Moving Towards Wellness

I really, really enjoyed the table talked about Biohacks. Hearing what everyone else did to develop a routine that works for them made me realize how little I do to promote my own mental health and maximize my own productivity. I feel like every semester I start out saying I am really going to try to prioritize my wellness—both mental and physical—but, as soon as I start getting busy, my priorities shift. I start to focus more on surviving the day than thinking about how I can get the most out of that day. What really sank in after hearing other participants talk about how they experiment with different tactics—from intermittent fasting to meditation to weighted blankets—to discover what works best for them was that by failing to prioritize my own wellness I was essentially shooting myself in the foot. The time I gained by skipping the gym, not taking the time to get a good, healthy meal, or thinking I was too busy to even make tea to help me get to sleep fast was certainty eventually lost in terms of my ultimate productivity. What I am really starting to realize is that when you feel better, you perform better.

Moreover, beyond maximizing efficiency, this table talk really made me realize that I owe it to myself to do things just for my own well-being, not for my GPA or my resume. If going to the gym makes me feel better, I should just do it, regardless of whether that risks getting a bit behind on reading or studying for two hours less on an exam. Unfortunately, thinking back on my past experiences, while thinking about my prioritizing approaching my wellness from the perspective of giving myself something I deserve, I still might be tempted through throw my wellness to the wayside when prelims roll around. However, if I can get myself to trust that prioritizing wellness will help me feel better and do better than I will if I am not eating right, not sleeping, not taking the time to go to the gym or meditate, then I think I could really build a habit of prioritizing my wellness, no matter what is going on around me. I think the hardest part for me is getting myself to trust that if I put down my books to go to gym or get enough sleep, I really will be productive or perform better. In this way, I really appreciated learning about biohacks that can help make that happen.

Milk, Mooing, and More

On Saturday I took a trip to the teaching Dairy Barn about a mile past the vet school, and it was definitely one of the coolest things I have done on campus. I learned so many things that I did not know before and saw the cutest calves I had ever seen. Did you know one cow makes about 90 lbs of milk a day? There is so much I learned about a part of our own school. Cows are pretty neat, and the entire milking process is fascinating, but the best part was seeing the baby cow that had been born only hours earlier, and the funny way the cows act. I highly recommend going if you ever get the chance. The tour guide was amazing and the whole tour was informative and fun. Definitely a great way to spend a Saturday morning.

Social Media: Regulate, not Remove

When I watched the TED Talk that was assigned to this particular Table Talk, I was bothered by Dr. Cal Newport’s very uncompromising view on social media: it’s bad. Don’t use it. There’s no positive that could come out of Facebook or Twitter or any of the other social media sites. It almost felt like he was looking down on others who had these accounts, even if they used them responsibly. Coming to the Table Talk, I noticed that most people felt the same way. I particularly liked the comment that, since Dr. Newport had never used such services (as he often mentioned during the talk) he wouldn’t be able to critique social media as well as someone who had used it before. Additionally, people mentioned that social media brings them joy in the form of connecting to people who are difficult to reach otherwise, funny memes and jokes, and inspiration. That being said, he did bring up some interesting points, such as listing social media as entertainment, and its role in fragmenting our attention span. I just feel that he being far too black and white with this issue. Instead of removing social media altogether, as Dr. Newport very strongly suggests, I think it would be better for us to regulate our social media use. I personally don’t have the Facebook, Twitter, or Instagram apps on my phone, despite having accounts on all of these, and it’s helped me cut down on aimless social media scrolling simply because I didn’t have easy access to it. And if I want to use FB or Twitter during a time in which I don’t have much to do, I can open my laptop and access the desktop version. I don’t think complete cold turkey removal is necessary; it’s possible to reap the aforementioned benefits from social media while limiting its effects on productivity.

 

Pros and Cons of Social Media

On Monday, I went to the table talk to join GRF Sara to discuss the use of social media. The talk was inspired by a TedTalk by Cal Newport, who does not use social media. In the video, Dr. Newport was attempting to crown himself as a better man than social media users because he does not feel the urge to use these applications. Dr. Newport only considered the negative aspects of social media, when in reality there are many beneficial things that individuals can gain from social media platforms.

In my experience using social media, I have found that it has done an exceptional job of keeping me up to date with personal relationships as well as global news. I will say, however, that Dr. Newport is probably right, and that I could probably be more productive without social media. Just today, I have found myself constantly being distracted by social media when trying to study. I do blame myself for this, however, rather than the actual applications, as it would be just as easy to be distracted by television.

At the end of the discussion, we discussed how social media provides a platform for anonymous cyber bullying. To me, this is the biggest problem that social media presents. Many people feel unbreakable and powerful because they can hide behind a computer screen and bully other individuals. This has caused a lot of depression and even suicide among young teens in recent years. Additionally, privacy has become a huge concern regarding social media due to the latest Mark Zuckerberg scandal. In all honesty, I have known that my data probably has been unsafe for years, and it has not really bothered me all that much. In conclusion, I think that Dr. Newport did not consider the benefits that social media has to offer, and while it can be distracting, it provides entertainment, connections, and happiness to billions of people.

Winter jackets

This week I attended a tour of the Cornell Teaching Dairy Barn which was absolutely fascinating. Our guide had a ton of knowledge on the workings of the farm and the techniques farmers use to provide for their cows. It was good to hear the seriousness that sanitation is considered with: before/after milking the cows are disinfected and the milk is inspected to monitor the health of the cow.

I was surprised at how little the difference was between pregnant cows and non-pregnant cows: since calves are at most 100 pounds and fully grown cows are 1300-1600 pounds, being pregnant has minimal impact on their gait. Another thing I didn’t expect was how early the calves are separated from their mothers: our guide mentioned that in general dairy cows aren’t known for their mothering ability, and so because of infection and other risks the calves are moved to individual “apartments” that they stay in for 2-3 weeks. They were all very cute, wearing their winter jackets and everything.

One thing I regret not asking about while I was there was what veterinary students think about the ethics of farming in general. What I saw while I was there was generally good (the cows seemed happy, clean, etc. maybe a bit cramped) but I’m not sure if this is just because the farm we were at is a teaching facility. I’d like to have asked about industry standards, what the ethical difference is (if any) between meat and dairy, etc.

What is Normal?

This week, I attended a Rose Cafe lead by GRF Magdala, where she discussed her PhD study of normal vs. pathological. Basically, she is proposing the idea that instead of comparing people to a normal standard, we should compare them to themselves. For example, in the medical field, a person with a cold will be compared to themselves without a cold to find treatment. However, a person born with a limp would not be seen as one who needs treatment to fix the limp, but rather as one with a limp. While this idea is interesting to think about, I do not think it is entirely necessary and, to some extent, already exists.

The standard of being normal is argued to remove individuality. I would argue the opposite. The normal standard is simply an aggregation of an average of the population for personality traits and an ideal scenario for standard of living. For life expectancy, medical procedures, and such, normal is what people strive for in order to live a longer, healthier life. This purpose of the normal is very good, as people should strive to live longer and the normal serves to be a benchmark for how people should live. If we compare an overweight person to themselves, it can increase long term risk of disease and shorten their life span. For the personality function of the normal, this actually highlights what people do differently, as if everyone was 100% different, finding common ground would be more difficult and everyone’s little quirks and alternative interests would not be as interesting to talk about. I think the major criticism of the normal is that it drives people to the middle, but from my experience, it actually makes the individuality of people more pronounced.

Cornell Cows

I’m really glad I went on the tour through the Cornell Teaching Dairy Barn this weekend. This was one of those activities that I otherwise would have never done during my four years at Cornell. The milk we have in our dining halls comes from the very cows we visited. The veterinarian student who led the tour was extremely knowledgable about cows, the milking process, and necessary medical procedures.

Only about 2% of America’s population live in farms. I grew up in the suburbs and the farms nearby were more of the fruit-picking variety or horse farms. I also visited a small farm in Ireland but the grass-fed, hand-milked cows there were much different than the ones we saw here. The Cornell Dairy Barn had very efficient processes to milk their 148 cows as well as other aspects of the cow’s well-being like food, rest, and even an instrument for self-scratching! More than anything, this experience really made me realise the amount of work and research that is conducted to optimise milk production while maintaining humane treatment. Plus, we got to pet the calfs and take a lot of great pictures! 

B.C.C–Barn, Cow, Calf

Today, April 14, I was able to go the dairy barn. Although I have heard about the diary barn, I have never taken the time to go there. My time there was a very pleasant one. Through, the Cornell Teaching Dairy Barn, I learned some interesting facts about the way the cows at Cornell are feed and housed. For one thing, the metabolic process of the cows require a lot of energy. The energy used is about the same energy a human being uses to jog a long distance. Since their metabolic process requires at lot of energy, they need to eat a lot of food.

Another thing I learned, was that the sand beds are designed in a way that allows the cows to remain as clean as possible. One thing that add to my overall experience was seeing the baby calfs. I thought the calfs to be really adorable.

The Review of Barkley Marathons: The Race That Eats Its Young

After not going to the gym since the first week of my Sophmore year, I was afraid to watch the documentary of The Barkley Marathons: The Race That Eats Its Young. This was about the Barkley Marathon, which many people are so captivated by because most people do not finish.  The 130-mile marathon was inspired by James Earl Ray’s 1977 prison break from Brushy Mountain State Penitentiary.

The physical preparation these people were willing to do in order to be in the marathon, was truly inspirational. It made me question my lack of motivation in working out for an hour, no doubt less than the 60-hour hypothesized time it takes to finish. I really liked that the main determination was in themselves but I think unconsciously there is something attractive about being apart of the select group that has finished when so many do not.

After finishing the documentary, I applauded those who did not finish as they stayed and support the rest of the participants because it really showed that they really wished the best among their peers. It also verified that it was a personal goal free of selfish rewards. I plan on going to the gym today.

My 1st Massage!!

I really had no idea what to expect. I didn’t even know what to wear?? Massage in my head is lying down on your belly naked and having a Swedish oil massage (like in the movies). I wore my pajamas and I went into the room shocked to see some sort of contraption thing and I was told to straddle the thing. It was kind of uncomfortable at first, sitting in that position facing the corner of the wall, but I did it anyways because I knew I needed to go to a Rose Scholars event this week or I probably would fail the class. Anyways, the lady told me to just relax and close my eyes as she kneaded my back. One thing that really surprised me is the fact that areas that were really tense took very long to massage. Anyways, after it, I felt pretty relaxed, and I wished it was longer. The after effects didn’t last so long though because I started studying for a really difficult prelim. I wonder if anyone had a similar experience? How does acupuncture work? TCM?

One thing that really stood out to me was the fact that I felt all the movements on my back. Last year, I took a class called Brain, Mind, and Behavior and I learned that our sense receptors on our skin are really weak!! Except on our lips and our fingers. Test it out even: put 1-5 fingers on someone’s back and ask them to guess how many fingers, they can’t! Anyways, how can we make our senses all over our body as sensitive as our lips, well, my class taught me that different types of drugs do that. It’s all about how much chemical neurotransmitters a synaptic cleft takes up.

The Prison Run

The Barkley Marathon is a 60-100 miles course that was inspired by a prison break. Along the way, the runners are expected to pick up books they find while running the course. During the movie it was said that barely anyone finishes the course. I could not imagine why anyone would put themselves through such physical exhaustion to run a course designed after a prison break.

Upon further reflection, I realized that idea of not a lot of people finishing the race draws a lot of people’s attention. I believe that they are many people who want to join the list of the few who finished the course. Also, there are a lot of people who would like to run a course like this for fun.

In all I thought the movie was not as interesting as the other movies that I have seen.

The Barkley Marathons: Learning to Fail

Watching tonight’s Friday Film, I appreciated how the main organizer of the marathons emphasized that they were as much a low-stakes opportunity to learn how to fail as a competition about pushing yourself to the limit to achieve success. The extremely high difficulty meant that there was no shame in choosing to drop out of the race. I really liked the observation the main organizer made that runners in the Barkley Marathons define for themselves what success is and can ignore anyone jeering at them for failing to complete the race. This is a skill that sometimes seem to be in short supply. Even more, I was struck by how so many people stayed after dropping out to wait for and support the remaining runners. After months of preparing for this race, they were able to let go of any frustration and focus their efforts on making sure others were taking care of themselves. It does seem, as the interviewed people said, that the races are a good character-building experience for the runners as well as a place to make friends.

I also really liked John’s story of coming back from a really low point in his life, though his circumstances were apparently more from bad luck than any failing on his own part. The moment where he got up from lying down in the water was truly admirable. The film director(s) did a good job organizing that part of the film especially.

Snapchat == life return: True

I am literally addicted to Facebook I feel. Even when I have so much work to do, I just go on the site and check what’s up. Memes pages are amazing! They really just relieve you in the short, short-term. But in the long-term they really mess you up. The discussion centered around this Ted Talk that we were told to watch and it was of this Professor whose whole life was research about this topic of social media. I guess he had some good points, for exp, he talked about how having a social media portfolio sort thing didn’t make you more marketable in any way, it’s rather, the skills that you have. The market ultimately wants these unique skills that are mutually exclusive from what you post on social media, UNLESS, of course, you are a social media influencer or something. I don’t really understand myself sometimes, but I am always in awe by Kim Kardashian or Kylie Jenner posts on Instagram? I’m actually so embarrassed by it!! I think social media though is definitely necessary for modern social life. Half the things I find out about are on social media, I read Snapchat News in the morning over the WSJ!! There are a lot of cool things that social media does, and it’s definitely addicting. It will be cool to see what kind of things will happen as the Zuckerberg progresses through trial.

Quitting Social Media?

On Monday I attended one of the most fascinating table talks I’ve been to in a while. It was based on a TED Talk about a Professor who never had social media. His argument for staying off the web was that social media was much like a slot machine: it provides entertainment, but the rewards aren’t valuable to a person’s intellectual development. In addition, an increase in the use of social media has led to an increase in mental illnesses such as anxiety and depression over the last few years. Lastly, he boasted how much work he gets done in a day because he doesn’t have social media to distract him. This is because social media reduces a person’s ability to focus in the long term.

Well, that last point got me. A few hours after I watched the video in preparation for the talk, I checked out an actual book. There was no way social media was going to reduce my ability to focus. Also, I hadn’t remembered the last time I had read for fun; I’ve always had Snapchat, Instagram or Facebook to entertain me.

At the table talk, with my book beside my plate and my fellow Rose Scholars surrounding me, we discussed the validity of his argument: that it’s good to quit social media. Someone brought up the point that as a non-user, the speaker had no idea of how beneficial social media could be. It connects us to our family and friends, provides us with lighthearted entertainment that is not always detrimental (we all like to laugh sometimes) and for our generation might even be necessary. And just because the professor could go hours without working because he doesn’t have a feed to check doesn’t mean that someone who quits social media won’t find something else to distract him or her.

Of course, we can’t ignore the disadvantages. Social media does bring with it anxiety, depression, and a way for anonymous bullies to target and hurt. But social media is not a problem, it’s just a tool that can be used incorrectly. And with every dangerous tool, there should ideally be rules and precautions that come with it. It doesn’t mean one has to quit it.

So I’ll continue using social media. And I’ll finish reading my book too. Regardless, I think I’ll be more aware of how I’ll use my time. I don’t want to pull a slot machine for the rest of my life.

Social Media (Pros and Cons)

In the Table Talk on Monday, we talked about a TED by Dr. Cal Newport about how he’s never used social media, but has led a better/more productive life because of it.

That made me think about whether or not MY life would be better and more productive without social media. The answer is, I think, yes! and at the same time, no.

I will admit, in the days after the table talk, I uninstalled the Facebook app from my phone. I did find myself reaching for my phone to start aimlessly scrolling through stories and videos, only stopping when I remember that I don’t have Facebook installed…. so I think there are some very valid points in Newport’s TED talk about how social media gives us constant stimuli which causes us to be more distracted. I definitely agree with him on that (obviously, since I keep reaching for my phone!), but I think social media was never a particularly big issue for me when I’m working and studying. My Facebook use is mostly during lunch (if I’m eating alone), when I wake up or go to sleep–which yes, takes up a big chunk of time (and that’s time I now have back!) but it’s not particularly detrimental to my overall productivity, as Newport suggested.

So, from that standpoint, I think if I got rid of social media completely, I would have a lot of time for myself, whether it be spent working or doing something I enjoy doing (reading, lounging around, sleeping more, etc!)

On the other hand, I actually can’t get myself to deactivate Facebook completely. I actually “text” all my friends and family through Facebook messenger… in fact, most of my friends don’t really text anyone anymore. Yes, I’m sure they would switch over if I asked (and they have before, when I uninstalled messenger on my phone for exams etc), but it really is the main messaging app I have right now.

In addition, I also use social media to publicize my orchestra concerts, piano recitals, and stay in touch with family outside of the country. I think social media is the main why people my age communicate today, and getting rid of it completely just isn’t 100% feasible.

However, that being said, I also haven’t gotten rid of it completely, so who am I to say it’s not feasible for someone my age? But I also don’t think Newport, as a person who has never used social media, can really tell us how to live our lives and how that could potentially improve it seeing that he’s never used it himself.

Just like everything in this world… moderation is key. If social media is taking you away from living your life (checking your phone constantly when you’re with friends or family, for example), then obviously you should tone it down with the social media usage. But for me, it doesn’t have a huge place in my life, and I find it easy to put it away when I’m working, so I don’t think it would increase my productivity or improve my life drastically if I cut it out completely.

What is Normal? Examining the Binary

At today’s Rose Cafe, Magdala spoke with us about her research in the intersection between French literature and the philosophy of medicine. Specifically, we discussed the idea of normal and how the conflation between health and normalness have led to intrusive medical treatments and oppression of the docile different. After a careful philosophical dialectic, we were left debating exactly what repercussions there are with imposing a binary based on normality on to the medical treatment and classification of others.

After this discussion, I have come to the opinion that the very idea of normalcy is completely unnecessary. We use normalcy to easily organize and describe desirable ideas. For example, doctors consider healthy to be normal. But with that, we are labeling the unhealthy as not normal. Why not simply call the healthy healthy and the unhealthy unhealthy? This translates into other areas of society. Because the average person has a partner of the different sex, we consider heterosexual relationships the norm. By doing this, we are designating LGBTQIA+ individuals as not normal. And with this act, there are debilitating effects on society, such as the alienation of those who are different without hurting others. Overall, I have left this rose cafe with a better perception of the philosophy of medicine and what it really means when I label something as “normal”.

