“Modernism”, “Primitivism”, and the Portrayal of Stereotypes

In this discussion of the “modern” and “primitive”, modern was used in the sense of “modernist” – as in the cultural movement from the late 1800s to the early 1900s.  We watched a video of the Tiller Girls, and we looked at a painting of a railroad crossing the ocean.  We identified characteristics of “modernism” as uniformity, linearity, patterns, and order.  Progress, conquering the natural, expanding.  We then looked at how modernism tends to treat “primitivism” by way of colonial attitudes and endless collecting and categorizing of “primitive” artifacts, of people, and of cultures.  However, some of the trends in current American culture seem to be quite different from those of the early 1900s.  Progress remains important, but for instance we seem to value individualism and customizable experiences as well as returning to an idea of the natural.  I would be interested in looking at how the intersection of the “modernist” and the “primitive” compares to the intersection of the “current” and the “primitive”.

We then discussed portrayals of and attitudes towards the “primitive” in modern works.  One topic we addressed by way of Josephine Baker’s “Banana Dance” and the cabaret scene Nella Larson’s novel Quicksand was the idea of performing an image belonging to “your” people or participating in a culture that is yours (either personally or ancestrally), versus performing a stereotype.

Though not in the same contexts of black identity or African colonial attitudes, this is an idea that I run into a lot as a second generation American of varied ancestry.  I want, on some level, to participate in my cultural heritage, but I don’t feel as though I can do that properly because I’m so far removed from it.  The things that I know about “my” cultures are really no more detailed or nuanced than what my American cultural knowledge tells me – and those things tend to be vastly oversimplified at best and straight up stereotypes at worst.

For instance, the fragments of Filipino culture that I remember from when I was a kid are very few and very hazy.  I remember learning a dance with castanets, I remember a song about planting rice, I remember pancit and some kind of caramel candy.  I am quite confident that if I tried to recreate any of those things, the result would be at least a little offensive to actual Filipino people.  (Honestly, I think the “planting rice” thing might have been a joke, but I don’t know…)  When I was in middle school, my (white) mother insisted that I learn Tagalog because “it’s important not to lose things like that”.  She bought me a Rosetta Stone course, which I practiced every day because I actually rather liked the idea of forming a connection with my family’s past, and particularly with my grandmother.  A few months later we learned that my grandmother’s mother tongue wasn’t Tagalog at all, but another regional language.

This is an incredibly common theme that I’ve seen among my friends, many of whom are two or three generations removed from a non-US heritage.  We cling to things like cookie recipes and individual words of a language and meticulous calculation of fractions of ethnicities.  We proudly claim to be Polish, Irish, Brazilian, Japanese, Greek…  And then we try to go back and learn the dances and foods and languages that we think must have been important to our families.  We don’t have much personal connection to that history, though, so I at least am suspicious that we make our decisions about what we learn and how we portray it unfortunately based largely on stereotypes, simply because we don’t know any better.  Which would then only reinforce stereotypes.  I don’t feel like I have the right to portray or to claim any of my heritages, and in fact it seems like it might be detrimental to more authentic communities for me to try to do so.  But what’s the alternative?  To sever ties with family history, and completely erase any semblance of inherited cultural identity?  I don’t know.

Food Without Farms

A common theme among my Rose Scholars experiences seems to be that, from garlic to palm oil to grape vines to flowers in the botanical gardens, I don’t know anything about plants.  I had heard of hydroponics and I knew vaguely what the idea was, but I had no clue how it worked or what a system might look like.  So, I was thrilled to be able to attend Erica Hernandez’ talk where she outlined the major different kinds of hydroponic systems, explained how they work, addressed their pros and cons, and talked about the major advantages and challenge with hydroponics in general.

I did have one major question that I couldn’t quite put my finger on during the talk:  I know it is possible to drown plants.  I know this because I killed three successive succulents last year with overenthusiastic watering.  If too high a moisture content in soil can be enough to murder a plant, then how is it possible to grow a plant just water?  Are there only certain plants that can be grown hydroponically?  Is it just impossible to drown lettuce?

According to the internet, the difference is the oxygen exposure of the roots.  Plants need to take in oxygen through their roots in addition to their leaves, and in soil, they are exposed to plenty of small pockets of air.  If you overwater, these pockets become waterlogged with stagnant water.  The plant doesn’t drown so much as suffocate.  In a hydroponics system though, the water is aerated and constantly refreshed so that the plant can take oxygen from the water.

