volunteers to know that their help is useful when the students can use the help you have given. Also, not all students learn the same way, so sometimes it can take a few different explanations to figure out how to present information in a way that works. For instance, within a multiplication table, I helped a student to identify patterns and tricks to remember the multiplicative factors.
I have noticed that many of the teachers that stay after school to help with the program have unique relationships with almost all of the students. They are very comfortable and talk as if they were friends, rather than only a teacher-student relationship. This is quite different from what I experienced as a younger student but did relate to when I was in high school. At this point, some teachers do become friends with students and develop unique relationships outside of the classroom.
Overall, these first few weeks at BJM have allowed me to become a better volunteer and tutor.

STEM Creations

Today was a Wednesday and I noticed a lot more students doing their homework in the library. Upon talking with some of the students while completing their homework, it turns out that every Wednesday has a craft that has to be completed according to the directions. This was a very unpopular option for the day’s activities. Clearly, these students like to have the option of creativity and to personalize their ideas.
What I take away from this is that their ideas cannot be contained. It is quite clear that they only like to create things from their own minds without being instructed on how to complete a certain craft. I think this can be applied everywhere, as some of the best inventions and creations known to man have been because of experimentation. While the program itself is wonderful, I think the option of experimentation should be allowed throughout the week in combination with a structured project. Then, this would allow for an expansion of the concept and creativity at the same time.

Dramatizing Real Life in Movies

First of all, I really enjoyed the characters; I felt extremely bad when Katherine screamed at the white men for treating her like a subhuman. I spent so much of the movie dreading that some kind of obstacle would be encountered by the trio. I liked the sass, their friendliness, they were generally extremely likable. After Jim Johnson met Katherine, I spent so long dreading some kind of drama in their courtship; luckily that didn’t happen. When I checked the facts behind the movie, I was a little disappointed in the fact that the movie heavily dramatizes the situation of the women, making it seem that they were facing a much larger hill that they really were. Sure, Dorothy Vaughan was definitely recognized as the first black woman supervisor with a extensive knowledge of Fortran, Mary Jackson was one of the first female engineers in NASA. Katherine Johnson was indeed requested by John Glenn to check the launch coordinates. But Katherine didn’t have to run to the colored bathroom in a different building in heels everyday. Mary didn’t have to convince the court to let her take all night classes. Dorothy was a supervisor in real life years before she was promoted in the movie. I know that it’s natural for a movie to want to dramatize; NASA treating their black female employees just the same as everyone else doesn’t have the same impact. But I dislike the fact that they changed it so drastically. Going from that point, Al Harrison not being real, being the savior of Katherine, giving her permission to attend important meetings and expand beyond her role as a lowly computer, was a bit odd . Do these women need a older white man to give them what rights they need? Why did the movie have to make him up? I enjoyed Harrison while watching, but in hindsight, something about the fact that the writers made him up bothers me somehow. Perhaps I would have enjoyed this movie more if it was a documentary and not a drama, or if it had been completely fictional.

Spelling Contest

Today was the day of the spelling contest, After completing a very large packet of math amongst all of the fourth graders, we decided that we would try you spell each other‘s names as a way to get to know each other. Then we decided to increase the level of difficulty and learn to spell countries, animals and the hardest words I could think of.
This proved to be helpful, as the students have started their ABC projects this week. Each week, they write a report on a country with a corresponding letter. We then began to practice spelling countries around the world, and it turned into a contest between ten students and I.
I was quite impressed at the spelling level of these students, as many of the words on their lists have complicated spellings that I do not remember attempting at their age. In addition, they were equally amused trying to think of challenging words for me to spell.

Asking for Help

Today was another math day. I found myself at a table with six fourth grade girls who all seemed to be in the same friend group. They were collectively working on two pages of math homework but were all stuck on how to begin. They seemed embarrassed to ask for help, which made me think that collectively they would not ask for help at all. I was quite unsure as to why they would not, but it was very entertaining to watch them sort out who would be the student to ask me for assistance. I believe they thought I was a teacher, but a teacher they were not comfortable with yet who worked the after-school program.
What was most interesting was that they immediately felt comfortable to ask,, after discovering that they needed help, even after deciding who should be the one to ask. For someone that young, it is an incredibly useful tool to have as a student, especially because it is important as they become older students, and can be used all throughout life.
After reviewing the decimal system, the students had finished all their work and began to play “HedBanz”, which was very entertaining to watch because they describe objects differently as a child than an adult would.