Breaking Limits

I’ve unsuccessfully attempted different sports in the past, but I’ve never played tennis, so I wasn’t expecting to get drawn in to Coach Tanasoiu’s Rose Café talk. However, I was surprised to find that I really enjoyed listening to his stories. After hearing Coach Tanasoiu talk about the process of building his team up, I’m definitely interested in stopping by to watch a game.

Bernardo’s story was very inspiring. I’m impressed that he managed to balance his athletic career and his academic career. I’m also impressed that he put so much of himself into the sport, that he took every practice seriously and gave his ultimate effort instead of sliding by with the minimum. When given an easy option and a hard option, he picked the hard option. He challenged himself over and over again, and eventually he succeeded.

Disappointing Character Development

I found Before Night Falls to be an artistic movie that was limited in perspective. Scenes such as the one in the prison where the inmates ask Arenas to write their letters were wonderfully crafted–showing the passage of time and the power of beauty in a dark place. But the majority of the movie portrays Arenas as a talented writer who is persecuted for his work and his sexuality. Though these things are true, there are many facets to Arenas that are not shown in the movie.

Arenas actually started off as a sympathizer for Castro is the revolution. Before Night Falls shies away from this paradoxical fact, and chooses to portray Arenas as totally against the Cuban government. This complexity would have been interesting to see in the movie. Additionally, in the movie, Arenas dies by choice with Lazaro’s choice, while in real life, Arenas dies from drug overdose. I don’t understand why the movie couldn’t accurately portray his death. Are they avoiding any possible negative portrayal of Arenas? I would have liked Arenas to be developed into a more complicated character than the persecuted, brilliant, good man that he was.

I also found the movie to be unnecessarily sexual at times. When Lieutenant Victor holds a gun to Arenas’ face, you’d think he’d be reflecting on his life or thinking about what he’s leaving behind. Instead, he’s having a sexual fantasy involving Lt. Victor placing a gun in his mouth to simulate oral sex. I think the oversexualization of Arenas takes away from his character’s overall development.

Subjectivity in the Olympics

The opening ceremony of the Olympics wasn’t as interesting as I thought it’d be. It was mostly watching athletes I didn’t recognize walk in a circle happily. I’ve never focused on the winter olympics as much as the summer olympics, so it was interesting to see the contrast between the two as the winter olympics ceremony seemed more toned-down. When South Korean olympic figure skater Yuna Kim took the olympic torch and spotlight, I thought about the most recent issue with the U.S Figure Skating team.

 

Historically, the U.S Figure Skating singles position are given to the medalists of that year’s U.S Championships. Though the selection committee takes more than this one competition, its the most deciding factor. For the 2016 Winter Olympics, the top three finalists weren’t taken. Instead, Mirai Nagasu, who claimed bronze, was set aside in favor of Ashley Wagner, who placed 4th and the Championships but had a good record otherwise. I agreed with this decision because Wagner had won the previous U.S Championships and had an overall better record. However, when it came to the 2018 Winter Olympics, once again Wagner placed fourth. This time, the committee went with the top three medalists and Wagner was not chosen. Wagner thought they made the wrong decision and reacted furiously in public and through her statements. The very nature of choosing the Olympians involves subjectivity, and the scoring of them does as well.

Forrest Gump in America

Last week I went to the Universal theme park in Orlando, Florida. Upon entering the park, I looked to my right and saw “Bubba Gump Shrimp Co.,” a restaurant named after the successful  shrimping company that Forrest Gump creates in the movie. The movie Forrest Gump has become an American classic , with phrases like “run, Forrest, run!” being part of American culture, and recognized and used by people who haven’t even seen the movie.

The overwhelming popularity and endurance of Forrest Gump can be largely attributed to the titular main character, a simple man who does extraordinary things. Gump is who each of us aspires to be: a selfless, honorable American who strives to do his best and care for those he loves. Though it’s unrealistic and heartwarmingly comedic that so much fortunate circumstance befalls a single person, not everything goes well in Gump’s life. Jenny rejects Gump’s love time after time, until finally she realizes she loves Gump not shortly before she passes from illness. Without this bit of misfortune, Gump wouldn’t be as likeable of a character. There’s nothing worth rooting for like a good person who surmounts obstacles to achieve success.

In the Right Hands

In yesterday’s Table Talks, we discussed the pros and cons of using social media. The general consensus that we came to which I agree with is that moderation when it comes to using social media is probably the best and that people need to be cautious about what they share online. I personally do not think that privacy exists on the Internet – when I share something on Facebook, I make sure that these are posts that I would not mind the public seeing. I think that we have gotten too comfortable with social media and that people tend to share more information than they should on it. With regards to the current Facebook scandal, I am also reminded that there is so much happening behind the scene that we do not know about. In an age where almost everything relies on the Internet, can we ever be 100% sure that our information is in the right hands?

Social Media: Good or Bad?

This week’s table talk discussed the TED talk, which was titled “Quitting Social Media”. In the video, the speaker explained the three excuses people say in his response to quit social media. First, people said that social media was fundamental technology, in which he explained that technically it includes fundamental technology but can not be defined as that. He said that social media was a form of entertainment and only addictive, because of attention engineers who promote products that cater to the individuals interests. I actually agree with this statement, because social media is extremely addictive because it creates a sense of euphoria, in which people can distract themselves from their current circumstances.  Secondly, was that people said it was vital to success in the 21st century, because social media helps building a brand and if you don’t have it people won’t know who you are. He explained that people that develop, “real skills and have a repertoire of deep work” will be searched for by employers. I felt this was kind of condescending. I understand that the speaker is a professor and that takes a lot of work to get to where he is. However, a lot of people use social media to entertain people with their personalities or other forms of videos such as pranks, or a discussion on topics. Thirdly, people said that social media is harmless and fun, that they may miss out. He explained that distracting ourself with social media, fragments our thinking and concentration which can cause a permanent decline. College students seem the most affected by social media, because it can cause physiological and psychological problems. Such as isolation, anxiety, and depression because of the portrayal of perfection on social media. This was enlightening because, it explains why it is hard to difficult things when we have stimuli that allows us to distract ourselves.

Moving Forward With (or Without) Social Media

I really enjoyed the table talk that tapped into the debate over whether social media is worth it that has ensued following the Facebook data-leakage scandal. What participants’ insights and comments really captured is that it is becoming increasingly difficult to weigh social media’s costs against its benefits. This weighing is becoming increasingly difficult because it seems that for every benefit to which one can point, there is another cost that can be emphasized. As our discussion touched on, for example, humorous accounts can offer a much needed laugh when someone needs to step away from his or her mountain of books, but as social media is increasingly becoming a forum of entertaining, funny content, users may cross the line between funny and hurtful or problematic in their quest for views and affirmation. When someone’s worst moment, for example, is captured without their consent or knowledge and uploaded to an Instagram account like 5th and receives millions of views, that moment may become a catalyst of unkind comments and a source of intense emotional suffering for the people captured, or the people close to those captured, in the video or picture. Pointing to another set of concerns that were breached in our discussion, situations like these highlight the potentially problematic consequences of the permanency of content uploaded to social media as well as the erosion of privacy that may result from this permanency. On social media, once a mistake is made—whether that mistake affects you or another—it is nearly impossible to undo it. Indeed, as a couple students alluded to this point, I started to think about how much cognitive energy individuals need to spend just to dissect what is appropriate to post, how much posting is too much, or too little, posting, and how others will interpret whatever content is eventually posted. It is this cognitive effort and concern that I think the potentially damaging effects that social media can have on mental health become readily apparent. Social media is certainly a reflection of the social world, and in the same way that individuals are pressured to create a socially desirable identity in real life, they are pressured to create one online.

A major take away from this table talk, in my opinion, having an open discussion about how the ways individuals are using social media, and the way platforms collect data from this usage, have real social and even political consequences is extremely important. The fact that it is increasingly difficult to extricate the benefits of social media from the costs of social media or to determine whether costs outweigh benefits, or vice versa, seems to only make that discussion more important. In discussing what is beneficial about how social media is used and what is problematic about how social media is used, people can not only come to an informed consensus about what they expect from platforms but also share strategies for maximizing the benefits of social media while minimizing the costs.

I’m Convinced

My initial thoughts on Carl Newport’s TED Talk… I was brought to attention but not surprised that social media could have such an adverse effect on my attention span.  As a college student, this worries me the most out of all of his claims.  I know my concentration is extremely terrible but I never considered it could all be because of social media.  I will definitely be giving up some of my social media in an effort to regain focus on my studies.  (Pinterest not included. (; )

Newport has never experienced social media himself which I admit is unsettling since he advocates so strongly against it.  However, he has done extensive research and explains that quitting social media is much like a detox.  It usually takes two weeks for a user to not feel anxious about their time and inability to check their pages.  I believe this because I’ve experienced it on a small scale.  I quit twitter during the weeks and redownload it over the weekend in an effort to help me focus.  Mondays and Tuesdays I find myself checking my phone for my Twitter app.  Once I remember I’ve deleted it I then am compelled to think about the seriousness of the situation.  Usually I’m checking it because I don’t want to focus on something I’m supposed to be focusing on like homework or a lecture.  I’ve always believed Twitter is extremely addicting but was even more alarmed when Newport claimed it was designed to be addictive.

In addition to the neurological issues, the commercial and political cons of social media are too numerous.  The ways data collectors and companies are able to access and store your personal information and your online trends is scary.  We touched a little bit on the political scandals and soon-to-be trials surrounding this at our table talk today with GRF Sara.  I think we can’t really trust any of our privacy settings anymore.  There’s too much money involved and too many conspiracies out there for me to believe my information is safe.

12 Men sitting in a closed room yelling at each other for an hour and half

Before watching the 12 Angry Men, I have watched lawyer drama such as Suits, but it was entirely different. My exposure to the film was actually on a plane back from China to New York in 2016 with the Chinese remake of the movie called 12 Citizen.

At first I was very impressed with the plot and the pacing of the Chinese film as it tackles a very nuanced and interesting topic for me. In hindsight, even though the two films are very similar, I would like to compare the two together as they are the same plot but portrayed in different cultures in different time periods.

The Chinese film greatly incorporates scenes and social structure that is rooted in Chinese culture. From peasant character to the scholar character that are from old Chinese operas and TV troupes. Much like the person from the “hood” that knows how to use a knife in the American version, both movies are depicted in their cultures which helps them to better relate to the viewers as well as giving it some much needed flare. In addition, the premise of the 12 Citizen is of a college law student class trial rather than an actual trial, which made me feel like there is much less at risk. There never truly felt like an urgency of a real boy will perhaps be executed, which was a rather big let down for me in the Chinese movie.

Lastly, the Chinese film gave visual representations of the “old man” and the “woman across the street” which did give a more clear picture of the overall context. As I was younger when I watched 12 Citizen, in retrospect it was nice. However, the pure oral context which all 12 of these angry men were arguing over, truly gives a jury meeting feeling and made me pay attention to every single word.  The mental image is very vivid from each character’s physical and oral actions. I really enjoyed watching the film, and it was nice to finally see the original classic.

Athletics and Academics

This past Wednesday I attended the Rose Café, and the primary focus was on the life of a student athlete at Cornell. Silviu Tanasoiu, a coach for our men’s tennis team, gave a presentation on a specific past player of his that he felt illustrated just how difficult it is to go to a place like Cornell and be a student athlete. The player he talked about did many impressive things, and overcame many obstacles along the way, but that was not my main take away from the presentation.

I was very surprised about how much coach Tanasoiu knew and cared about this student. I had never really played sport competitively, and the last time I had was around six to seven years ago and even then it was nothing serious so to see a coach care this much about a player was a little shocking to me. My experiences when I played had just been interacting with the coaches at practices and games and them telling me how to improve, but after listening to coach Tanasoiu it became clear that they know everything about their players. What classes they take, how well they are doing in those classes, their living and friend situation, what they do over the summer, and even their job prospects, everything is known and the coaches and other administrative staff does their best to ensure the player’s success. I was so happy to hear this as too often I hear of players in the NCAA that abused by the system and tossed aside after they have finished playing for their schools.  Knowing players at our school are cared for and encouraged to succeed outside of athletics really put a smile on my face.

Beyond the Classroom and the Court

It’s not very often I get the opportunity to hear from a Division I coach. That’s why I found our discussion with head tennis coach Silviu Tanasoiu both interesting and inspiring. Throughout the talk, it was fascinating to hear about the recruiting process, and how much hard work and dedication it takes to win, and to win the Ivy League title. However, the part of the discussion that I found most interesting was the progression of a former tennis player who Coach Tanasoiu calls Bernie.

When Coach Tanasoiu began to speak about Bernie, he described him as a talented and hardworking individual. It was amazing to hear how Bernie’s family urged him not to attend Cornell because they felt Bernie could not handle the work, but even through these doubts, he chose to attend Cornell anyway. At Cornell, Bernie initially struggled balancing the difficult civil engineering courses. According to Coach Tanasoiu, Bernie wanted to quit tennis in order to focus on school. However, Coach Tanasoiu and Bernie eventually were able to work through these issues and Bernie remained on the team. I found it very inspirational that Bernie persevered through these difficult circumstances in the classroom and on the tennis court, as many would have quit.

During Bernie’s senior year, he decided to take about 20 credits, some consisting of graduate courses, along with his other outside commitments, all while playing tennis. I found this remarkable, since not many people could handle such a busy schedule, including myself. Further, I found it incredible that Bernie wanted to attend Stanford after graduation in order to pursue a master’s degree and a PhD, considering his family doubted him originally when he said he wanted to attend Cornell.

According to Coach Tanasoiu, Bernie’s passion and hardworking mentality allowed him to get through even the most difficult times during his time in college. I learned from Bernie’s story to believe in myself, even when others doubt my abilities. I also learned to work hard and never quit when I am going through challenging times. Thus, Bernie’s story was not just a story, it was a lesson for how to approach life.

Overcoming Obstacles

At our most recent Rose Cafe we had the opportunity to listen to Cornell’s tennis coach talk about one of his most inspiring athletes. Bernardo was an international student who defied all expectations by choosing to come to Cornell. He did not have the same preparation for an Ivy League school, since he had attended an online high school. His parents were not supportive of him going to a school in the U.S. And, on top of all of that, his goal was to enter the School of Engineering, one of the most difficult schools at Cornell.

Despite the lack of support, Bernardo was determined to attend Cornell, and he did so with amazing success. He overcame the unsupportive teammates, the failed chemistry exams, and the lack of parental support. It was shocking to me that he was able to stay committed not only to his dream of being a civic engineer, but also to the tennis team and summer jobs.

The story of Bernardo made me think about my own work ethic. Although I wouldn’t categorize myself as someone who is wholly unable to withstand obstacles, I don’t think I could have persevered under the same circumstances as Bernardo. It is definitely inspiring to me, and is something I’ll keep in mind as I continue through my undergraduate career and possibly graduate school. If Bernardo could make it through one of the most difficult majors here at Cornell on top of a sports team and extracurriculars, then I can also do it.

“He’s The Beast I’ve Ever Known”

Last Wednesday, Coach Tanasolu shared with us the medal winner athlete Bernardo’s story of being a Cornell student and a tennis athlete at the same time. While I’m not an athlete, I can imagine the pressure of being student and a professional tennis player at the same time. Besides, he’s a very skillful athlete.

Among all the miracles he’s made, two of them most impressed me. First, he always chooses against his parents in front of big decisions. It takes much courage for him to do that. I think it’s hard to have the belief of I’m doing the right thing and others will find out my decision is the best at the end. He also had a part time job to earn his own tuition for the master program in Stanford. Moreover, when he was in an internship in Ecuador, working with the local government on earthquake recovery, he sent a video to the tennis team where he was wearing a mask which makes him hard to breathe on the treadmill. He trained himself at night as hard as he worked in the day. His perseverance and devotion greatly moved me since I am a easy distracted person which cannot focus.

During the exam period, it is really a healing experience to listen to the real story of a student athlete around us. I think I’m greatly inspired by him and be more persistent and positive to all the future challenges I’ll face!

 

Thoughts on Transgender/Transracialism

Last week I attended a Table Talk about an (honestly) very touchy topic: Transracialism. We discussed Rachel Dolezal, her transformation from a white to a black woman, and the subsequent media backlash that came once her true identity was revealed (by her parents, no less). We could largely agree that being transgender and being transracial are two completely different things. There is a history and a culture that comes with each race that does not make it so simple for a person to just cross these boundaries as they please. This is because it if a person is not part of a certain culture, they are not part of the history that is a major component of the culture. Being transgender does not come with as much rooted history, especially in America where racism is a major component of the country’s foundations. That is the reason why it was incorrect for Rachel Dolezal to assume she could change her race. She did not understand the history.

I believe it is possible to respect and appreciate a culture without attempting to join it. As we can see, that only leads to a myriad of problems. In conclusion, I have a question. When she attempted to change her race, did she accept that she would be treated differently in the world because of it? I would like to know.

Bernardo “the Beast”

At this past Rose Cafe, Coach Tanasoiu described the most inspirational athlete he’s ever coached. This athlete, Bernardo, a tennis player from Ecuador, was not only a talented athlete, but overcome social issues and mental obstacles during his time at Cornell. As an athlete, I can relate to his commitment to his team, by how much time is dedicated every week to practicing and improvement. It it a lifestyle that becomes habitual and helps maintain structure. But Bernardo was well more than the average college athlete, and lead a transformation of his team. Instead of folding to the mold of his outgoing, party-hopping upperclassmen, Bernardo pushed away the social pressure to drink, and instead focused his time to improving his skills on the tennis court and with his engineering homework. His example then led incoming students, which created a more competitive atmosphere and ultimately lead their team to their first ever All-Ivy title. Bernardo’s outstanding athletic ability was obviously impressive, but his drive to push past social pressure and instead improve himself and his teammates is what is truly inspiring.

On the Topic of Transracialism

The topic of this week’s table talk was transracialism and its relation to transgenderism. Specifically, the talk was focused on Rachel Dolezal, a Caucasian woman in Spokane Washington who, a few years back, made the news by declaring that she “identified as black” and altering her appearance in an attempt to solidify this “identity”. The general consensus at the table seemed to be that transracialism was not necessarily a legitimate concept. This was for varying reasons but one of the main ones was that it ignores the culture and hardships endured by a race of people. A constant theme in the talk was identity, and what constitutes a person’s identity and what about it do they have control over. While gender, sexual orientation and other similar aspects are certainly qualities that are ever changing and evolving in us, identifying as and trying to mimic a certain race almost fetishizes and even stereotypes it. But, the world changes quite rapidly so its may be worth keeping an eye on how this too might change.

