Rampant Misogyny and the Avoidance of Accountability

To watch the recent debate was both painful and a reinforcement of the raging misogyny rampant and ubiquitous in society today.  Not only is Donald Trump wildly unqualified to be a Presidential candidate, he also acts inappropriately on stage time and time again, which is not a quality that someone who leads should have.

Trump repeatedly interrupts, yells, and the substantive content of his speech is always extremely misogynistic. The fact that he brought up Bill Clinton’s actions to smear Hillary Clinton’s name on national television was ridiculous. Especially given the fact that he was in the process of being held accountable for his “locker room talk.” How is she conflated with the actions her husband takes as an individual? Marriage to another person does not automatically mean that you are directly responsible for that person’s actions.

Another point about Trump’s response is the fact that he dismissed the language on tape as “locker room talk.” Even if we can all concede (hypothetically) that it was just locker room talk, that he was exaggerating his actions in a private setting, his speech is still offensive and has real, material implications. Bragging about sexual assault serves to uphold toxic ideas.  Nonchalant and casual mention of sexual assault in a dismissive, even in a private setting, is destructive, unhelpful, and reinforces a culture that allows sexual assault to happen.

Hand to God: Dark Comedy and a Possessed Puppet

This past Sunday afternoon, I went to see Hand to God at the Kitchen Theatre. This play was not at all what I expected. It involved puppets, religion, a puppet club at a church, adult actors playing young children, and a lot of dark jokes about morality.

I really enjoyed the set of of the Kitchen Theatre, which is an intimate stage that nearly involved the audience. It was a small space with seats close to the center of the room. It was as if we were literally sitting on stage with the actors. I have seen some shows on Broadway and I sat very far away so the nuances of the performances get lost in the distance. In the Kitchen Theatre, it was as if I were immersed in the story, and the actors were interacting with us. It was especially potent in this particular play where the fourth wall was broken a few times and the entirety of the performance only involves a few characters.

The story was about how at times, repressing emotions can lead to disastrous outcomes. A “possessed” puppet takes hold of a child and creates a long string of messy situations for him and his mother. This puppet claims to be satan and embraces sin. However, it seems that this “puppet” and its existence serve to show the destructive nature of the people that surround us.

 

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I have been fascinated by physics since the middle of high school. When I applied to Cornell, I looked into its physics labs and found a place in which I wanted to work, the Cornell High Energy Synchrotron Source (CHESS). The funny thing is that when I got here as a Freshman, I decided on being a Computer Science major and never worked in the CHESS lab. A couple years later I visited the lab I thought I wanted to work at for the first time. While I love the physics behind how the particle accelerator works, I was not as excited as I thought I might be while on the tour. I guess I just did not see the use of colliding electrons. Sure they find elementary particles, but why is it important? My high school self would start screaming about discovering how the world works, but I guess I’ve changed since then. These experiments are done to test a theory that seems inconsequential to me. Obviously the theory is why everything exists, but I feel like there are better things I personally can be doing with my time than proving or disproving an arcane theory. That being said, plenty of other research in biology and materials science goes on that is more practical. I don’t even necessarily think that practical is better; I am just not inspired as I once was with particle physics. Lucky I found Computer Science I suppose.

That’s Bad Too?!

Andy Zepp came to talk about natural land in the Finger Lakes. One aspect of his lecture that made me think about something I hadn’t before was how something as seemingly benign as a hiking trail can actually be fairly intrusive to an ecosystem. One might expect an environmentalist to support more hiking trails, so that people can enjoy the beautiful world around them, but little would they know that these trails and people stomping on the ground, making noise, displace wildlife and affect their habitats. While gross acts of ecological negligence, such as one he showed where the top of a beautiful, arborous, mountain was decimated to make way for fracking frackers, are the usual targets for people who like to live on Earth, less obviously detrimental acts can still have significant impacts on our world.

Particle Accelerator!

Last week I visited CHESS: Cornell High Energy Synchrotron Source. A woman who works there named Laura and GRF David gave us a tour of the operation. The synchrotron is basically a half mile long oval track that carries particles. I was fascinated to learn how the synchrotron works. The aim is to accelerate subatomic particles: specifically electrons and positrons, which are basically positive, antimatter versions of electrons. The synchrotron does this by sending the particles through a large potential difference (voltage drop) to accelerate them up to nearly the speed of light in a fraction of a second. The particles start by whizzing around the synchrotron’s inner ring, and are then transferred into the outer storage ring, CESR. The particles are kept up to speed by going through further potential differences around the track. Their path is curved by magnets to stay in the track, and every few meters they are focused by other magnetic apparatuses.

The synchrotron was initially used to study collisions between matter electrons and antimatter positrons, by accelerating them in opposite directions around the track and then colliding them in a special chamber, where the emitted radiation and particles could be quantitatively and qualitatively measured. This chamber is now being dismantled, as the physicists have determined everything they can about the collisions. Presently, the accelerated particles are being used to produce X-rays which are useful in experiments. Shooting specimens with these X-rays and looking at the resulting diffraction pattern is a way to determine the mechanical properties of the specimens on an atomic scale. I was fascinated by the differing applications. Everyone was there: from the air force testing metal alloys for planes to biological researchers looking at the structure of proteins. I’m interested to see what new advances come out of CHESS in the future!

A Taste of Ithaca

For my last rose scholar event, I went to the farmer’s market, as it was one of the first things I did when coming to campus last semester. The farmer’s market showcases the eclectic nature of Ithaca and gives small business owners a platform to sell their goods. I love going to the farmer’s market and seeing all the new products the vendors have to sell. Additionally, something about being on the water, with musicians playing in the background, and the rustic feel of the market place, makes the farmer’s market one of the most relaxing places I’ve been in Ithaca.

My favorite part of the farmer’s market has to be all the hot food that’s available. It’s incredibly hard to decide where to eat! I also love looking around the jewelry shops and seeing how the vendors make their product. The passion that the vendors have towards their work really is admirable. The honey vendor knows everything about bees and the honey process, and the soap makers will tell you the exact scent that’ll make you feel relaxed. In addition to the atmosphere, another one of my favorite parts about the farmer’s market is talking to the vendors. Whether its about Ithaca, their products, school, or life, they always have a unique input. The farmer’s market is a facet of Ithaca that really embodies a lot of character, and I plan to return many more times in the future!

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Every time I venture down to Schwartz to see a play I am always amazed. I leave the venue feeling like I experienced something that I will never get to fully appreciate in that time and space ever again. This play left a different after taste in my mouth. I was looking forward to seeing it because it was so heavily advertised and a friend of mine had a substantial role in the play, so I was looking forward to seeing all of his hard work pay off. The woman who played the wife in the play did such a great job that afterwards when all the actors were outside I was afraid to talk to her because she did such a good job embodying her character that in real life I thought she was the same mentally ill and lost woman. When in actuality she was very sweet and easy to talk to. My favorite actor would have to be the young woman who played Hattie, Jim’s sister. Hattie was played by a freshmen that I have known since the summer. She went to a performing arts high school in New York City, but I did not know she would knock my socks off. She did such an amazing job acting that the audience could feel her carrying the heavy burden of her character. I remember telling her the next day what great of a job she did and how she definitely stole the show. So I asked her how long they had been rehearsing for the play. I assumed that they started preparing for the shows since last semester, but she told me that they only started rehearsing in March. I was shocked that in such a short amount of time they could pull off  such a well done show!

More Than Maintenance

     The speaker at the last Rose Café was Andy Zepp and the topic, the Finger Lakes Land maintenance and Trust. I learned that there is a lot to consider when managing these lands, and a lot more work that FLL staff do than simple “maintenance” implies. Apparently staff have to consider both public access and sentiment when deciding how to regulate land access, one of several jobs I hadn’t considered that FLL and Cornell Plantation staff have. Other such jobs included their responsibilities to both the land and people as well as fundraising. I left with a better understanding of Ithaca’s conservation efforts, and realized that Ithaca is not an anomaly as I once thought. Coming from the city, being environmentally friendly is sometimes presented as an option, a hobby, or impressive, so seeing compost bins daily and such beautiful landscape, I thought Ithaca was “special”, but what I learned is that it’s not. Instead why newcomers may have that perception is because locals are so invested in the well-being of their land, and they show it. I think Ithaca is a great place to build a desire to care for the community, land and people, as well as to get the resources to do so knowledgeably.

Money Well Spent

My friend Deborah, from Massachusetts, came to visit the weekend of this trip. I’d been to the market before, however, this was the first time with company I knew. We did a lot of browsing, I imagine given the vending prices, most college students do. I do want to confirm, however, that there are cost-friendly ways to enjoy the Farmer’s Market, especially when you can split costs with a friend. Both of us bought from the Cuban vendor and shared cotton candy, so that we could buy more later. Deborah bought a necklace and donuts for us both, and so I can say definitively that coming with a friend is a better experience than being solo. Especially since a few hours, moreover, a weekend of uninterrupted of quality time is not usual here or otherwise, so it was appreciated. I’m looking forward to trying the market’s maple cookies and grabbing some food from the Ethiopian food vendor in my next three years, as well as getting a job so I can leave with some snacks for home. After leaving, I was well-fed, a little more broke, but I also had a good roll of photos, some of my best. I’ve shared three below:

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Although urban areas offer a lot of things to do, my friend and I both agreed that our markets—maybe—don’t compare to the one here. Boston markets are great, in fact, they host my favorite donut place and are in the middle of some of my favorite squares, but they don’t necessarily offer the diversity in crafts that this one does. A bit different from other markets I’m used to, Ithaca Market isn’t crowded with other shops or some hole in the “hustle and bustle” of the city. It’s a nice place to get away from college life, which I really needed to do, and to spend money well and healthily. So five star grapes out of five star grapes.

Rape as a Culture?

The issue of rape culture has become increasingly prominent on college campuses. Kate Harding conducted a dinner conversation on this topic and addressed multiple facets of the topic such as what constitutes consent. Rape has become far too common in today’s society and the language that surrounds the issue is considered to be rape culture. In media, rape can often be portrayed as a joke or a way for males to assert dominance over females. Somehow in some way, people have started to think that rape is ok. As a woman, I have always been told to never walk home alone, and never wear clothing that is too revealing. The pattern of these statements is that females are often told to avoid making themselves a victim of rape while the pattern should be that people should simply know not to rape.

Harding touched on this subject as well as other things I had not known before. We spoke of the “red zone” which is the first couple weeks of the semester where students, particularly freshmen, are starting to go out to parties for the first time and test their limits with alcohol. During this time period, students are the most vulnerable to rape.