I’ve heard a whole lot of talk about hydroponics with regard to the looming global food crisis and environmental crisis.  Hydroponics could represent the future of human food production for an exploding population, in that it could be used in establishing indoor farms to grow crops without worrying about space or transportation.  It was also pointed out in the talk that hydroponics operations can run year-round, as the plants are sheltered from cold and bad weather in a carefully temperature-controlled indoors facility.  Many of the more passive systems also require very little labor.  So why are we not growing all of our food with urban hydroponics programs already?

The sticking point, or at least one of them, is apparently the same as with many futuristic solutions: energy.  Careful temperature and environment control mean that it’s difficult for large-scale hydroponics systems to be energy efficient.  This makes them neither cost effective nor environmentally friendly.  There is also the issue of light — you can light a smaller setup with natural sunlight, but this isn’t possible for stacked vertical farming systems (as I’ve heard touted as a solution to saving land space and growing in cities).  In that kind of system, you would have to use artificial light, which only makes the operation even more energy-intensive.  In fact, even if a farm isn’t hydroponic, lighting and environment control would be a problem for any indoor farming venture.  It looks like for now at least, we’ll have to look elsewhere for viable solutions to food production issues.  However, I hope I’ll be around to see what the food production landscape looks like in 50 years, and what kind of role hydroponics plays.

Jack drove up the hill, but Jill took a bus

I attended this café at least in part just because I wanted to know what a talk about “Gender and Transportation” could possibly be about.  What could that possibly even mean?  Gender and what kind of car you drive?  It turns out that it was about something rather more interesting than that – transportation availability and movement patterns of people in a city.  This is related to gender because patterns and availability are very different between men and women, especially places like India where traditional gender roles are stricter.

The pattern differences are definitely something that I can recognize in how the families I interacted with as child worked.  My dad always drove straight out to Denver to work in the morning, and then straight back at the end of the day.  Linear patterns associated with work.  My mom worked as well, but she also drove me to school and music lessons, bought food, went to the bank, came home to let the dog out, etc.  Much more complex patterns of travel due to being responsible for the children, pets, and household matters.  Some of my earliest memories are of driving around town with my mom, but it wasn’t until this talk that I thought to look for patterns in how she moved.

Both of my parents, however, had cars.  This is often not the case in the developing world, which leads to inequality in who had gets to use the car – generally the man of the household.  Women in places like India instead must often build a daily transportation system that involves buses, trains, walking, etc.  A car, for them, would represent ultimate freedom of movement.  This was an eye-opening realization for me, because I personally tend to view a car as a restriction.  It’s a responsibility.  It’s a cost.  You have to buy it, buy gas, pay to park it everywhere, pay for upkeep and repairs, and then also spend time on all of those things.  For me, true independence would be freedom of movement without having to lug around a very expensive 2-ton hunk of metal every time I want to go to buy groceries.  One of my life goals is to eventually live somewhere where I don’t need a car – somewhere where I can get around using a sensible and reliable system of subways and trains and the occasional Uber.  I want to do away with my car because I know I can live in a place that has a reliable and safe system of public transport, but in a place that doesn’t have such a system a car is infinitely desirable over public methods.

Overall the most significant thing that I got out of this café was a shift in how I think about cities.  I’ve spent my entire life interacting with my city’s parks, roads, buses, rec-centers, etc.  Yet somehow, I’ve always thought of a city as a place one lives, and it has never before occurred to me to think of a city as something that one “uses”.  A city is not just a “where” it’s also a “what”.  A city is not just organically grown, but also in many ways deliberately designed and carefully constructed.  It’s fascinating to imagine a city not just as a place with a lot of buildings, but as a set of tools that people use and the pathways through which people flow to reach them.

In addition, I’ve never really conceptualized transportation as a major responsibility of government before.  I suspect this is at least in part due to the fact that unlike in the developing world, everyone I know always had a private car.  Still though, I took the public bus to school every single day for four years and somehow it never really sank in that “public” meant “local-government run”.  This might not change how I interact with TCAT too much, but it does change my perspective on local government as compared to the state and federal government.

