I really enjoyed episode 2 of the Queen’s gambit because Beth is taking an active role in her life and working towards achieving what she wants. One of my favorite characteristics of Beth is her confidence in her skills and intelligence.  During the tournament, she does not let other people and their reputations intimidate her. Hence, it was really heartbreaking when Beth resorts to pills so that she can win her final tournament. It felt like all the work and effort she spent to enter this match was undermined. At the end of the episode, Beth is obviously happy and satisfied that she won, but I definitely think resorting to the pills ultimately diminishes her win and other wins henceforth.