I think it’s incredibly saddening that I have to sometimes worry about rape or be aware of things like the “red zone.” So far the campus has had many great rape prevention programs such as sexual assault awareness week, but a real change can only occur once there is a change in the culture.

A Time to Reflect and Project

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I’ve been to the Ithaca Farmers Market before but this time, it felt different. Surrounded by two of my closest friends, it started to dawn on me. This was one of the last moments I would have with them for quite some time. Sprinkled across the country for the summer and spread around the world in the throughout  the next academic year, we will only be together again the Fall of our senior year.

While we took the time to reflect on the year, as well as project how years to come will be, we spent the majority of time in the present – enjoying the winds breeze and rays of sun. As we walked past vendors and enjoyed our (food you could buy), I couldn’t help but think about how this year was been one of the most trying – emotionally and physically – that I’ve probably ever had. And it really was the kindness, grace and laughter of my friends that provided me the space to feel awkward, joyous, sad, and comfortable with the young woman I felt myself becoming.

Oddly enough, Ithaca had become my home and has played a large role in my personal development. I never imagined that a place that seemed so “small town”  would grow on me. But as I talked with farmers and heard their stories, they felt like my people. But I can’t even fathom the amount of new people I will be meeting this summer and in abroad in Europe this coming fall. If they are anything like the people I’ve encountered in my two years at Cornell, I should be good.

If the world has taught me one thing, its: to stop asking why me, and begin accepting my life as the divine, complex and beautiful exception that it is.

Cambodian Perspective

Last week’s Rose Cafe featured Professor Andrew Mertha from the Government department and his recent studies about Cambodia and the role China had in influencing its development. This talk was interesting because our world history classes never discuss Cambodia’s history much, besides the Khmer Rouge and that it’s just a smaller country that China exerts its hegemonic influence onto. It was really fascinating to hear about his own travels to Cambodia, and how he discovered these secret Chinese government official documents. It’s jarring to hear how disorganized the Chinese government and bureaucracy can be, which is understandable given how it’s one of the world’s largest nations and it has influences in countries scattered across the Pacific, but still contrary to the established image as the terrifying next-world economic power. I think the most interesting part of the talk was about his experiences talking to Pol Pot’s former cook and now Chinese ambassador. I loved seeing the photos he showed, and the stories he told about him conversing with the cook in Chinese and how happy it made her feel. Overall, I loved the talk, and it was so refreshing to get that global perspective.

Impromptu Lesson on the History of Cambodia

As someone who considers themselves well traveled, the talk unexpectedly led by Andrew Mertha, who is a government professor, made me realize how little I knew about the history of foreign countries. Almost all of our history lessons from K-12 are told through the eyes of the United States or Europe and the British Empire, and so we end up learning little about the history of foreign countries, and more about their effect on us.

And so it was very interesting to hear of Andrew Mertha’s talk on the history of Cambodia, his research on the relations between China and Cambodia, and China’s influence on Cambodia.

One idea that really caught me by surprise was the fact that while China is perceived as potentially world dominating and insanely organized by foreign countries, internally, Chinese government and policies are incredibly disorganized.

Another story that was really cool to hear of was how Professor Mertha tried to get information about Chinese influence in Cambodia unsuccessfully, but was able to find high security documents on Chinese influence in Cambodia in China almost out in the open.

This demonstrates the disorganization in Chinese government and makes me wonder how high security level information is stored in foreign countries, and how it is distributed.

All in all, I’m glad I got introduced to the history of Cambodia. It made me curious about Cambodian history and now I am hoping to read up more on foreign history over the summer.

Cambodia

The talk given by Andrew Mertha was one of my favorite Rose Cafes of this semester. During this evening, he told us about Cambodia; both the history of the country along with his own experiences. Mertha delivered his talk with information and humor. He made the talk interesting, enjoyable, and informational. While I knew very little about Cambodia coming into this talk, I learned a lot from him. I think the most interesting part of his talk was his personal experience in Cambodia. He told us about his process of getting the reserves he wanted. Although it was an extreme struggle and he made some enemies along the way, he eventually got the reserves he wanted. Through this story, he was able to portray to us the passion he had for this knowledge and subject matter and how dedicated he was to this. I personally found the talk inspiring to find someone who was so passionate about what they are studying. In addition to be an extremely informational talk, Mertha was such an enjoyable speaker. He was engaging and funny. I truly enjoyed this talk and everything I learned from Mertha.

A Tchaikovsky rendition by Cornell Symphony Orchestra

Last Sunday was the first time I heard the Cornell symphony orchestra perform. They took their audience on an hour and a half long journey at Bailey hall. I remember seeing their posters all of campus and I was so excited that they would be playing Tchaikovsky. I listen to Tchaikovsky and other classical composers when I need to do some deep mode studying. They played a favorite of mine Romeo and Juliet. It’s one of those pieces that everyone has heard, but they just don’t know the name of it. I even saw some acquaintances in the orchestra that I had no clue would be there. I enjoyed the guest director because he smiled a lot and shook the hands of the first stand each time he came out. I grew up playing the violin so I was excited to see a performance. I love looking at the left hand of the string players because I like seeing their fingers work and how effortlessly and swift the whole process is. Just thinking about how we are able to do two things at once, moving your left hand moving across the four strings doing vebrato and then your right hand has the bow increasing and decreasing the volume and crossing strings, and on top of it all your eyes are reading the music and you are counting without looking at your hands. The whole process seems nonchalant, while doing it, but when you take a minute to reflect on all that is happening you realize just how beautiful it is .

Future Plans for a Better Ithaca

Last Tuesday, I attended the Town Hall meeting held in the Klarman Atrium with fellow Rose Scholars. There, several other members of the Ithaca community including Mayor Svante Myrick discussed different plans for construction in Collegetown, housing in Downtown Ithaca, and the controversial Ithaca Plan.

Since I’ll be looking for off-campus housing myself in the near future, the segment about Collegetown was a deep interest of mine. Many Collegetown residents have had to deal with construction noises early in the morning as well as the unsightly views of building renovations along Dryden Ave, Eddy St, and College Ave. None of these projects are likely to be done in the near future, but the Director of Planning, Building, and Economic Development expects that these projects will not only be completed within the next five years, but will also bring more traffic to the Collegetown area. Myrick expressed concern for Collegetown as well, stating that he was embarassed to see the area in a state of such disrepair. But after more housing projects are completed and construction is finished, there should be more commercial business within the area for accepted families and current students to enjoy.

Initially before Myrick spoke of the Ithaca Plan, I was supporting him. I had talked about his plan for a supervised injection facility with my parents, who were more than skeptical. But after hearing Myrick talk about what kind of planning and research went into the Ithaca Plan, I am all the more for it. Myrick had wanted a new way to combat the war on drugs; he spoke with over 300 people within the Ithaca area to talk about their opinions towards drug use. Myrick and his officials composed research into the facilities, seeing the effects of supervised injection facilities in Vancouver, CA and Switzerland, where many people who visit supervised injection facilities not only can prevent overdose deaths, but also decrease usage of heroin and other drugs within the area. The main point of having a supervised injection facility is to save lives and help people recover. “Dead people don’t recover,” Myrick stated.

Jeb!

I’m sorry to disappoint, but this blog post has nothing to do with Jeb Bush or politics. It’s far less exciting!

One thing about ‘Aferim!’ I couldn’t help but notice were the many references to folklore. Did people “back then” used to be so boring as to need to relate every event to some absurd story, which had changed five or six times due to being passed down by rote, about how the world started. I feel sorry for those who believe these narratives and use them to justify their dubious actions, namely slave-holding and wife-beating in the film.

At one point in the movie, the priest went on for five minutes describing every possible stereotype from the English to the Romanians to the Gypsies, which in the end warranted the beating of Gypsy slaves. This film took place in the Romanian territory of Wallachia in 1835. For many people during this time, priests were the authority on morality, so when they spewed their ridiculousness and reinforced uninformed generalizations about different types of people they turned their listeners into thoughtless, accepting drones, especially when it favored them, i.e. allowing them to own and beat slaves.

I remind you to question your beliefs and authorities.

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Dealing with rape culture is an everyday contact. Women (of all ages and walks of life) have to deal with the utter nonsense that is spewed from the mouths of both women and men (however, we must acknowledge power systems and that men have the power in dominant societies and that what they say has more power because of the structures of society).

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These sentiments from Twitter are also highly liked sentiments:

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These are actually some of the most benign tweets I could find. These are really sentiments by ‘educated’ citizens of our society. How we stop them? We prevent rapes by stopping rapists, not by interrogating rape victims. The “he was such a nice guy” argument is far too used and one that I’ve experienced first hand here on campus. With a recent, highly publicized sexual assault case, here on campus, the “he was such a nice guy” argument was used just as much as the “why would he rape HER…Maybe she’s lying” argument.

Focusing on the .3% of rape accusations that turn out to be false over the 90% of rape cases that go unreported is rape culture (@Sazza_jay). Thinking that she is lying is not only inflammatory, it is, statistically, virtually not an existent argument.

There’s also the STUPID argument that only “women who respect themselves deserve respect”…Only respecting modest women means not respecting any woman.

I (and most women) really don’t understand what is SOOOO hard to understand about this statement. It’s not rocket science! Get your Sh*t together, society.

How cultural capital determines whose artwork gets shown to the toddler

This was the first time that I ever got to play with clay in this manner. However, the white/ Asian participants seemed to have a better grasp of the material and how to use it. Perhaps a function of socioeconomic status/ exposure to dominant culture values, these students were able to successful sculpt what they wanted to form out of the clay. While my friend and I alike (among other black/Hispanic individuals that I noticed) were having a harder time a) determining what they wanted to make and b) molding the clay into something “neat and perfect”.

There was a family there – a mother, a father, and a young boy that the father and mother took turns going around and showing the boy examples of the different sculptures that everyone was making. The parents praised the sculptures that were being done by other white/ Asian participants because, to be honest, they were a lot neater and more pronounced – they also exhibited things that dominant culture(s) value, such as head sculptures and bowls.

I’m not saying that all art pieces should be praised, but given perspective, ‘we’ didn’t have the cultural capital – the art classes from elementary/secondary schools, from private tutors, from museums, from our parents – to create something worthy of the gaze of the young.