In politically fraught times like 2017, something I hear over and over again is that if you want to be politically active you have to start with participating in and interacting with your local government.  Yet, I’ve never really seen the point in doing so because what does a city government even do, especially in a small city like my hometown?  Plant trees in parks?  Fill pot-holes?  Things that must be done, sure, but how could those be in any way relevant to the divisive national issues that I actually care about?  This café has caused me think harder about what important functions city government has that I might not really have properly connected to it before.  Local government has responsibilities with regard to transportation and housing availability, environmental issues in transportation and regulation of public spaces, public education, water and power access, and regulating local presences of behemoth firms like telecoms.  I really ought to start paying attention to my county election ballots.

Losing Fights to Plants Part 2

Last Saturday, I participated in Into the Streets for a second year with Rose House.  Our team was assigned to the Tompkins County YMCA, which is located near the Ithaca Mall north of campus.  When we got in the taxi, though, I was confused to find that we were headed west, off campus, through downtown, and up into the hills…  I briefly considered that we may be being kidnapped, but soon we came to a trailhead way up in the hills.  It turns out that the YMCA has a massive outdoor education facility!  There’s an area with picnic tables and camping space in the front, and then acres of woods and trails beyond that.  Our YMCA representative explained that they teach classes year-round on everything from snowshoeing to orienteering to machete throwing, and run popular summer camps for kids.

First, some of the Rose students were tasked with adding to and filling in holes in a small shelter made of woven grapevines.  My group was assigned to carry branches from piles near the entrance to back by the stack of firewood.  Once those were moved, we were reassigned to pulling down said grapevines.  I found this slightly humorous, because that’s pretty much same thing we did on Westhaven Farm last year – pulling down tomato vines.

Unfortunately, tomato vines and grape vines are not at all the same thing.  It turns out that the wilderness is much more difficult to grapple with than an artificially cultivated greenhouse.  Grapevines are much, much tougher than tomato vines, and at least four times as thick and tall.  They are rooted firmly in the ground, and then wind up around tree trunks and into the branches.  They are remarkably flexible, which means that they’re good for weaving into a shelter, but nearly impossible to break.

They don’t just come down when you yank on them.  We tried pulling with four people at a time, and got nothing.  We tried to snap the vines by bending them and stepping on them together.  I tried digging the roots out of the ground, but they went too deep to manage without a shovel.  I tried putting my full body weight on these things and swinging around like George of the Jungle.  No dice.  The only solution was to move on and try to pick on a vine your own size.  In 2 hours, I conquered approximately 7 vines total.  I do understand why the YMCA couldn’t just hand out machetes like Halloween candy to 60+ college students, but I would have been eternally grateful for some kind of cutting utensil.

Unlike last year, I can’t say I quite understood how what we were doing was helping, at first.  I carried branches and logs from one pile…to another pile a few meters away.  Then I tramped around braving ticks and poison ivy in order to generally fail to gather grapevines.  I know that the YMCA is an amazing resource for the people, and especially kids, of Tompkins county…but why do they need a little hut?  Why does it need to be made out of specifically grapevines, which are nigh on impossible to gather?  Other groups were organizing equipment, picking up trash, extending trails…and I was just wandering around, losing fights with plants over and over.  My role was maximum effort, minimum efficiency, and didn’t really seem useful.  I had really been looking forward to this volunteer opportunity, and I couldn’t help but be disappointed that I didn’t seem to be personally helping the community in a tangible manner.

I didn’t really see how my volunteering was helping at all, until the end of the day, when a huge group of the volunteers spent the last 45 minutes working together to clear sticks and rocks out of a clearing in the woods.  The YMCA representative explained that he had a vision of all the kids being able to play things like soccer and flag football, but the entire property had been covered in trees.  So, he’d chosen a massive area of forest (I would estimate 50 feet in diameter), and then personally cut down all the trees and removed the stumps.  You know, as one does.  Our job was just to start clearing the ground so grass could grow there in the spring.  I heard a fair amount of grumbling about, “How are we supposed to clear all the sticks?!  The entire ground is sticks!”  But with the instructor’s vision in mind, I could understand why this was important for us to do.  With ~30 people participating, by the end I could actually see progress being made towards that goal.

The major purposes of the outdoor facility are to teach people to be more comfortable with nature and provide fun and unique outdoors experiences.  Part of that is not just having equipment and teachers, it’s having existing areas where people (and especially children) can do fun activities while in the woods.  Part of it is having trails to hike on and fields for soccer.  While it might not seem like as big a deal, I suppose part of making kids feel welcome in the wilderness is having little shelters them to hang out and roast marshmallows in in the winter.  If our host can spend weeks cutting down trees to clear a meadow single-handedly, I think I should be able to come to terms with tugging down some vines and moving sticks and branches.   If a task is necessary to your ultimate vision, it’s important to do it even if it seems useless or futile or terribly slow.