Thoughts about transgenderism/transracialism

Last Monday we talked about trans-racialism with GRF Sam. The topic was come up because Rachel Dolezal, a while female who claimed to transracial to be an African American by changing her appearance, such as making herself very tan etc.

 

As an international student, I did know about transgender before, and I kind of feel the connection between transgender and trans-race. They both share the feature that some people would prefer to regard themselves as someone with different social identity “assigned” to them. However, just as Sam talked about, for trans-gender, we could say this is because male and female are biologically different, some people may prefer to have one other than the other, which is more objective. However, for trans-race, talking about the biological differences because of race is the original definition of racism. And it is hard to image that by only changing someone’s appearance can offer the intrinsic culture/social experiences related to a specific group. Personally, I can partly understand what Rachel Dolezal is trying to do, but I cannot agree that she can become an actual part of African American by her actions.

Finding Inspiration

During Wednesday’s Rose Café, Silviu Tanasoiu, the head coach of the men’s tennis team, came in to talk about one of the students he has coached. He talked about the recruitment process, Bernardo’s experience at Cornell on and off the court, and his road to the Ivy League championship game that the team had won. The part of the story that stood out to me the most was when he talked about how Bernardo became an inspiration for the team and how he persevered through difficult times at Cornell. Bernardo’s dedication to the team, his education, and his future is very inspirational. He also talked about how Bernardo never complained. It is very easy to complain about everything bad that is happening, but it is very difficult to not complain and stay positive. At least for me, having at least one person around me who is positive helps me be more positive and see the good things that have happened rather than the bad things. It is amazing how much the people that you surround yourself with can have an influence on you. Lastly, before the café, I did not realize how much the coaches do for their players. I did not realize that they not only coach the students on the court, but also help the students through academics and, in general, life. It was interesting to learn about the impact that the coaches have on their students. Everyone needs someone who really cares about them and is willing to help them through any difficulties they may encounter.

Are Transracialism and Transgenderism Similar?

This past Monday, I was able to talk with Sam and some others about transracialism and transgenderism.  I had obviously heard of transgenderism because of Bruce Jenner (at the time) and other celebrities who felt trapped within their own bodies; however, I had never heard of the term transracialism up until this point.  Transracialism was championed by Rachel Dolezal, a member of the NAACP who claimed that she was African American when in reality was just caucasian.

Although I do not fully understand what it means to be transgender, I am willing to accept that people may feel trapped within the social constructs of gender and not be allowed to express who they think they really are.  However, it is very difficult for me to accept someone’s claim that he/she is transracial.  For example, Rachel Dolezal’s claim that she was black somewhat annoyed me because she thought that getting very tan and modifying her actions would connect her with African Americans and their culture.  We all agreed that her actions were somewhat ridiculous because making simple changes to your outward appearance doesn’t mean you know or have experienced everything that encompasses a specific group of people.  Also, since I am also caucasian, I am angered by the fact that she was more willing to create a connection to another group and not accept who she really is.  Each person has his/her own background and culture, and he/she should be willing to accept them and be prideful of them (while always attempting to fix any parts that are detrimental to other people).

Does Transracialism Mean Anything

A few years ago, Rachel Dolezal, former president of the NAACP, was exposed as a white woman after years of posing as an African-American woman. Nevertheless, it was revealed by her parents that she was really just a white woman that used blackface and changed her hair to appear African-American. This controversy sparked the debate of “transracialism” and if it was possible to identify as a race other than the one given at birth.

On Monday, I sat down with GRF Sam to talk about the idea of transracialism and how it compares to transgenderism. Many people at the table talk agreed that while many people may feel as if they resonate heavily with a particular culture, it is unnecessary to change appearance to mimic their cultural appearance. From what I understand, transgender individuals do not live comfortably in their born gender, so a change is necessary to enjoy life. Nobody naturally feels uncomfortable in his or her own race, even if a person may consider themselves to fit in with another culture.

Additionally, there have been many celebrities and individuals that I know that have come out as transgender and altered their lives accordingly. I have never heard of another individual besides Rachel Dolezal to consider him or herself transracial. I hear that there is a documentary about her family and life coming to Netflix, and I will enjoy watching it, even though I do not think her story makes any sense.

One Room, One Case, and Human Nature

Last weekend I saw 12 Angry Men screened in Rose House. I was not expecting the movie to be in black and white, and was initially surprised by its age. (I suppose I should have read the flyer more closely.) Nevertheless, I genuinely enjoyed the film. It isn’t often that we see movies anymore that are filmed almost entirely in one room, and the lack of scenery changes really allows the viewer to hone in on the characters themselves without focusing on extrenuous details. I think that this element of the film in particular highlighted the ways in which it functioned as an examination of humanity itself. It’s almost as if we are watching these men in some kind of social experiment, that’s the feeling that the movie gives. It adds a really interesting dimension to the viewership.

Additionally, the film examines the biases and external factors which impact the outcome of court decisions. I specifically liked how the film did not show any of the case in question, and we are forced to determine what happened and form our own opinions on the basis of what the jurors themselves convey, just as we must often do when consuming media, etc. today. One of the most interesting elements of this is that the defendant is never explicitly said to be a person of color, yet it is known by viewers that he is. The bias that exists is so potent, and that is very interesting to witness in this film when it is so specifically divorced from the target of that prejudice. Thinking about modern legal issues, this kind of bias clearly persists today. Overall, the film itself was quite entertaining and remains strikingly relevant despite its age.

12 men, 1 verdict

12 Angry Men was something I vaguely read about in High School so I was excited when I learned of the opportunity to watch this film. The film itself is well made and the differences between modern films and this film are stark and eye opening.

One interesting thing the film did was to refer to each juror as “Juror 1” or “Juror 2” or “Juror 3” and so forth. The lack of names evokes the idea that each juror is a fair and unbiased individual that is there simply to uphold the ideals and precedents set forth by the judicial system. However, we quickly realize that this is far from the truth. Instead of being compelled by the need for the truth and a verdict based on evidence, each juror is urged by his own prejudices and preconceived notions. In the court of law, this is a recipe for disaster. If this were the case, many previous rulings would yield different verdicts which could have led to a far different future.

Though it is important for juries to be as unbiased as possible, given the human psyche, I think it is impossible for a jury to only focus on the objective truth and nothing else. The film explores an extreme of this case and makes the viewing an enjoyable and thought provoking experience.

A Courtroom Drama of Great Social and Cultural Significance

Last Saturday, I had the opportunity to watch 12 Angry Men, a film that I hadn’t seen before. The film was fantastic. It may not have included the fascinating characters and enticing special effects that (to some) equate to entertainment in the modern day, but rather depicted an interesting plot interwove with powerful themes. The general plot of the film follows this notion: an assortment of jurors in a courthouse are deliberating the murder trial of a teenage boy, from the slums, who allegedly killed his father. The bulk of the film surrounds the various deliberations the jurors face in making a final verdict. At first, there is only one juror, Juror 8, who votes “not guilty” while the remaining jurors all vote “guilty”. This initial vote of not guilty is enough to start a cascade of thought provoking discussions and arguments. Amongst these deliberations, I found fascinating the social and cultural themes that were alluded to in the film. For many of the initial jurors who voted “not guilty”, we can see inherent biases that are presented in the ways they present their arguments. We see one juror repeatedly stereotype of a teen from the “slums” —  as individuals who are violent and vile and comprise a lower echelon of society — to support the notion that he must’ve been guilty of the crime. Juror 8, the initial juror who had voted not guilty, points out several instances in which the other jurors depicted inherent bias and ignorance, often in their refusal to acknowledge alternative possibilities and theories as to what actually happened. Interestingly, some critics of the film believe the courtroom drama to be too infused with social and cultural ideals — to some extent, they believe the film is an inaccurate representation of what a real-life jury proceeds like, especially when referring to situations such as Juror 8 bringing outside research into the case deliberation (which is prohibited), and to the many wide assumptions & inferences the jury makes beyond the scope of reasonable doubt (such as the nose depressions on the women wearing glasses).

Revisiting Eighth Grade Memories

I remember vaguely reading Twelve Angry Men as an eighth grader. Despite not fully enjoying my teacher at the time, as I think back, I realize that I actually really enjoyed and appreciate what we read that year, like Macbeth and To Kill a Mockingbird, and much more so than any of my high school English classes. I can’t remember exactly how we read Twelve Angry Men. It could have been out loud or maybe just at home, but I do remember liking the story. I couldn’t tell you off the top of my head exactly what happened, but I did remember the story had to do with a room of jurors eventually changing their mind and I remembered something about how a knife was held.

After not thinking about this for the past several years, I was curious to see if the story I vaguely remembered enjoying would hold up in film form. I think it definitely did. While it would have been helpful in a couple of parts to have subtitles, I think one of the best things about how it’s written is the fact that it’s a simple story that makes sense. While it does jump around a little bit in the description of what happened and how things are presented, but the explanation of the case is laid out for the audience, and a more detailed picture is built over the hour-and-a-half-long film.

One thing I noticed during the film was that no one was ever given a name. We didn’t know the name of the victim, the boy, either witness, or any of the jurors. But the story still works. Another thing I thought was curious during the film was that there was also a women’s bathroom in the jury deliberation room. There’s little setup to the plot, so we don’t know why this jury happens to be all men, but it did make me think. If the only juror who initially voted not guilty was a female in that room of headstrong men, would the same result have been reached? Would she feel as confident as to stand her ground and not be dismissed for being female? Does this happen in modern day cases?

The last time I was in a courthouse, I think it was again in eighth grade, on a civics field trip. We briefly heard a bit of a medical malpractice case, but I think that’s my only in-person experience of a trial. I’ve seen my fair share of TV lawyers and TV judges, but haven’t really been part of the process. That’s not to say I’m not interested. As long as it’s not terribly timed, I think I would really enjoy the experience of serving on a jury.

That being said, after the film ended, there was a little bit of a discussion about jury duty. I’ve never been summoned myself, I believe my dad has been, a couple of times now. I’m not sure if he was ever chosen to actually serve on a jury, but I do think it’s interesting that you could be dismissed for any number of reasons. I like the idea of trial by a jury of your peers, but I also think it can be really flawed. In this story, in particular, if the one juror who had a little bit of doubt was not in the room, an eighteen year-old would have been placed on death row. If the same juror had failed to convince anyone else to agree with him, the eighteen year-old would have been placed on death row. If the public defender had been a little more diligent in creating a case to help his client, regardless of whether he thought he was guilty or not, maybe there would be a different outcome. This story clearly points out some of the issues in the court system, but without a better alternative, at least the system tries to be just.

Challenges in Communicating in Effectively

Last week, when I was watching 12 Angry Men, I felt that I really resonated with the theme of the film. The theme of the movie was how effective communication leads a juror to convince an entire jury that a boy was innocent although he was clearly guilty. The movie aimed to portray no matter how strict certain people seem in their beliefs, with solid communication skills and understanding, people can effectively convince other people of the opposite side to sway from their opinions. This got me thinking the degree to which perhaps jurors wrongfully commit innocent people due to effective communication which can lead to very negative consequences. This makes me question the degree of power we give to jurors and whether they should be moderators to evaluate the arguments being made inside the jury room.

Further, I believe that the way the juror dealt with conflicting opinions relates to a concept I learned in my dialogue class called LARA which stands for listening, affirming, responding, and adding extra information. The juror remained calm and made sure that he was actively listening to other people, and affirmed their beliefs which was important before he jumped in and responded and added extra information with his own content as it allowed him to establish his credibility and authority with the rest of the jury members before he gave his own beliefs. I believed that his ability to listen to other people, and receive input based on what he was saying was important as it allowed other people’s opinions to feel validated and often what happens when many people are conveying their opinions is that there is peace lost, and it becomes a matter of who can show they have more knowledge than the other. However, the discussion among the juror seemed to represent that of more of a dialogue rather than a debate in that there was the type of “equality” maintained in the conversation where although diverse beliefs were discussed, there was no sense of anyone trying to intentionally overpower each other.

I thought that having dialogues are more challenging than having discussions as it requires people to really actively listen and engage in understanding their perspectives before respond. Too often in debates, one person finishes talking and then the next person says their point without even acknowledging what the other person said because in debates it feels that everybody is just trying to get their point across without taking into consideration other people’s opinion. I believe on a broader level if we want to invoke change, it is important to work together with both sides to find solutions which are more often done in dialogues than in debates since people in dialogues really focus on understanding the person they are speaking with and then responding appropriately. I feel that many times it can be challenging to go from dialogue to debate especially since many times when we feel we have important content to say, we want to get it out instead of missing the opportunity to express our belief, but I value dialogues more because they focus on the end goal which is educating everybody involved about an issue and promote corresponding action.

Beyond Sports

Coach Silviu Tanasoiu of the Cornell Men’s Tennis team was the guest of this Rose Cafe and discussed some of his experience coaching and the story of one of the former tennis players on the team. As a high school tennis team member, I have had some experience with athletics and knew of the importance of coaches. Coach Tanasoiu’s stories about one particular tennis player really solidified the importance of coaches and how there is more to coaching beyond just sports.

Coach Tanasoiu talked about a former Cornell student on the tennis team, that was from Ecuador. He emphasized how this student struggled to adjust to Cornell, even considering quitting the tennis team to focus more on studies. However, Coach discussed how he had tried his best to advise and guide this student on a path to success, eventually winning the Ivy League for tennis and attending Stanford University for Civil Engineering. Coach Tanasoiu emphasized how hard working this student was and how many opportunities were presented to him due to his hard work and positive attitude. His story and transformation into a new person was extremely inspiring to me, reminding me of the importance of working hard and continuously striving to our goals. I was also reminded of the importance of coaches as mentors and how sports can also be a part of our personal development.

12 Angry Hypocrites

This past Saturday I saw the film 12 Angry Men, for the Flora Rose House movie night. The film has a somewhat legendary status, being mentioned on countless greatest movie lists of all time. The movie follows a very simple premise, it is just twelve men in the deliberation room discussing the murder case they have been given. Juror number eight is the main character and opens the case up to serious discussion as everyone was ready to vote guilty on a whim except for him. The movie ends with juror number eight being able to convince everyone that there is reasonable doubt in the prosecution’s case, and led the jury to vote not guilty. The movie was quite entertaining, which was surprising to me as I normally don’t like older movies such as this one. The movie does have some inconsistencies though.

Normally I would not be so inclined to notice and criticize certain dialog of a movie, but in a film that holds itself in such a morally upright position I believe it must be picked at. One of the main messages of the film is that profiling people is never good practice. This message is consistent in the film, but only when it fits juror number eight’s narrative. His entire argument is based upon that fact that the defendant is being profiled, and may not be the killer and is being prosecuted simply because it is the easy thing to do. Juror eight and others in the not guilty camp also employ this idea when attacking juror number two, who is biased against the defendant because of how his son has treated him in the past. These points are consistent with the message except they seem to lose this moral high ground when picking the witnesses’ lives apart. The most glaring issue is when juror number nine “picks apart” the witness who was an old man. He seems to know exactly who this old man is based on his appearance and how he walks, which is even more petty when compared to the things that were attacked above. They throw out this entire witness’s testimony based on this, believing he only said what he said to feel important for once in his life.

They also speculate as to why the defense lawyer didn’t perform a more rigorous cross examination of the witnesses, and just assumed he did want to be there and was not fully invested in the case. Maybe the defense lawyer knew the options were limited knowing his client did in fact kill his father. This led to the side of juror number eight bringing so much speculation into the deliberation when looking at the witness and defendant testimonials as a way of giving the kid a “fair” trial, feeling as if he had to do the defendant’s lawyer’s job. The message is only consistent when it fits juror number eight’s narrative, and with this being such a morally upright movie, left me disappointed and weakened the film’s message.

Adjudication

12 Angry Men was indeed a great film: both thought provoking and entertaining, it was not merely the mindless, explosion-packed thriller so common in Hollywood today.

That the whole movie took place virtually in a single room, without a change in setting, did not detract from the film, but further let me appreciate the skill of the acting and story, since the whole of the movie rested on that. The story arc did not focus inconsequential matters, but on the fairness and morality of the jury system, a fascinating topic to say the least.

As a member of the University Hearing and Review Boards here at Cornell, it was rather interesting to examine a movie such as this that deals almost directly with my duties on the Board. We are tasked with deliberating each case with an objective and fair eye, taking into account not just the whole picture but all the details and circumstances when reaching a decision. This movie reflected that very well: the arc of change from merely following the collective through groupthink to critically examining the evidence and arguments presented provided for some excellent materials to digest, and even influence my own rationale when reviewing cases.

This is an excellent movie. I would recommend it.

Mid Semester Reminder

I am glad that I went to last week’s Rose Cafe that featured Cornell men’s tennis coach, Silviu Tanasoiu. During the Cafe, Coach Tanasoiu spoke about the process of recruiting players, his relationship with players as both coach and mentor, and the story of one tennis player. Before hearing him speak, I had never really considered how instrumental varsity sports coaches are in the lives of players. It seems like the tennis players have a lot of added support and guidance, beyond guidance in the sport, by being part of the team.

Additionally, Coach Tanasoiu shared his perspective on student-athlete life at Cornell by discussing the story of Bernardo, a tennis player who entered Cornell and faced some initial academic setbacks but ultimately ended his college career with many accomplishments. This story of “transformation,” as the coach described it, emphasized that persistence and hard work are critical for overcoming challenges. Though this message is simple and straightforward, I enjoyed hearing this story especially at this point in the semester.

A Balancing Act

At Wednesday’s Rose Cafe, we were able to listen to Coach Tanasoiu of the Cornell Men’s Tennis team discuss the four-year journey of a tennis team alum, Bernardo Casares-Rosa, who had to adjust to life as an international student balancing the Cornell Engineering curriculum with varsity athletics. And although none of the people in the room were varsity athletes, I felt like we all resonated, to a lesser degree, with the struggles that he faced.