“You’re Old”

Today at BJM was a slower day. Many of the students had already finished their work in the first session, so only a few were left during “Second-Option”. What I noticed about these students is that they manage their time well. Most students use the first hour of the program to complete all of their homework while help is readily available. Then, if time permits, they do their nightly reading assignment, and there are numerous books to choose from, as the study location is in the library.
Upon finishing their homework, one student picked up one of the “Diary of a Wimpy Kid” books and was deeply invested in its pages. When I saw this, I told him that I had read those books when I was around his age, which lead him to look at me with a blank stare. He then opened the book to the front pages to look at the publication date, to which at his surprise, was the year he was born.
To me, this showed that there was a large gap between myself and these students. These students talked about video games and current social media events that did not even exist when I was their age. It is quite interesting to see the difference in hobbies and current events as seen through a much younger set of eyes.

An A+ Program

This Thursday, I had the pleasure of tutoring fourth and fifth graders at Beverly J. Martin Elementary School. I assisted with their math and english homework, as well as talked with a few of the students about their books.
What I took away most from this session was that the students are very fortunate to have teachers and volunteers to run an after-school program like this one. This program is two hours long and each student has the opportunity to choose two hour-long activities ranging from a STEM activity, art project, homework help or extra gym class. After leaving the program, these students can go home with their homework completed and doing additional extracurricular activities to their liking.
Compared to when I was in elementary school, programs like this were not around, and we could either go home or stay in the “after-care” program run by the local YMCA. Overall, these students are very fortunate to have an after-school program with so many options to spend their time after school.

One of the Good Ones

One of my all-time favorite Disney movies is Mulan due to its portrayal of a fierce, tenacious female character. I am an ardent fan of Mulan for its resonating message that teaches young girls that they have the same competence and skill levels as males (and can even exceed those of males). After watching Zootopia for a second time, I realized that I have a fondness for this movie, for many of the same reasons that I am an admirer of the movie, Mulan. Judy Hopps, in many aspects, resembles Mulan, as she does not let her outer presence deter her from accomplishing her goals. Like Mulan, Zootopia teaches young minds (as well as adults!) that they can supersede any expectations society has predisposed upon them. As the title of this blog post goes, I claim that Zootopia is “One of the Good Ones” in that its deviates away from some of the more classic Disney princess movies where the female characters are usually “saved” by the male characters. Instead, Zootopia has a very influential and empowering message, embedded along with its humorous content, and, like Mulan, is definitely worth watching!

Removing Limits

I am a very focused and careful person. I like to take my time to ponder outcomes and develop strategies before I make a decision. At times I wonder if my precision slows me down and limits me.

At this eye-opening talk with inspiring professor Filiz Garip I learned about a novel and more exciting way to approach the world: with a free and unbounded mind and a welcoming heart. I had never considered pursuing projects and endeavors that were unrelated to my major or nonlinear with my initial plans. Instead of giving in to spontaneous peeks of curiosities, I usually try to refocus my mind.

However, I would like to work on exciting projects and be a little spontaneous. I want to freely flow with the world that surrounds me and learn about other realms of knowledge and gain more interesting and diverse experiences. I am inspired by Professor Garip’s free and open outlook on the world and the joy she expresses when she speaks about her career. Her stories about the endeavors she has pursued that she had not planned to pursue were very eye-opening.

Professor Garip also explained that when pursuing research, a student does not need to fully understand the subject he or she would like to research before starting. I had assumed otherwise and struggled to decide when to start pursuing research and how to start. After Professor Garip’s talk, I realized I could start doing research at Cornell any time I wanted. I was not truly bounded by any obstacles. Instead, I had been waiting to learn enough about a subject before deciding to start. Luckily, Professor Garip knew a professor conducting research in the field of computer science. I emailed him and set up a meeting a couple hours after the talk. In other words, Professor Filiz Garip and her outlook on the world were that inspiring.