Living Through My Camera

     It had been a while since I last went hiking. I got a little messy, learned about some forest dynamics, and, because I was warned about ticks, later that day I learned about those too. I think going on my hike through Cornell Plantations was a good opportunity to get some fresh air and some nice pictures, all of which I would have missed otherwise.

     Starting off the trip, I got a few snaps of these dogs who live in a house neighboring the plantations. We were initially scared when we had the bigger one coming towards us, but luckily he was friendly and the little one loud but not bold. If you look in the background you can see them walking away, and in the front is our guide, Director Bittner.

Dogs walking back home

So we continued on, and as you’ll be able to see from most of my photos I stayed behind taking pictures.

Peeking through the trees

Mr. Bittner was telling the group about the meaning of the red marks, and about differentiating between the meaning of the single and double dash. After taking my picture, I ran up to meet the rest of the group, and that was kind of the dynamic for the rest of the trip.

Panoramic Shot

 

In between my allergic reactions and listening to Mr. Bittner, I played around with the panoramic feature on my iPhone. Luckily for me, no one was moving here so I ended up with one good wide-shot. So we continued, stopping every once and a while to hear from Mr. Bittner, and to sneak in some photos. The weather was a little chilly at first, but as we continued on uphill more tolerable. On our trip, we started out talking about finding clues of human land development.

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Tagged trees

Tagged trees

From the use of barbed wire, population regulation, and tags, such as the one in the photo above, we learned how both humans and other organisms interact with the environment to suit their needs. This led to a conversation about how species interact with one another, deer with native plants, humans with the growing number of deer, and my favorite bird courtship, which I thought was kind of funny. Apparently birds aren’t just superficial, but some are driven towards the bright and vocal as opposed to the strong because the aesthetically-pleasing give off the illusion of strength by drawing so much attention to themselves. Other such interactions include tagging trees that need to be injected with pesticides to mitigate the impact of invasive species. As Director Bittner explained the holes we’d seen were dug out by large woodpeckers.

The place where I ruined my shoes

The place where I ruined my shoes

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Apparently some large woodpeckers over here…

All in all it was a nice trip, we were both greeted and shooed away by some cute dogs, and on our way back I found a country restaurant, Stella’s, that I can check out in my next three years. I ended with a nice set of photos, I learned a bit about the plantation as well as photography. Going back to campus, Director Bittner introduced me to the thirds-rule, and now I have a new term under my belt. We looked through my photos, I found a few gems, my favorites being some of my last.

Back Again

Bye, Dogs

Looking through my pictures afterwards, I saw this dog's expression and realized it was very expressive

Looking through my pictures afterwards, I saw this dog’s expression and realized it was very expressive

It was a trip I’m glad I had the opportunity to take. Thank you to the Rose Scholar’s program, Director Bittner, Cornell Plantations, and the other scholars for a nice day. For more pictures contact me through my netid, kaj93, I’ll be glad to share.

Learning in an outdoor classroom

I really enjoyed the opportunity to get off campus last Saturday on the Fischer Old-Growth Forest field trip. Special thanks to Rose House Fellow Todd Bittner for leading the trip and for all of the information he shared with us about the geology and history of the forest. One of the things I found most interesting was the differences we were able to see in the vegetation between fields of different ages. The first field on the outside of the forest had been farmed up until fairly recently, so shrubs/trees/etc. hadn’t taken up root yet; the next field had been abandoned earlier than the first, and it had been overgrown by a thicket of invasive shrub; the next field was older still, and was more of a forest than a field by now: it had tall trees and some underbrush; the last environment we saw was the old-growth forest, which was populated by evergreen trees that are hundreds of years old–because of the denseness of the canopy, this section of the forest had little undergrowth, because there wasn’t enough sunlight to support it. The delineation between each of these different environments was very clear as we walked through them. It felt a bit like entering a textbook diagram. Considering that the old-growth forest is one of the spaces Cornell uses as an “outdoor classroom”, I guess it’s pretty ideal that that’s the feeling it gives. At any rate, it was exciting to learn how to read the signs given by the landscape and vegetation to make inferences about their development. I think I will look a the local landscape with a slightly sharper eye now.

The misunderstood story of gypsies

Last Thursday I had the opportunity to Cornell cinema to watch a film. I knew that it was going to be about Gypsies. I did not know much, but I knew it was not going to be my big fat American Gypsy wedding or Gypsy sisters. I had a feeling that it was going to be a story of pain, slavery, and salvation. I was unaware that the film was not in English and that subtitles would be available.

One of my favorite movies is a Bollywood film almost entirely in Hindi and some French and smigin of English, it did not deter away from my appreciation of the film because it is such a lively story, a story of hope and growing pains, something that I think we can all relate to.

The film that I watched about Romanian Gypsy was hard to follow, vulgar at many times, and tasteless in more than a few scenes, there was even someone in the row behind me that fell asleep.

There were parts that I was able to digest such as when the king’s wife has an affair with her slave who happens to be a Gypsy. This Gypsy ends up escaping so the king sets a bail for him. A man and son go after the Gypsy to restore the king’s honor in order for the king to disgrace and torture the Gypsy. The king ends up cutting off the Gypsy’s manhood so that he can never have another affair, even though people have told him that his wife lured the Gypsy man and not the other way around. I was saddened by the little Gypsy boy who was also captured that just wanted to be sold to a good master, he advertised himself in public promoting his good cooking skills and loyalty.

Unforseen Consequences

Tonight’s Rose Cafe was a surprise: instead of hearing a talk on China and the US Economy, Professor Andrew Mertha spoke about Cambodia and the influence (or lack thereof) of Chinese foreign policy on the Southeast Asian nation during the Khmer Rouge. What I found most interesting, however, was what precipitated the rise of the Khmer Rouge: US military action.

At this point, it should hardly be surprising. As Professor Mertha pointed out, the US has an awful track record of nation building in the (alleged) attempt to promote democracy since the 1950s. In Vietnam, we facilitated a free election – and then propped up an unpopular candidate when the communists won the election, leading to the Vietnam conflict, which caused over 1.3 million deaths. Spillover from this conflict in neighboring Cambodia, in the form of more bombs dropped on the country than in all of World War II, scarred and battle hardened the Khmer Rouge, one of the most extreme and self-destructive political entities ever to control a modern country. Excessive violence sparked more excessive violence. After seizing power, the Khmer Rouge killed a fantastic amount of the Cambodian population, including intellectuals, supposed dissenters, and the religious, in the attempt to establish agricultural communes. Basic life was obliterated: families were basically outlawed; currency was abolished; medical care and education were removed; everything was done communally-or you were killed. Almost a quarter of the population died.

We see the unanticipated effects of US foreign military involvement in the Middle East as well. The CIA’s training of guerilla militias in Afghanistan, indoctrinated to hate the invading USSR, lead to the formation of Al Qaeda. More recently, the CIA’s funding of Islamic fundamentalist groups in Syria to fight against Assad supported the rise of ISIS.

Who can tell what shocking and unforseen consequences US military involvement will have in unstable regions? We need to be mindful: human life is not cheap, and it is often the price paid due to the way we get involved to support our immediate agenda (even if this agenda is positive and moral in many ways, such as taking down a bloodthirsty tyrant). The world is a complicated place, so we need to understand, respect, and make decisions based on the perspectives of those on all sides of any given equation. This is likely one of the greatest struggles we will have to grapple with in the fight to promote peace throughout the world.

Professors and College

The first time I had the pleasure of meeting Professor Schwarz was a few weeks ago. I was out on a run mid-afternoon and he asked if we were on the track team and knew three of the girls. They had been his students and wanted us to give them his best. I then realized that he was not your average professor, or at least the ones I had come into contact with. His talk allowed me to see more of what he would be like as a professor. During his talk, he emphasized some important parts of the college experience. One major part was getting to know your professors. This is something that I know is very important. The professor here are essential for your growth and development not only inside the class, but also outside. They can help you with anything, whether it is learning the material a little better or finding a summer internship. Developing these relationships with your professors is crucial for a successful college experience.
One part I had to disagree with was the idea that you take a professor, not a course. Personally, I know that I have required courses I must take. The professor teaching them does not get to have an impact on whether or not I take that specific course. While I can do this with course outside my major, I am usually more interested in filling a requirement or making sure I actually get into the class than who is teaching. While I do think it is great advice, I personally am unable to go through with this. Another topic of his talk that I found interesting was the talk about Greek life on campus. Cornell is a huge place, especially for people coming from small schools. The adjustment to college life is hard enough without the struggle to find a group to fit in with. While some people may not like the Greek system, I think the idea of having a group of people to trust and rely on very shortly into your college career is extremely important for your success as a student here. My friends are always the people who get me through, and having them makes life here much easier. The Greek system can provide those friends and support that you need. One thing I wish I had gotten more from his talk was how to be successful outside of college. He gave us a lot of good advice for coming in college and freshman year, but I unfortunately did not get much else.

Making Your College Experience Meaningful

This past week, Professor Daniel Schwarz spoke about how to succeed in college and make the four years we spend here the best they can be. I went to the Rose Cafe that he spoke at last semester and enjoyed it, so I decided to attend it this semester as well. He gave some very good advice and guidance on what to do and what kinds of activities to join. I find it truly interesting how much he embraces the American education system, even when acknowledging its flaws. My favorite part about his talk was when he stated that we are not necessarily lazier than the generations before us, we are just much more involved in extracurricular activities. I think that this is important as we are often scoffed at by older generations who think we spend significantly less time studying.

As a first generation student, it is interesting to hear all of the advice that he would give to seniors in high school. I did not have anyone to guide me in this manner and I ended up here. I think that the advice is great, but not completely necessary. I do, however, believe that it is important for students to have mentors that come from similar backgrounds or socioeconomic status. Each student has a different experience, and those that can advise them best are people who have had an experience that has been similar thus far.

Everyday Activism

Last week, GRF Esmeralda led a discussion entitled “How do we do Activism” and it was great because I love these events that allow room for small group discussions. I feel like activism has garnered a very polarizing stigma, in which people only think of activists as those people who are marching, picketing, protesting, and rioting. It was interesting when Esmeralda asked who considered themselves in the group as an activist, and very few people raised their hands, even though everyone in the room shared an issue with society they had a problem with. We first started the discussion with definitions and keywords of what activism means and then moved on to a quote by Alice Walker, “Activism is the rent I pay for living on this planet.” There were many people who agreed and disagreed with this quote. Many people believed that activism is a necessary responsibility, while others thought that suggested that as an obligation. I felt that rent didn’t feel like the right word, rather activism is something that people should want to contribute to in order to make the lives of others better.