With regard to Into the Streets as a program, I was super happy to see so many Rose House volunteers this year!  There were only two of us last year, plus the GRFs, so I was proud to be part of a much larger Rose group this year.  ITS 2017 was well organized, the communication was effective, and I’m glad to have participated.  The Rose House team is apparently in the process of becoming master plant-fighters – we’ve now done tomato vines on a farm and grapevines in the woods.  ITS 2018 is going to have to find some magic beanstalks for us next year.

Attempts to Interpret Sundance Shorts

Last Saturday, I had the opportunity to go see a stunning collection of short films from the last Sundance festival.  I enjoyed every one of the films, though I can’t definitively say that I understood some of them.

“5 Films About Technology” is a collection of comedic scenarios focused on modern peoples’ occasionally ridiculous relationships with technology and an interconnected world.  For instance, the ritual taking of food photos in a restaurant.

“Ten Meter Tower” consists of footage of people challenged to jump off of a 10m high dive.  The film is an exercise in constant suspense — person after person goes back and forth between the edge and the ladder, talking themselves into and out of jumping.  It demonstrates how perhaps irrational fears are a common human experience, and the how bravery does not always come from the people one might expect it from.

“Lucia, Before and After” features a young woman trying to get an abortion, and shows how she spends the Texas-mandated 24 hour waiting period after her sonogram.  She tries to beg for a room and food at a hotel, but is turned away.  She dines sand dashes, and sleeps in her car.  She  has no money and no support.  The film highlights how abortion really is the only option for many women.

“Pussy” is a surreal, animated depiction of a woman exploring her own sexual pleasure.  She’s having an unsuccessful evening attempting to masturbate, when her vagina literally peels itself off of her body, grows legs, and walks around like a little animal.  It walks around rubbing itself on all kinds of things to represent her exploring different methods of pleasure and it even scares away a voyeur.  A slightly unnerving, but hilarious and endearing film.

“And the Whole Sky Fit in the Dead Cow’s Eye” completely confused me.  A Mexican man’s cattle die mysteriously due to what is later determined to be a lightning strike.  His mother, is visited by a dead man who tells her that he has come to take her son, so she begs to be allowed to die instead.  Her son tries to kill himself, but  the dead man leads the mother into the woods.  Presumably she has traded her life for his successfully, but I have no clue what it means or what it says about society.

“Night Shift” was one of my favorite films of the collection.  It’s a touching snapshot of a night in the life of a black man who works a degrading and unsatisfying job as a bathroom attendant in a club, while also dealing with a crumbling marriage.  He suffers ridiculous demands and cruel treatment at the hands of his largely white patrons in return for tips.  One man bribes the main character to let him have sex with a girl in one of the stalls.  Another urinates on the ground, and then throws the tip in the puddle while hurling verbal abuse.  Eventually, the man gathers the courage to pull in his wife (who also works in the club) and convince her to dance with him for just one song.  They share a fun and intimate dance, and when she leaves, she says that she “might” have dinner with him sometime.

The setting is particularly interesting in how it contrasts humiliation and joy, the worst and best of humanity, all in one room.  Additionally, the bathroom is empty and claustrophobic, but the music of the bustling club can constantly be heard, which seems to highlight the underlying feeling of being isolated at the edge of the excitement of life.  I think the film’s depictions of uncertainty and lack of fulfillment are universal, but the racial themes are also clear.  I particularly loved how the film made no effort to adhere to a traditional story arc.  As soon as it opened to a man examining divorce papers, I thought for sure it was going to be the story of how he came to terms with the divorce or how he won his wife back for good.  Neither happened.  The film had no conclusion, no closure.  Instead, he simply finishes work and drives home.  That’s it.  That’s the night, so that’s the film.

The film “Come Swim”, was a surreal depiction of…well, something.  A man wakes up in a dilapidated house, and goes about an eerie and lonely workday in a rundown world.  Meanwhile, he is constantly haunted by a voice asking him to “Come swim with me”, to which he responds, “But I don’t want to”.  He compulsively seeks out water and is constantly thirsty.  He feverishly drinks and pours water over himself, but it’s never enough.  At the end of the day he begins driving to the ocean, and in each shot his body begins to decay.  He passes out before reaching the waves, and children appear to drag him into the water.