Determination

As shown very simply in Zootopia there are always people who try to hold you back and doubt you. The only people who can overcome those challenges are the ones who believe in their own abilities no matter what everyone else says. Such attitude and determination will sooner or later provide the individual with the opportunity he/she was looking for. Getting to this stage is the hard part, the rest is just taking full advantage of the situation. The short phrase that probably everyone keeps hearing is to never give up. Even though it may be exhausting to constantly hear those words, it is often true.

Reminder

The movie, The Pianist, is based on an autobiographical book by a Polish-Jewish pianist/composer. This movie describes the tragic life of an individual who survived the Holocaust. The things he had to go through reminded me of the horrible events that took place during the early/middle years of the 20th century. Furthermore, i believe being shown such things will constantly keep the humanity in check so that no such hatred and confrontation even happens on such a large scale. Unfortunately, there won’t be a time when everyone can peacefully coexist but still people should try to get as close to that as possible.

A Different Perspective

The movie, Hidden Figures, offers a very different view, about a certain number of things, from what you would expect. Usually, study of science is thought to be largely a male dominated profession even though there is a growing number of females who are interested in this field. However, this movie focuses on a female mathematician who works for NASA and played a key role in carrying out their missions. More specifically, she calculated flight trajectories for a variety of projects. I assume the title of the movie is supposed to emphasize the fact that there are people who are very important for the success of the organization but stay behind the scenes and are left unknown to the public.

Gourdgeous Nightlights


This event was one of my favorite events of the semester! Using a gourd for a nightlight sounds like a really strange concept, but I found out that because of their hard shells, many artists enjoy carving and drilling out designs. I was at first a bit hesitant about using the drills and messing up the design I had carefully drawn out, but after some time, I got used to them and was able to easily switch between the different sizes used for different hole sizes. Under the guidance of Graham Ottoson, all of us newbies were able to have a lot of fun and learn a new skill. I really enjoyed hearing about Graham’s love for her craft and received some great inspiration from the past designs she bought in. I ended up with a sun at the top of my gourd, and dandelions made of many different sized holes on the bottom. This event helped to take my mind away from the prelim earlier in the day and all the stressors I had and allowed me to mindlessly enjoy drilling holes. I know some of my friends were unable to attend to this event due to their own prelims; I would love to see this event come back next year so everyone gets a try.

Taking Care of Earth

The vast majority of people who have seen Wall-E will agree with me that it is an amazing film. I hadn’t thought about what other goals could the film have besides providing kids and even adults with entertainment but now that i think about it, i realize that its key idea was to send a message to the people about taking care of our planet. If people continue completely ignoring the current environmental threats, one day, Earth could actually look very similar to the way it is shown in the film. Even though that would not happen in the near future, taking notice of the current issues would still be very beneficial to us and the nature.

Healthy Relationships

I’ve never been in a relationship. Clarification: a romantic relationship. With this in mind, I figured it might be a good idea to attend a talk on healthy relationships as a form of risk management.

Did you know nearly half of the women killed are killed by romantic partners or that many unhealthy relationships start as completely innocent and happy ones? I certainly did not until I had dinner with house fellow Laura Weiss.

This casual conversation with several other peers revealed the dark truth about domestic violence and helped me understand the signs and side of effects of both healthy and unhealthy relationships. I enjoyed learning about other students’ relationships as well. I could relate to the desire to believe that a relationship is perfectly healthy when subtle signs imply the relationship is not. Although I have not been in any romantic relationships, I have been in other relationships with peers and friends.

It was eye-opening to analyze the influence that popular culture and certain films have on my perception on what a healthy relationship is. Oftentimes in films, men pursue women stubbornly; a man rarely gives up on pursuing a woman until she has agreed to go out with him. Many films portray this form of pursuing as romantic. However, in reality, if a man asks a woman out, and she declines it is respectable for the man to stop asking her to go out. If the man continues to pursue the woman, he is a stalker. While this concept may seem obvious, it was not clear to me that the opposite of this message is commonly portrayed by popular culture that I interact with every day. This conversation with Laura revealed this idea and helped me avoid being influenced by these backward messages.

