A mini movie party

The Friday Film event yesterday was something I’d been looking forward to for the whole week. The whole week I was working on homework or presentations and studying for classes. My friend, who lives two doors down the hall in Mennen with me, and I set up a mini viewing party in my room. We turned off the lights and had some snacks and candy. We also did some painting afterwards, and it was a great opportunity to relax and de-stress from the prior months of work.

I really enjoyed the movie, I remember watching half of Totoro years back, and never got to finish it. I love watching the signature Miyazaki animations, so far I’ve watched “Spirited Away,” half of “Howl’s Moving Castle,” and at least two more I can’t remember the names of. All the scenery and storylines and characters are so beautiful and I want to hop into the world of the movies and experience it for myself.

Learning about the internship process

Yesterday I attended a panel about how to get internships. I actually had two internships when I was in high school, but I always felt there was more I could learn from others since I didn’t go through a formal interview process, and I’m considering going into grad school but also feel like I am missing out on working in the industry right after college. Something I’m most nervous and unprepared about when it comes to internships is interviews and networking, and I’m a very introverted person, so I tend to avoid them, but I learned that internships, especially the ones in the government that the panelists had, were all through previous connections with previous internships or professors, and I know I need to practice putting myself out there, reflecting on myself to present myself well and actually understand myself well, and I need to reach out and make deeper connections with my professors. It was also very interesting hearing the panelists use their experience at an internship to decide whether or not to go to grad school, as I feel like I’m currently making that decision. I also felt more hopeful about going to anyone for help, and I don’t feel like I have to know everything or prepare for interviews myself and I can easily cold contact someone I don’t know about advice and to understand their experiences in a specific internship or a career field to better understand what I truly want to do in life.

Painting my aesthetic on a pumpkin

Since this Halloween is so different and I couldn’t do many things that day, it was so relieving to have a fun activity to participate in on the day of Halloween. I attended pumpkin painting and trivia hosted by my GRF Sam from Mennen Hall. I was super excited for this activity since I love painting, and I didn’t have many chances during the semester to with such a busy schedule. I spent a long time deciding what to paint on my white pumpkin and got inspired by some pictures off pinterest. I knew I wanted to keep the white of the pumpkin and paint some designs to contrast it. I decided to paint orange flowers and black leaves, mixing multiple shades of orange to paint the flowers. I also created a ghost-like gradient with a little bit of white on the black leaves, and I really love how the pumpkin turned out. I also learned a lot of surprising facts about Halloween I hadn’t known before, like the heaviest pumpkin being heavier than 2000 pounds. I actually had another Halloween trivia event later that day where I used what I learned during this trivia.

my floral pumpkin

painted some orange colored flowers with black stems and leaves on my white pumpkin to highlight halloween colors

my floral pumpkin

Crafting leafy suncatchers

It was great to take a break during my studies and get crafty for this week’s Rose Scholars program. I love arts and crafts, and because of academics, I haven’t been able to pick up on anything creative since school started. I joined GRF Karina’s workshop and made these beautiful leaf suncatchers with construction paper, fall-colored tissue paper, and laminate sticker sheets. I decided to cut my tissue paper in triangles and with a color palette that included all the colors of the tissue paper, in a way where the leaf was still transitioning it’s colors. It was a gradient between green and yellow, and then rich oranges, reds and browns. These reminded me of stained-glass windows in a way. Although it was gloomy outside, my finished leaf still looked very pretty against my windows, and the light captures the many layers of tissue paper well.

Leafy Suncatcher

My finished suncatcher taped to my window in Mennen Hall overlooking Rose and West Campus

 

 

Chernobyl Ep 3

I was glad to watch “Chernobyl” again, since I was very intrigued watching the first episode. I missed the night when the second episode was on, but seized the chance to watch the third episode. Since watching the first episode, I had actually stumbled upon a Youtube video (spoiler alert!) of a nurse who had actually treated Chernobyl survivors, who was fact checking the miniseries, and said there was a lot of medical inaccuracies regarding the symptoms of radiation exposure. It wasn’t surprising to see that there are historical/medical inaccuracies, since it’s not supposed to be 100% accurate, but I think that the inaccuracies helped with making the situation in the series feel a lot more urgent and dangerous.