In my opinion, activism shouldn’t be defined just by the huge actions of people like Malcolm X or MLK, but also as small actions people can do in their everyday lives, such as promoting awareness of social issues, and respectfully calling out and educating the people around you who might have contrary opinions. We also discussed some steps that should be taken when wanting to start a movement, and pros and cons of having a figurehead to lead the cause (having a person with clear goals to connect to, versus giving too much power to an individual). I also really enjoyed hearing another student’s accounts with being an activist, and it’s certainly difficult and tiring. However, I like to think that you succeeded in your job as an activist if you changed another person’s mind about an important issue, and you inspired other people to challenge these notions the same way. Overall, I really liked the discussion and the small group format, and I hope to see more of these discussions in the future.

Achieving Serenity

Last Wednesday, I had the privilege of receiving advice on reducing stress and optimizing our time from Sarah Rubenstein-Gillis and Andrea Gerding. I found their recommendations extremely helpful, especially because the month before final exams tends to be hectic for all students. I have put a few of their suggestions into practice and found not only a boost in my productivity, but also an increase in my well-being.

Their first suggestion was to establish a pre-work routine in order to enhance productivity. Because I am easily distracted, many times I do not finish my homework or studying until the last minute. Last week, I began to spend a little time preparing myself for a study session such as drinking tea or listening to a song. This brief activity puts me in the right mindset and prevents me from becoming as easily distracted; it signals that I had a break and am ready to undertake my academic endeavors.

I also heeded their recommendation to use the Pomodoro Technique, a management method that uses a timer to break down work in intervals. I downloaded it on my computer and have found that it discourages me from taking “unofficial” breaks (i.e. checking my phone every 5-10 minutes when I am anticipating a text message).

Moreover, I began to meditate and take more “idle” breaks during which I refrain from using technology. Sarah and Andrea said that social media breaks do not constitute as breaks because activities such as scrolling through Facebook can in fact increase our stress and anxiety levels.

Overall, I found this talk not only useful, but also very relaxing. Saran and Andrea concluded with a 5-minute meditation session which I found energizing.

Wonders of Sleep

We all face stress at some point. It is difficult to avoid it but at the same time there is no need to completely avoid stress. In fact, stress plays a huge role in my everyday life as I try to get work done. The last Rose Cafe Series talked about how we, as college students, can combat high levels of stress. The talk was well-timed because we are entering the final weeks of this semester. As usual the final weeks are the most stressful in the semester. The most important thing we discussed from the talk was to get enough sleep. We can’t underestimate the role of a good night sleep in our goal of retaining knowledge. I have to confess that I am not a good example for a person with good night sleep. Although I do not get much sleep, I understand the value of it. I do realize that my productivity drastically decreases when I’ve only had 4 hours of sleep. I could definitely use more sleep. We also discussed meditation techniques to combat stress. Although I do enjoy the idea of doing meditation, I cannot imagine myself making it a daily routine. Overall, I really enjoyed the talk and it was very relevant to my situation.

Self-Management

It was a pleasant surprise to have a session on meditation, stress management and healthy habits instrumental to a student. Stress has both a emotional and physical component and it is often subtle when we are under extreme stress as Ms. Rubenstein-Gillis and Ms. Gerding pointed out. As one would imagine, it differs from person to person and it could be the tightening of the chest, to a racing mind, a fragile emotional state and more.

Stress is the byproduct of the body and the more healthier the body is, the higher tolerance one has to stress. A healthy body depends on sleep and getting a sufficient amount of sleep is imperative. Unfortunately that is easier said than done. To be honest, it is easy to slip into a mindset that sacrificing sleep will allow you to stay on top because someone else will be sacrificing sleep to get ahead. Therefore you would have to keep up and sacrificing sleep seems more of a tangible accomplishment than say the boosted mental awareness from sleeping the entire appropriate period. You may not perform as fast but you would still get it done since the only real time limit exists with exams. Regardless, quality and attention may suffer so I try to shore up my shortcomings in sleep with power naps.

It was interesting to hear about setting up a pre-work routine, similar to how people have a routine before sleeping with brushing teeth etc., as a means of getting work done effectively. I never knew that before and I will be sure to implement that. I will also try to work in chunks but it requires exceptional time management and I would be more concerned with what needs to be done today and tomorrow, rather than 5 days from now. It probably is more efficient to work in chunks but I am so used to my way that it will be hard to change. That is probably a problem with a lot of students with inertia with current systems of how they work, preventing them from improving how they approach their tasks.

This was a delightful session and I enjoyed having a mini-meditation period at the end. Do you plan on integrating any techniques we learned during the talk?

Movie Marketing & Distribution

I really enjoyed Saturday’s  tour (/discussion) of Cinemapolis! I was particularly interested to learn about the difference in film distribution models between chain commercial cinemas (i.e., AMC, Regal) on the one hand and independent or not-for-profit cinemas like Cinemapolis on the other. For those who weren’t at the tour, the director explained to us that commercial cinemas tend to play big Hollywood blockbusters (the example the cinema he gave was the new Superman v. Batman movie) and make huge amounts of money in ticket sales in the first few weekends, after which point interest in the movie and revenue quickly drop. To raise such interest for the opening weekend, the film distribution companies, which own the rights to show the movie, have to launch an extensive marketing campaign for the film many weeks or months in advance. To cover these marketing costs, they charge the theaters showing the movie a higher percentage of their sales. Smaller films, on the other hand, tend to be produced by smaller production companies, bought by smaller distribution companies (often just arms of larger companies), and less heavily advertised. Rather than their own internal marketing, these films rely on media coverage by newspaper and magazine critics, word of mouth, etc. To allow time to generate this kind of buzz, the distribution companies introduce the films over a longer period of time – say, several months – starting in large cities like New York and L.A. (where there is a thriving media scene to give coverage) and then trickling down to smaller cities. Because this approach requires less marketing effort and thus lower costs, the distribution companies charge the independent theaters a lower percentage of their ticket revenue. I haven’t given that kind of thought to the movie industry when I’ve gone to see movies in theaters in the past. It was really interesting to hear about the process that brings the movies to us and it was particularly relevant to me this semester because I am currently taking a marketing course, so much of the framework was familiar. I wonder if there is a similar distinction between how the different types of movies (blockbusters vs. smaller indie films) are marketed online.

Important Soil

On Wednesday evening, I went to hear a great lecture on soil science. The lecturer started off by asking as what we think soil is. He later explained that soil is a complex bio-material that contain all the elements we can think of. When we talk about soil, the earliest form of it is rock. As time goes, rock become soil and it differentiates by separating into various layers, which share different colors as well.

 

Then he goes on and ask: Why are we interested in soil? He explained that soil is crucial in climate change and food resource, also related to genetics and many very important fields. For how soil is related to climate change, he offers a more in-depth explanation. I didn’t fully get his explanation here so I went to check online. So the burning of fossil fuels such as coal and oil has been the main source of climate change. Interestingly, soil is one of the largest sources of carbon in the world. It helps fix the carbon dioxide in the air and absorb the carbon as plant decay.  Another aspect that shows the important of soil is in its great influence on agriculture. If soil erodes, agricultural production immediately drops. The researcher is interested in building a system where high soil quality can be achieved in a way to improve food quality and environment, but it sound to me that it take a lot careful planning and years to achieve such a goal in certain area.

 

He goes on talk about the work he is doing to improve soil. Of the many pictures he showed, I was fascinated by how much carbon can be stored in the soil while the whole eco-system can still run smoothly. From the pile of pictures of Amazon soil, he also showed us how to examine the age of soil and climate that happened. By looking closely at the soil, he can find out what is happening in the whole system and I found it truly fascinating.

 

He mentioned that there are a lot of people trying to manage soil. Yet there is a kind of soil in Iowa that nobody has managed to fix. This is the first time I learn about soil science and it has been truly eye-opening. Now when I go out and step on the grass, I feel serious because the earth under my feet is what that helps build the environment I live in today.

Crafting the Question of Purpose

I had the pleasure to visit the Johnson Museum and revel in some of it’s beautiful artwork. It’s remarkable to have such an amazing collection here on campus, free and open to student use, and I highly encourage checking it out on the weekends, or even as a quick study break! It’s fun to let the mind wander over the flashy or subtle beauties of a work of art, whether it be a painting, sculpture, or some other sort of creative display.

There were many remarkable pieces of artwork, but I want to focus on two very thought provoking pieces. The first is the walking man. Tall, slender, and mysterious, this man, though still for all of eternity, never ceases on his journey forward…but to what end? Where is this man walking so intently? Will he ever arrive at his destination; will he ever cease his search? What motivates him to walk in this way? His emotions are clouded: the artist does not reveal any expression on his face. Also interesting is the walking man’s slenderness, his fragility. Despite this, he soldiers on.20160303_175448

Related to the greater concept of life and purpose is this painting by the Dutch painter David Bailly entitled “Vanitas”. Aptly named, it speaks of the futility of wealth and vanity. Based on the imperial period in which it was created, a young slave/servant boy ponders the meaninglessness of his late master’s wealth. The fancy frills are so temporal, as life wilts like the flowers, and is easily snuffed out like a candle. The master’s picture, pointing to his skull, is a solemn reminder that life is short: too short to be wasted on the trivial things that money can buy. Relating this back to the man walking, what is the purpose that we as humans should strive for? It’s a question that everyone must answer.

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Feminism

This week I went to the feminism for thought. Going into it, I did not know what to expect. I thought that we would be discussing women in the current age balancing career and personal life and overcoming challenges that hold women back. What we actually discussed was sexually exploited children. When the topic came up I assumed it was regarding sexually exploited children in another country but not in the US. I was completely shocked at the statistics. It is estimated that about 300,000 children are sexually exploited in the United States. My first questions was how could this be? Then I wondered how old these children were and where were their parents, who was protecting them at such a young age? Most of the girls are sought after between the ages of 12-15 years old. There are people actively looking for children that have run away from home, or that are vulnerable. I also learned that in other situations it can happen later in life. There was an instance where a women was a successful CEO but got addicted to drugs and her addiction led her to enter this life. When it comes to children however, they do not have a choice and they do not get any of the money. These kids are cut off from their old life and everything they know becomes controlled by their pimps. I was horrified. I can not imagine someone taking advantage of children in this way, yet it happens right here in our neighborhoods. I think law enforcement and the government need to take a more active role in protecting these children by getting them the support and help they need so that they are not vulnerable in the first place.