Nightmare Before Christmas

I enjoyed watching the animated musical probably because its title depicts the situation of a lot of college students during this time of the year. I, personally, had five finals over the span of five days and finally closed out the semester yesterday. I had completely forgotten about Christmas until i could sit back and relax for a while without worrying that i had to study for hours in order to survive the final week. I guess the fact that the characters initially had forgotten/couldn’t grasp the idea of Christmas but in the end celebrated is similar to my position right now since i get to go back home and enjoy the holidays after a very long time.

Inspiration Comes From the Most Unlikely of Sources

I love sculpture, so when I signed up for this event, I didn’t know what to expect except for one thing for sure: I would definitely have fun. As I slapped, threw, and molded my block of clay into a perfect(?) blob, I wondered what kind of mug I should make. There were so many possibilities…should I make a cup? Or should it be more geometric? Oh wow that’s a heart…should I try to make something more complicated?? After much deliberation, I settled on making a whale shaped mug.

As I started shaping the base, I realized the shape began to resemble something else. In my attempts to create a whale body, the shape had instead turned out to be more like a…toilet paper roll? I was at a loss of what to do, but it was too late to try to reshape it again. Instead, I decided to keep my toilet paper roll shaped mound of clay and was inspired to create a tree trunk, albeit a very short and small tree trunk. While my mug didn’t exactly end up like how I envisioned it (or even look like much a mug at all), I’m proud of my creation. The resemblance is still somewhat there in my eyes, but it was fun to throw around clay for a while and forget about school for those two hours.

Awesome combination of animation, animals, and important life lessons

I recently watched Zootopia at the last Friday Films and really enjoyed it!  I had never seen the movie before and it was so much better than I was expecting.  I appreciated that it covered so many important topics under the premise of a kids’ movie about an animal world.  So many kids’ movies are very black and white, with one person being the terrible awful villain, and another person being the super great protagonist.  Real people (and in this movie, animals) are so much more complex than that.  It was interesting to see the progression of Officer Hopps and Nick working to find out who was behind the predators’ return to “savagery.”  I also loved the message the movie promoted that anybody can become anything.  Both Officer Hopps and Nick faced prejudice because of their species, but she was able to become a successful police officer and he was able to show the world that not all foxes are liars and cheats.  They both worked hard to solve the case and save Zootopia, and they were duly rewarded, regardless of the stereotypes about their species.

Be Your Own Best Advocate

I had the opportunity to attend the Rose Cafe with Mary Opperman, Vice President of Human Resources at Cornell University, to learn more about supervisors’ pet peeves and how to avoid them. Initially, many of the tips Mary shared seemed to be obvious to me already, almost like common sense. One, for an example, was to figure out how your boss wants to give and receive information. An intern should always ask for clarity, parameters, and provide choices for the method of delivery (e-mail or physical deliverable) or level of information (main takeaways or detailed materials). Another was to avoid delegating work back by clearing up objectives up front and micro-checking with quick updates throughout the progression of an object.

Reflecting on my experiences, I realize how I could have improved my internships by putting these tips to use right from the start. I think I can speak for most students introduced to the corporate environment for the first time that we all share a lack of confidence at the start of an internship. I was afraid of messing up this opportunity and would go out of my way to not bother my supervisor with more work, even if I wasn’t sure how to finish a project. While doing this meant I ended up learning how to code in basic VBA in 2 hours, I could have been clear up front about what I could not do and worked on more priority projects. Even though it’ll be hard to overcome those first feelings of uncertainty and nervousness, asking questions and being proactive will allow a better learning experience.

I’m also thankful for the advice Mary provided about negotiating pay. This was an obstacle I recently faced, and had no clue how to handle at the time. The best way to approach the situation is to tiptoe carefully around the topic, come prepared with research on other work environments, and act respectfully but firm. Ask yourself about what new responsibilities you’re facing, and if you’re being compensated fairly. Furthermore, I found that in large companies, you may be able to ask for a confidential equity review. The overall takeaway linked back to understanding your own priorities, because nobody advocates for you better than you do. I’m looking forward to my own professional growth in the future and being able to apply these tips.