Obviously, coming to Cornell – or college in general – from any background is daunting, but I appreciated being able to learn about someone whom, without this Rose Cafe, I would’ve considered as accomplished and talented by nature. This Rose Cafe served as another good reminder that essentially no one at Cornell is breezing through college; we all have doubts and fears and failures that we’ll have to work through over our four-ish years here. I also realized that there are always people to turn to for help. I really respected Coach Tanasoiu’s honesty about how he mentors each of his players, and how he is constantly striving to improve himself along with his players. Even though I don’t have a coach, I’m sure most of my professors feel the same way as Coach Tanasoiu, in that they also take each year and each student as part of a learning process.

Overall, I think this was a refreshing reminder that despite Cornell’s academic environment, it is possible to get through it (although I will state that I don’t want to diminish anyone’s struggles with mental health by making it seem like all you have to do is “try harder” – seeking help however works for you!).

Not Alone?

In my opinion, being able to explain an extremely complicated subject simply and in a way anyone can understand is much more impressive than using a slew of long and technical terms that only a few extremely versed in the subject would understand. And this talk was definitely part of the former. The subject of the talk was means by which researchers on earth can deduce whether or not an alien planet could support life, and the effectiveness of each of these methods. In order to fully understand this subject, he had to spend many years studying a large variety of fields, from biology, to astrophysics. However, in a brief hour he was able to effectively get the whole room to understand the topic to some degree. And that topic was truly fascinating. Whenever you hear about aliens, it tends to be in the frame of science fiction, and very rarely grounded in reality. Yet, the main topic of this talk was the very likelihood of life being on other planets(perhaps not intelligent but life none the less), and it sounded extremely plausible. Using earth as a working model, researchers are developing more and more advanced ways of detecting this life, and anticipating how it may be different from the type of “life” we’re used to here on earth. Hopefully in time these methods will yield positive results.

 

balance athletic and academic life

I audit the “Rose Cafe: The Student-Athlete Ideal: Academics in the Ivy League”. When coach talked about his personal experience about how those athlete training, I remain myself when I got table tennis training in China. I practice 3 hours everyday after school, and then I hardly had another spare time to do what I want to do like playing computer games. I never stopped training because my parents force me to do so, and at the same time, I have to keep balance between training and study. It’s a tough time for me, but I got used of it. I am so fortune that I didn’t give up my study(because I found I am not talented to be a professional player), and fortune enough to go to Cornell Univerisity. Because of this personal experience, I really admire our athletes, because it’s super hard to balance it. Thanks to the this cafe talk, lets me know on our campus, there are a bunch of students doing the hardest training and studying hardest. Applaud for them!

Unlocking the Sky’s Secrets

I enjoyed seeing the Fuertes Observatory last week.

First, we listened to a talk about the process of looking for life on other planets. The search begins by looking for habitable planets. In order to be habitable, planets must be a certain distance away from their star, relative to their size, in order to maintain a certain temperature. I was surprised to learn that there were so many “habitable” planets out there, in a variety of sizes.

Afterwards, we went up to the dome to look through the telescope. It was a cloudy night, so we couldn’t see any stars, but we did get to look at the moon up close. The original, smaller telescope is attached to the larger telescope that we looked through.

I would love to return on another Friday night when the sky is clearer and look again.

 

12 Angry Man

With pleasure on a Saturday afternoon, I watched movie “12 Angry Man”, “tells the story of a Jury made up of 12 men as they deliberate the guilt or acquittal of a defendant on the basis of reasonable doubt, forcing the jurors to question their morals and values. In the United States, a verdict in most criminal trials by jury must be unanimous. The film is notable for its almost exclusive use of one set: out of 96 minutes of run time, only three minutes take place outside of the jury room.”(wikipedia:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/12_Angry_Men_(1957_film))

I was moved by this movie, because it show me how people pursue the justice and truth through their endeavor. It encourages me bravely standing back minority people. I wanted to be a lawyer when I was in high school. Because In China, not every people have a clear understanding about their legal right, so a lawyer can help poor people gain the right they deserved. This movie rekindled my dream. I will try my best to realize my dream and help more people.

Sport Coaches Aren’t Just Coaches

Despite being in a sport back in high school and getting along well with my coaches, I never quite realized the full responsibilities of a sport coach outside of practices.

On Wednesday, I listened to Coach Tanasoiu talk at the Rose Cafe about the responsibilities of coaches in addition to coaching in general and give a real-life example with one of the student athletes he got to know quite well. At Cornell, sport coaches act as mentors for their athletes in addition to coaching a sport, recruiting new players, and raising money for equipment and other necessities. Coaches like Tanasoiu make sure that their players are doing well both in their sport and in their academics, and help them when they are having difficulty in either area.

It’s nice to know that in a competitive environment such as Cornell, student athletes are being looked after not just physically, and are encouraged to do their best in all their interests.

Well, I’d Like To Visit The Moon…

I’ve always had a fascination with space. I loved playing around with my dad’s old telescope when I was younger (although it was broken) and imagining what the moon looked like up close, kinda like Ernie in Sesame Street (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XoteMQ6w0SE).

I finally had the opportunity to do so last Friday when I went with the Rose Scholars to visit the Fuertes Observatory. We first listened to a lecture called “The Search for Life Begins at Home” about studying other planets in the same way that we study our own. The lecturer went into detail regarding the “habitable” worlds nearby, which was interesting to listen to as a “habitable” world where humans could possibly live doesn’t necessarily mean that the planet itself is exactly like Earth.

After listening to the lecturer, all of the Rose Scholars went to upstairs to see and learn about the observatory’s telescope. Despite the cloudy weather, it was still clear enough to see the moon. While looking through the telescope, I had to remind myself a few times that I was actually looking at the moon’s surface and not just a photo of it.

It was also interesting to look at the different tools in the observatory and learn about different machinery used in the past for stargazing. I was especially drawn to what looked like the pin-hole camera (a device that uses a small pin-sized hole to expose a small amount of light to a piece of film in order to take a photo) that seemed similar to the one I made in my photo class in high school.

I’m really glad that I had the opportunity to participate in the observatory event not only because I finally got to see the moon up close, but I also learned a lot about space that I didn’t know before.

12 Angry Men, One Room

Last weekend, I got to watch 12 Angry Men for the first time! A black and white movie about 12 members of a jury in a single room for the full duration of the film discussing the outcome of a case might seem boring, but it definitely was not. Within that one room were 12 very well scripted characters with various personalities, all consistent throughout. The arguments, debates, and banter made between the jurors was extremely entertaining and at times, even if unintended, comedic which I thoroughly enjoyed. At one and a half hours long, the movie length was also perfect. It made for a very enjoyable time.

The points made about the case were logical and well thought out. It was also great that they highlighted the potential fallacies of eyewitness accounts as well as various other factors which could easily go unchecked. It really made me wonder how many outcomes of cases are falsely judged based on insufficient consideration. Often it is impossible to judge a case with one hundred percent confidence when there are so many facets to consider. In the end, the final decision is really just a guess based on the evidence given. This kind of uncertainty is frightening considering the possible outcomes at stake, such as a life sentence or death penalty. Overall, the film was excellent and I would highly recommend watching it! Since it’s an older film, it also easy to find on YouTube.

Indirect Observations

Astronomers use several methods to detect exoplanets. As an exoplanet passes in front of its sun, it blocks a small amount of light. If a small drop in the luminosity of a distant star is detected, it may indicate that a planet is passing in front. Another method uses the fact that as a planet orbits around its star, the star also moves through a small orbit due to the planet’s gravitational pull. The motion of a star through an orbit causes changes in the frequency of emitted radiation, which can also be detected from Earth.

It seems to me that much of the evidence in astronomy is indirect – you cannot see a planet, but you can see a change in radiation from a star, and infer the existence of the planet. Even if you can take a photograph of a planet, and image from so far away doesn’t show much detail. Similarly, we can only collect indirect evidence for life on other planets. We do not have, and may never have, the technology to visit other worlds and observe their life for ourselves.

As an engineer, I don’t think I would like being an astronomer. I like being able to take things apart to see how they work. I think I would find myself incredibly frustrated if the objects of my study were too far away to observe directly.

I am, however, extremely impressed with the work astronomers do, and with the solutions they have developed to observe indirectly what we cannot currently observe directly. I found it especially interesting to consider the ways in which the study of life on Earth informs the study of life on other planets. It’s interesting to me to consider the ways in which life on Earth might or might not resemble life on other planets.

For most of the history of the Earth, all life was microbial. This leads astrobiologists to conclude that life on exoplanets would most likely be microbial as well – hence, not intelligent life that we could contact or speak to. I didn’t find it very disappointing to hear that most life out there is probably microbial – if anything, it’s cooler to me to think that intelligent life is currently evolving somewhere in the universe, as opposed to believing it already exists.

I appreciated learning about astrobiology, and, while I do not think it’s for me, I very much appreciate the ways in which astronomers and astrobiologists use incomplete data and indirect observations to learn about things we cannot see firsthand.

Astrobiology and Food Science

Astrobiology is not something that I was very familiar with, so I found the talk by Dr. Jack O’Malley-James to be very novel and insightful. Most of what I’ve ‘encountered’ about the intersection of biology and astronomy is science-fiction books and movies in pop culture (So, not incredibly realistic stuff). While it is fun to let your imagination go wild and think about all kinds of scenarios, it was very fascinating to listen to the perspective of a researcher on the possibility extra-terrestrial life and the implications of potential findings on Earth/life on Earth. As a food science major, I imagined that there was not much during the talk that I could relate to my major. However, I was pleasantly surprised by the talk about microbes and biosignatures (Two things that have come up in my food science classes).

As was discussed in the talk, the chances are that if we do find ‘life’ on another planet, its most likely going to be in the form of single-cellular organisms. Mostly because, when we observe the evolution of life on Earth, microbes were the dominant form of life for most of history. They’re incredibly diverse, and it’s possible to find many of them with abilities to withstand conditions that are perceived as extreme like adverse pH conditions, high salinity levels, low/high temperatures and low oxygen conditions. Therefore, it is likely that if we do find any form of life on space, it would be something as hardy as microbes. This reminded me of something I had learnt about in my food microbiology class. While it’s not something directly related to space, its an example of the resilience of certain types of bacteria. It was found that cheese washed with brine made with sea salt had microbial communities of bacteria on the rink that were almost exclusively found deep in the ocean. The bacteria, present on the sea salt, were able to survive desiccation and continue to reproduce once they were re-hydrated in the brine.

As for biosignatures, the talk reminded me about something that my food chemistry professor has spoken about. Most of the amino acids present in living organisms are almost always present as L-forms, rather than D-forms (The L or D forms refer the structure of the amino acid). When an amino acid is synthesized in a lab however, the result is a 50/50 mixture of L-forms and D-forms of a single amino acid. While this may seem like a trivial fact, this quirk could be used to search for the presence of extra-terrestrial organisms. An example of this is the study of meteors for the presence of organic compounds. The basis of this thought is: if there is a meteor where there is a greater amount of the D-form of an amino acids, when compared to the L-form, it could be perceived as an indicator about the existence of life outside Earth (Since amino acids made by living organisms on Earth are almost always in the L-form). An famous example was the Murchison meteor. Although it did contain amino acids, it contained it in a 50/50 mixture of both forms of various amino acids, which indicates that it was formed as a result of a chemical reaction rather than synthesized within an organism.

Overall, I found talk very interesting. It was fun to draw little parallels from the talk, with things that I had learned in my food science class. The talk was a great introduction to the vast field of astrobiology. Microbes and biosignatures were just two things among many other aspects of the field that were discussed.

I Want to Believe

I was so glad to finally visit Fuertes Observatory last Friday. The talk by the astrobiologist was fascinating, and the many astronomical tools were beautiful and intricate. I’ve always found the search for life exciting, terrifying,and humbling. Our planet is so small and insignificant in comparison to the rest of the universe, yet we have not yet found another planet with confirmed life. We have discovered many planets that can be called “habitable,” but the criteria for this designation is surprisingly low.

In Neil DeGrasse Tyson’s Astrophysics for People in a Hurry, he evaluates Earth as if it were an exoplanet that we were investigating to see if it had life. According to Tyson, it would be extremely difficult to detect earth from its brightness alone, as its brightness is less than one-billionth of that of the Sun. The other popular method of detecting exoplanets, looking for a “jiggle” in the motion of the star, would also be ineffective, as earth is so small that it barely alters the Sun’s motion. Aliens would likely have to use radio or micro waves in order to detect us, and even if they succeeded in noticing Earth’s transmissions, they would also have to translate them and understand that they are more than just random noise.

Despite the size of the universe and the countless planets it contains, finding new life seems nearly impossible.

Film, and Aging Gracefully

Last Saturday I attended Rose House’s showing of Twelve Angry Men. I am not a movie buff—so much so that it wouldn’t be entirely unfair to call me uncultured because of it. There are plenty of classic movies that I haven’t seen (Lord of the Rings, The Godfather, The Breakfast Club… the list goes on and on). I tend to be fidgety and impatient, and unless there’s someone else pushing me I don’t have any drive to sit down and watch a film on my own. I’ve made an effort this semester to attend the majority of Flora’s Friday Films for this very reason. Even so, Twelve Angry Men was a film I initially had zero desire to see. I mean, it was a black and white film made over sixty years ago—how “important” could it really be?

The only appropriate answer to that rhetorical question is “very.” Even despite its age, it still feels like an incredibly fresh take on the courtroom drama genre. The whole film takes place inside a single room. The viewers get none of the context of the trial, and are only revealed information in small pieces through the characters’ dialogue. This, in a sense, makes the viewer part of the jury; you are discovering different perspectives of the case along with the other jurors. This focus on storytelling through dialogue genuinely plays to the films strengths, and is what I believe makes it such a timeless film. This movie is not about grandiose special effects, or impressive cinematography. It’s about the story of a young man on trial for the murder of his father, and that’s what is most important.

Because of this, almost nothing about the film lost to time. Unlike other films, such as Blade Runner or IT, a remake of this movie with modern day technology would add almost nothing. This fact in and of itself is fascinating to me. With Hollywood’s current focus on larger-than-life action/superhero movies, I can’t help but wonder which films will stand out above the rest in sixty years time the same Twelve Angry Men does today.

A Great Big World

The talk given at Fuertes Observatory was one that is usually used in science fiction. The subject of finding an alien planet takes time to understand. However, our speaker was able to give the audience (with children!) a crash-course. The search for a life-supporting planet begins by distinguishing how exactly a planet can be habitable. In order to be habitable, planets must be a certain distance away from their star, along with its size, determines the maintenance of its temperature. I was surprised to learn that there were actually a number of candidate planets that, with time and research, will be determined to be habitable or not.

Power of Individuality Over Mob Mentality

One thing I found really fascinating in this proposed scenario on film was how easily most people in the room fell into a mob-mentality state when placed in a room with the others. While the outcome of the story resulted from one man who was persistent enough to cast doubt on the judgement of 11 other jurors, the prevailing attitude for at least the first half of the film was: if everyone else thinks so too, he must be guilty! Until the older man decided to support the not-guilty verdict and lend an ear to the reasons someone was unconvinced about a guilty verdict, the arguments for why this sole voice in opposition to the majority should change his vote were practically nonexistent. It’s possible that they all individually reached the same conclusion (after all, there were only two choices to vote for), yet to me,  this film was an interesting example of scenarios in which this phenomenon manifests itself. Maybe it’s a flaw in the system, or judicial process, for a verdict to be decided in this way. I don’t think it’s realistic to expect that if someone on a jury has an opposing decision, to the prevailing judgment of the others, they will be patient and outspoken enough to try and persuade an entire room of people against what they believe. Is it necessary to isolate the 12 men who decide a person’s fate from outside influence? Could allowing outside influence from the external environment (political or otherwise) provide more context or even offer differing perspectives to what should be considered? Is mob-mentality the reason juries are able to reach a unanimous decision instead of declaring that they are hung on the verdict? I think these are important factors to consider, especially if capital punishment is a potential consequence.

Maybe I’ll get some answers to these questions, or gain a better understanding, when (or if) I experience serving on a jury, first hand.

Transformation in College

The story of one of coach Tanasoiu’s star athletes Bernardo made me realize that sports can be extremely significant in someone’s life even if they are not pursued the sport as a career. Perhaps even more significant, appears to be the impact the coaching and advising staff can have on an individual. As someone who has never been on a high school or college sports team I came into this Rose Cafe with a very limited understanding of the support and resources which a sports team can offer an athlete. Although I don’t intend on picking up a sport any time soon, this talk made me realize that I can transform myself in college and that to do so I need to make use of the many resources that are available to me in the form of counselors, professors, and peers. The path to self-improvement and success is exceptionally difficult, but the key is to keep trying and not give up.

Transracialism

At this week’s table talk GRF Sam brought up the topic of someone assuming the race of one different than their own by their own context of what they believe this race looks or acts. This relates to the controversy of Rachael Dolezal, many years ago in which she as a white woman decided to appear and identify in what she idealized a black woman. In the articles we read and discussed, many talked about how the only way transracialism could be a concept is if it had the same constructs as gender. However, race has more of deeper and more sensitive undertone in society. This is due to many races/ethnicties being discriminated and going through experiences that others have not because of the color of their skin. Rachael Dolezal claims she meant no harm in her portrayal and life as a black woman, however, the reason people are mostly offended because she would never know what it actually meant to be a black woman. This is in terms of double jeopardy in the workplace, in which they may be paid less than other genders and races because they are who they are. As well as the perception of their personalities, in which they are seen as angry, aggressive, woman when in fact they are built to be strong because of what they go through. This is something Rachael Dolezal, did not understand and why she was scrutinized so badly.

The Search for Extraterrestrial…Microbes?

Have you ever wondered what life on other planets would look like? There are plenty of science fiction films and literature that show some of the possibilities that their creators have come up with. However, it is most likely that these are not accurate. In fact, there is a fairly high chance that any alien life that we discover will be mostly microbes. Of course it is impossible to say this for certain when no life on other planets has ever been observed. Our only source for what life can possibly look like is what exists, or has existed, on Earth itself. Of course one might ask, “If Earth has multi-celled organisms, why wouldn’t other inhabited planets have them?” However, for most of our planet’s history, multi-celled organisms did not exist. If one were to travel back to any random time in Earth’s history, that time is most likely to be one where there is only microbial life. Also, in the distant future, when life on Earth is dying out, microbes are likely to last the longest. In fact, there are some microbes that are quite good at surviving in extreme environments. Overall, if life on other planets is anything like life on Earth, then we can expect to find populations of microbes in the vast majority of cases. Yet who says that life on other planets will be anything like life on Earth? While there are bound to be at least a few similarities (so microbes are still likely), since chemistry is the same anywhere in the universe, it is impossible for us, given our limited sample of possible lifeforms, to come up with every possible type of life. So there are bound to be aspects of life on other planets that we would have never seen coming, even if that life is still composed of single-celled organisms.