I also asked about how long it take for the few who find a way out to leave? It may take a few years before a girl can fully walk away. I think this makes for a dangerous cycle that women can not break free from. Many of these kids came from troubled backgrounds and that is all that they know. Children’s development is so critical between the ages of 12-15 years old. This is when kids are supposed to see what else is out there in the world and start dreaming about what they want to do and what they want to become. Without the support from loved ones and the opportunity to see what the world holds, these kids feel that nothing better exists. Under these conditions they get stuck in a life they never wanted and most likely if they end up having kids they also get stuck. I hope to be a good role model for young women and show them that they could have a future doing anything they want to do.

For the Birds

Last weekend, I had the opportunity to take a field trip to the Lab of Ornithology to walk the trails and take a tour of the facility’s lab space. I had never actually been before, so I was quite eager to see what it was like. We started off with the walk, and while we didn’t get to see many birds, it was very peaceful and served as an opportunity to center ourselves during this busy time of the semester. There’s just something oddly soothing about being surrounded by birdsong…

By far, my favorite part of the trip was the tour of the actual lab space. Being an aspiring biologist myself, I was really interested to see how an organization like the Lab of O accomplishes the majority of its research. I mean, with millions of bird species and more being discovered every day, the scale of such a project is staggering. Their solution? “Citizen science”. I lost count of how many times they mentioned it, but the basic principle is this: there are so many people in the world with a passion for nature, and while they may not have a formal education in the subject, they still have a wealth of information stemming from personal experiences that they can contribute to scientific exploration. In an effort to tap into this plethora of knowledge, the Lab of O has set up an extensive network of resources where amateur scientists can enter their data and actually contribute to the advancement of the field they love so much.  And I just think that’s so cool. What other field is so easily accessible to the public? I’ve always believed that the only way to get people excited about something is to get them involved, and the Lab of O is doing just that. At this rate, they’ll have the next generation of budding ornithologists in no time.

All in all, it was very cool experience, and I would love to make another visit later in the spring or early summer when all the trees are in bloom. Would recommend.

Dukhtar(daughter) perspective

Dukhtar is a film that everyone has been talking about.  The film won an Oscar for crying out loud! I had very little background knowledge going into this movie. All I knew was that the film was about a child bride from a country in the middle east and that the director of film is a Pakistani woman. This movie was more than just what the reviews of it had to say, this was more or a less a love story. The film exemplified a mother’s love for her child and the extent that one is willing to go to ensure the safety and happiness of their child. This movie did not even focus on the actual child marriage. It showed that the girl’s father was left in a desolate situation where he essentially had to give up his small child for marriage to preserve the honor of their family. The father was not happy to do it, but the film made it seem like he was cornered into that unfortunate situation. I think a lot of the time westerners only get one side of the story, they do not get to see the other side. The film showcased that the daughter and wife are not just disposable members of the family because the father and the daughter’s husband to be are on a desperate hunt to find them. Even though they are portrayed as property, they are sheltered and treated in a delicate manner compared to men. They are not valued equally to men, but it shows that there is a greater complexity to their culture than meets the eye. The end of the film left me satisfied. The mother gets to see her mother again after many years apart, presumably because her husband would not allow her to visit her mother. While visiting her mother she gets shot and it is not known whether she survives or not, but at least she was free for a time.

Aren’t We All Dreamers?

Last Wednesday I went to my first Rose Cafe. I didn’t really look at the topic of the cafe before I went, so I was really taken aback when GRF Esmeralda launched into the specifics of the DREAM act and DACA. I honestly hadn’t given much thought to illegal immigration, and especially not in the context of children. I have always been very far removed from these kinds of issues having grown up on a military base in Japan.

Esmeralda explained that the DREAM act was a piece of legislation that was intended to allow children who had been brought into the country and grown up in the country, gone through the US school system, etc. to stay in the US, and allow them to apply for a work permit. However, in the process of selling the bill higher education and the idea of graduates was heavily used, and the parents of the children were criminalized. This does not tell the story of all illegal immigrants who came to the country as children, and many did not support it for this reason.

I think The DREAM act may have been a good first step, but we have a long way to go. It needs to be easier to be a legal immigrant to the US to protect people from becoming trapped in extremely low paying jobs and also to allow children who wholly consider the US to be their home an opportunity to become an American in a legal sense as well.

Learning from Ourselves

Last weekend I saw the movie “Where to Invade Next.” It was a playful film about claiming good ideas from other countries as American and bringing them back to America. The film featured several countries, mostly in Europe, and Micheal Moore, the writer and director would talk about one aspect of the country that we could claim for America.  Slovenia has free college, France has fantastic food for school children, and Tunisia has progressive women’s rights, etc.

A few of the countries that stood out to me were Italy and Norway. In Italy they have up to 8 weeks of paid vacation time, as well as 3-5 months of paid maternity leave. When interviewing Italian workers, Moore said that Americans do not get any paid vacation time, and the workers jaws dropped. And when interviewing Italian bosses, they said that their workers happiness was a priority, and that they were happy to give paid vacation time. This complete opposition of the two views is just so shocking to me.

In Norway they have outlawed the death penalty, and the longest time one could spend in jail is 22 years. The jails have minimal security, and the prisoners live like normal people. they even have cells with tvs and individual bathrooms. At first the thought of a 22 year sentence for a murder frightened me, but the interviews with the prisoners showed that norwegian methods are effective and that prisoners want to return to normal lives after their sentences.

The most shocking thing was that most of the countries leaders said that the ideas were originally American. I think maybe all we need to do to better our country is to take a better look at the ideals on which we are founded and reform our laws and practices to better adhere to the original american ideas.

Cornell Dream

DREAM Cornell is a cohort of students who are undocumented or allies of undocumented students. The round table discussion itself was something that we need to have more on campus. I think that it is important to discuss controversial, uncomfortable , and underrepresented issues so that more students are aware of what people in our community face everyday. I was surprised to learn that there are more undocumented Asians on campus than any other ethnic group. I enjoyed how the panel discussed the differences in their community from others and how that affects whether or not they come out as undocumented.  I was aware that the DREAM act and DACA are far from perfect, but I did not know how much of a burden the paper work is. Students that apply are not guaranteed approval. I particularly enjoyed the conversation about our administrations recent financial aid reform. In it undocumented students that grew up in America receive federal aid just like a documented student would, but as this progress occurred international students were thrown under the bus. Now international students are not accepted on a need blind basis, but on a need aware basis. This means that when international students apply to Cornell they have to demonstrate that they can pay tuition. This change is disgusting and undermines the mantra of our university, “any person any study”. DREAM Cornell discussed how depriving international students was wrong and did not align with the groups overall cause. DREAM Cornell also does outreach with the greater Ithaca community. It was so inspiring to meet such eloquent students that are able to talk about such an uncomfortable topic with a diverse group.

Better Cooking Stoves

I’ve heard and read about the problem with cooking stoves in the developing world, but I’ve never considered the complex social and economic issues behind attempts to alleviate it. At last week’s Rose Cafe, Prof. Blalock began the discussion by asking us several questions – do we care about the sustainability issues? What kind of cars do we have? If we care about the environment, then why don’t we all drive Priuses (Prii?) or Teslas?

It became clear that social and economic issues stand in the way of people owning environmentally-friendly vehicles. Even logistical issues like family size came into play; one girl said that she has a big family that wouldn’t even be able to fit in a Prius.

Prof. Blalock then told us that the same types of issues are relevant for the cooking stove debacle. He had worked on a long project to convince people in Uganda to choose cooking stoves that are better for their health and the environment. Unfortunately, people don’t tend to embrace change immediately. Prof. Blalock said that only a small fraction of people decided to give the better stove a chance. More importantly, however, even the people who decided to buy the better stove ultimately didn’t embrace longterm change. When Prof. Blalock went back to Uganda four years later, they had stopped using the better stove.

The talk ended on a slightly depressing note, but the takeaway is this: if we want people to commit to using a new product, we can’t simply consider the cost and design. We need to consider social norms, economic barriers, and a slew of other issues as well.

The Dreamer Narrative

The Dream Act was basically an initiative to relieve education for alien minors. That they would be able to achieve higher education if they so chose. They are exactly defined as undocumented youth with a GED or high school diploma, under the age of 30, good moral standing, and have been in the U.S. for five consecutive years. The term doca and dreamer which are often used to characterize undocumented youth come from pieces of legislation or policy. However, some dreamers reject the narrative that the Dream Act pushed because they feel that it is a narrow depiction of their experience and who they are. Furthermore, it also attributes blame to their parents, and of course criminalizing their parents would definitely be a cause for concern for the undocumented youth. The Dream Act eventually failed in 2010, and Doca was a policy put in place that gave undocumented youth marginal rights, such as a work permit.

An interesting point that was brought up was the connections between the Civil Rights struggle and the undocumented youth struggle. The undocumented youth draw many parallels and often follow the strategies and organizing of those used during the Civil Rights Era. This point relates back to what I am learning in class in Intro to Asian American Studies, a lot of the protests of other minority groups have adopted the model African-Americans initiated. And it is interesting to see that the Civil Rights Era had such an impact on all minority groups as a whole, and not just African-Americans.

 

What happens to art

What happens to art when the government regulates it? What happens when the ways people express themselves and the way that the public has access to these expressions are limited to approval? Many people believe that there is a difference between the way that Cuba regulates art and the way that (for say) America regulates art. However, the only difference is that money regulates art in America (which is basically like the government regulating it). Those in government have the most money/ influence, they (many times) get a say in what kind of art is the best and most sophisticated or the most ‘adequate’ to be publicized. Art in many ways, is limited to the rich, famous, or influential. Rarely is the artwork of the poor and underprivileged showcased and held as historical artifacts of that social contexts (time, history, etc). When we limit art, we limit the entirety of our histories as humans. We limit humanity.

Saturday at the Museum

I went to the Museum of the Earth last Saturday. It was my first time there, and we had a tour guide who took us through most of the exhibits. She told us that the museum was organized in chronological order (starting from the Big Bang).

I really liked how the museum was organized. Having exhibits in chronological order helped a lot. We were able to see specific geologic periods (Devonian, Jurassic, etc.) and concentrate on one at a time. My favorite was the Triassic period because the exhibit featured a giant snake-looking fossil (turns out it was some sort of ammonoid).