CU Wind Symphony

Before Thanksgiving, I attended the CU wind symphony performance featuring the US air force band. Prior to this event, I had never attended a performance by the CU wind symphony, so it was nice to attend one for the first time. It was also interesting to learn more about the US Air Force Band, as well as the songs that the CU wind symphony played. I look forward to attending another performance again next semester.

Wrapping Up Volunteering for the Semester

When I volunteered in the art room this time we worked on a lot of calming, repetitive art projects like hand-knitting with yarn and weaving cut strips of paper together. One of the students in particular was very invested in his weaving and seemed very focused on what he was doing. The teachers told me that some of their most energetic students can really benefit from these tasks because they give them something to put their energy towards, rather than being disruptive. Although I still haven’t decided on a New Year’s Resolution (and probably my resolution will actually be a bunch of different goals), I think that introducing more activities like this into my day-to-day life would be stress-relieving. During the summer I like buying thread and working on friendship bracelets, but the projects could be even more short-term and easy so that the activity is solely about the act of making rather than the end-product.

Volunteering has been a wonderful experience so far and I’ve learned that a lot of the techniques used when teaching children are positive behaviors which we could all apply to our own lives, such as expressing our feelings clearly, the importance of positivity, and the need for down-time. I can’t wait to volunteer more next semester!

Final Day In The Maker’s Place

Today was my last day of the semester in The Maker’s Place. Over the course of the semester I feel like The Maker’s Place was a little escape from the heavy environment at Cornell. Being around the kids and helping them out with their projects has made me more comfortable with my decision of becoming an elementary teacher. I felt that since this was my first time being an observer that it was nice that I didn’t have many responsibilities, but there were moments throughout the semester that I wanted to challenge myself and make lesson plans. I feel like my experience at Beverly J Martin Elementary has prepared me for my fieldwork next semester. One skill I feel that I’ve learned through being a volunteer that I didn’t have before was being able to talk to kids. I’m not use to being around young children, and I haven’t had experience with kids since I was in junior in high school. I’m looking forward to coming back next semester and seeing some familiar faces and learning more from the kids!

ILR in Action

I was so excited for this rose cafe. I am in the ILR School and I swear we talk about labor and law and labor law a lot. But in my classes it is normally just theories, definitions, and concepts. It was awesome seeing these theories, definitions, and concepts applied to a real life, current situation: Colin Kaepernick’s kneeling during the national anthem at a football game in protest of police brutality against blacks. I learned a lot about labor law during this discussion but also Professor Angela Cornell brought to our attention many important ideas and concepts. For instance, one idea that really stuck with me was that legality and morality do not always align. We are always taught to abide by the law but sometimes the law is not just and abiding by that law conflicts with what is morally correct. There will be instances when one can feel morally obligated to take a stance against something even though doing so, regardless of if it is done peacefully or not, is illegal. The most interesting part to me was the discussion on the allegations of collusion. There is a strong possibility that many people in the NFL are colluding to exclude Colin Kaepernick from the NFL. The arbitrator ruled that there is enough evidence of collusion to have a full blown hearing. In the end I think that, regardless of the backlash, Colin Kaepernick’s actions were a good, respectful way of starting a very difficult conversation on occurrences of racial injustice in America. It was additionally impressive how long this topic stayed in the media. It was smart of Kaepernick to kneel in such a public setting because his protest would probably not have been as effective if it had not happened on game days when people who would normally not care were watching.

Well I Hope You All Voted

I am fully aware that this blog post is a month late however I wanted to take a more reflective stance on the midterm elections. I had originally tried to write this post after the rose cafe and then during the midterm elections but I just couldn’t come up with the right words to say what I was thinking. I wanted to attend this rose cafe in the first place because I wanted to take that time to catch up on politics for the midterm election. Last year I was very good with keeping up with what was going on politically in my state (Michigan) and in the nation. I had even volunteered at a polling booth for the primaries in August. Before this semester started I told myself that I was going to continue to stay up-to-date on everything, especially on the midterm elections…but then the semester started. When I saw this rose cafe I was very excited but then I realized I had not been keeping up with who was running for what in my state. I realized I knew nothing about what was going on leading up to the midterm elections. I was registered to vote already but I was absolutely clueless about who to vote for. When we went into the cafe and Glen Altschuler started asking questions about who had been keeping up I was so embarrassed by my lack of knowledge. But he did mention that Americans tend to be stunningly ignorant about politics and I must say I have never felt so American than in that moment. But honestly majority of the conversations I had heard prior to this rose cafe were literally people saying “GO VOTE!” or “REGISTER TO VOTE!”. I really didn’t hear many conversations about the candidates in each state. It wasn’t until the Rose Cafe with Glen Altschuler that I was aware of the different candidates and about what was going on in the political arena.