The fact that microbial life is most likely to be the most common form of life on other planets poses a major problem: How does one find evidence of the existence of something so tiny on a planet so far away? To come up with a feasible answer will require more research, and a deeper understanding of the effects that microbes can have on a planet.

Conservation, American-Style

Only in America can we find a way to develop a business model around conservation. Don’t get me wrong, the work and the goals of land trusts are noble. And land trusts are vital to preserving America’s natural areas. Dr. Andy Zepp explained in his Rose Cafe how in Europe the government regulates natural lands. While this governmental model is perhaps more efficient, American culture would never allow it. The fact that America invested in National Parks as early as it did is amazing. Land trusts use money that the acquire through donations to essentially “hold onto” land until better things can be done with it. An example is when the land trust buys development rights to farmland to protect it from urbanization. Their main weapon is time, they wait until conditions are right to act or they wear down land owners until they are willing to sell. Although European countries may have a system which streamlines conservation, the American system has a more communal feel to it. Dr. Zepp told us about how he develops relationships with the land owners and convinces them that selling their land is in the best interest of not only themselves, but also in the best interest of the community. Land trusts are an interesting American invention, and I was glad to learn about it.

The meaning of sports

Those of us who haven’t been deeply involved in competitive sports find it hard to remember sometimes that sports are not just points on a scoreboard or numbers in the news. A sport can be a huge part of someone’s life, even when they don’t go professional. Today’s Rose Café really brought that across to me. I’ve generally thought of sports here at Cornell as being purely recreational, not very competitive with other schools, and maybe as a medium for friendships. Coach Tanasoiu’s presentation showed how the system here at Cornell extends beyond the sports themselves. Besides scheduling matches, recruiting players, and managing practices, coaches act as an additional advisor to help students get through their academic workload and suggest ways to manage their lifestyles here. They have to consider not just athletic ability but also components of team culture like ambition and work ethic, pushing players to their limits but also knowing when to let them rest. On top of all that, they have to fundraise to support their programs and manage their spending.

Overall, this session raised my respect for both college sports coaches a couple notches, especially at schools where they don’t have huge amounts of financial and clerical support.

Verdict

Previously seeing this movie in middle school, I initially thought that I had a pretty good grasping on the movie’s analysis, however, I was pleasantly surprised finding myself looking at the movie in a new way. One interesting aspect of the film is the setting. By having limited changes in scenery, one could easily hone in on each of the juror’s personalities, and by using their personalities, the audience is left to figure out the crime in question and whether or not the accused is truly guilty.

Finally, the idea that all it takes is one opinion to change others is explicit in this film. Initially, only one juror, Juror 8, votes “not guilty” while the remaining jurors all vote “guilty”. This initial vote of not guilty is enough to start a cascade of thought-provoking arguments that eventually lead to all jurors agreeing that the accused is “not guilty.”

Invisible Threat

I think everyone would fall in love with the natural beauty of Ithaca when first came to Cornell but not many people would take a step further to help protect the nature. We normally assume that the nature runs on its own and recovers on its own. While the nature looks all good but there’s some invisible threat to the farmlands, forests, grassland and gorges that we might ignore.

We’ve experienced a couple of times that all dining instead of using tablewares are using the plastics plates and utensils due to the low water quality. Also I heard some of my friends saying that the tap water was sometimes brown last summer due to some pollution. I would say the threat is always there and we cannot rely on the nature itself to recover. We must also do something proactively and positively to help build a better nature.

As Andy mentioned, there’re actually a lot of ways to help establish the awareness of nature conservation. I would probably visit the nature places first which some are really not far from the campus and share with more people what I’ve learned in the talk and on the website. What’s really great is there’s actually somebody in the society taking pressuring the nature as a job seriously and definitely doing a great job. Hope there would be more people in this career!

Intersection of business and conservation

Prior to this cafe talk I had no idea what a land trust is. Although I still don’t know the specifics of how land trusts work, I realized that they are a kind of organization which focuses on conservation and operates independent of the government. This line of work involves a strong understanding of policy, business, and the economy. While I care greatly about the environment, I don’t know anything about the three aforementioned topics. I was nevertheless intrigued by the topic and inspired by Andy Zepp’s enthusiasm for his work. I also think his journey to this career is interesting because it took him some time to find the right job for him but he seems to have really found his calling. I have some ideas about what I want to do after graduation, but his experience really illustrates how we continued growing and searching until we find something which sticks.

My main take aways from this talk were that I want to engage with nature in this region more (and definitely check out gofingerlakes.org to get an idea of which specific locations to check out), that there are major conservation efforts going on all around me that I am unaware of and which make a large and tangible positive impact, and that I never realized that there were careers which were intersections of business and conservation. My younger sister is still a highschooler and is considering many different options, but I called her after the talk to tell her about land trusts because she cares deeply about the environment and nature and has shown interest in business in the past. Occupations which utilize skills across areas of study or interests are especially fascinating and are a niche.

Environmental Awareness

During last Wednesday’s Rose Cafe, Andy Zepp, who works for the Finger Lakes Land Trust, described his work and role in protecting the Finger-lake region’s environment and promoting local tourism and recreation in nature. Before attending this cafe, I was not familiar with the work of land trusts as entities which purchase land for conservation purposes. Thus, it was informative to hear him describe his role in the local community.

Specifically,  he pointed out the environmental hazard that salt could pose to the organisms that live in Cayuga Lake. This was after one person from the audience broached the subject of run-off salt entering the water system after being used excessively for melting ice on roadways during the winter. Andy noted, for example, that much of the pollutants from Wegman’s parking lot have easy access to flow into the Cayuga. I remembered that previously, during the Rose Cafe discussion on environmental planning and architecture, the speaker described the future Greenstar Market’s parking lot design which will be configured to minimize its impact of runoff into the surrounding ecosystem.

Although I am not particularly interested in both environmental design nor the nuances of land trust work, seeing the connections between these two presentations increased my appreciation for the work being done to try to mitigate the negative human impact of development on our natural environment, which I believe is important.

The Problem with Rachel Dolezal

This week I went to a Monday Table Talk about Rachel Dolezal and whether her concept of “transracialism” is valid or not. Someone brought up the point of how Rachel is from a position of privilege and power and so is attempting to achieve some kind of benefit from passing herself off as African American when she is of European-American descent. I think that this is one aspect of why people see her concept of race as problematic. While people who are not of a certain race can choose to share in the culture and advocate for members of that race, Rachel crosses a line by choosing to embody the African American race that she admires. In our talk, we discussed how difficult it is to determine whether what she is doing is acceptable or not. Overall, most people did agree that it was not okay.

However, in my opinion, as an African American woman myself, I am glad to see that someone desires to look like me, since for so many years, black women have been relegated to the lower rungs of society especially in discussions of beauty and appearance. In addition, Rachel did attempt to make contributions to the African American race, by serving as president of an NAACP chapter and making artwork that celebrated the African American experience. On the other hand, she does not have the negative and oftentimes painful real-life experience of being a black woman, so she can never really be one.

In conclusion, the problem of Rachel Dolezal is a difficult one to solve. I think that society has to try to solve it though. Her example and whether she really ever gains acceptance will really determine how society views individuals who choose to veer off the identity they were born with.

Dangers to the Environment

At this Rose Cafe, Andy Zepp came to discuss his conservation work in the Finger Lakes Region. This discussion was very interesting, since I did not previously know what type of work went into conservation and what types of local environmental problems that are of concern.

Mr. Zepp described how his land trust works to buy and obtain land to protect it from commercial usage and private usage. Specifically, land is protected from development, which also protects other resources such as water supply. What was particularly interesting the specific actions taken for conservation. They do not necessarily buy land and close it off from any usage as I had previously thought, but instead the land is also preserved for recreational purposes. At first I was surprised, but it also makes sense, since if people are allowed to use the preserved land recreationally, this may raise awareness for conservation issues in the area.

Additional, Mr. Zepp discussed problems with chemical pollutants in lakes and algal blooms. I had some prior knowledge due to an environmental science class in high school, but I did not realize the extent of the problems that algal blooms can cause. For example, Mr. Zepp mentioned that the lakes have to be closed to public usage, which causes further economical impacts. In addition, I was not aware that the problems of salt running into Cayuga Lake could worsen in the future, and would be very problematic for water resources. Overall, I learned that the land conservation and environmental preservation are very complex topics, and that environmental problems could cause many unintended consequences. I hope to be more aware of my environmental impact from now on to help with the conservation efforts in the local area.

Finger Lakes and the Environment

This past week at the Rose Cafe we had a speaker who worked in environmental preservation. He shared with us his experiences in trying to buy land through government grants. I thought it was interesting how he often had to go through long, drawn-out negotiations with people who were unwilling to sell their land. On one hand, I see why the organization would try and get a continuous stretch of land, but on the other hand, the owner of the land was taking good care of it too and probably would have continued doing so, so buying it off of him was possibly unnecessary.

I loved how our speaker went into detail on how he ended up at his current job. I often see people in certain jobs or careers where I wonder how they could possibly have known they wanted to do that at a young age and worked toward it. I am learning, however, that most people end up stumbling across their current career position by accident. Circumstance and chance lead them to a job position that they ascend in rank until it is their career. It is heartening to know that I do not have to have an exact position in mind to aspire to, but can let my career path take me where it will.

Accessibility Initiatives incorporated into sustainability efforts for our “backyard”

The first thing that I found myself thinking about during this talk was the realization about how much nature we have surrounding Cornell, and how little I have gone out to explore it so far. It’s really amazing to hear about the beautiful sustainability initiatives that our community is involved in, so that we can better appreciate our surrounding environment. What I found even more heartening was learning about the physical accessibility initiatives that are being considered as we think about reworking some of these immediately surrounding environments for our public enjoyment and exploration. I particularly loved that image that was shared of a recent effort to take a natural environment and install a bridge made with the principles of universal design so that all people will be able to access it at the same time, regardless of mobility. Applying principles of universal design is critical to ensure equal accessibility to our environment to as many people as possible. I hope to see more initiatives that consider universal design in the near future, as this does not only benefit people with disabilities but helps us make a more inclusive environment over all.

Racial Identity

This week’s table talk was about ‘transracialism’ (if such a thing truly exists and is valid) with a particular focus on Rachel Dolezal. She was the white woman who passed herself off as black for years as a civil rights activist and leader of the NAACP before her parents outed her with her true racial identity. I remember hearing about the whole scandal on cable news a few years ago but I was not aware of the academic and social discourse surrounding the idea of transracialism. The debate at the table talk was about how this story relates to transgenderism, if at all. For example, Dolezal is quoted as saying, “I feel that I was born with the essential essence of who I am, whether it matches my anatomy and complexion or not […] whiteness has always felt foreign to me, for as long as I can remember. I didn’t choose to feel this way or be this way, I just am. What other choice is there than to be exactly who we are?” Removing all context and examining the content at its core, Dolezal’s justifications for her actions pretty strongly echo those for transgenderism. Yet Dolezal is met with anger, outrange, and skepticism whereas most progressive societies are supportive of transgenderism. So why the difference?

The most problematic thing about Dolezal is that her claim of blackness comes from a place of privilege with no experience with the history or culture associated with the struggles of racial minorities. She could have championed for equal rights without changing herself to fit what she thinks is representative of blackness such as changing her hair type and skin tone. Most people at the table talk believed what she did was wrong. At best, she’s just ignorant. At worst, she is appropriating black culture in a way that really is not so different from blackface.

Looking to the Stars

On Friday, we walked to the observatory for a talk and to look through the telescope at the moon. I had never ventured that far on to North campus. I have to admit that I have never really thought about our role in the galaxy, as far as that I did not know we were in the Milky way. After the talk I have a better understanding of the solar system as one system, and space as a whole. The talk comforted me that the end of the world was not near and there is no reason to fear. My favorite part of the night ws looking through the telescope in the dome. It was trained on the moon and you could see the craters in the moon’s surface! I plan to go back one Friday night, hopefully when the sky is clearer than it was last Friday and look at the sky again. It was a great experience and I am glad that I got to know another part of Cornell.

Gender and Racial Identities

Tonight, I attended GRF Sam’s Table Talk about transracialism and transgender identity. Like many others at the talk, I had chosen to attend because I was relatively familiar with the scandal caused several years ago by Rachel Dolezal coming out as “transracial,” but I had wanted to hear other people’s opinions. As the president of the Spokane, Washington chapter of the NAACP, Dolezal had identified publicly as a black woman. She came under media fire after her parents announced that she was actually Caucasian by birth, and since then Dolezal has professed to considering herself black despite having almost entirely European heritage. This caused a sensation and a huge backlash, and after doing some more research on her, I am even more shocked: in her memoir, Dolezal goes as far as comparing her experiences to slavery.

In general, people at the table talk were in agreement that Dolezal was wrong in claiming a black identity, especially as a white women. One particularly questionable aspect of Dolezal’s behavior and the further controversies it raises is the fact that she comes from a position of power and privilege and, by choosing to alter her appearance in order to identify as a different race, she not only ignores the struggles that people of that group have faced but she also potentially objectifies and fetishizes their culture. To this effect, we discussed some of the questions of cultural appropriation that have resulted from this scandal. In terms of being transgender versus transracial, we discussed how both gender and race are, to an extent, social constructs, but gender potentially has more of a basis in biology than race and thus the concept of being transgender has more validity.

In Land We Trust

This past week, I attended a Rose Cafe talk with a speaker who works for the Finger Lakes Land Trust. His work mostly pertains to buying land that is rich in natural resources and deserves protection from civilians and selling them another piece of land with comparable value. It was a field I honestly knew nothing about walking in and the speaker did a good job of giving a lay of the land for his job. One of the interesting things he talked about is how this field is really only found in America. This is because in America, there are protections against the government confiscating land that other countries don’t have. So while countries around the world will use the government to buy land off of civilians for protection, land trusts were created to do just that in America as a private entity. I think this is a good thing, as private entities have more incentives to create a mutually beneficial transaction than the government.

The speaker also talked about some environmental issues pertaining to Ithaca, mostly tying back to water treatment. Whether it be the need to reduce the use of salt to melt snow and replacing it with sand or cleaning up cyanobacteria from Cayuga lake, there are more issues than I would have thought regarding Ithaca’s water sources. I guess not realizing the sheer number of potential issues is a good sign that the Finger Lakes Land Trust is doing a good job at keeping our natural resources safe.

Resume Writing Mini Seminar

Resume writing is soooo important to college students.  In this stage of our lives we’re constantly filling out applications, many of which simply require a cover letter and resume.  In those two sheets of paper how do we make ourselves stand out to internship coordinators at the same time remain professional?

I took away many new ideas from GRF Seema.  One of my new personal goals is to keep from having gaps within my work timeline.  Hirers may be concerned by seeing a time gap for x amount of years or months months where I didn’t have any type of position.  This is especially a red flag in this stage of my life.  I should be constantly gaining new experiences to cultivate my skills and develop myself professionally.

My second goal is to gain certifications that will set me apart from other applicants.  Before I graduate I want CPR training.  I would also like to complete workshops to become advanced in recent versions of microsoft computer programs, photoshop and indesign.

A discussion on transracialism

This weeks table talk made me consider the relation between transracialism and transgender community. Is there a connection between the way we perceive gender and race? Gender is a social construct and as a society we acknowledge that but can we consider race in the same way. As someone who is part of the LGBT community I wholeheartedly support transgender people however my approach to transracialism is different. I am very skeptical of the concept. I think this may be, unconsciously, the same source of bias that people have against trans-women relating to the idea of power and privilege. So the idea that a white woman would assume the identity of a black woman is in a sense stepping down on the social ladder because african-americans face a lot of discrimination that white people do not have to face. In a similar sense women are discriminated against and the idea that a man who is in a position of privilege would opt to become a woman which is a position that is lower on the social ladder does not make sense to transphobes. Trans-men face discrimination but far less than trans women which is an interesting concept  to consider. While I don’t really believe in transracialism I do believe in transgender people and can I believe one and not the other if they operate under the same principles? It’s an interesting topic to consider and I am glad I was able to engage in a conversation at this weeks table talk.

Bike Sharing System and its future

Last Monday, we talked with GRF Seema about the future of Bike Sharing System. As a PhD student in urban planning, Seema has profound knowledge and rich experience in bike sharing system. She used to participate in the construction of bike sharing system in India. Before taking part in the table talk, I thought that bike sharing system is established by government. However, surprisingly, I realized that it actually originates in Amsterdam by some social activists. They would like to protect the environment.

 

Now Bike Sharing System has spread around the world. It definitely has many benefits, such as providing a convenient way for people to transfer between locations and locations with cheap cost. Especially nowadays provide a way for people in cities who do not have much time to exercise a great way to workout. However, it has problems too. For example, I know that in some cities, theft and violation problem of sharing bikes is commonly seen. Though that is not necessarily the case for everywhere. However, I still believe that with the maturity and development of the system, such problems will happen less and less in the future. Considering all the pros and cons of bike sharing system, I would like to believe we should try our best to develop it and finally it will become a popular way of transition around everywhere in the world.

Protecting the Environment

During Wednesday’s Rose Café,  Andy Zepp came in to discuss his work with the Finger Lakes Land Trust. It was interesting to learn about his work preserving nature. I did not know that the run-off from agriculture land was affecting lakes. It was interesting to learn that algae bloom was caused by excess phosphate from the run-off of agriculture lands. It has a large ecological effect. It is not good for the environment and ecosystem for there to be toxic algae blooms that create dead spaces and are harmful. It is important to protect the environment and our surroundings because we are living in the area and should make it a good place for not only us to live in, but also for the local animals and plants to thrive in as well. We have a responsibility for caring and protecting our surroundings. It was also interesting to learn the impacts that the salt we use on the ground during the winter can impact Cayuga Lake. I never thought about where all the salt that we use during the winter ends up. Although there currently are no visible effects, salt should be used with the possible effects in mind and alternative to salt that does not have a strong environmental impact should be used instead. During the summer, I would love to visit the places that the Finger Lakes Land Trust has helped to protect and preserve.