I was slightly disappointed by how small the museum was, but I felt that all of the exhibits had some interesting fossils and artifacts. Also, the museum was very kid-friendly and had a lot of signs that explained each collection in great detail. I like how the museum is clearly focused on education young kids about Earth’s history, and I hope to go back again soon.

rocky isn’t real

I had seen a couple Rocky movies with my dad a long time ago, and had for some reason thought Rocky was a real boxer. As a result, I thought Creed was also based on a true story, after briefly reading the movie description. After watching the first several minutes of Creed, however, I began to realize that Rocky and co. were fictional characters. I Googled this after the movie and found that Rocky was actually loosed based on a real person.

As for the movie itself, I thought it was well done. Although it had many of the elements of a generic athletic, underdog movie, it was still engaging. I’m not sure if the movie was directed by the same director who directed the Rocky series, or if all the Rocky movies were even made by the same person, but there were some parallels between Creed and the Rocky movies I had seen before. I also appreciated Sylvester Stallone’s participation in the movie, and he played the role of mentor to the main character well. I typically don’t go out of my way to watch movies out of my comfort zone, but I’m glad I watched this one.

Life at the museum

Last Saturday I ventured to Museum of the Earth. I did not know what to expect. I assumed that this would be a huge Cornell affiliated museum, though it does have connections to the university it is not directly run by it. Before we even got into the taxis to go to the museum I was puzzled by the idea that we would be taking taxis. I envisioned 12 little taxis to take all of us, but luckily we only needed 3 minivans to get there. The road we took to get there went past Green star and looked like the route my family took from Ithaca to Niagara falls.  The tour guide explained to us  the history of the museum. She pointed out where the major artifacts came from. She tried to make the tour interesting for college students by giving us each a fossil and as we went through each era some of the fossils were taken away because that is when the organism went extinct. It was so weird to think that humans have only existed on Earth for a blink of an eye relative to the age of the Earth.

 

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Adonis Not Phaeton

Creed is about living in the shadow of a famed predecessor, of feeling bound to the expectations of others. This anxiety is explored through both the film’s story and how that story is told.

Creed is the story of Adonis Creed, the son of boxing great Apollo Creed. His father’s fame and wealth entitled him to a cushy upper-class life, but because he was born from an affair, and after his father’s untimely death on top of that, he spent many of his early years fighting in juvenile detention centers. Even after Apollos’s wife spots him and brings him home to a spacious mansion, Adonis is unsatisfied. He refuses to be merely an heir. He wants to be Adonis Johnson, champion light heavyweight boxer, not Adonis Creed, Apollo’s son who also happens to be pretty good in the ring. Thus he goes to Philadelphia to train under his father’s old friend Rocky Balboa and become his own man.

But Creed is also the story of a sequel trying to make a name for itself. Creed is the seventh Rocky film, and while I may not be familiar with the standard formula, I can still see the familiar beats of an underdog sports drama. So how does a franchise film forge its particular identity? Apparently with stellar direction and acting. I may not know the style of John G. Avildsen, but I figure he didn’t shoot boxing matches in one take. Ryan Coogler keeps the film down-to-earth for the most part, letting the the affective melodrama play out, but he knows how to bring the flash when he needs to. Elite fighters make dramatic entrances. Every punch is a wrecking ball. Michael B. Jordan carries the mantle of the lead role elegantly, and supporting actors Tessa Thompson, Sylvester Stallone, and Phylicia Rashad all add the proper oomph to the drama.

In Greek myth, Adonis was more than just a pretty face. He was occasionally associated with resurrection, a youth taken too soon that returns from the grave. I find the name fitting in this case.

you died, hand over your fossil

before today i’d never gone to the museum of the earth here in ithaca. i knew it was the building with cool, modern architecture next near the hospital, but that was about it. i’m a big fan of visiting museums (especially art ones) so i figured it would be good to sign up for this trip and see something new. admittedly, i was never really all that excited by dinosaur as a child, so some of the magic of visiting exhibits with interesting fossil remains is lost in translation on me. (although i did find a great dino-hat at one point.) one thing i do greatly enjoy about natural history museums like the one i visited today is how small they make you feel. as we walked from the beginning of the universe to the start of the quaternary era (we’re in that now i’m pretty sure), i had to wonder how many years each step i took would represent. towards the end of our tour we got to see a virtually intact mastodon skeleton, which was very cool; it’s one thing to see pictures of them or read a description of how large they were, but it’s altogether another to see it towering over you. i can’t imagine living a couple million years ago and trying to hunt something that big to survive.

i liked this event. it was informative on a subject i forget to appreciate and i had a nice time. 10/10 would recommend.

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Making Ross Geller Proud

This morning, I had the pleasure of visiting the Museum of the Earth a few minutes away from downtown Ithaca. Even though I didn’t know that this museum even existed until a few days ago when I signed up for the event, I’m so glad that I was able to go. On our tour, we had the chance to explore the different eras of time, which included various different organisms, some of which I’d never even heard of before. It’s been a while since I’ve taken Earth Science (in fact, the last time I did was in 8th grade), so it was fun getting a mini-lesson in geology, evolution, and paleontology all in one.

One point that I was most curious about through the tour was whether or not the Earth is currently headed for another massive extinction (like the ones at the end of all the eras preceding our current one). With climate change and global warming very serious issues in today’s time, I was glad that GRF Yashira brought this point up with our tour guide. Though the Earth may still have a few million (or billion) years to go, it made me think that if we want to preserve life (and history, such as all the artifacts presented in the museum) on Earth, we have to do more (as the human race) to keep this planet and its inhabitants healthy.

I think, overall, I would’ve made Ross Geller (my third favorite character from Friends) extraordinarily proud. Go ahead, ask me a question about the Jurassic period. I probably won’t be able to answer it correctly, but I’m sure I’ll get close, thanks to this event! 🙂

Below are some photos I took while touring the museum. If you ever get an hour or two of free time (which can be rare here at Cornell), take a trip down to the Museum of the Earth. I would have to say it’s one of the cooler, more educational parts of the city of Ithaca.

A skeleton of a woolly mammoth.

A skeleton of a woolly mammoth.

Great Whale Fossil

A fossil of a Great Whale that died in the 1990s. This fossil hangs right at the entrance of the museum and instantly got me excited for the tour when we walked in.

A Taste of the Baroque at Bailey Hall

Last Friday, I had the privilege of attending the Freiburg Baroque Orchestra in Bailey Hall. I was awestruck by their powerful renditions of Mozart and superb playing skills. I was especially moved by the soloists whose performances conferred a lot of meaning even though they sang in Italian. The soloists reflected the orchestra’s baroque theme; the desire to express the meaning of words was of more importance than anything else. I was very interested by the contrast between the first soloist Christian Gerhaher’s bold, operatic voice and the second soloist Lorenzo Coppola’s elegant yet strong playing of the historical clarinet.

I also believe that this orchestra has rekindled my appreciation for symphonies. I stopped playing the violin in high school  (and therefore attended fewer “String Nights” in school) because of decreased time, and my watching of the first violinist Gottfried Von Der Goltz’s repertoire made me remember the amount of fun I had when I played.

Overall, I was very excited about attending the performance, and the orchestra exceeded my expectations. I am grateful that they visited Ithaca to play since they are from Germany. One question I had was how they were able to transport their instruments (particularly the basses) from one city to another. Do they travel by bus? If so, where do they sleep – it does not seem financially feasible for them to stay at a hotel every night.I hope there are more musicians such as these at Cornell! This was not only very satisfying and enjoyable, but also educational.

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Environmental Humor

I hadn’t considered the relationship between humor and environmental concerns before last week’s Rose Cafe with Prof. Sachs. In his talk, Prof. Sachs noted that environmentalists rarely poke fun at themselves or their campaigns. To go by the stereotypes, at least, they prefer a preachy and serious self-righteousness. Noting that other groups who are fighting for change still take a step back to laugh at themselves, Prof. Sachs wondered why this might not be equally true of environmentalists. I wonder if maybe it is because, being a long-term and gradual problem, climate change so often takes a back burner to more pressing issues. Maybe activists feel that by cracking jokes about their concern and their efforts, they might be trivializing the topic and letting it slip even further down the list of priorities. Maybe the best way to continually emphasize the seriousness of climate change is continual seriousness. What do you guys think?

who’s your friend that likes to make a roomful of people cry their eyes out?

a lot of pixar movies have said moments in them, all the toys joining hands, ready to die in toy story 3, marlin’s breakdown in finding nemo when he thinks he won’t ever be able to find his son, the first 15 minutes of up, etc. none of those really hold a candle to the rapid-fire sledgehammer blows inside out slams into your heart though. i liked that this event gave us an opportunity to pick up apart the film’s psychology, but honestly, i signed up mainly because inside out is an amazing movie and i wanted to watch it again.  it’s a russian nesting doll of beautiful images and stories. i love how this film simultaneously says a great deal about depression and growing up, while also telling a compelling, subversive story. It’s a common misconception that depression is just being sad all the time, when in reality it’s more akin to not feeling anything. this film does an excellent job at finding a powerful and original way to get this across, while also teaching a valuable lesson on the importance of sadness and grief. i really like that this is a coming of age story for joy as much as it is for riley. it’s fascinating too, how universal inside out feels. it truly encapsulates the proper execution of a family movie. it’s smart enough for the children and silly enough for the adults. it doesn’t shy away from themes of loss, sacrifice, depression, or growing up, instead it paints a vivid canvass that any person of any age can empathize with and learn from.

i love inside out. naturally i’d give it 10/10 and would recommend it to a top ten friend.

A wonderful mess

I went to see The Complete Works of William Shakespeare (Abridged)  with other Rose Scholars on Thursday and it was NOT at all what I expected. The play felt as if the actors were coming up with it on the spot. From the beginning, they introduced themselves as themselves, were engaging with the audience, and set the tone for what the rest of the play would look like: a wonderful mess. They covered some of Shakespeare’s work through a rap song, cooking show, funny Scottish accents, even played Hamlet backwards, and much more. It was as if I were watching a group of close friends hang out and mess around while talking about Shakespeare’s plays in front of us. They were absolutely hilarious and made the audience feel as if we were a part of the show. At the end, I found out that the play is an actual play. The whole time, they had memorized lines and all of it was planned. I could not believe that! How was it so natural yet scripted? IN AWE. It wasn’t just a wonderful mess; it was a wonderful-planned-mess, and I am glad I spent my Thursday night there.