I really liked how Glen Altschuler talked about the midterms elections. He was very well informed about all the different candidates and the political races in each state. It was very interesting because he mentioned that in his opinion we haven’t had such party polarization in America since the Civil War. Ironically, both Republicans and Democrats claim that the other side is a threat to the security of the United States. But what really stuck with me from his talks was his advice at the very end on what he thinks should be changed. Glen Altschuler’s advice was to reduce the importance of the primary elections and to get rid of gerrymandering. Honestly, I completely agree with his advice. I think that the primaries are unnecessary and gerrymandering in conjunction with the primaries manipulates results. I am definitely going to be taking time this break to catch up on what has been going on in politics and I am looking forward to it. Keeping up with politics is very important since many of the decisions made now will impact us in the future. It is important that we young people become more active in politics because the decisions made to today will impact us in the future in a time when the people currently in power who made those decisions might very well be dead and gone. We will be left to deal with the consequences of a decision that we may not have agreed with in the first place. Thus the most important piece of advice that Glen Altschuler left us with that day was his concluding statement: “This is your country, own it”. Wise words from a wise man.    

My Gourd I Loved This Event

I was not sure what I was getting myself into when I signed up for this Rose Activity. Some of my friends had signed up to do it so I thought it would be fun to sign up as well. For some odd reason I  thought we were going to be making a string of lights not a night light. But, I am so glad that I signed up for this event. My night light is on display in my room and I have it on constantly. It’s so pretty and so nice to look at. Surprisingly it was also very fun to make and the process was quite therapeutic. It was nice to take a break from studying and to take time to be creative. It was fun doing it with friends too and seeing what everyone designed. I had so much fun with this event and I would love to do it again!

Empowering Females in the Workplace

Through watching the film Zootopia, I kept thinking about how realistic what the main character Bunny Hops must go through in order to be a police officer because, in many job positions, it can be extremely challenging for women to make their impact in traditionally male-dominated fields, and making their mark can require more effort. However, even though coming to their realization is stressful, knowing that there are many people that are willing to support and encourage me is motivating me that I can make a difference even in STEM roles where there isn’t as much female representation. The discussion of preventing stereotypes with bunnies in the film is very relevant with HR rules of what can can’t be said about women in professional working environments. However, that being said, given that in the end Bunny Hops proves herself as just as capable- this resonated with me because it shows that in some regards while minorities may have to work even harder at disbanding stereotypes, once they do, they will be respected and treated equally hereafter. In a biological reference, women and other minority groups need that “activation energy” to get across the roadblocks at first doubting their capabilities in order to create an environment that fosters support and success for them during their professional careers. On a societal lens, I think that there needs to more even more education and support for women in these fields, so they don’t have to be overburdened by the amount of “Activation Energy” they would need to get across the hurdles of stereotypes that have been ingrained our society for too long. On a brighter note, many companies have been achieving this with regard to diversity initiatives and programs, however, there is still a long way to ago until true equality is completely fostered in working environments.