12 Men Who Cannot Decide

This weekend I watched 12 Angry Men as a Rose event. I thought it was a good film about people’s prejudices while dealing with America’s justice system.  After the film, through our discussion, I learned that the actual process of choosing jurors is meant to weed out people who might have prejudices like the man in the film who was bent on putting the boy in jail due to his slum background. However, it is doubtful how much this process is successful. I think that in law it is almost impossible to make fully unbiased decisions in a case. While America tries to make it seem as if every case is held to the “without a reasonable doubt” mantra, I think it fails time and time again. For instance, the Trayvon Martin case to me seemed to come to a unsatisfying conclusion. I feel as if everyone doubted whether he was truly innocent. Just like in the film, there was a race factor in the court case.

I also think that the movie portrays how everyone wants to simply do what everyone else is doing, even if they truly don’t agree. Everyone was on the guilty side until it was no longer popular to be on that side. When more people were switching sides, then the guy who just wanted to go watch baseball decided to switch sides. It made me doubt whether they truly agreed with the innocent side or just were swayed by Davis’s charismatic explanation of the events of the case. I also thought the guy who turned everything into a joke demonstrated how not everyone takes these court cases seriously until it directly impacts their lives. I think this shows how Americans should not be obligated to serve jury duty. Not only does it disrupt people’s live, it makes people come to decisions that they have not fully thought out simply because they have not interest.

The Golden Records

Discovering extraterrestrial life that we could talk with would be awesome, hopefully. There’s always the chance that the aliens we encounter are not very friendly, but there’s also a large chance that they are single-celled microbes, according to the lecture at Fuertes Observatory this past Friday. An interesting prospect, though, is if we are discovered by other life first. This is actually not that much less likely, since in 1977, when NASA launched the voyager, two golden records were sent with it. These records contain sounds and images that would give whoever found them a sample of what it’s like to be on Earth. There is a track listing on Wikipedia, and the sounds sent out vary from traditional folk music of a certain region, to greetings in multiple different languages. It’s a pretty nifty little mix tape.

 

What I find almost more interesting are the additional instructions on how to play the record. These have to clarify that we use a binary system when referring to numbers and we also have to define time on the basis of the fundamental transition of the hydrogen atom, because hydrogen atoms are universal. All of this is with the hopes that something does actually find the record in the vast emptiness of space. Carl Sagan once made reference to the fact that sending out something so small into an area so ginormous and unknown speaks to the hope that we have as a human race. I thought that was a pretty cool way to look at it.

One Dissenting Voice Against Eleven Others

On Saturday, I watched 12 Angry Men, a 1957 courtroom drama film which depicts twelve men deliberating over whether they believe beyond a reasonable doubt that a boy murdered his father.  After a preliminary vote, one juror, Juror 8, who voted “not guilty,” stands in opposition against the eleven other jurors who voted “guilty.” The eleven were adamant that the case was an open-and-shut one: the boy clearly did it according to them.  Juror 8’s single opposing vote forces the other jurors to discuss the facts of the case, much to their chagrin.

Over the course of the film, the opinions of the other jurors slowly change as Juror 8 entertains the possibility that all the facts are not as clear-cut as they thought.  As the heated discussion ensues, the prejudices of some jurors are revealed. Since the defendant lives in the slums, they believe more strongly that he was guilty because of crime statistics and their preconceived notions about “those” children.  As some jurors were denigrating these children, Juror 5, who grew up in the slums, stands up for them and calls out the jurors’ prejudices.

When the jury first started deliberating, all except Juror 8 kept saying that the boy obviously was unequivocally guilty.  However, as the movie progresses, each testimony and exhibit is reexamined. For example, an elderly man claims to have heard the boy screaming when the alleged murder took place, while a woman’s testimony indicates that a loud elevated train sped by the apartment building as the murder was taking place.  The jury eventually realizes that it would be nearly impossible to distinguish a person’s voice over the sound of a train moving adjacent to the building’s windows.

Near the end of the movie, just one juror, Juror 3, stands in opposition to eleven others believing that the boy is innocent – the opposite of how the movie began.  He finally breaks down as he tears up a photo of his son with whom he has had a bad relationship. Juror 3 realizes that he was projecting his feelings about his son onto the defendant and changes his vote to “not guilty.”  

Overall, I enjoyed this movie, especially how it does not depict the trial, but instead the jury deliberation afterwards, where the viewer slowly learns the facts of the trial.  12 Angry Men shows the real possibility of wrongful convictions if there are no stalwart jurors like Juror 8 to challenge the other jurors.  The movie encourages all of us to examine the prevalence of prejudice in our society which leads to bias, while challenging us to rise above it.  

12 Angry Men and Racism

I can’t believe I had never seen this film before! It was quite the experience. You learn just about everything that goes on in a courtroom and how much the jury has a say in the verdict. One of the themes in the film that I thought was really interesting and still prevalent in our society, is racism. The facts that we as a society are so biased when it comes to skin color, says a lot about us. Even before we see the details of any particular case, one already assumes the type of crime that person may or may not have done. This film really got me thinking about how we as a community can become less biased because it will help us make campus much more welcoming.

12 Angry Men

I was so excited to watch 12 Angry Men in Rose House, as I have heard it was a classic. Throughout the movie, I was so surprised at the turn of events that led to the jury to all go from guilty to nonguilty through heated discussions.

As I discussed the film with the rest of the Rose Scholars we talked about the reason jurors exist, to have a wide array of beliefs and prejudices that could overall lead to an unbiased decision. I was glad that it was not only the decision of the juror who was clearly racist and wanted the boy to go to jail because of his background. This movie reminded me of the TV show series that followed the OJ Simpson case as they focused on the jurors and how they came up with the decision that Simson was not guilty. That show, as well as Angry Men, displayed the complexity of having so many cultures and beliefs in one case decision. I wonder if those jurors in both cases truly believed in the outcome of the case or were going with the popularity decision. I would not blame the jurors as it is easier to go along with what everyone thinks than be firm in a decision that can impact someone’s entire life. It is better to divide the guilt in the decision, that way the fate of the boy is not only on one juror to decide.

The movie was a fantastic show but it really made me think about if the “right” outcome is always chosen.

Life on Other Planets?

I really enjoyed visiting Fuertes Observatory and hearing the seminar about finding potential life on other planets. It was especially interesting to learn about the different methods utilised to investigate exoplanets that are Earth-like in temperature and atmosphere. Most likely, life on other planets would be microbial and not the intelligent beings science fiction movies typically depict. Endeavours to detect extraterrestrial life are dependent on our understanding of life on earth and likewise, finding extraterrestrial life will allow us to learn more about Earth’s past and future. It was really fascinating to learn about these things that are outside from my area of study. In fact, I am studying biomedical engineering so a lot of my focus is in the microscale level with cells and proteins. Scaling up to distances on the order of billions of years-lights and time lengths of billions of years gave me a new perspective of the universe.

The last time I was at the observatory, it was raining and I didn’t have the opportunity to look through the massive telescope. This time, although it was cloudy, the telescope was pointed at the moon available for us to look thorough. I was really impressed at the resolution and magnification – each crater of the moon was visible in great detail! I’m definitely looking forward to making another trip and spending more time at the observatory.

Seeing people in other people

Earlier today I watched 12 Angry Men, and I now know why it’s such a highly rated movie. There’s way too much in the movie to write about in general, so I’d like to mention in specific the personalities of the characters.

I think this movie does an amazing job of displaying how people make and are invested in decisions. If psychology has taught us anything, its that people have a hard time deciding things based on “objective” facts: people are very attached to ideologies. In fact, proving someone wrong may make them dig in their heels (https://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2014/12/vaccine-myth-busting-can-backfire/383700/

https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2017/02/27/why-facts-dont-change-our-minds).

So it was particularly fascinating to watch the jurors slowly be convinced that the defendant was innocent. At least two of them were clearly prejudiced from prior experiences (one of them had a traumatic experience with his own son, and the other was just prejudiced against poor kids in general). Another seemed initially to be the most invested in his view, but quickly changed his mind when he saw the tide turning, more concerned about attending a baseball game than deliberating over a mans life. I saw facets of people I knew from high school, family members, old friends inside each one of these men. The brilliance of the film is that it could have been about anything: the fact that it was about a trial was almost irrelevant. What mattered was how people decided on their views, and how they handled being proven wrong.

The lesson I took away from this is to be constantly vigilant in talking with people and forming opinions. The amount of our beliefs that come from anything that could be called “objective” or a “fact” is much smaller than we would like to think. The stakes are rarely so high, but the phenomena arise just the same.

Juror Number 8 and the Randian Archetype

I want to preface this by saying that I found 12 Angry Men to be an excellent film. The rise and fall of the juror’s opinions was extremely carefully planned – each juror’s change of opinion was very carefully written and filmed. Each close shot perfectly set up the changes of opinion, and at no point did I find any of the decisions unbelievable. I was, halfway through, even expecting to find certain turns unbelievable, so that the turns felt so natural seems even more remarkable since I was looking for them to be otherwise. The movie is worth being regarded as one of the greats in my view. And, before I go on, because I think it’s relevant – I think the boy was not guilty.

This, however, leads me into what I found most interesting in the film – the character of Juror number 8. I am reminded of the standard Randian archetype in a hero – Strong willed, morally stalwart, calm, intelligent, attractive, male, white. An architect, just like Howard Roark from Fountainhead. Perhaps we can throw onto this list the concept of Ubermensch – “the ideal superior man of the future who could rise above conventional Christian morality to create and impose his own values” according to the Oxford Living Dictionary (Rand’s objectivism is not totally in line with Nietzsche’s nihilism, but I think that the anti-Christian, strong intellectual is a common hero to both). What strikes me here is the concept of the individual. Juror number 8 has his moral conviction (arguably justified) and sticks to it. We are meant to critique the other jurors for their stubbornness – look at how they rage at the calm, unwavering juror number 8. See them shout! Surely they are irrational, low-lives. They don’t have the stalwart sureness of juror number 8, and his dedication to the notion that the boy must be found guilty “beyond a reasonable doubt” or else found innocent. This is a principle I agree with – and I certainly think the writers intend for juror number 8 to be convicted of it to. But to my eye juror number 8, despite his claims to the contrary, strikes me as entirely convicted of the innocence, or at least entirely convicted of his own principles leading to the innocence (principles I do agree with). In this sense that the writers clearly want me to admire Juror number 8 is what turns me against him – each man in that room is equal in my view, except maybe the prejudiced man, but that’s for another time. I do not see Juror number 8 as somehow more clear headed – he leads his own personal crusade based on his own principles as much as any of the other stubborn jurors.

Juror number 8 parades onward, carefully, perhaps even (falsely?) humbly. He provides genuinely good evidence, though it’s hard for me to empathize since I find the other jurors far more sympathetic. There are very reasonable arguments for the guilt of the boy, and it’s perfectly understandable why the jurors believe he’s guilty. It’s convincing and satisfying testimony to his guilt – the details that provide substantial doubt to his innocence are subtle, and I fully sympathize for the other jurors for not noticing it. Particularly Juror number 3, the last juror to be turned. We see him as impassioned, rude, even violent, and we are meant to contrast him, I think, with the cool confidence of Juror number 8. Yet at the very end, as he stares at the photograph of his son, I have nothing but sympathy for his cause. I do not think he is right, but I understand his position completely. Cue the moment my distaste for Juror number 8 peaked; Juror number 3 is crying, admitting defeat and humiliation at the hands of Juror number 8. Juror number 8 serenely grabs him his coat, and touches him pitifully on the shoulder. I do not see this move as sympathetic – Juror number 8 surely knows he is the cause of this man’s grief in a lot of ways – if he understood that, truly, he would have just let Juror number 3 in peace. But instead he deepens Juror number 3’s humiliation, offering a “sympathetic” hand while cementing his and the audience’s view of his strength, calmness, and intellectual and moral stalwart-ness. My sympathy for Juror number 8 has left me at this point. I empathize with the other jurors far more, except maybe the prejudiced man, but at least he overcame to some small extent his prejudices. Juror number 3, in admitting defeat, has done something titanically difficult, and I have far more admiration for that than for Juror number 8’s convincing the others of his cause. Juror number 8 remained stalwart – or stubborn – until the end. The other Jurors were the ones who had to overcome true difficulty.

Vaccines and national security

Last week I attended the talk by GRF Ty about his work creating vaccines. I didn’t learn too much about specific vaccination techniques but I was very interested in a pathogen he mentioned, Francisella tularensisThis is a bacterium that, due to a variety of factors including the ability to be aerosolized, low dose needed to kill, and its very high virulence, is considered a prime target for bioweapons. Bioweapons are actually talked about surprisingly little today: I think more credence is given to nuclear and chemical weapons, so I thought I would try and look at the current state of precautions against them.

As an example, take anthrax. caused by Bacillus anthracis. Looking at CDC documentation on the current vaccination situation (https://www.cdc.gov/vaccines/vpd/anthrax/public/index.html) there is a vaccine available, but there is nowhere enough supply in the case of an attack. In addition, it can form endospores when necessary: small capsules that are resistant to most methods of destruction besides boiling. This makes it particularly easy to transport, as it was in envelopes during the 2001 attacks (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2001_anthrax_attacks).

Another example is smallpox. Smallpox is extremely virulent, and basically the only disease that as of 2018 we have completely eradicated in the wild. However, there is still samples of the virus in the US and Russia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Smallpox_virus_retention_controversy) over which there’s still a controversy over whether to destroy the samples. If a bad actor got ahold of one of these samples, there would be little in their way since vaccines aren’t produced anymore. This could be further compounded by growing the strain until it mutated into something that was resistant against current vaccines.

There is also substantial historical precedence for such programs. In the 70’s the Soviet’s tested smallpox as a potential weapon: one accidental release over the Aral Sea caused a smallpox outbreak (citation: https://smile.amazon.com/Soviet-Biological-Weapons-Program-History/dp/0674047702). In addition, during the Rhodesian Bush War water supplies were deliberately contaminated with cholera (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rhodesian_Bush_War). Again, these kinds of weapons are particularly problematic because they can very easily be mutated in isolation to be immune to known techniques.

 

Pitfalls in the jury system

12 Angry Men does a good job of exploring issues in the court system from the 1950s that are still relevant today. From impatient or prejudiced jurors to unmotivated attorneys and false or misleading witness testimonies, there are many potential points of failure in a court case beyond the collection of evidence.

I had not previously considered that jury duty might include investigation and instead thought it was about a more passive absorption of arguments presented in court followed by a vote. While the characters in the film treated it that way at first, the situation quickly evolved into a full and thorough reexamination of all the evidence. I was a little confused before how juries could sometimes takes several hours to come to a decision, but this explains that.

I also noticed some phenomena in the film that remind me of my social psychology class. Throughout the film, the jurors’ judgements are clearly affected by those of others. In the first vote, two or three jurors clearly voted guilty after seeing that everyone else was, and the last holdout for a guilty verdict clearly felt pressure from being alone in that view. The jurors also exhibited confirmation bias when they did not notice the marks indicating that the woman witness wears glasses. Rather than looking for the disconfirming evidence calling her testimony into question, they focused on the presence of apparently confirming evidence that the defendant was guilty.

Overall, I enjoyed the film and I can see why it is so highly rated.

A New Experience: Before Night Falls

Last Friday, I came into this event knowing little or nothing about the story or man behind Before Night Falls. As an individual who doesn’t typically watch biopics, watching Before Night Falls was definitely a different experience. One of the aspects of the film I admired most was the narrative style, which was captivating. The film’s director, Julien Schnabel, displays both the virtues and vices of Cuban poet and novelist Reinaldo Arenas’s literary circle, and is able to carefully depict both the internal and external struggles Arenas faces in both coming to terms with his homosexuality and finding ways to openly live as a homosexual in Cuba. The plot itself isn’t what I found fascinating, but rather the way Schnabel was able to present these themes through his imagery-dense imagination and Arenas’s words. A second aspect of the film I found admirable was the acting of Javier Bardem. Through the coming-of-age storyline the film presents, Bardem does a fantastic job portraying the right emotions at the right time — be it the times of loneliness and pain or the times of maturity, strength, and defiance. As many critiques of the film have said, Bardem’s acting — an award winning “breakthrough” performance – definitely does justice to Reinaldo Arenas’s life story. A third aspect of the film that I found truly appreciated was the way that the film felt honest. Schnabel was not afraid to make the viewer feel uncomfortable or unsettled at times. This allowed certain scenes to carry their weight and allow readers to leave the film carrying an accurate perspective of Reinaldo Arenas’s story. I really recommend for people who haven’t watched the film to give it a chance!

Is Bike Sharing the Future?

This week, I attended GRF Seema’s table talk about bike sharing systems. This is a topic about which I knew absolutely nothing prior to that evening, so I was intrigued as to what exactly we would be discussing. Seema is very knowledgeable on this topic, as she was involved in establishing a bike sharing system in India and this is one of her areas of research. Unsurprisingly, it turns out that the first modern bike sharing system was established in northern Europe, specifically in Amsterdam. Since the inception of the Dutch program in 1965, bike sharing programs have spread across the world to many different countries, including most European countries, China, and the United States. It has even become a standard of many college campuses, including Cornell’s, although many students do not take advantage of the system.

Bike sharing has faced its share of challenges, such as theft, vandalism, and safety concerns. The systems are also subject to the whims of the customers – the weather or the placement of bike stations may discourage passerby from using a bike on any given day. The success of a bike sharing system is also heavily dependent on its location; for example, my belief about the Cornell bike sharing system is that the hills and unpredictable weather make it an unfriendly campus for bikes to the general population. I feel that cities are the prime location for bike sharing systems and indeed this is where they have had the most success, especially compact cities like New York City. Bike sharing systems have a potential to make an environmental and social impact, and I am curious to see how they will progress in the future.

the analogue of life in space and its potential tradeoffs

Today we took a walk up to Fuertes and listened to a talk by Jack O’Malley-James. He talked at a high level about some techniques used for searching habitable planets and such. It made me think of a thought experiment during the talk. I figured it might be worth sharing in this post.