Cooking is Fun

Last Saturday I had the opportunity to do the thing I miss most about being home, cooking. Sure I wasn’t cooking in my kitchen but it still felt like a piece of home. When we first arrived, we learned a few cooking techniques like how to cut an onion or make biscuits. Being a somewhat avid cook, I already knew most of the information. After breaking up into our own stations, I went to the omelet station. I made avocado and bacon omelettes which actually turned out very well. House Fellow Emily Gier, who teaches Food for Contemporary Living in the College of Human Ecology, gave me great tips, like not flipping or folding the omelette until you are plating the food. After getting to taste all the amazing and healthy dishes other people made, we reconvened to talk about healthy substitutions and products we, as college students, can use. For instance, I learned that beans are a great source of fiber and protein, and to make them even healthier, you should rinse the can of beans under water to get rid of about 40% of sodium. Simple, cheap substitutions and little techniques can greatly improve the nutritional value of foods one eats. Eating healthy is so important because it give one the energy needed to study and stay active!

The Space Between Notes

Momenta String Quartet’s performance of Leos Janacek’s ‘Kreutzer Sonata’ recalls a beautiful cycle of artistic re-appropriation, of interpretation and representation of a piece, of what it means for work to recycle—not as the Pop artists did simply through image culture—but the transition, the loss in translation, and that loss or miss lending itself to a different sort of re-creation through which the work evolves onto a different level of its totality, into something almost otherly. It is this liminal dance between the original and the simulacrum that makes art subliminal, that allows ideas to expand in breadth beyond the limits of a singular medium, evolving unto, into, and passed themselves. And that is what Janacek’s sonata was an affirmation of. Each instrument was its own separate body that interrupted and resisted the piecing together of all of them in harmony. The music at times became planes of sound masses that crescendo and collide into what Luigi Rossolo terms “noise-sounds” before plateauing into more classical pacing and rhythm. The weakness, however, of this “organized sound” lies in this valley from which builds a mountainous chaos only to always retreat back to the same horizon line. This classical backbone—stiff and archaic—exists as a narrative voiceover that pulls us to the 1890’s of Tolstoy’s book rather than the 1920s of Janacek’s life. This underlining classical current is a nostalgia for the romantic, the pastoral, that is disrupted by the Modern man, the mechanistic, robust, disorderly human noise that pervades even the sounds of nature claiming, reclaiming, and remaking them into their own. This rising crescendo abruptly stops—and it is here about the static, the stasis, the period, the void, the space between notes that this sonata really explores. I would be curious to understand what it means to have listened to Beethoven’s sonata then read Tolstoy’s story before having listened to the Janacek’s sonata, and compare that to the inverse experience of listening to Janacek’s sonata then reading Tolstoy’s story, and lastly listening to Beethoven’s sonata—would it be a flashforward, a flashback, or simply the accumulation of experiencing the now, the timelessness of our presence?

The Realm of Environmental Humor

Professor Sachs presented an interesting talk on humor involving environmentalism and how the humor takes on different environmentalists in wide range of issues. The main issue that comedians make satires for is environmentalists’ opinions on climate change. While climate change is a very serious matter to ponder about and enforce us to change our ways, Professor Sachs wonder why environmentalists are the unique group of people that do not like making fun of themselves. Many different types of people do humor in order to support their cause but environmentalists shy away from that. The society seems that they are pushing a lot of unreasonable changes while society is trying to battle different social issues. A humor piece that stuck out for me was the prius ad that had eco-friendly car with spikes. The humor criticizes how environmentalists are expecting drastic changes from the community to better the environment and sometimes these changes are not even considering how human life might change. These types of humor resonate with us as the audience because the comedians are brave enough to voice the message through such a humor display. It is hard for people to make fun of themselves but it can show the community a strong message of advocacy for their cause. Thus, Professor Sachs presents the opinion and trend that environmentalists should accept the challenge in making fun of themselves to better resonate their messages to the bigger group and become accepted by them. It is indeed risky to do comedic approaches to present the environmental issues but currently people are not taking environmentalists seriously to begin with. So, there is nothing wrong for them to try this approach to reach a middle ground with their knowledge about the environment and what people think about the same issues as well. Professor Sachs thus advocates that environmentalists should take a chance and explore the realm of comedy as a way to express the serious issues coming down on Earth.

A Brand New Commons

Last week’s Rose Cafe featured Lisa Nicholas, one of the city planners of Ithaca. She gave a really great talk about some of the different projects happening in the city right now – the new hotels in the Commons, the student housing plans in Collegetown, and the potential development of the polluted gun factory site (near Ithaca College). Additionally, she talked about the reasons behind the growing housing problem in Ithaca (low vacancy rate + very expensive).

Ms. Nicholas spent most of the time talking about the newly revamped Commons. I’ve really enjoyed the new Commons, but I never thought about how much work went into revitalizing it. Ms. Nicholas talked about how the general vibe of the Commons affects the inclusion of any future buildings. For example, the construction plans of the future Marriott/Hilton hotels promise a “homey” and welcoming feeling. A student housing project was shut down because the proposed building didn’t fit in with the rest of the Commons. Clearly, a lot of effort goes into maintaining the growth and development of the downtown area!

 

 

Melancholy and all its beauty in origin

Sara presented an extremely insightful presentation of melancholy with showing her exploration into not only its English roots but also its connections to literary pieces. I always treated melancholy as a word used for description but never knew the origins of the word. Melancholy actually means literally black pile and is associated with the season of autumn, since it is cold and dry. This root gives us a feeling that melancholy naturally happens. It brings up the question whether we are just melancholy or not or does melancholy naturally come upon us. I do feel sometimes that even though people might not be affected by melancholy for long periods of time, we are most likely to be affected when autumn and change of seasons occur. We associate melancholy with depression but actually there is a difference that you can see in the roles of the emotion in different disorders like bipolar. Sara offers the side of melancholy to be important in the development of individuality. She delves into Freud’s interesting perspective in which melancholy can be related to love in which we can love and hate something at the same time. When that is gone, we tend to feel guilt and have this attachment to the past that makes us be in melancholy. This type of melancholy is beautifully displayed in Alfred Hitchcock’s movie ‘Vertigo’, which from the scenes showed to us seems like it is a great movie that I might be interested in seeing. The scenes that were shown to us was setting the incident that melancholy can be associated with remembering the past in an almost beautiful way. This beauty with melancholy was especially seen when the detective is observing Madeline in the museum as she has her hair twirled into a simple spiral fashion and bouquet of roses. Overall, Sara’s presentation was incredibly insightful and changed my perspective on melancholy.

The Power of Love

Love – it’s something that we hear about in songs on the radio, see on television, and feel for ourselves, but what really is it? During the dinner conversation with Dr. Alvarez, we brainstormed ways to define love and thought of what it means to us. These definitions/associations included warmth, God, “to will the good of another,” happiness, and others – a full whiteboard full of ideas. Often when we talk about love, we are actually talking about “socially constructed love” as Dr. Alvarez put it. This is love as defined by society and depicted in romantic comedies and love songs. But love can take on many forms and is not always pink and bubbly, but can be painful too.

To demonstrate the various ways people can experience love, Dr. Alvarez read us a few poems, one of which he wrote himself. These depicted love as something very complicated and a different experience for everyone.

One point that Dr. Alvarez brought up that I found interesting is that we don’t talk about love enough because society views talking about love as a sign of weakness. However, Dr. Alvarez believes in using the power of love to make a global difference.

Before listening to Dr. Alvarez, I, too, talked little about love. But after this dinner conversation, I am interested to learn more about what love means to different people and how it impacts their lives.

Incorporated Poverty

Last week I had the pleasure of engaging in a conversation about international aid. This documentary film hit home with me in so many ways that I did not expect it to. I remember watching the trailer a week before I saw the film. I was just mesmerized by the intensity of information that was crammed into a movie trailer. It is important for people to know that the mechanisms used to “conquer” poverty in developing countries is another form of colonialism. This time it is just dressed nicely in diplomacy.

I liked that the film analyzed the intent of programs such as FAO, world food bank, TOMS shoes, and other non for profits known for their generosity. It is important for all of us to see that there is no moral absolutism. In everything there is so much more complexity than just a good and a bad side. I could not help but to look around at people’s reactions of the eye opening parts of the film. I was really excited about the turn out at the screening I attended. This film is something that affects each and everyone of us one way or another. I think it is so important for people to engage in these conversations and question in what ways our systems work and the true motives behind them. I did like that the film pointed out the money that immigrants make in western countries and send back home to their home country is significantly more than the aid from FAO and such programs. It is important to point out that those from developing countries are giving back in the best way they know how.

I was particularly intrigued by the  Q & A section with the co-director. He explained to us the reason why he decided to embark on this film journey. It all started when his wrestling team went to Bangladesh to go visit people that they raised money for. The whole theme behind the fund raising was that “strong bodies fight, so small bodies may be nourished” . That implies that the wrestling team, who happen to be westerners are strong and that they need to defend the weak. This sparked the whole concept behind the film of objectification vs relationship. The film did a great job of providing a lot of information that is digestible to the audience. I was intrigued by why Haiti was the star of the film when a west African country, like Ghana or Nigeria would have a better story.  Most importantly by spotlighting one of these west African countries would have had a more optimistic ending because real progress is actually occurring there.

Love.

Don’t you always feel stupid when someone asks a question that starts with “what is…” and you realize you don’t know how to answer it, even if it’s a word you use daily? (or is that just me? 🙂 )

Dr. Alvarez, in today’s dinner and conversation started off by asking us “What is love”, and  the only things flowing through my mind were adjectives, like unconditional, kind, and giving. Fortunately, the others at dinner had adjectives too instead of a definition of some sort and it was beautiful to see the different, complex, ideas we all had of the love familiar to ourselves.

Dr. Alvarez performed a piece of his poetry for us, talked to us about his research, and engaged us in a conversation about this very topic we often run from in academia, and the hour passed by too quickly. He shared that love is a powerful tool for social change; this love within us can be exerted into the world to make a difference. He reminded us that love comes from the self and that without loving that self first, there is no love to pour upon others.

Overall, it was a refreshing conversation that reminded me to not run away from love (either in conversation or actions)  because if love isn’t fueling our passions, what is?

Ithaca’s Magic

Last night, I as able to get an insight into the planning of Ithaca by listening to senior city planner Lisa Nicholas speak about ideas that the city has about its future. One concern that I have always had is finding housing for the next year. It is one of the common struggles students here at Cornell have. In fact, I distinctly remember an upperclassmen friend of mine telling me that “friendships are lost during housing selection.” Fortunately, that was not true for me but I did see it happen.