Somethings that caught my attention while watching the third episode were the firefighter’s wife’s persistence and dedication to her husband and the KGB and nuclear physicist involvement. Throughout the episode, the wife of the firefighter constantly defies hospital and nurses’ orders by visiting her husband, hugging and touching him, staying overnight with him, and lying about being pregnant, even when the doctors said there was so much risk to harm her own health and her baby. It was honestly remarkable and touching to see her have so much love for her husband, and not be scared about his deterioating state, she’s still able to stand so strong for her husband to create the little last loving memories, lying about being able to see every part of Moscow outside the hospital window just to make him happy.

It was super interesting to see the part about the nuclear physicist trying to figure out why the explosion happened, when all the numbers lined up that it’s impossible an explosion could’ve happened with that situation. Her visiting the hospital and finding out that the explosion happened only after the workers pressed the emergency safety button is so shocking, and I want to keep watching just to see the results of her investigation, why it exploded when everything seemed to be going correctly. Also I have heard of the KGB but I definitely need to do more research to understand their role in Chernobyl, and why they were following Legasov and trying to get information.

Feeling Rejuvenated

On Sunday morning, I attended a yoga session on Zoom taught by Lewis Freedman. I was excited to attend since it was my first serious experience with yoga. Freedman taught a wonderful session, and I was actually surprised by the things I learned. I never realized yoga wasn’t only about hardcore stretching. We actually started off with breathing exercises and loosened up our bodies for a large chunk of time before actually stretching, and I really appreciated that, since I felt a lot more prepared for the big stretches. The breathing exercises alone helped with my energy levels, and after the session, I felt extremely energetic and had a lot of motivation to run a couple of miles and do a lot of my homework. I think I could definitely adapt some of what I learned into my daily routine.

Music Sunday

I really enjoyed hearing all the songs that other residents of Rose House submitted. I was actually walking from the Commons to campus to move in while I was listening to the playlist, and it was a good way to pass the time during the hike and to get myself settled down in my dorm and to have a calm moment after all the stress from quarantine and prelims. It was interesting to see the range of genres of songs that people submitted, especially from pop to Korean to classical. I submitted “she likes spring, i prefer winter” by slchld (pronounced Seoul Child). It’s an all English song, but created by someone Korean after I found their music from a Korean vlog, and it was nice to hear that someone else submitted “Adios” by Hoody (a song I also listen to often) also enjoys Korean music, especially korean r&b (also one of my favorite genres).

Watching the first episode of “Chernobyl”

I truly enjoyed watching Chernobyl last Friday. I’d never seen the series, nor heard of the historic event, but seeing it played out on screen was intense and captivating. Some things that caught my attention were the details and technical aspects of filmography and production of a series like this, and the eerie similarities between the events in the series and today.

The directors and producers did an amazing job with the filmography. I was at the edge of my seat for most of the episode. The inferences the episode led me to make while watching scenes play out were chilling. An effect I strongly remember was the music. The music was eerie and built up suspense with each passing second. For instance, while the firefighters were putting out the fire, the music during the scene was building up and getting louder, and the faces of the firefighters were afraid and looking around.  expected something to happen, like another explosion, but the scene suddenly cut to a calmer scene inside of the power plant or to the local residents gathering outside. The short time between each scene and scene cuts were like cliffhangers and kept me wanting more. I liked how it wasn’t very linear, but cut between different storylines or points of view (the workers in the power plants, the firefighters, and the civilians). Also, I liked the pacing, especially when the civilians are gathered outside, and the camera work turns into slow motion to capture the civilians admiring the far away scene of the nuclear powerplant on fire and dancing among the radioactive debris floating down like snow, creating a kind of juxtaposition that is shocking. The special/visual effects were also amazing, it was very smooth and gradual in how once a worker went near radiation, viewers could see their faces getting redder and redder from the exposure, and it wasn’t at all choppy as if they added more makeup in between takes, but as if they were actually there.

It was also shocking to watch the events unfold, especially how little knowledge is being communicated within people in the series. From the start, the director of the plant denied internally and to the public that the core of the plant exploded. That in turn affected what the board thought the city should do, but they also voted to keep this severe, fatal, cruel explosion hidden. I was appalled when the board members voted not only not to evacuate anyone, even though they knew the dangers, but to intentionally bar everyone inside the city so news of this wouldn’t spread to other cities, and they wouldn’t be at fault. It was also scary to see how little the civilians knew about the nuclear power plant and radioactivity, and that they were observing the burning plant like they were stargazing, and dancing among debris that gave them exposure to radiation. It’s a scary thought to think that every government is hiding something, and for example now, how much do we really know about what is actually happening, and how many people’s lives we are putting at risk simply to avoid blame.