Here’s a thought experiment:

You haven’t been born yet, but you have two choices. You can be born and live a normal life, like you are living now. Or you can be born into a special program where you train for a mission to deep space. Here’s the mission. Let’s say there’s a new piece of technology that allows one to gather all kinds of data about exoplanets and such. In fact it also allows us to see exoplanets in way more accuracy than we can today. But in order for it to work, the tool has to be in interstellar space, that is outside the heliosphere or outside the range of the sun’s plasma. This is something crazy like 10^10 miles away. The tool also requires a human to operate. So the space agency is planning on sending a human into deep space and you’re one of the candidates who, if you choose, will be born and raised in this program as an astronaut. You’ll learn all the necessary cosmology, piloting, engineering, survival etc that you need to know in 18 years. And then you’ll leave. Now with current technology, it took Voyager 1 about 40 years to break the heliosphere (but it also had flybys with Jupiter etc). Let’s say we can cut that down to 30 years. So you’ll be in space for 30 years going out until you finally hit the heliosphere. Then, you’ll spend two years making observations. You’ll finally be able to confirm whether all those “goldilocks” planets harbor life. You’ll also be able to see all kinds of other cosmological things like earlier galaxies and star formation and whatever other cool astronomy stuff you can think of. Then after 2 years of making discoveries, you’ll turn around and head back to earth. If you make it back before dying of old age, you’ll land safely, at age 80. All of your communication with the space agency has been limited to the mission so you get to see how the earth has changed in the 62 years you were gone. You’re very wealthy now and you become retired. So you can spend the rest of your days doing whatever, and you go down in history as the greatest space explorer ever. Would you do it?

Ok there are some obvious modifications. Do any of the following affect your decision?

  • You’re given a partner to help with the mission, so you’re not alone the whole time
  • You’re guaranteed to survive till you get back to earth
  • There’s a cure for cancer….but you have to go out an extra 5 years to get it.
  • You’re the only human who can do this mission. So either you do it, or it’s never completed.
  • Something else?

I’d like to think I’d do it if it was for a cure for cancer, even though I’d probably not make it to 90 years old. But I’d also do it if I had the internet (but no news) in real time mainly so I could continue learning. Really the only thing I would care about accessing are books, articles, music, wikipedia, and the like. Yes I know having the internet would be impossible, but it’s a thought experiment so I can say whatever.

By the way, I’d like to think I came up with this all on my own, but I’m no doubt stitching/stealing together elements from the films Moon, Interstellar, the Martian and Alien – all of which have similar flavors or features in common with this scenario. If you haven’t seen any of them, no worries, they’re not really worth watching anyways…except Moon – definitely check that out if you ever get a chance. I think there are a number of interesting questions to be explored here. What does it really mean to be on earth? Can we distinguish that from say being in a spaceship (if it’s a large one like in Alien)? What would you really be sacrificing? I suspect most people’s immediate reaction will be “the people.” But I don’t know, that’s not a very satisfying answer. Another question here is should you really be thinking about yourself in this context where the potential to be gained is that for all of humanity and future generations (suppose for some reason you’re the only human who can do this mission)? 

A Fascinating and Long-Winded Clarification to a Misleading Placard

The talk at Fuerte’s observatory was absolutely delightful. While I didn’t learn much myself, it’s always delightful to be presented with the fascinating scope of our universe. It’s a combination of harrowing and humbling, and the view of the moon was a delightful conclusion. That, however, is not the purpose of my post. Caleb Koch, Jake Januzelli, and myself have spent the last hour trying to come to an answer about a placard in the museum in the observatory associated with the following photo:

While I can’t recall exactly what the placard said, it was something akin to what is the official description of the photo from the Jet Propulsion Laboratory (JPL):

“This approximate true-color image taken by the panoramic camera on the Mars Exploration Rover Opportunity shows the impact crater known as “Endurance.” Scientists are eager to explore Endurance for clues to the red planet’s history. The crater’s exposed walls provide a window to what lies beneath the surface of Mars and thus what geologic processes occurred there in the past. While recent studies of the smaller crater nicknamed “Eagle” revealed an evaporating body of salty water, that crater was not deep enough to indicate what came before the water. Endurance may be able to help answer this question, but the challenge is getting to the scientific targets: most of the crater’s rocks are embedded in vertical cliffs. Rover planners are currently developing strategies to overcome this obstacle.

Presently, Opportunity is perched 40 centimeters (15.7 inches) away from the crater’s edge. Endurance is roughly 130 meters (430 feet) across.

This image mosaic was taken by the panoramic camera’s 480-, 530- and 750-nanometer filters on sols 97 and 98. It consists of a total of 258 individual images.

Image credit: NASA/JPL/Cornell ” Source: https://mars.nasa.gov/mer/gallery/panoramas/opportunity/2004.html

Notice that the description clearly suggests that the crater in the picture, Endurance crater, and the previously investigated crater, Eagle crater, possessed quickly evaporating but nevertheless liquid brines on the surface of Mars. If this is true, this is direct evidence of liquid water on Mars. Caleb was skeptical, and I’m glad he was. A quick google search reveals that there does not seem to be such a radical consensus in the literature. No one seems to have suggested direct evidence for liquid water on Mars, and articles discussion these evaporating brines don’t cite any having been found, but rather provide evidence that the conditions could create them and that they were once present (https://www.nature.com/articles/ngeo2412).

There is a mystery about this description – but I do not think anything malicious is going on. On the contrary the story behind the photo provides fascinating insight into the workings of the Opportunity Rover. The photo in question is composed of 258 individual images and gives a 180 degree panorama of the crater. As far as I can tell, half of these are from the left lens of the camera, and the other half are from the right lens. These are then doctored together and recolored (more on that later) to create the final image we see. Notably, the images from the left lens

and right lens

Source: https://mars.nasa.gov/mer/gallery/panoramas/opportunity/2004.html

Both show the same fluid like substance at the center of the crater. Since these are from May 4th, 2004, two days before the May 6th publication of the original photo, I believe this convincingly shows that the doctoring of the photo did not add any substantial changes to the fluid appearance of what is at the base of the crater. Fun fact – Cornell assisted with creating this photo in some way (presumably this is partly why a nice copy is at the museum). The question then remains – what is at the base of the crater? The discussion of the photo from JPL on May 6th (http://www.spaceref.com/news/viewpr.html?pid=14175) includes the following:

“”That was the last dying gasp of a body of water,” Squyres said. “The question that has intrigued us since we left Eagle Crater is what preceded that. Was there a deep body of water for a long time? Was there a shallow, short-lived playa? We don’t know.””

The individual quoted is Dr. Steve Squyres of Cornell University. The suggestion of this description is that what we are seeing is the remnant of some body of water – not the water itself. This is corroborated further with the following image:

File:Sol187B Dunas em Marte.jpg

Source: https://mars.nasa.gov/mer/gallery/press/opportunity/20040806a.html

The source claims that this is a photo of the center of Endurance Crater taken by Opportunity in 2004. As far as we can tell, this is the exact same “fluid” substance appearing at the center of the crater in the main image. However, the source states that this is sand – and it certainly looks like it is sand as well. So I think it is perfectly satisfying to say that what is in the original photo is not an evaporating body of water itself, but instead the last remnants of a recently eliminated brine. The only question remaining is then why does it appear so much like water in the original image? JPL actually has an explanation:

“Also evident is a “blue” tint on the flat surfaces as compared to the dune flanks. This results from the presence of the hematite-containing spherules (“blueberries”) that accumulate on the flat surfaces.” https://mars.nasa.gov/mer/gallery/press/opportunity/20040806a.html

This explains why the sand in the original photo appears so gray. I’m guessing that this is in part because of these “blueberries” – they provided the discoloration we see. All together, this is what we concluded. The original photo is in no way unusually doctored – but what appears to be a salty brine is actually sand, discolored by strange minerals in the surface of Mars. The sand itself, however, is evidence of a recently evaporated brine, and clear evidence that there was once water on Mars.

Pleasant Surprise

I try and attend Rose House events that genuinely capture my curiosity and that I want to learn more about. But there are some weeks where I pick an event simply because it’s the only one that fit my schedule. That was the case this week. Anyone who knows me knows the movies I tend to see fall in the action adventure/sci fi/fantasy genre. In the past 5 years, the only three films I can think of that I saw that weren’t in those categories were Hidden Figures, Imitation Game and La La Land. So “Before Night Falls” certainly wouldn’t have been on my “to-watch” list, had it not been the only event I could attend this week. But, I am very glad it was. I had gone into it knowing nothing about this film or the man it was about, and I think that made it even better. I had no idea what to expect, or what was going to happen, so every event that transpired was truly full of suspense and surprise. The two parts in the movie that stood out in my mind were when Reinaldo Arenas is in isolation in prison, and later being interrogated. In both instances, the scene plays out one way, before cutting back to an earlier sequence, and playing out a second way. The first way in both cases was a sort of day-dream sequence, but it flows so smoothly that you think its real and when the scene of reality comes back so abruptly it actually feels like someone just shook you awake from a dream

However , the most interesting part of the movie for me was the historical aspect. Two of the films I mentioned earlier, Imitation Game and Hidden Figures, were so captivating for me because of the dynamic way they portrayed history. “Before Night Falls” is able to display Cuban history from the mid to late 20th century through one man’s life, and how he experienced this change. This way of telling history really captured my attention and might even inspire me to see more like it. I am extremely happy I saw this film and hope to see more like it.

Doing Reinaldo Arenas Justice

This past Friday the movie Before Night Falls was screened, a biographical drama about the Cuban poet, novelist, and playwright Reinaldo Arenas. The film follows Reinaldo Arenas from the time he is a child to the end of his life at the end of the movie, and depicts the hardships and struggles he faced as both a homosexual man and a great writer in post-revolutionary Cuba. Reinaldo is first shown as being sympathetic to revolution, going to college to study agriculture, but eventually switched to studying literature. It was at this time he began to get recognized for his work, and won a few awards for his writing in college.  He began to explore his sexuality during his time in college and after, being openly gay as he began to gain more prominence as a writer being openly gay left him at odds with the Cuban government and was eventually arrested for “ideological deviation” and publishing work in a foreign country without the government’s consent. The rest of the film deals with his conflict with the Cuban government, and eventually leads him to the United States by the Mariel Boatlift. Shortly after he is diagnosed with AIDS and dies next to his close friend Lazaro.

The film has many themes, but the one that I wish to focus on is the theme of perseverance and his dedication to his work. Reinaldo after falling out of favor with the Cuban government goes to great lengths to get his work published as it is no longer an option to publish it in Cuba given his status. He publishes his work in foreign countries, having friends smuggle his manuscripts out of Cuba, knowing that he could be imprisoned for it. Even when in prison he wrote letters for the serial killers and enemies of the state he was with in the prison, gaining enough paper by doing this to write a manuscript, but his manuscript was discovered destroyed and he was again severely punished. Perhaps an even more outstanding feat than the last, he goes to the United Sates continues to write, speaking out against the Cuban Government, after being diagnosed with AIDS and with his health rapidly deteriorating. This movie does Reinaldo’s life justice by showing how dedicated he was to his work and his ideals, with there being even more examples of his incredible perseverance and utmost character.

Sustainability with Andy Zepp

This past Rose Cafe was especially interesting to me because Andy Zepp, an ILR grad, really opened my eyes to the vast professional opportunities coming out of ILR. I am currently a sophomore in the ILR school and I too am not sure what I want to do when I leave Cornell just yet. Often, ILR is pigeon-holed into either law or human resources. This Rose Cafe gave me another perspective and opened my eyes to the fact that those fields are not all that people do leaving ILR.

Mr. Zepp’s environmental impact was not incredible. He has impacted the Finger Lakes area in a way that we can immediately see in our community. He works to identify locations that would be valuable to the communities that encompass it. In identifying these areas he is able to preserve the natural state of beautiful places for recreation as well as economic reasons.

Another thing that we learned was the way in which human treatment of nature and more specifically soil impacts the toxicity of our bodies of water. When chemicals used in agriculture run off into the water it can create the conditions that allow toxic algae to grow in the water. When this happens it is not safe to drink or swim in the water. This happens often and in the past year every single finger lake has had an outbreak of this.

A Diamond in the Rough

Last Friday, I had the opportunity to watch the highly acclaimed film, Before Night Falls. This film, based on an autobiography, brought to light the life and trials of Reinaldo Arenas, a brilliant Cuban novelist. The crux of the film revolved around how Arenas explored his sexuality amidst the harsh political climate that surrounded him. What I admired most about this film was how genuine and direct it was. The movie did an excellent job at making you feel uncomfortable and presented the atrocities of the Castro regime in the damning way. The film is very passionate and provides a great insight into the mind of Arenas in such a turbulent time.

Moreover, this film gave me some flashbacks to Junot Diaz’s novel, The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao. Both pieces of work share similar aspects in the form of characters exploring their sexuality, and how oppressive governments limit the rights of individuals. In the case of Oscar Wilde, this happens in the form of him trying to find his true love and how Rafael Trujillo’s government was nothing short of tyrannical.

In all, I believe that this movie was a wonderful film that truly lives up to the critical acclaim and is one that I highly recommend.

Exploring Bike Life

At our table talk on Monday, we talked a bit about the history of city bike systems in the United States. Unfortunately, while bikes are great for the environment and health, bike systems have failed to ever gain much traction in the United States. Part of this is due to cities being so large and horizontally constructed that a car is just too much of a necessity. Additionally, it is now economically friendly to have a car in most cities, or just use Uber or public transportation.

I enjoy biking when it is nice outside, but I typically use my own bike. I have never actually used a city bike system, but I think it would be an interesting and fun thing to do if I wanted to explore some part of a city on a nice day. I do not think that Cornell is the optimal place to use a bike sharing system for a few reasons. First, the design of the campus would make biking very difficult, as it would be very physically demanding to bike up the slope from west campus to central campus. Additionally, starting as early as October, Ithaca becomes very cold and icy. It would not be safe to bike in icy road conditions. I also think that many people enjoy walking up and down the slope with others for conversational purposes, which would be disallowed by biking. I want to eventually try a bike system one day, just not at Cornell.

Protecting the Finger Lakes Area

Have you ever noticed where Cornell’s water supply comes from? Did you know that during certain times of the year, it is unsafe to swim in Cayuga Lake? Andy Zepp discussed the answers to these questions and more about how land trusts in upstate New York protect the environment and our well-being. Zepp explained how land trusts acquire land to prevent development. Preventing development in Tompkins County, for example,  saves the county money and protects our water supply. By restricting urban or agricultural development, the amount of runoff chemicals and sediment is prevented from reaching creeks and Cayuga lake. Cornell receives its water from Fall Creek, and higher pollutants in the water require stronger water filtration systems that become increasingly more expensive. These same pollutants are generally prevented from reaching creeks by the Finger Lakes Land Trust. However, in late summer as more pollutants enter creeks and streams, harmful bacteria build up in Cayuga and form a murky green film. This film is toxic to humans and can kill small animals if consumed in high doses. However, as the land trust gains support and protects more land around the Cayuga watershed, these bacteria are less likely to form, and the lake will be safer for recreation.

Interesting knowlege of bike system

This was really so far the best table talk I’ve been attended!

It was led by our GRF Seema, talking about the bike sharing system in the world. She was very knowledgeable in the city planning, the capital and the history of the bike sharing system, and engaged us in this super interesting conversation. I’m especially interested in this topic because I use bike sharing a lot in the city transporting from subway to school, or for the walk that is too far on foot, yet too close for a car. I never thought about how advertising company would like to fund or start the bike sharing business, which totally makes sense, since they can do advertisement at the bike station and on the bike, and as people riding the bike around the city, so does their advertisement. It’s a business model that is beneficial to everyone, and more sustainable compared to pure funding of the government.

Also, I learnt that the first bike sharing system was in Amsterdam to protest against too many laws in favour of car drivers.

I enjoyed this table talk so much, and I’d love to have more such interesting conversation about business or city planning in the future.

Step 1 of Applications: Write a Resume

Last Thursday, I participated in a resume workshop to go over the basic elements of a resume and what information should be put in it. While I already have a resume that I frequently update, it’s nice to go back to the basics every so often.

At the beginning, the participants of the workshop and I briefly discussed the difference between a CV and a resume, as the two documents hold different meanings despite sometimes being used interchangeably on applications for jobs and internships. We also touched on the purpose of resumes, as they can be used to help “sell yourself” to a hiring manager and give them a “snapshot” of who you are as an individual, before breaking down the individual elements of a resume (for example, education or relevant experience).

Part of the workshop included acting like a hiring manager by having every participant trade resumes with another person and the person leading the workshop giving us around 10-30 seconds to read them. It was interesting to see how people market themselves through their skills, classes, internships/jobs, and activities.

Although the workshop was mostly review for me, I still learned new information regarding how to present myself. I also met individually with the workshop leader after the event ended in order to gain more insight regarding how to improve my personal resume. I recommend that for future resume workshops, it would be beneficial to have a member from the Career Center help lead the workshop and provide examples of resumes in specific career fields, such as art versus engineering versus physical/social sciences.

The Resume: Self Representation at a Glance

In a pool of 1,000 applicants, the chances of securing the internship or job position boils down to five seconds. So, if that is the case, how does one stand out and truly give a representation of one’s work life, personality, and skills in under five seconds? The answer to figuring this out lies in the resume: A self-representation of one’s offerings.

 

To truly be a contender, one must make sure the basic structure of a resume is adhered to and the readability of the resume is maximized. To do this, basic components of a resume such as one’s contact information, objective, education, and leadership position are included. This must be done for one to be taken seriously in the job market. Doing this allows for the interviewer to keep reading past the two second mark. The one second mark would be for the interviewer to take in the resume and assess if the resume is worth the read.

 

To really stand out, one must have that one highlighted feature that allows them to stand out from the rest. It could be a really appealing objective statement, the design of the resume, or the experiences one has done.

 

I really believed this seminar to be wonderful in helping me redesign my resume and to further improve my resume.

Perspectives and Privilege

Last Friday I attended Rose House’s showing of the film Before Night Falls. This was a movie I had heard a lot about before having seen it, and was greatly looking forward to it. Despite all the build-up, however, it absolutely met and exceeded all of my expectations. When watching this movie, I think it’s important to come at it with the mindset that this story (while likely dramatized to some extent) is real. It’s not supposed to be clean, it’s not supposed to be concise, there is not supposed to be closure. It’s the biography of a man who went through hell and then some, yet still managed to overcome it all in order to get his story out there.