Good Advice

I really enjoyed the Rose Cafe with Mary Opperman even though I already knew some of the tips she gave us. I haven’t really had a serious job and when I do get one I am afraid that I will do something wrong or do something that annoys my supervisors without even realizing it. I know some things that drive superiors crazy can be just common sense things of what not to do like don’t be late for work and don’t miss deadlines. But there are some things are not so obvious. Some of the things that Ms. Opperman mentioned that I thought were really important included saying something if you don’t understand an assignment you were given, figuring out how your boss wants to receive information and how they give information, and taking accountability for your mistakes. Before this cafe I had never realized that how your boss wants to receive information is very important. Giving and receiving information is an aspect of communication and if it is not clear how to give information to your boss it is likely that miscommunications will occur. As someone who struggles sometimes with communication I found this reminder very useful. She also gave great advice on how to approach touchy subjects like having your compensation reviewed. In addition to advice on how not to annoy your supervisor, Ms. Opperman gave us good general work advice. She reminded us that nobody advocates for you better than you do and to not stay in a job where you are not learning anything and/or where you are being taken advantage of. I am always being told these last to bits of advice but it is always good to hear it again. I can definitely say that these are all tips that I will probably use in the future.

How not to become a teacher

“Doctor, lawyer, engineer, nurse, or disappointment.”

In my Haitian household, these are the main career paths a child can take. My parents watched their firstborn, their only daughter, reject all of these sensible traditional options and instead switch career aspirations every few weeks. I wanted to be a fashion designer for a few years when I was really little, then I wanted to be a novelist, or a journalist, or a traveling physician for Doctors Without Borders, or maybe a nun, or a member of the Coast Guard (keep in mind I only learned how to swim last year), or a restaurant owner, or a personal shopper, or maybe a photographer, or the Prime Minister of Haiti, or perhaps an interior designer. I was all over the place for most of my childhood and youth.

After years of indecision, I finally settled on being a teacher. I am passionate about education and education reform. My parents were less than thrilled at this because they are equally passionate about me not starving. Finally, however, we reached a compromise when it came time for me to go off to university: they would support my dreams of teaching if I promised to go to law school to secure some upward mobility. I know that I eventually want to work in education administration and policy, so a doctorate would certainly be a good thing to have, but now I’m not so sure if I want to go into grad school right after four years of The Struggle here. We’ll see. I enjoyed the seminar because it helped me realize that education and a career don’t have to be linear. My parents’ concern for my financial security and overall well-being will always affect their counsel, but at the end of the day I will graduate with an Ivy League degree. I am significantly less likely to suffer simply because of the street cred of the Ivy League. What happens after that is entirely up to me, and I’m excited about it.

a night of games

That night was game night

many many games were in sight

however, we chose to play scrabble

darn, that game is a hassle

I was playing, but I was wishing I was far away

maybe in a castle, maybe somewhere astray

im really not a poet

so I will stop here

thank you for reading my terrible attempt

I hope you are content.

 

 

Anyways, game night was a nice get away. I met a few rose scholars and we played a game of scrabble. It was my first time playing that (even thought its such a popular game I know). Hopefully, Ill be able to set more time aside on a weekly basis to just relax and play games with my friends and peers. It was something new that I enjoyed!

 

 

Scrabble Should include AAVE

So, if you know me you know homie loves a good card game. So when Game Night was brought up I was ready, but there were no card games and I was forced to play scrabble. Scrabble is a weird game, honestly who was like you know whats fun, words. Anyways despite this bland casserole of a game I was ready to win. I was playing against Hameedah, my favorite frienemy and I was destined to win. But alasI forgot that I cannot spell and that most of the words I use are AAVE. Then this brought me to the realization that this game should have a AAVE version. Because in this day and age everyone speaks AAVE (despite the fact that they shouldn’t considering it was created for black people), I know that this version would revitalize the Scrabble industry. AAVE Scrabble would hit. But that will never get made because companies never think of their black consumers. Also I just know the commercials and billboards for this would be beyond racist.

Relived Childhoooddd

I saw the movie zootopia for the very first time in a very very long time. Many of the main motifs of this film parallel things I face in my own life. Like Judy, the rabbit police, I have had to overcome many obstacles and have been looked down upon on the basis of my physical characteristics. As a black girl, growing up I was always told I couldn’t do this or that. Regardless, I remained ambitious and sought out to do anything I put my heart to. This movie was very charming and reinforced the importance of kindness, teamwork, and grit. Never settle for less, and always reach for the stars!!! This movie was great and it made my heart swell, it reminded me of when I was younger, it was also very comedic. Judy, throughout the movie, was working her way up and ultimately cracked the ‘glass-ceiling’. She went beyond her limits and proved that she is a strong minded woman!