Though there are some developments going up including a few hotels, I think that Ithaca should also have more housing selection for its students. It is immensely expensive to live here and sometimes I feel like I am spending way more money than I should as a student. Between paying for several expensive textbooks (sometimes for one class), laundry, the gym, the bus, and printing. On the one hand, I do want there to be more housing for students. However, I do realize that in order to make more housing close to campus, people may have to be displaced. I can’t help but wonder if there is a win-win situation for the students and for the community.

One thing that love about this city is its commitment to preserving the small town feel. I agreed with Lisa Nicholas when she said that she was happy they preserved the little pedestrian area in the commons as opposed to making it into a street again. Last semester when I went to the “Diagon Alley” event it was magical to be able to see the community having so much fun in an open and dynamic environment.

The Development of Cities

Tonight I attended a very interesting talk by Lisa Nicholas regarding the future development of Ithaca. It was very interesting to learn that the Tompkins County is growing at a pretty fast pace while the city of Ithaca itself is not really growing but rather staying constant. This, Ms. Nicholas, explained was due to a few reasons, but a big one being that Ithaca does not have a lot of vacant residencies, and thus rent and housing prices are very high. In order to attract the growing population of Tompkins County to settle in Ithaca, the city is undergoing a lot of planning and development, such as the addition of hotels and space-saving residences that are located above stores.

This got me thinking. My hometown, The Woodlands, is a very fast-growing, master-planned town like Ithaca. The Woodlands prides itself on its proximity to nature, and serene environment. When buildings are built, they have to undergo lots of regulations, and only a limited number of trees can be cut down for the purpose of building, with the goal of preserving the environment and the unique woodlands vibe. Now, as the population in The Woodlands is growing at a tremendous rate, much of the forest has been cut down to build residences, schools, and shopping centers, sometimes to the dismay of current residents who really valued the natural setting in which The Woodlands was built upon. How would the fast growth in Ithaca, accompanied by the building of hotels, and residences affect the current residents? I am really glad to hear that as Ithaca is building and growing that they really involve the locals with the decision-making process. I really look forward to see the growth of Ithaca and its effects in the near future!

#BlacklivesMatter: In Solidarity

Hearing the some of the leaders at the front of the #BlacklivesMatter speak was empowering, encouraging and left me with a sense of hope for the future. The passion that each of them displayed was both heartening and a reminder of what has kept the movement strong for years.

After hearing about the anti-blackness that pervades our society in the United states and the white supremacy that props it up, I began to think critically about the potential of #blacklivesmatter to continue to grow and how colorism impacts societies outside of the United States as well.

By fighting to defend the fundamental rights of people, remind everyone of the shortcomings of the legal system, and promoting conversation this movement will inevitably lead to improvements for everyone.

Moreover, something that I really appreciate about this movement is the fact that it recognizes intersectionality and the issues that people face are multidimensional. One specific movement in the Civil Rights era that comes to mind is the Chicanx movement. Though it worked to remedy the grievances of Chicanxs, it was patriarchal and exclusive to the point that it was a major shortcoming.

However, #blacklivesmatter works to be inclusive, which is a reflection of an evolving strategy and the realization that there is strength in solidarity.

Stop “Helping.”

“Poverty Inc” is a brilliant documentary that provokes thought in reframing what we consider to be development.

It shows great examples of the negative impacts of our good intentions. It shows the receiving stakeholders’ reactions to our actions; what we would praise here, they appreciate but wish was different. There are little things we do thinking we are doing good but what happens in reality? What happens when we donate clothes to get shipped abroad? What happens when we send free food to these countries to “end hunger.” What happens when we buy Tom’s shoes? What happens when we flood these countries with NGO’s?

The film brings light to these questions, arguing that we do more bad than good when participating in the above. When we send free stuff, their way, we are providing temporal support that will change their ways of life to one of dependency from us and eventually be detrimental because at one point, we will stop giving. By sending clothes and shoes, we unemploy artisans, clothes makers, shoe makers, and we invade with our own culture. When we send food, we flood the market, drop prices, drop demand, and eventually take jobs away from farmers. Then when we stop sending food, they have no one else to produce it. We create complete and life-long dependency on us and the moment we can no longer help or no longer want to help, they have no where else to turn.

Instead of equipping for a sustainable future, we are worsening their situations by establishing a “dependence mentality.”

Like the film says, we make “the poor” the others in their own story of development. Instead of making them the protagonists, we make them the side characters waiting to see what WE do in their story. So lets stop with this so called “aid.” Let’s focus our efforts in working with these countries as partners; not charity. Let’s work to get them an adequate base for growth. Let’s create jobs. Let’s buy their products. Let’s be mindful consumers. Let’s stop developing an image of them that ends up saying more about ourselves (songs like “It’s Christmas Time”) by seeing Africa as a desolate place where nothing grows. Let’s stop with this idea of “helping.”

Straight Outta Words

Last Sunday, I went with a group of Rose Scholars to see Straight Out of Compton.  Issues from freedom of speech to social-immobility, police brutality and AID – so much was covered. What I found most disappointing is that at times, I’d forget it is a more or less historic film. It seems like the kind of movie you would watch and come out of grateful that you no longer live in midst of that, but that did not happen with this one. We continue to see all of that in the news today for the very same issues the movie brings to light. Even when a group of men try to provide for their loved ones and make something out of their lives and situations– even after they get a record deal and work hard to succeed in it– society seems them in the same exact way as to discredit what they have done. There is a scene in the movie when they are outside of the recording studio and the police expected them to be gang bangers… so yeah you can watch to see what happens… But it is things like that that prevent social mobility. One tries to climb a little higher in the ladder that we ourselves impose upon them and we push them back down. About that, I’m straight outta words.

Anticipation and Letdown

I was looking forward to attending the MLK Commemorative Lecture today. The lecture featured prominent activists who helped created #BlackLivesMatter. Given the impact of #BlackLivesMatter in todays society I was excited to hear the prospective of the creators. Was the reaction they have receive what they had expected? What would they have changed about their campaign with advantage of hindsight? What are the next steps? These are some of the questions that I had hoped to hear the answer to.

However, the lecture was full when the group of Rose Scholars arrived and they would not allow anyone into the lecture. Even after the staff let the crowd of people know that the building was full most people remained outside for upwards of 15 minutes. I think many other people were excited to hear the lecture and were simply in disbelief when they were not able to get in. I wish the lecture was in a larger venue, but I hope that everyone that got into the talk enjoyed it.

I heard that they were audio recording the event and I hope to listen when it is posted online.

Voice of the Unheard

We live on a college campus. We may come from different backgrounds, may have experienced different ups and downs, but we are all here. And honestly, there’s no place I’d rather be–aside from the academic and social aspect of college, the city of Ithaca is wonderful. I feel safe walking down the slope at midnight by myself, or trekking to Collegetown with some friends for late night bubble tea. How privileged is that? It’s not something we think about on a daily basis, but it’s true. I only started thinking about it after having watched Straight Outta Compton, easily one of the best films I’ve ever seen. Sitting through that movie was tough for me: I can’t stand to watch people suffer. But these events, more or less, happened and it is so important for people to see that, even if it is hard to watch.

What I’ve learned is that we should be humbled by how much previous generations have fought for the rights we take for granted today. I’m sitting in a heated room in a key-card locked building on a comfortable bed, finishing up homework because I know that tomorrow I’ll wake up to my impending education. I don’t think about people kidnapping me or beating me and I can’t pretend to know what that fear must feel like. But I can try to relate; I can do all I can to fight for what I believe in, just like Ice Cube, Dr. Dre, and Easy E. Even when things might not go the way we plan–if we get a bad grade–are we really any worse off? Are we going to remember the second organic chemistry test in our sophomore year of college that we just didn’t do that well on? Probably not. We are privileged and of course it’s not a bad thing, but I think it’s important to take off our invisible knapsacks and keep fighting for what matters because there is so much left to fight for.

Icy Saturday

For the first week back, my friends and I decided to venture out from the Rose Cafés and do something more adventurous. We brought along two of our friends and took to the ice. While some of us were less experienced, I think we found our way around the rink just fine (but let’s be honest, the pictures were the most important part).

I figure skated for most of my younger life, so I had no issue gliding around, but for two of my friends, it was their second time ever skating. They were in good company, as it seemed half of the event goers hadn’t laced up in a long while. I thought it was particularly interesting to get to skate on the ice the hockey team skates on. I work for the Ivy League Digital Network, so I see the team with all the lights on for game day quite often, making it even more fun. I don’t know if I’ll go skating again for a while, but i’m glad I finally did at Lynah.

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Scholars Requirements – Spring 2016

The basic requirements for the Rose Scholars program remain the same during the Spring semester: Scholars are expected to attend at least one Scholars event every week, submit a blog about it within 7 days of the event, and submit 5 comments about other Scholars’ posts over the course of the Spring semester.

  • The most significant difference this semester is that we count a total of 12 weeks in the Spring semester for the purposes of the Scholars program. The requirement begins January 27 and ends May 11.
  • Scholars are expected to attend an event and submit a post every week for a total of 12 posts.
  • You may count only one event *per calendar week* (Monday through Sunday) towards your Scholars requirement unless you have prior permission from Assistant Dean Jarrett Anthony.
  • Scholars may miss no more than three weeks and still receive an “S” (satisfactory) for the course.  In other words, in order to receive an S for the Spring semester, a Scholar must submit posts that meet the course requirements for at least 9 events held during 9 separate calendar weeks over the course of the Spring semester. Scholars who submit 8 or fewer posts will receive an U (unsatisfactory).
  • NEW CLARIFICATION THIS SEMESTER! Scholars are expected to arrive on time at the location designated in the weekly “What’s Happening @ Flora Rose House” email and must attend the event until the *end time* indicated in the event listing.  Sign in sheets will be made available at the end of the event.  If you have a conflict and need to leave early, you must notify and receive written permission (via email) from the organizing SA or GRF in advance.  Rose Café Only: if you need to leave before the listed end time (8PM), you may notify House Professor Garrick Blalock in person before he introduces the Café speaker. (Occasionally events continue after the official end time.  To receive credit for attending, you are expected stay until the end time indicated on the event listing.  If you need to leave before the end of the event, please leave quietly so as not to disturb other participants.)
  • The Scholars program is designed to be flexible and accommodate any schedule.  If you have any concerns about your ability to meet the program requirements, please contact Assistant Dean Jarrett Anthony.