Perhaps my favorite part about this film is just how many different perspectives it provides. It encompasses the perspective of a Cuban during the time when its borders were closed; it encompasses the perspective of a gay man during the 20th century; it encompasses the perspective of a stateless immigrant lost in the jungle that is New York City. I think it’s incredibly important to hear and learn from these perspectives. As someone who has been given a lot of opportunities in life, at times it can be difficult to keep in mind just how far that privilege has taken me. Seeing Reinaldo Arenas suffer through years in prison—especially having done nothing wrong to deserve it in the first place—yet still remain his passion for poetry and writing was incredibly empowering. I cannot begin to imagine moral strength that must have taken, and it is something I can only hope to emulate in my own life someday. I highly recommend this movie to anyone who has yet to see it.

Writing A Resume – Essential but Frustrating

Last Thursday, I attended GRF Seema’s talk entitled “Mini-Seminar Series: Writing an Effective Resume.” A resume is such a difficult document to compose, as it is essentially a compilation of the events of your entire life limited to a sheet of paper. For this reason, I have trouble being concise on my resume. I’m a junior, but I still have some high school activities and awards listed on the document. It’s difficult for me to eliminate this part of my life from the document, as it was such a significant and important 4 years for me. Plus, I’m always afraid I’ll delete something from my resume that may have potentially made an employer choose me for a job had I included it.

I also find writing a resume to be frustrating because, while the document reveals the experiences that you have had, it doesn’t directly showcase who you are as a person – good-humored, determined, motivated, witty, and/or intelligent. A resume can only indirectly imply that you are these things, but it is difficult to interpret what a person is like based on a written list of what they have accomplished and experienced.

Environmental Dangers

Environmental conservation has always been an interest of mine, which is why I found Andy Zepp’s discussion on his work at the Finger Lakes Land Trust both fascinating and valuable. Throughout our talk, I was amazed by the impact of Mr. Zepp’s efforts in preserving tens of thousands of acres of land for not only ecological value, but also for recreational and economic importance as well. However, the part of our discussion that was most intriguing to me was our talk on harmful algal blooms that are becoming increasingly common in the Finger Lakes, as this is a topic I have prior exposure to.

Before our discussion with Mr. Zepp, I did not comprehend the large scale impact of harmful algal blooms on the Finger Lakes. According to Mr. Zepp, and confirmed by my prior coursework on the topic, these algal blooms are a result of the runoff of phosphorus and other nutrients into the lakes caused by rainfall. Particularly, Mr. Zepp stated, these nutrients, such as phosphorus, that are credited with causing the algal blooms stem mostly from agricultural runoff from rural areas. In my previous environmental science courses, I learned about the impact of phosphorus on natural water areas, and when phosphorus and other nutrients are in high abundance, this can cause eutrophication, or too many nutrients in the body of water, resulting in these harmful algal blooms. However, my environmental science courses mainly focused on the ecological impacts of algal blooms, such as killing marine organisms due to the water’s toxicity. But in our discussion, Mr. Zepp mentioned not only the ecological impacts, but also the economical and recreational impacts of algal blooms on the Finger Lakes. For instance, during one algal bloom period, people were banned from entering the water due to its toxicity. This ban not only hurt the people looking to use the lake for recreational purposes, but it also negatively impacted the nearby businesses who rely on users of the lake for income. Therefore, it was astonishing to see not only the ecological impacts of the algal blooms on the Finger Lakes, but also the recreational and economic impacts as well.

After listening to Mr. Zepp’s talk, I am more intrigued to get involved in local conservation and preservation efforts not only here in New York, but also in my hometown. Hearing not only about the ecological impacts, but also about the recreational and economic impacts of human activities such as farming motivates me to want to understand the issue more and try to take necessary action to conserve and protect our ecosystem. Thus, after our discussion with Mr. Zepp, I am not only more informed, but also more inspired to take action, such as through possible volunteer work, to protect our valuable environment.

How to Fit Your Life on a Piece of Paper

Last Thursday, I attended GRF Seema’s mini-seminar on constructing a resume. As someone who had never really received any kind of instruction or guidance in crafting a resume (maybe explaining my bad luck with internship applications), I was glad to receive more formal, structured guidelines for my resume (and my CV – the two are very different, as we learned!).

Seema was incredibly clear and helpful, and I did walk away feeling better prepared to tackle any future applications; at the same time, however, I couldn’t help but feel a little dejected that so much of my future was hinged on a piece of paper (or multiple pieces of paper, in the case of a CV). Where’s the section on my human joys and sufferings? My trivial habits and quirks? My beliefs and opinions and morals? My Myers-Briggs personality type?

Obviously, these factors probably are only vaguely important when employers or schools are considering me for a position, so of course they aren’t sections on the standard resume – but why don’t employers or schools consider these factors? Can they really glean enough about me from a few pieces of paper and one or two brief interviews – in which I’m most definitely going to be faking it until I make it – to be certain that I’m a better or worse fit for their institution than other candidates?

Thanks to the seminar, my resume is at least 200x more put-together now than it was before the seminar – a good thing, since this piece of paper is the key to almost anything I would ever want to do in the future. But it’s still strange to realize that for countless people, their only perception of me as a human being – with my own set of minor and major life experiences – will be from a series of arbitrary achievements and power verbs.

Conservation at the Finger Lakes

At this weeks Rose Cafe, we heard from an ILR grad who has dedicated a substantial part of his professional life to conservation through a land trust. What a land trust does is buy preservable land from private owners in order to convert the plot into public space. Never before had I considered the environmental repercussions from private owned land. When interests collide and environmental considerations are set aside, large issues arise. It is in the public interest to ensure the longitivtiy of our environment.

What really sparked my interest during the Cafe is our discussion of why this system is seldom implemented in Europe. Our discussion revealed that the inefficient and expensive land trust system is implemented in the U.S. by lack of alternatives. In Europe, the system allows for much easier and cheaper preservation. This really makes me think about what our different regions value. Both areas espouse themselves as leaders of the progressive future– yet one government actually follows through with this promise.

Vaccines with Ty

Ty Moeller explained his work with vaccines very well, especially to someone like me who does not speak science! He explained how vaccines can come from live bacteria, dead bacteria or by using cell parts to invoke an immune response. There is so much tedious and time-consuming work that goes into developing new vaccines. Ty was able to explain first the basics of how the immune system works constantly to protect us and then how the role of vaccines plays into that process. I got the most value from this Rose Café in the fact that I gained a better understanding of what the vaccine medications I permit doctors to administer me are actually doing to my body and also what questions to ask in order to be informed about what type of vaccines there are.

Another interesting part of the discussion was Ty Moellers work here at Cornell that it funded by the Department of Defense. Ty works to create a vaccine for bacteria that is considered a bio threat. These bacteria may be transmitted through the air and easy made into an aerosol form. It was originally engineered during the Cold War but now poses a serious risk in the eyes of the government. Using sugars and parts of cell membranes we constantly work to engineer new vaccines in novel ways.

Conversation about conservation

This weeks rose cafe really surprised me. I had no idea that conservation cost so much money and how much time and energy goes into protecting land. I had never really thought about it and to be honest I’m surprised it’s so difficult to protect certain areas compared to other european countries. I guess it speaks to American independence and the amount of freedom we have with our property. I was surprised to hear that European countries had regulations on what you can do with you and because that feels like the government is overstepping its bounds. I do think that you shouldn’t be able to build a skyscraper in a residential suburb so obviously permits are a good idea but this freedom to develop your land (with permits) comes with cost to the environment. As a society we seem think that taking care of the environment is important but aren’t willing to ives the necessary resources order  to ensure that the land we want protected is protected.

Building Better Vaccines

For this Rose Cafe GRF Tyler Moeller discussed how he was working on understanding and building new vaccines. I think a lot of people don’t understand how difficult, time consuming, and the amount of money required to develop a new vaccine. I think it is interesting (and perhaps a bit sad) that at least in the lab Tyler works in, an easy way to obtain funding for research is through the Defense Department’s fear of a biological weapon.

The complexity in which the human immune system works was amazing to learn about, and we only had a very basic overview of the entire biological mechanism. Most mechanisms in biology, like Protein synthesis or the body’s stress response, have so many “moving” parts. From a knowledge standpoint this makes it hard to fully understand how these mechanisms work in the first place. But from an engineering standpoint, these essentially over-engineered systems proved multiple access points from which we can alter and modify. Finally, we are beginning to know enough about how biological systems, such as the immune response, work mechanistically. Now we can start to move forward by engineering solutions to problems like diseases which we could only hope to treat symptoms, never fix at the source. Biomedical engineering is hopefully going to take us into the future.

A closer look at vaccination

I enjoyed learning about the process behind making vaccines from GRF Tyler Moeller last week. It was interesting to find out that there were different ways to make vaccines. Before this talk, I was under the impression that the nose spray vaccination and the injection vaccination contained essentially the same thing. I also enjoyed getting a glimpse of the details that must be considered when dealing with vaccines.

Many vaccines are degraded bacteria or virus that are inserted into our bloodstreams so that our bodies can learn to create antibodies. In the case of a real infection, these antibodies will speed up the defense. However, an interesting alternative may be to create antibodies outside of the body, and then insert these antibodies into the bloodstream.

Tyler also talked briefly about Maurice Hillman, an awesome scientist that was ahead of his time. He created eight of the main vaccines that we still use today. When his daughter was sick with the mumps, he developed a vaccine from a swab of her cheek. This Jeryl Lynn strain, which was named after her, is still in use.

Toxic Water?

I went to a Rose Cafe today where we talked to the head of the Finger Lakes Land Trust. This was a really interesting conversation because we talked about environmental problems, especially in relation to the Cayuga Lake and the growth of toxic cyanobacteria. One big problem is fertilizer runoff that contaminates the lake with phosphorous and allows harmful bacteria to grow. Fertilizer is a great tool for modern farming because it allows the world to feed its inhabitants but I’ve never thought about the fact that it can also be damaging to the environment. A potential solution might be to mandate that farmers only use “green” fertilizer which doesn’t have an excess of phosphorous, but this might come at a financial cost. Another potential problem is the salt that we use during the winter times. Even though this isn’t a huge problem due to the size of Cayuga lake, it definitely has a negative impact. Salting our roads seems essential in the wintertime but there are other options. A couple years ago, I went to Alaska over the summer. We learned that during the harsh winters, a lot of places use gravel to generate traction for cars and make wintertime travel possible. This might be a solution that we should consider, but again, this might generate its own problems like damaging cars or the road itself. As we discussed, we can also plant more trees to hold the soil down. Even though this will come at a financial cost, it will also have the added benefit of making our planet greener. All of these measures would be to ensure that cyanobacteria don’t grow to an extreme level. With other species, we can usually introduce natural predators to curb the population if need be, but we can’t do that with bacteria. All we can do is ensure that the conditions are such that they find it very challenging to grow. Today’s talk mentioned a lot of the problems that climate change causes. Not only does it mess with the weather and makes the planet warmer as a whole, it also impacts individual species and does damage to the environment that way. We should do whatever we can to combat climate change before it’s too late

RW 1101: Introduction to Resume Writing

Applications, for anything from jobs to even some extracurricular activities, are stressful. For me, the most straightforward part of the application is the resume. Unlike essays or personal statements, it usually isn’t open to subjective interpretations. It also isn’t as impromptu as interviews tend to be, regardless of how much preparation went into the answers. For these reasons, crafting a good resume would be incredibly helpful and would possibly reduce any anxiety during an application process. During the workshop, Seema spoke about different ways to structure and write resumes. Here are some of the points we discussed:

We discussed the importance of tailoring your resume to fit a particular need. Some ways to do this would be to alter the structure. When applying for a research position in a lab, it would be useful to highlight any prior research projects or papers. This could be done by adding a section about past research experience near the top of your resume, or by making it the most detailed section.

When writing a resume, it is also important to remember that the evaluator may just read it for a very short amount of time. We had an activity where we attempted to read someone else’s resume in 15 seconds or so. This highlighted the importance of considering time constraints of the evaluator, and ensuring that your resume is clear and concise. To make a resume easy to read, a few things to avoid would be excessive amounts of writing, unusual styles of fonts and unusual structuring (Having the content split into two columns of writing).

At the end of the workshop, I came to the conclusion that my resume needs a lot of work. Something that came up at the beginning was that you could always work on your resume, to tweak and improve it. The workshop provided a lot of tips and ideas on formatting resumes that I’m likely to use in the future.

Resume/CV Workshop

Last week, I went to a short resume workshop given by GRF Seema. Going in, I had a resume already which I used for various applications. However, I thought it couldn’t hurt to get some advice to possibly improve it. I appreciated the point that employers or whoever might be reading your application will likely only spend a short amount of time glancing through your CV or resume. Therefore, it’s a good idea to make it easy for that person to see certain points which you want emphasized. It seems the best way to do this is through ordering and choosing which points to describe in detail, but NOT through the use of extensive colors or fonts as GRF Seema warned against. After the workshop, I believe my resume is still fine, but I learned some tips, such as the one mentioned here, that I will definitely keep in mind for the future.

Why leave gifts in the dust?

When I read that Julian Schnabel’s “Before Night Falls” is about Reinaldo Arenas, a homosexual Cuban poet who struggled under Castro’s revolutionary government, I had expected something very political. I had expected to see more of an ideological war between those who were with Castro and those who were not. But what I saw was an almost dreamlike take on the life of a man who just wanted to express his ideas and thoughts no matter who came across them. Arenas found the gift of poetry as a child, when one of his teachers in school noticed his talent and imagination. But to his grandfather and the rest of society, what Arenas had was not a gift but a shame. But that didn’t stop Arenas. He didn’t care for his writing instrument – he would even carve his words onto the bark of a tree if that’s what it took for him to be able to exercise his passion. This early battle between Arenas’s passions and the voice of society continued into the Cuban Revolution. To Castro’s government Arenas was an enemy not only because he was homosexual but also because of his ideological threats as a writer, so Arenas lay in prison. I found the prison scenes interesting because they reminded me of Martin Luther King Jr.’s time in prison. Even in prison, Arenas wrote and wrote for both the public and his fellow inmates. Just as prison did not deter Dr. King, it certainly did not deter Arenas. Of course, unfortunately, to see Arenas escape from the oppressive Cuban government to New York and wind up with AIDS was tragic to watch. I thought after bearing all the opposition and torture back home that Arenas would no longer suffer. But if he had listened to his grandfather and left his artistic and intellectual potential in the dust, never to show them to the world, wouldn’t he have suffered even more? I think so. Amid quite a bit of hate, he managed to be himself and no one else.

Let’s Talk About Bikes

A couple days ago I attended a table talk with GRF Seema and fellow Rose scholars and we discussed the history of bike sharing systems worldwide. We dove into how these systems influenced the lives of people in a variety of different countries across hundreds of years. In Europe, in the mid-1800’s there were many fatal accidents involving automobiles and as the number of children dying because of these incidents increased, the concern regarding these vehicles grew stronger. Soon, policymakers began to consider alternative means of transportation that would not pose such a high threat to pedestrians and other members of society. Many iterations of bike sharing systems were created and implemented starting in Europe but like any other technology, the first implementations failed. However, in 1991 Denmark (now one of the leaders in amount of people using bicycles for commuting) launched the “next generation” bike sharing system in Farso.

Many countries have since implemented similar bike sharing programs, however, there is still a long way to go to improve the numbers. During the talk, I couldn’t help but think that a system like this would never work in my hometown of Miami, FL. Commuting basically anywhere in Miami requires a car because of the poor public transit systems. Also, there is a high chance that wherever you will be commuting to requires taking an extremely busy highway. Implementing bicycles into the city would only work for leisure around the beach/dock areas, if that.

I enjoyed this talk because it made me realize how helpful these systems could be in cities that are designed in conjunction with them and how city planners should keep initiatives like this in mind when thinking of ways to create ways cities that work for everyone.

The Science Behind Vaccines

I attended the Rose Cafe with GRF Tyler this week. Tyler is a Ph.D. Student in Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering working to create vaccines. In the cafe, he gave us a brief introduction to the science behind his work, and described his efforts to create vaccines using new methodology.
Prior to coming to Cornell and deciding to study Linguistics, I was planning to study Biochemistry and was interested in medical research. Although I changed my academic path, I remain very interested in the kind of work that Tyler is doing. I was quite excited to learn about what he is working on, and overall really enjoyed his talk. The recent cafes in which GRFs present their research have been some of my favorites. I really appreciate the opportunity to hear from people in fields other than my own in a really convenient and approachable setting.

Let’s Bike Away

When I first saw Seema’s little poster for the bike sharing systems, I was intrigued. I’ve seen them as I was growing up in New York City and then I saw a couple of the bike sharing stations at Cornell. I thought that having a discussion on the history and thought process behind these bike sharing systems is very cool. The Table-Talk revealed that the initial bike sharing program was actually almost a non-profit attempt to decrease motor accidents. Seema brought up how people use to have these white bikes that were dispersed around several areas over Amsterdam. However, these bikes were repetitively stolen and it’s understandable in how easily a bike can be painted over. The interesting thing is that over time they found systems to where people can place the bikes back. By somehow balancing the cost of maintaining the bikes and finding a crowd to promote the bike sharing programs to, companies were able to justify the cost. We started to discuss the bike sharing system at Cornell and we found one major flaw. Although there are several different stations on the central campus, we don’t see many stations elsewhere such as on West. Thus, there’s an inconvenience when one borrows a bike from central as they have to return back to central to return. The bike sharing system may be an interesting feature of Cornell but I wish they studied how many people actually use it.

Resumes: A Crash Course

Last Thursday I attended a seminar on how to create a resume. Like most, if not all, of the students attending this seminar, I was  (and still am) currently applying to summer internships, and I was looking for pointers that I hadn’t hear from anywhere else. I had known some of the items gone over in the seminar before, such as putting contact information at the top of the page, being conservative in use of fonts, and not listing soft skills. However, other things, such as using active verbs, and not including anything from high school, were new to me.

I do wish that GRF Seema had told us what we were going to do with the paper copies of our resumes that we were to bring to the seminar beforehand. I had come in with the assumption that we would be editing said resumes during the seminar, but instead we ended up switching resumes with one another. To be honest, I was embarrassed of my measly one page resume when I saw that most people around me had a lot more with them, and having to share it with someone else was nerve-wracking. In retrospect, I wish I had brought a sample resume from the internet instead.