To me this seemed to clearly be a metaphor for addiction.  A voice in his head tempts him constantly, though he doesn’t want to obey.  The more he drinks, the more thirsty he becomes.  His body begins to fall apart.  He becomes driven by compulsion and seems to die trying to reach a source of ultimate satiation.  (Also, the ocean is saltwater — it would never actually satisfy thirst.)  Other ghostly voices that are heard throughout the film and say things like, “It couldn’t happen to me”.

The second half of the film seems to support this idea.  This time, he wakes up in a normal bedroom and goes to work at an average looking office.  At many of the points where he drank water the first time around, he smokes a cigarette the second.   I actually liked the film better before seeing the second half, when the water could represent any kind of addiction, and the symbolism was less clear.  I even thought the film was somewhat heavy handed at times.

After a brief survey of synopses and reviews, however, apparently nobody agrees with me.  The director herself says the film is about “heartbreak”.  I suppose, just like poetry, everyone can get something different out of a film.  Perhaps the intent of the creators of a film doesn’t matter as much as the interpretation of the viewer.

There’s no self-checkout at a farmers market…

Last Saturday, I headed down to the farmers market with a rather large group of Rose Scholars, and I honestly wasn’t expecting much.  I’m from Boulder, Colorado, and our farmers market takes place on a nice little downtown street next to a park.  It’s fairly large, taking up the length of two blocks, and quite popular.  It’s…also not really particularly interesting.  I figured Boulder is definitely a farmers market kind of town, so I was under the impression that I’d seen pretty much everything a farmers market could offer.  I was entirely wrong.  In comparison, the Ithaca market is spectacular!  They had an atm, bathrooms, two live music acts, extensive parking, waterside seating, at least ten hot meal booths serving international cuisine, and an enormous indoor setup lit with festive strings of bulbs.  Additionally, I was there until 3pm and it was still open!  According to their website, they’re open 5 days a week and even have a winter market.

I actually wasn’t planning on buying anything except maybe a drink, since I only had few dollars in cash with me.  Then I realized they had an atm, and I ended up with a hot chocolate ($2), 4 apples ($6), an unreasonably large jar of honey ($8), and a little potted succulent ($6).

It’s certainly a bit more expensive than the grocery store, where you can buy apples for like 30 cents each, so I probably wouldn’t go there for bulk purchases for recipes or parties.  However, on the scale of 1 apple being 30 cents versus 1 apple being a dollar fifty, I don’t think it’d be too painful to head down to the farmers market for personal purchases and a non-dining-hall meal now and then.  It was definitely nice to know that I was benefiting local businesses, which of course also means that the goods weren’t shipped for hundreds of miles, using gas and emitting pollution.  However, it was also interesting to get to interact with people who were actually involved in producing the goods.  I generally shop with as little interaction as I can — self-checkout 100% of the time, online if possible — so this interaction is not something that is immediately comfortable for me, but I’m glad I have the chance to experience it.  Should I go back at a less busy time, I would love to be able to ask some of the vendors more about their products and how their businesses work.

I hovered and hesitated at least ten minutes before buying the plant.  Why?  Well there’s no self-checkout at a farmers market, and I’m an awkward person.  Like, what if this was a weird plant to buy?  I don’t know anything about plants, what if I said something dumb?  Which woman was I even supposed to talk to?  It was actually supposed to be $8, but when I finally went to buy it, I realized to myself out loud that I only had six ones and would need to break a larger bill.  “Six?” said the woman, “I can do six!  I need ones, give me that!”  So I got my plant for 25% off.  She then told me how much to water it, that it grows best with a lot of sunlight, and that she’d picked the pot because it matched the little red edges on the leaves.  She also said that they do custom arrangements and will put plants on hold for you if you want to come back another day.  It’s absolutely a more flexible, more personal, and more friendly interaction than going to your average supermarket.

Of course later as my little plant and I were trotting down the street back home, I thought to myself, A plant!  You’ve bought another freaking plant!  Why have you bought a plant?  You’ve killed the last three succulents you owned!  Do you even know how hard it is to kill succulents?  It’s supposed to be basically impossible!  I felt like Darla taking home a doomed fish.  In any case, it lives on my windowsill now, and maybe fourth time is the charm?  If not, I suppose I can always buy another the next time I go back — and I do plan to go back.